I know it's only been a few hours since you left, but I wanted to write to you anyway. I miss you, obviously, but I know you're happy out there with David Bowie, Carrie Fisher, and Nana. You were awesome when you were alive, and I'm sure they all love you.
I didn't get to tell you this while you were here, but I got to see love, simon the other day. I went alone, and I cried while I was watching it. It was a sweet movie. You would have loved it too, if you were a person.
Don't be mad, but I'm planning on getting a new cat soon. I'm not replacing you, because I don't think I could ever do that. It's just that you were always there for me when I couldn't talk to people about my problems, and I'm realising that the comfort I need now is cat comfort. I don't know who I'll get as a cat. I know you'd hate my choice, because you never liked other cats, but I hope you understand why I'm doing this.
I wish I didn't have to get another cat, holstein. You were the best cat, and I love you so much. I wish you were here still, and that I could just hold you and bury my face into your fur until I felt better.
It just started raining really hard. I think the world is mourning with me.
I love you, my precious baby.