My Letters To You

Allow me to express my love to you, even now, when I have no clue who or where you are.

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Dear Future Husband 9

Well my love it uas certainly been a while since i have wrote you a letter. Believe me when i tell you that plenty has happened in the meantime. I have invested myself in my first romantic relationship. So far it is beautiful. Also due to this relationship, my relationship with my mother and father is crumbling. Personally I think it is due to the fact that it scares them that i am breaking away from the things and beliefs i was raised with. I.E. announcing my newfound atheism. All while this is happening, my mother was dignosed with the rarest type of breast cancer, i started a new job, and i have lost plenty of relationships due to me finding who i am. Who i can be. My dreams and desires. Although i can say no one has noticed my absence. Things are to put it quite simply. Rough. The only good thing right now is my relationship with my current lover, Nathan. I had to drop college to take care of my mom, and our relationship is in pieces. My parents have now given me an ultimatum. Its either coming back to them and the family and religion or you, independence and freedom and love. I choose the latter. Hopefully one day i can mend things with them. My love, this is all i have for you now. I hope things are going better for you. Until later, Your future wife.

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Dear Future Husband #8

Dear Future Husband, Lately I’ve had the pleasure about learning other people’s love languages. The closest people to me are heart people while I’m a complete thinker. Sometimes it is enough for me Just to know that someone cares for me. I don’t need words of affirmation to often. But as I am learning, my closest friend, Cameron is a heart person. My mother is a heart person. My brother is a heart person. And they need to be poured into. For they pour out so much they can become empty. Cameron expressed that it hurts him when he pours out into so many other people and they don’t reciprocate it. They don’t pour back into him. My mother and brother have expressed the same things to me as of late. I’m learning how to offer the words they need to constantly hear. I’m determined to learn and to be that safe place for Cameron to confide in me. I’m determined to lift him up as much as possible because he deserves it. Future Husband, my love language is quality time. I crave the presence of those I love and care for. Whether it’s going out and doing something, or a night in just watching movies. It doesn’t matter as long as I am with them. As I am learning how to show love to others in the way they need, I am hoping that someday I can do this effectively for you. I desire to make you feel and know that you are loved so much. I never want you to forget it. I can’t wait to journey with you. Love, Me.

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I want to learn everything about you. Your complexities and the simplicities one in the same. You’re beauty is infinite and I wish to be able to at least scratch the surface.

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Sometimes the most intimate experience is just looking at each other without saying a word and realizing, even if it shouldn’t be possible, that you’re so so in love.

dichotomyaddict (via wnq-writers)

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Dear Future Husband #7

Well.. Today you have constantly been on my mind. I really want to know who you are and when and how we will meet. Have we already met? Do you live near me? Or are you from somewhere else? I wish I could catch a glimpse of your life as it is now. Future Husband, how will I know it is you? Will I just have to rely on my heart? I wonder what it will feel like to be in a relationship with you.. And such a close intimate one at that. It creates a longing within my soul that is just begging to be free. Do you think about me the way I think about you? Or as often as I think about you? Love, Me.

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Dear Future Husband #6

Dear Future Husband, It’s been a while since I have wrote to you, I’m sorry. I have been really busy lately. I have just some small news though! I just started a job, and after only a month of working I got employee of the month and a 20 percent raise!! Isn’t that fantastic? I also got a new car and got accepted into the college that I wanted to go to. Everything is coming together. I am so excited. Everything is happening so quickly. Part of me really wants to slow down. Enjoy what’s happening now. I keep wanting to look ahead into what will come of the future. I did meet with a friend today. I really enjoyed it. He made me think though.. He brought up what he hopes his marriage will be like someday. And just things he imagines. It was really sweet and endearing to listen to. He is a sap lol. But you don’t see many sappy guys so it was kind of refreshing. He made me think of what I hope our future will look like. I want it to be… I don’t know.. Honestly I want it to be like what I read in books or see in movies, where everything is okay. I know we will have our ups and downs. But you know what I mean. My greatest fear is you one day losing interest in me and looking for someone else. It makes my heart hurt just thinking about it… That is definitely my greatest fear in a relationship. It would crush me. As I’m sure it would anyone. I write this a lot to you, but I love you. Thank you for being the man you are. I think about you so much and hope all is well in your world. Love, Me.

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I just really love this dress... Haha that is all.

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Dear Future Husband #5

Dear Future Husband,

How are you? What have you been up to lately? Are you doing okay? I can’t help but wonder. I had a dream last night, where we lived in our own cozy home and  we were sitting at our kitchen table, drinking coffee and watching the snow fall. It was so peaceful. I long for moments like those with you. Where the setting is just warm. I long to see the side of you that no one else does. I long to have a home with you. I long to feel your love.

Love,

Me.

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Dear Future Husband #4

Dear Future Husband, It is Valentine’s day today and I am a wee bit conflicted. Do I accept these Valentine’s from young men who hope to date me? Or do I keep waiting for you? I don’t want to date anyone else than you. Because it feels like a betrayal almost. I want you to be the only man to know me intimately. And intimately does not only mean sexually. Although I want you to be the only one to know me in that way. I just don’t want to enter a relationship with you with emotional and relational baggage. Are you dating anyone? What are your views on this? Love, Me.

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Dear Future Husband #3

I am currently watching my neighbors son, as they had some errands to run. To be quite honest, I have always questioned having children of my own. But as I watched the 2 year old boy hug his mother goodbye I questioned my thoughts on children. I have never really been all that fond of young ones to be blunt. But.. As I care and watch over this sweet innocent boy, I question everything. Maybe when I meet you my thoughts and views will change. When I meet you, maybe I will WANT to raise a child with you. Who knows. I have always had a heart for foster care though. Of children 10 and up really haha. They would be able to comprehend that the world isn’t all bad. Isn’t all hurt. There are people out there who will love you. That is what I desire to do. Show the love they deserve. Be a safe place. Ya know? I wonder what your views on children are? Love, Me.

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Dear Future Husband #2

Dear Future Husband, Isn’t it bizarre that we are both on the same planet. Looking at the same sky, moon and stars? We are both clueless of each others existence. Clueless of the roles we will play in each others lives. Crazy huh? What are you doing? Who are you thinking about? I can’t help but wonder. I desire to know you. I desire to look into your eyes and see the love radiating from them. I desire you. Love, Me.

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Dear Future Husband #1

Dear future husband, I may or may not know you at this point in my life. But I love you dearly. Never doubt that. I decided to start writing you letters. Letters detailing what is happening in my life today. I want you to be apart of it too. So where do I begin? How can I express my love for you? Future husband. Know that I will always care for you. Take care of you and love you. You can rely on me to hold you when you come home after a bad day of work. Have dinner ready for you and I will listen to what ever you have to say. Tell me what rude thing your boss said, or how you don’t know if you can meet a deadline. Tell me. For I care. I will always care. You can trust me to never leave you. My heart is dedicated to you. No man can replace the love you have showered on me. Thank you for loving me for who I am. Supporting me in my endeavors. Sharing the same values as I. I couldn’t ask for anyone better to be by my side and to do life with. I love you and I can’t wait to take you on my journey until the day I meet you. Love, Me.