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⭐⭐ 42 new Hollanov Recs ⭐⭐

I should probably have split this into two posts, but I didn't. Sorry! Anyways, enjoy! xx

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the party & the after party by: vividblossom (dirtymudblood)

Summary: “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?” Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt. “Want to— what?” Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?” based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

2.8k Explicit Established Relationship · Domestic · Jealousy · Power Dynamics · Smut

at the foot of a palindrome by: labeledbones

Summary: He goes to the fridge to look for the bell peppers, and while he’s in there, he says, “It was a good first kiss. As far as I could tell. I hadn’t really kissed anyone before.” He takes an orange bell pepper from the bag his mom brought over and brings it over to the counter. “Not anyone I really wanted to kiss anyway.” He cuts the top and bottom off the pepper and then works on cutting out the seeds. “Ilya’s a good kisser,” he adds. And he can’t believe he’s just said that out loud to his mom. Shane and Ilya's dinner with Shane's parents at his house following the end of episode six.

6.9k Mature Canon Compliant · Domestic · Family POV

Who dis? by: Sweettree

Summary: Ilya is giving Cliff a ride to the club. Should be fine right until an overly horny Shane Hollander starts texting his husband. But Ilya can’t be on his phone and drive that would be dangerous. So he has his best friend Cliff Marlow answer for him. It gets steamy.

1.5k Mature · Texting · Post-Canon

What You Are In These Hotel Rooms by: JuHuaTai

Summary: Hayden would maintain to the end of his days that it was all Rozanov’s fucking fault. - After accidentally losing a ‘keepsake’ from Jackie in Shane’s bag, Hayden was determined to get it back quietly. So he did what any normal person would and sneak into his best friend’s hotel room. Unfortunately, that was also the day Ottawa (formerly Boston) Lily was visiting.

5.1k Explicit Hotel · Outsider POV · Accidental Voyeurism · Secret Relationship · Relationship Reveal · Hayden Finds Out

̶B̶o̶y̶friends with benefits by: Anonymous

Summary: “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.” Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.” “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?” The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster. Or According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

10.1k Explicit AU · Roommates · Pre-Relationship · Mutual Pining · Jealousy · Light Angst

Uncoachable by: MinaLogan

Summary: Ilya Rozanov sucked cock the way he played hockey. Fast and dirty, absolutely ruthless, and most infuriatingly — really fucking good. ——— An angsty blowjob where Ilya and Shane both want the same things.

4.0k Explicit Angst · Smut · Mutual Pining · Yearning

a winner at heart by: pressuretoparty ⭐⭐⭐

Summary: Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.

32.1k Explicit Established Relationship · Angst · Power Dynamics · Smut

making love out of nothing at all by: ExtraSteps

Summary: A drunken night after the NHL awards in Vegas leads to unexpected consequences for Shane and Ilya. A married in Vegas fic.

10.9k Explicit Accidental Marriage · Married · Smut

I can make you every promise that has ever been made by: ExtraSteps

Summary: It's time for Shane and Ilya to face the music. Featuring the missing conversation with his parents. His parents meeting Ilya. And then, they need to tell Hayden.

8.0k Mature Coming Out · Domestic · Family POV

#kissgate by: goldengalaxies for HunnybeeMarie ⭐

Summary: John Cook: Hollander keeps possession of the puck as Rozanov checks Cameron out of Hollander's way, and... Hollander scores! What a beaut of a goal that was! Patrick Colt: [laughing] I don’t think the opposition know what to do with themselves against Rozanov and Hollander. [Ilya Rozanov skates round to where Shane Hollander is standing. Hollander has a wide grin on his face after the recent goal. Rozanov collides into Hollander, hugging him jokily and leaning to plant a wet his on Hollander’s helmet. However, at the last second, Hollander turns to look at Rozanov. Their lips meet in a kiss. The two break apart instantly and stare at each other in horror.] Jack Saad: Oh. That’s… Hmm. John Cook: [spluttering] Erm- Patrick Colt: [faintly] Huh. Well. That’s not something you see everyday. (the shane/ilya helmet kiss at the 2017 all stars game but shane turns his head at the last moment and they kiss on the mouth. social media reacts)

1.4k Social Media · Texting · Relationship Reveal · Accidental Reveal · Humor · Light Angst

Scotty Doesn't Know (Lily and Me Do It) by: ItsMayBiTheWay ⭐

Summary: Hayden Pike's best friend Shane Hollander is as predictable and reliable as it gets. But when Shane uncharacteristically fights with Scott Hunter, of all people, Hayden needs to know why. As he sits in Shane's living room, waiting for an explanation, things start getting progressively more confusing. Why is Shane coming out to him? And how does Lily play into this? OR Hayden finds out about Lily after Shane and Scott fight on ice. When Hayden throws down gloves to take on a dinosaur, his closest ally is the most unlikely person.

14.4k Explicit Canon Divergence · Hurt/Comfort · Light Angst · Hayden Finds Out · Relationship Reveal · Domestic · Dom/Sub

there you are, my morning star by: ingberry

Summary: In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget. Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.

22.3k Explicit Soulmate AU · Same Team AU · Fluff · Light Angst · Injury · Team Dynamics · Jealousy

The Pop-Girlification of Shane Hollander by: JuHuaTai ⭐⭐⭐

Summary: Before he could say anything, there was a loud smacking and shout that drew their attention back to the middle of the rink. In the midst of players stretching and warming up, Ilya sneakily smack the flat end of his stick against Bood’s rear, almost toppling the man down. He skated away immediately while cackling in the face of Bood’s and Dykstra’s (as the possible previous victim) indistinct hollers, accompanied by laughter from other players. Laughter that soon turns to howling when Ilya tripped in his hurry to avoid their wrath, falling on his ass. Shane stared back at the camera, giving it the flattest look possible, “Like Miss Carpenter, everyday, I too had to beg my man to ‘please don’t embarrass me, motherfucker’,” - Or, the 5 times Shane 'ASMR-Is-Music-Right?' Hollander was soft (and freaky) about his husband over the soundtrack of pop music. And the 1 time Ilya ‘Romance-Are-Not-For-Russians’ was.

20.5k Explicit Humor · Crack · Social Media · Married · 5 + 1

I already miss you by: windoq ⭐⭐

Summary: Ilya finally sees Shane again after the cottage summer… and immediately gets blocked by Shane’s parents (who are staying over after the game).

16.0k Explicit Canon Compliant · Family Dinners · Smut · Established Relationship

I Exist to Love You by: PsychoRadiance

Summary: Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, and Ilya Rozanov (rightfully) freaks the fuck out.

5.4k Not Rated Hurt/Comfort · Aftercare · Dom/Sub · Secret Relationship

hall of fame jane by: goldengalaxies ⭐⭐

Summary: “Can we please go five fucking minutes without hearing about your fucking dick?” … (for years cliff marlow deals with jane. one unfortunate bluetooth connection reveals more)

2.7k Not Rated Outsider POV · Relationship Reveal · Humor · Social Media

Talk About It by: some1_around ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Summary: Ilya grew up in Russia. Shane was raised in France. When they meet, neither of them can speak English very well—and somehow it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

7.9k Mature Canon Divergence · Miscommunication · Mutual Pining · Humor

this, the tale of reckless love by: justhockey

Summary: Shane wasn’t ready for this—because it was supposed to be his choice. Now it’s been taken from him.

7.4k Teen Angst · Hurt/Comfort · Coming Out · Forced Outing

open wide by: hellonogoodbye

Summary: Shane’s emergency dental appointment is made worse by the reason he needs it: Ilya face-fucks him hard enough to bruise his soft palate.

9.2k Explicit Smut · Dom/Sub · Panic Attacks · Humor

something has to change by: PeachyxQueenx

Summary: Hayden makes one too many shitty comments about Rozanov and Shane finally snaps—then the emergency landing forces everyone to deal with what’s been left unsaid.

7.6k Mature Angst · Fluff and Angst · Hurt/Comfort · Fix-It

Between Press Takes by: Anonymous. ⭐⭐

Summary: Shane sits through a press conference with concealer on his neck, trying very hard not to think about Ilya’s “proud work.” (And failing.)

7.7k Explicit Texting · Flirting · Smut · Second-Hand Embarrassment

there is by: anincompletelist (soldouthaz)

Summary: Post-concussion, Yuna tries to make sense of what she’s seeing—because something is missing, and it’s right there in front of her.

7.0k Teen Yuna POV · Family Finds Out · Hurt/Comfort · Concussion Aftermath

mercurial by: beetlesandstars

Summary: Right before summer rolls around, Ilya disappears—and Shane can’t ignore how much that breaks him open.

5.5k Mature Angst · Hurt/Comfort · Mutual Pining · Happy Ending

drugs and other love by: goldengalaxies

Summary: High Ilya says what he shouldn’t in front of Cliff—and suddenly the “seven years” becomes everyone’s problem.

3.0k Not Rated Accidental Outing · Relationship Reveal · Angst · Homophobia/Slurs

Emergency Contact: Jane by: Svgco

Summary: What happens when Ilya gets rushed to the hospital during practice and his coach tries to call Jane.

7.8k Teen And Up Audiences Hospital · Illness · Hurt/Comfort · Secret Relationship · Canon Divergence

Basic, yes? Vanilla. by: Anonymous ⭐⭐⭐

Summary: The idea comes to Shane, like most things do, out of the depths of his mind with little outside influence and Ilya has to simply hold on and survive the ride. This time though, Ilya thinks he knows where it came from. There’s no agonizing or quiet revelation or weeks of tying himself into knots on every phone call and video call, where he can’t quite look at Ilya while he works out what he needs. What he wants. At least not at first. Shane has an exhibition kink.

6.2k Explicit Exhibitionism · Orgasm Edging · Kink Exploration · Established Relationship

Rip off the band-aid by: MsMonserrat

Summary: Hayden and J.J. surprise Shane at the cottage and end up finding out about him and Ilya, all in one day.

7.2k Teen And Up Audiences Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage · Relationship Reveal · Love Confessions · Angst with a Happy Ending

Clickbait by: smugrobotics for swoons

Summary: Another year in the life of two dumb hockey boys. (Sequel to Like for Like — Facebook AU.)

8.5k Explicit Facebook · Social Media · Epistolary · Sexting · Banter · Teenagers

Like For Like by: smugrobotics

Summary: What if they met a year earlier — in a hockey group on Facebook.

3.2k Teen And Up Audiences Facebook · Epistolary · Falling In Love · Fluff · Light Angst

what happens in vegas by: kryptonian ⭐⭐

“...Hollander,” He hears Rozanov say, urgent like it’s not the first time he’s said it. “Shane,” he follows it up with, and that snaps him out of it. He’s never called him that. Shane, reluctantly, lifts his face a little, eyes glazed over as he meets Rozanov’s eyes. “What?” “You stink,” Rozanov says, concern dripping. “No, you—fuck. You reek. What is—” Ilya’s fingers lift up, tugging at the scent patch, revealing more of the spot beneath it. Even Shane can smell himself at that point. He does reek. Reeks of heat, of Omega, of honey and sweetness, of something that would melt on your tongue. Shane reefs himself back. The Omega inside him aches, mourns, whimpers at the loss of contact. It’s needed, though. He scrambles back, hand slapping at his neck to force the peeled patch back down over his scent gland. He backs up till his spine knocks against the bathroom stall. “You are in heat at award show? Why would you hide this? Why would you not call out sick? Are you—are you insane? You care this much about trophy?”

Shane goes into heat in Vegas.

7.2k Explicit Omegaverse · In Heat · Scenting · Knotting · Smut · Getting Together

so come over now (and talk me down) by: kurtstiel ⭐⭐

Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees. The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear. It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s. There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

8.8k Explicit Subdrop · Aftercare · Dom/Sub · Hurt/Comfort · Smut

Unanswered (And Other Words Found In The Thesaurus) by: fandom_commitment_issues ⭐⭐⭐

“Were you sleeping with Rose Landry?” LeClaire asked, and Ilya felt his entire world flip upside down. Ilya scoffed and sank into the chair. He stared at his lap and, for a second, wished he could just say yes. It would have been easier. A simpler explanation. Something everyone else could swallow. “No,” he answered instead. “I was not sleeping with Landry.” Coach sighed, the weight of it settling uncomfortably in the office. “So it was Hollander, then.” Or Ilya gets called into his Coach's office after Rose and Shane start dating and an uncomfortable conversation takes place. Ilya realizes some things. Also he may need to stop reading his thesaurus.

6.6k Mature Coach LeClaire · Relationship Reveal · Jealous Ilya · Secret Relationship

Full Contact by: cjr2 ⭐⭐⭐

Newly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov is so close to having everything he’d never thought he was allowed to want. He can see the man he loves more than four times a year, he’s surrounded by a team who supports him through his injury, and Shane’s parents have unhesitatingly accepted him as part of the family. Except his lingering concussion symptoms have kept him sidelined from hockey, his boyfriend is still two hours away, their schedules are a disaster, and Shane’s team is, well…it’s full of assholes. There must be a way to make this all work out. or A sequel to a whump fanfiction with more whump…that is also, secretly, a fix-it.

50.5k Explicit Whump · Concussions · Hurt/Comfort · Post-Concussion Syndrome · Relationship Reveal

Concussion Protocol by: cjr2 ⭐⭐⭐

Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov. In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again. But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all. or A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

49.0k Explicit Whump · Hospitalization · Concussions · Hurt/Comfort · Relationship Reveal · Fix-It

do you want the house tour? by: rachelrae ⭐

Summary: Ilya gets invited to film a Youtube Video for Architectural Digest for his house in Ottawa and he decides not to hide the fact that someone else also lives here in the off season. He could have warned the camera team beforehand, but that would have taken all the fun out of the reveal.

3.1k Teen And Up Audiences Fluff and Crack · Relationship Reveal · YouTube/House Tour

Puck Found, Brain Scrambled by: RayByAnotherName for ArcticSwan

Summary: Shane helps Ilya find a disappearing puck during a game and Ilya has a hard time after. Usually when Hollander gets on his knees for him, its for very different reasons.

3.0k Mature PWP · Smut · Orgasm Control · Orgasm Edging · Coming Untouched

bad bluetooth by: goldengalaxies for TheirHighestMajest ⭐

“You have a message from: Lily.” The automated voice read out. Shane almost swerved into the other lane trying to press the mute button on the dashboard. ”Woah, eyes on the road, dude!” Hayden yelled. “Ayyy!” J.J cheered. “The famous Boston Lily! Let’s hear what she has to say.” The automated voice continued. “Can’t wait to have my [tongue emoji] in your [peach emoji].” (while shane is driving certain texts get read out by the car's bluetooth)

1.8k Not Rated Texting · Sexting · Humor · Angst · Relationship Reveal · Lily Reveal

Blanket Permission by: Anonymous ⭐⭐

“Have you ever thought about fucking me in my sleep?” Ilya had nearly dropped his phone as he let the words process slowly in his head. And Shane flipped a page in his book before looking up at Ilya, innocently, like he hadn’t just– “I mean only if you want to, I just think it would be hot, you know?” Ilya heaves a sigh and tries to put the image out of his head. It would be wrong, no? For him to–for them to– or, Shane has a new kink he wants to try. Ilya fights for his fucking life. This is pure filth involving Somnophilia, Ilya's feelings about it, and Shane being a freak.

5.6k Explicit Consensual Somnophilia · Married · Kink Exploration · Porn with Feelings

intro to russian lit by: jingooism ⭐

Summary: Ilya is Shane’s TA for Intro to Russian Literature.

46.4k Explicit College/University AU · Getting Together · Fluff · Fluff and Smut · Happy Ending

High off love (and anesthesia) by: ali_grace

“You are sooo boring,” Shane whines again. “Wanna hear something not boring?” He attempts to wiggle his eyebrows at him, but he only manages a weird half arch on one of them. Hayden would think it’s kind of adorable, if it wasn’t for the topic of conversation at hand. “No, I don’t,” and Hayden prays inside his head for Shane to actually not tell him anything else. God (and Shane) ignore his pleas. “He fucks me so good after he wins a game. But he fucks me even better after I win”. Or The Dentist!Fic in which Shane gets high off the anesthesia from getting his wisdom teeth removed and tells poor Hayden all about his and Ilya’s sex life.

2.8k Explicit Dentist · High Shane · Confessions · Crack · Smut · Dom/Sub

New post from not ilya rozanov by: rosebud_boi

Ilya Rozanov give me one chance 😫 @meganrozanov81 Guys im starting to think twitter user "not ilya rozanov" might be ilya rozanov ...or, an anthology of Ilya's tweets on his burner account following him and Shane being outed.

1.5k Teen And Up Audiences Twitter · Social Media · Epistolary · Post-Outing

I Exist to Love You by: PsychoRadiance

Summary: Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, and Ilya Rozanov (rightfully) freaks the fuck out.

5.4k Not Rated Hurt/Comfort · Aftercare · Dom/Sub · Secret Relationship

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Huge thanks to my friend who attended the Alice Oseman Pop Up Shop this weekend for their photo of Alice’s reasons for each recommendation

THE CATCHER IN THE RYE BY JD SALINGER

This was one of the books that made me want to write SOLITAIRE. Essential reading for any fans of snarky narrators.

SUMMER BIRD BLUE BY AKEMI DAWN BOWMAN

It's hard to find aromantic/asexual representation infiction, but this is one of my favourites.

CONVENIENCE STORE WOMAN BY SAYAKA MURATA, TRANSLATED BY GINNY TAPLEY TAKEMORI

One of my favourite novels of the past few years, perfect for SOLITAIRE and LOVELESS fans. A story about one woman's alienation with modern society.

THE BLACK FLAMINGO BY DEAN ATTA

A beautiful and hopeful story about a teenage drag queen, written in verse.

HERE THE WHOLE TIME BY VITOR MARTINS

An adorable queer teen romance. HEARTSTOPPER fans will love this.

HOMEBODY BY THEO PARISH

This trans coming out story is so uplifting and affirming.

LAURA DEAN KEEPS BREAKING UP WITH ME BY MARIKO TAMAKI

I loved the complexity of the toxic relationship at the heart of this stunningly illustrated graphic novel.

IT'S LONELY AT THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH BY ZOE THOROGOOD

This graphic novel features a hard-hitting and honest portrayal of depression. A great choice for those who are drawn to the mental health themes in my works.

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