& i'm all over the goddamn world

lev, 24, nj, they/she, aroace. mostly nba yaoi. and like I said — I’m all over the goddamn world.

[galaxywarp]

[sircarolyn]

tagged by @frittteclerk <33

rules: go to pinterest and search for "my vibes + (a colour you like)" and post 9 pictures you find to be the most aesthetically pleasing

tagging: @i-love-bernice-summerfield @stopmyhearts @lerios @willowandlily @heimeldat @vivvision

[willowandlily]

Oh this is fun! Ty for the tag :)

tagging @benjacksonstanaccount @gayassgolemka @i-would-like-a-jelly-baby @mydearatty @shiftofgallifrey and anyone else who wants in :)

[mydearatty]

Purple my beloved 💜💜

This was fun, thanks for the tag!

Tagging:

@stardustedlyra @icarianstars @bisexualtrashpanda @sofairycakes and anybody else who wants to get involved

[icarianstars]

Ooh for the tag!

Tagging: @shalkapilled @blondeandfivefeeteven @oswinoswald15 @lasttree-garsennon @gallifreyrises and anyone else who wants to :)

[shalkapilled]

OOOOH this is fun>:)

Tags (no pressure): @measured-robshearfan @plakatmaganybanazoejjelek @silliestcolressfan @149panda149 @surprisinglygoodstaffcanteen

[plakatmaganybanazoejjelek]

ty sm for the tag ♡

tagging: @honourshunor @csh0ng0r888 @marx-and-cola @is-this-taken-too-questionmark @csillagkisasszony @demonlyc @bonifac-the-everliving + open tags !

[csh0ng0r888]

heyyheyyheyy!! thank you for the tag ^^

tags (if youve been tagged but i havent noticed, im sorry!!) :

@babyteethbrianjones @univer-salll @papanni @kokuszbokros @boilingcowboy @zoogies and anyone else whod like to do this ^^

[babyteethbrianjones]

thank you for the tag !!

@coffeeandtveasily @therealrickette145 @shak3rmaker @20thcenturyb0y @ston3fruit and anyone else !

[shak3rmaker]

😇😇😇😇

@surrealie @omnipotentnothing @theblackberryhimself @julesprettyposts and anyone else!!

[theblackberryhimself]

Not surprised that Scott pilgrim showed up lmao

Not: @thecloudsarefallin @lesbians4franzferdinand @loseyourmillion @numberoneff-fan @dear-space-cadet @soupy-soul0 and open tags because it's past ten and I can't remember everyone so ALL OF YOU!!!!

[dear-space-cadet]

my vibes + red duh my fave color ever

[dear-space-cadet]

wait there are nick allegations too? 🫩

yupppp. cheating allegations, nonconsensually kissing an 18 year old (someone DMed me this but I think it’s been discussed before), + he reportedly slept with a 15-year-old according to Twitter

thus far the only OG member off the hook is Paul. I got a DM about Bob kissing a 15 year old after a gig during the OG lineup run (wasn’t given a year and can’t share details about the person bc they came to me in private but based on the window given it was likely between YCHISMB and Tonight era) 🫩✌️

I’m just disappointed in everyone

I was unaware of all of these allegations until recently and it actually sucks that I wasted so much of my young life on this band. Just so disappointing

[dear-space-cadet]

I’m so mad I have nothing to write fic about anymore. I need to write a new magnum opus or I’ll die

[dear-space-cadet]

I am so attached to this username I don’t wanna change it but it’s a Box Codax lyric and I recently found out there are Nick allegations too 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

[dear-space-cadet]

I need to get back into reading/writing fic

[terpsikeraunos]

ancient greek word of the day: κακοθερής (kakotherēs), unfitted to endure summer heat

[aphilologicalbatman-deactivated]

this literally means “bad at summer” pass it on

[zipstick]

Reblog if you, too, are bad at summer

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[innerchildabortionclinic]

everyone who is an excellent writer thinks they suck and will never get published. everyone whose writing sucks ass is actually getting published and displayed in barnes and noble

[sayorithot]

hm yes the mysterious handy tool for unusual home adventures with a twist my favorite device

[gyarutau]

Haha yeah man thats- youre gonna call who?

[dear-space-cadet]

what about Ted lasso?

I’ve actually already seen Ted Lasso! I liked it but it’s a little toooooooo feel-good for me to ever become Obsessed With. I did really like it but a lot of Apple TV shows feel like ‘realistic depiction of a panic attack’ core to me 😭 I will def be watching season 4 tho!

Some examples of shows I have been Feral about are Succession, The White Lotus, and Winning Time!

Also looking for medias doesn’t mean just shows! I’m open to literally anything that has characters I can potentially latch onto. Sports also kind of count (World Cup yaoi has been fueling me) but my special interest is already an NBA player so I would like something fictional or just non-sports to get into bc I’m already so into sports in my day-to-day. Fictional sports counts tho ;) would love to find a sports-centered fictional media I can shake betwixt my teeth like a dog toy

Thank you so much for the ask!!!!! Ted Lasso is genuinely sooooo next door neighbors to the interests that make me Feral so you ate that recommendation

[dear-space-cadet]

we come to this place for inspirational lev life updates so here are some inspiring lev life goals for the upcoming months!

1. go back to therapy (im starting on Tuesday with my old therapist who I literally started seeing when I was FOUR)

2. lead a poetry workshop at my job (I’m gonna start floating it soon)

3. pitch my freaking book (also starting soon)

4. find a MEDIA with CHARACTERS that I can enjoy and read/write fanfiction about!!!!!! I miss having a fandom in my life and I’d love to start completely new with something. (if anyone has medias they think I would like, please slide into my inbox or otherwise contact me!!!! you know what I’m into)

5. find a hobby group near me I can join! ideally this would be a roller derby squad or something along those lines, a writing group, maybe a pickup basketball squad, some sort of creative endeavor :’) I miss my old squads in NYC but change is inevitable!

anyway that’s all byeeee I love you guys

[fashionsfromhistory]

Evening Dress

Girolamo Giuseffi

c.1912

Indianapolis Museum of Art

[dear-space-cadet]

lowkey convinced the reason I got back into #That band was bc there was black mold in my old apartment. Idk. I’ve snapped out of it and now I’m just filled with this weird anger and grief combination

[dear-space-cadet]

just saw the Reddit post about your TikTok and wtf are these people?

I’m so sorry you have to go through all of that.

Hey friend!! Thanks for reaching out. I’m personally not checking reddit and don’t really want to know what’s happening over there. I’ve heard mixed things from my friends who have looked at it.

Thank you for supporting and understanding :’) it means a lot!

[dear-space-cadet]

Friends! Letting y’all know I’m not going to be posting about Franz going forward. We can stay mutuals but I’m choosing not to engage with anything regarding them. Getting back into the franzdom over the past couple years was a big comfort/regression thing for me and it was clearly unhealthy and irresponsible. I’ve orphaned the recent itao-au fic I wrote (it’s still good and I’m sure folks will be enjoying that au for years to come) and I’ve privated/deleted a lot of my other stuff. A lot more will probably disappear over time (unless it’s archivally important). I’ll always have love for my memories in the fandom (and especiallyyyy itao) but I’ve realized it’s just not healthy for me to be involved with.

If anyone wants to talk about the allegations/their own experiences with Alex or anyone else please feel free to reach out! I’m taking this situation appropriately seriously. I’m a communications person for work so I know how to handle stuff like this and I’m glad I’m the face of this and not someone else who isn’t as prepared.

That being said, I am not happy with how the situation has blown up. I’ve had a few journalists reach out to me and I will not be responding to any of them. I posted purely to raise awareness about this issue, not to cancel anyone or start any type of drama. Harassing Franz fans is NOT okay and I’ve been going around TikTok trying to make sure everyone knows that. You guys absolutely don’t deserve any hate, ESPECIALLY because this issue was relatively private and contained prior to a few days ago. I’ve been speaking up since 2023 but it’s never really gotten anywhere — so I’m both grateful for and absolutely terrified by this recent explosion. I also don’t have literally any proof on my end so I understand people not believing me — and I don’t want those people being harassed, either.

I won’t be checking insta, reddit, or anywhere else people are trying to start discourse. I’ve said all I need to say about my own experiences.

Thanks for understanding and I love y’all!

[dear-space-cadet]

I hope you know that people (seemingly on your behalf) are sending people in the fandom d*ath threats because of (old) videos/posts they made about this man. I sympathise with you and you should be able to share your story but this has grown bigger than just trying to spread awareness of certain issues and you know it, you’ve been on the internet long enough to know what happens in these situations. This has become a monster not even you can contain and I hope nothing irreversible happens because of it.

Hey! First of all thanks for sympathizing with me. I only made that video in order to reach anyone who may be in a similar situation (with Alex or otherwise) and it blew up way out of proportion.

I absolutely hate to hear that there have been death threats towards Franz fans!!!! Please please give me links/direct me to where this is happening so I can tell people to stop. This is absolutely not ok. Yall obviously didn’t know about my past and you don’t deserve that, regardless of if you believe me or not. Like I keep saying, I’d love if people believe me but everyone is entitled to their own opinion especially because I literally have no proof. I think people on TikTok have gone a bit rabid with it and I’d really like to tell them to stop.

I wouldn’t say the situation is becoming a monster. I’m refusing to talk to anyone who wants to blow it out of proportion (journalists etc) and I’m not posting through it. My only goals were literally to reach other girls/young women in similar situations and to get Alex to STOP FUCKING DOING THIS. I don’t want anything bad to happen to Franz fans.

All of that being said, I don’t think it would be right to delete my video at this point — that might be worse than leaving it up. This whole thing has been incredibly scary for me but it was really bound to happen. I’ll do what I can to stop people from sending death threats. I can’t believe that’s happening and that is absolutely not ok in any way.

[kagaintheskywithdiamonds]

[yorhaw]

Hi I’m op of the twitter post. I was referencing this tumblr post I saw ages ago. I didnt expect it to blow up.

[footlongdingledong]

hi I’m the guy that made that post. Yours is funnier

[felalalie]

Peace and love on planet eart