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(mostly) nsfw art blog benvey | he/him | 29 | white | tme

[benvey4]

hi i'm benvey, this is where i draw (mostly) women and do transfem suggestions when i have the time. minors please stay away. everything with nudity is tagged as #nsft

about transfem hcs suggestions: here sfw art blog: @benvey0 bluesky commissions info

[vulcan-moon]

amuro you lucky butch

[neirorien]

[thepalelibrarian]

Hello there.

It's short.

The entire thing is that I want to replace my old HDD (over 13 years old by now) before it implodes. I haven't noticed any obvious signs of failure, not yet.

It's no an emergency, but rather, preventative. I work on my PC after all.

If anyone wants to give a hand, I'd be grateful. (and, like, I'm an Es-En translator. I know those are a dime a dozen, but if you wanted something translated/proofread that's also an option)

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[benvey4]

commission requests are always open! if you're interested, please fill out this form after you read the general information under the cut

all prices are in USD

i'll accept payment via boosty after you approve the sketch

please have visual references for your character(s), i don't work based on just a description

examples of what counts as a half body comm: here and here

i won't draw underage characters or characters who look childlike to me, e.g. lalafell from ffxiv, elin from tera, or any variation of "an adult character in a child's body"

i won't draw real people, including characters from tv shows/movies played by an actor. however, if you want me to draw you or for example use a photo of you as a reference for a character's body type, that's perfectly fine

i'm okay with drawing furry, but please keep in mind that it's not my area of expertise

regarding kink art: as long as the characters involved are consenting adults who aren't related, i don't have a well-defined comfort zone when it comes to what i'm willing to draw, so feel free to ask me about any ideas you have in mind

if you've got any questions, my askbox is always open!

[benvey0]

[butchdemiurge]

the unquestioned gender politics and belief in the sex binary of tumblr users is shown obviously every time someone says “““afab people”””. use some critical thinking for five seconds; “assigned female at birth people” is not proper grammar, it’s a nothing phrase, and it’s not what’s really being meant. what’s being meant is “female people”, but the median tumblr user knows it’s frowned upon to talk like this, without caring to try to learn or understand why, so they just find & replace out “female” for what they see as the woke version. not a crumb of comprehension of what the language represents, because they think they don’t need that, because of how they were born. and nobody cares or bats an eye because of that same bioessentialism making the standards lower for these people

[tanukiimo]

wanted to draw creek in cute pjs!!

[communistkenobi]

honestly one of the top 3 best outcomes of my transition is that no one gives a shit about me anymore. I don’t get leered at in public (outside of clocking obviously), I don’t get sexually harassed by random men, I don’t get followed on the street or through malls by men, I don’t get called an ungrateful bitch for turning down a date, I don’t get sexually harassed at work or school, I don’t get random unsolicited nudes sent to me, I don’t get men being crybabies about me having a higher GPA than they do or making more money than they do, I don’t get disgusting comments about my body, I don’t get called a bitch or cunt or dyke. All the harassment and violence I have faced post-transition has always been because I’m transgender, not because I’m a man. Being invisible in public (RELATIVE TO THE WOMEN IN YOUR OWN DEMOGRAPHIC COHORTS) is an incredible privilege and I didn’t understand the sheer extent of that privilege until I transitioned. Men talk to me like a human being now! They ask for my opinion, they chat with me, they interact with me like a “normal person.” I became invisible in those interactions because I’m just treated like a person and not like a woman. If anything, transitioning made me hate men more, because it revealed to me how capable they are of talking to other people like human beings and not housemaids they can fuck and abuse.

So like the gall to complain about this is insane. Don’t you guys fucking remember what interacting with the world pre-transition was like? How dehumanised and violated and surveilled you felt? Ok so now imagine that there are still women in the world who experience that all the time. Now imagine there is a group of women who have to deal with all of that on top of also being the focus of a global extermination campaign, who have to deal with all of that sexual harassment AND transphobia AND violence at the same time. You want the privilege of being invisible while ALSO still being the centre of attention? What the fuck is wrong with you?

[benvey4]

why do you have tme in ur bio who even cares

you, apparently

[storyweavingspider]

Hey, if you’re disabled (of any kind), Mad/Insane, or “undiagnosed but there’s definitely something happening”, please come read this.

Especially if you’re a disabled transfemme. I know that as of writing, we’ve had a shitty couple days.

And if y’all can share it otherwise, whether that’s reblogging this or sending the link to the disabled/mad/whatever we are people in your life, I’d really appreciate it.

Build Your Own Survival – Anonsee's Writings

[stabathanuel]

More Reki.

[decompose1]

girls i know accusations of racism can occasionally be falsely leveraged against trans women in order to discredit them and this Is Bad but this does notttt actually mean that you can just ignore the racism in the community like it doesn't exist. because racism exists in all communities and lately it is Nightmarish to be a nonwhite doll. i have experienced really glaring racism in several transfem spaces and there's been this really kind of awful attitude or like idea enforced that i shouldn't talk about it because speaking up could socially murder another tgirl. and that's really bad. that's really really bad. like it's really bad that i'm hesitant to even post this because of the scrutiny we're under. and yes the fact that it is so dangerous to speak up is because of the massive amounts of surveillance & transmisogyny we're facing but that just CAN'T mean racism gets a pass, okay? BIPOC girls are not expendable and you can't keep throwing us under the bus.

but i know calls to action without any kind of instruction aren't very helpful so here are some tips that i think you can easily do yourself with your own circles:

1) Staring off simple: Look around. Are there any BIPOC girls in your friend group, or are all of you white? Why? Do you often joke about everyone in your friend group being white? Why is that funny?

What to do: Examine why there are no people of color in your group. Examine why people of color may not be comfortable enough to hang out with you & your friends. Correct these, where possible. Do some reading on anti-racism. Talk to more people.

2) Examine how you talk about people of color & racism. Are you downplaying racism in your community? Are you treating women of color as dramatic or unreasonable for bringing it up? Do you find yourself only defending white dolls, always defending them from claims of racism, but never defending BIPOC dolls? Why?

What to do: Think about why you care more about accusations of racism than protecting the women of color in your community. Make sure you're making your space safe for BIPOC girls. Speak openly and loudly about anti-racism. Hold your sisters accountable- they should be apologizing when they say or do something wrong.

3) This one might sound silly, but as we often meet each other over fandom and roleplay- how are nonwhite characters treated in your circle? Are they always aggressive, angry, or antagonistic? Do you find yourself putting nonwhite characters in more roles like cops, dictators, sex pests, etc?

Additionally: If your circle shares sexual content, is there a lot of art where there's a pale/blonde character on the bottom, and a darker character on top? Are you and your friends always drawing darker characters as more dominant, more sexually aggressive, or promiscuous, while the white/pale characters are more innocent, submissive, modest, or clueless?

What to do: Examine how the way your group approaches fandom & art with nonwhite characters in it may make people of color uncomfortable. Examine why your art may make people of color feel unsafe or awkward hanging out with you. It's not wrong to have the occasional character of color be more antagonistic or dominant, but it's a problem when this is a pattern. If it's happening All The Time, question why!

4) Be honest with yourself: Did this post make you feel defensive? Does it make you feel defensive when people say something you did was racist? Why?

If a person of color tells you your actions were racist, they trust you to improve. I don't tell people they're being racist if i think they're going to hurt me for bringing it up. I know many like me. Don't prove us wrong- take these criticisms into account and work on it. You aren't cursed to be some kind of terrible bigot forever because you messed up- panicking without action is useless. Just be sure you examine the behavior in question and work to prevent this kind of thing from happening again. Okay?

I believe all these things are easy enough to check with yourself & your friends. Please work on making yourself & your group safe for girls who aren't white.

[benvey4]

[art-soboro]

COMMISSIONS OPEN

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PAYMENT: Ko-fi (Paypal, card) or Hipolink (card, virtual OK, money takes less time to reach me). deeply thankful for general tips/donations!

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IN CASE OF LIMITED SLOTS, the post will be reblogged and edited with relevant information!

THE PRICES ARE WRITTEN DOWN IN ALT in case the images don't load or the text is otherwise ilegible

sharing appreciated!!

[art-soboro]

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[storyweavingspider]

Hey y’all, trying to help flesh out a transfeminism server I’m in with 1. More Black and Brown transfeminists. and 2. More non-impcore transfeminists.

We have some of both, but I really want to even it out further. If you’re interested in joining, shoot me a DM and I’ll give you an invite.

Reblog this if you see it so it can find its intended audience please!

[benvey4]