Lost/ptsd

Look into those eyes & see the truth she hides

[modernpendu]

[deadpandalove87]

No I’m not

[thepersonalquotes]

[deadpandalove87]

I am stuck in a hole of never-ending darkness, No light and No exit, just cries and loud voices, panic,anxiety,sadness,scars, bleeding wrists, and aching heart, depression. Dragged throughout the day by the tiniest piece of hope. One of these days I’ll be back to me. It never happens. Tomorrow I will want to die again, But I won’t. Living with no particular destination, I am breathing with the uncertainty of tomorrow. Running in circles, leaving a trail of blood, if it was that easy, I would have given up instead. Temporary smiles and empty laughs, make the pain go away until it’s back, killing me but not enough to take my breath. I’m in love with this sadness, get me out of here, I beg...

[deadpandalove87]

[thepersonalquotes]

[deadpandalove87]

I’m done trying to.... I’ll just sit back & let it all come apart in front of your eyes

[emotionalwords]

[emotionalwords]

[emotionalwords]

[deadpandalove87]

Still to much to ask for

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[deadpandalove87]

When will enough be enough? When will you give up, walk away & never look back? Will you even bother caring if I did? Or even if life ended? Would you miss me? Would you cry? Or just move on like these years didn’t matter?

After everything I do & have done for you, let you be who you are, understanding you & everything about you. Help you to get comfortable with yourself. Showing all the love I have left in me just to be treated like I’m just someone from the street....

[deadpandalove87]

Can I let go now?

[deadpandalove87]

I think I’m at my breaking point....

[deadpandalove87]

R.I.P... 😢

[deadpandalove87]

My childhood was stolen by a monster

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]