blues

[heylsgowt]

[dearhawi]

change is scary sometimes but change is like painting a new piece of art in a new clean canvas. it's up to you what to do— new colors, new perspective, new styles, new everything.

[dearhawi]

I won't pursue anything, i'll be nothing for a while.

[dearhawi]

im so loved

[dearhawi]

maybe the reason i cry about you is that we actually share something real...

[dearhawi]

growing up and changing constantly is so weird, it feels like im stepping out my comfort zone. but that's just how life supposedly is.

[dearhawi]

it's march again and the ghost of you still lingers

[dearhawi]

i have so much love to give but idk what to do with it

[dearhawi]

i have so much love to give but idk what to do with it

[dearhawi]

i tried every something to be everything.

[dearhawi]

i wanna die but my friends birthdays are on my reminder. i wanna die but i think of my future daughter. i wanna die but i think of the outfit i will wear for next week. do i really wanna die?

[dearhawi]

change is scary sometimes but change is like painting a new piece of art in a new clean canvas. it's up to you what to do— new colors, new perspective, new styles, new everything.

[ptimepoet]

[dearhawi]

why am i yearning, longing, grieving for something i never lost or i never had

[dearhawi]

to feel things deeply is to be human

[dearhawi]

i will always wonder but refused to know the answers

[dearhawi]

I don't feel like myself anymore. idk if im losing her or she's already nowhere to be found.