Zarkon Did Nothing Wrong

Hi, I'm Ellie and welcome to Jackass! I draw, I sing and I cosplay, but I suck at multitasking.

[dearhoneylemon]

Do you still have the picture of Sweet Disposition 4 years later with all the Pokemon Girls in one pic from your DeviantArt on here?

I still do!

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Your cover for Stoick’s Ship...I discovered yesterday. I can’t stop listening to it. It’s so awesome. You’re awesome. Have you done anymore HTTYD stuff like that? Covers I mean..? 😁

Ahhhh I apologize if this is late but I’m genuinely flattered.

I have done some covers and songs before but lately I’ve been pretty busy and I can’t seem to find another site where I can post my covers without it getting taken down or something. idk I’ll think of something :)

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UPDATE: Had to reupload YET again since soundcloud is being a dipstick about copyright again. I want to scream “where’s the fair use?” but I’m probably never gonna upload from there again. :/ Either way you can still download the song!

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So…you’re probably wondering “Ellie, what’s going on, I thought you said you weren’t going to finish Stoick’s Ship.” Initially, finishing this never crossed my mind whatsoever, and even if it did, I would’ve felt that it seemed enough to just leave it as it is, however a lot of you requested that I do so anyway. Oh yeah, wasn’t that a year ago? *shot* So since so many of you requested that I finish this, I just couldn’t bring myself to say no! So here you are!

LYRICS:

Valka: My dearest one my darling dear My mighty one has fallen The children weep for their protector The loved ones will be praying So we part again my love My darling one And so the gods above will bless you

Hiccup (Valka): There was a time of flames and war (My dearest one my darling dear…) I braved through prejudice and fear (He at last is sleeping…) But still I hold my head up high (Don’t cry, my child, dry those tears…) No longer will I shed a tear (Too valiant for weeping…)

Both (Hiccup/Valka): I ask for none / that you but hope / be true and pray / to who that you would live / you really are But now you’re gone / He knows that and will / you are sail through savage / safe and sound seas… / my son…

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So bad news. Unfortunately since Tindeck has long kicked the bucket, all of my songs and covers are forever lost in the sands of time. But there is some good news. I was able to salvage my cover of Stoick’s Ship and I finally have a downloading source so you guys can download at your own free will. Here you go! I encourage everyone to spread the word so that nobody will have to go through great lengths just to get the song!

As for an audio post or video post, idk, I hardly ever use tumblr and I don’t like a lot of things about Youtube. I have an account, but I’m also very VERY shy and I’m kinda lowkey terrified I’ll get fucked with copyright stuff idk what do you guys think?

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Hey, are you aware that Tindeck is down? Is that something we should worry about? I don't to lose access to your amazing voice! :(

I have been aware and I’m trying to do something about it as we speak. I’m saddened to say that all the songs I posted there will probably be undownloadable but I will try to find a another site like bandcamp or something so you guys can enjoy my songs and covers and of course they’ll be totally free of charge as always!

Granted, because tumblr is kind of lowkey dead and I’ve started going by a different name, I may not be able to post them here, but I may start a YouTube channel so I can dump them all there and I’ll be sure to drop a link whenever I can

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YOOOOO since tumblr’s going south, I have a Twitter and an Instagram and majority of it’s gonna be cosplay and shitty memes but hit me up dudes!

[dearhoneylemon]

I am so sorry to hear that the fandom has been treating you like hell. You are a wonderful artist and person and I love your work it is so damn cute, it always make me feel all warm and soft inside whenever I see it on my dash. It sucks that you have lost your faith in the vld fandom like others before for the same toxicity. The fandoms should never be a place for that, yet it always seems to fester. I hope you do keep creating, Tumblr would be a lot more sucky without you and your works.

That goes for many fandoms with such a toxic reputation. Fandoms are supposed to be a community, like a second home. I hate comparisons, but back in the days when I was in the Dragons fandom, we had minor quarrels and disagreements but we’d never stoop that low to tell people to choke! It was never a competition about who’s the most popular or the most tolerant, no the most popular fans in that fandom treated us like a friend. There was no moral high ground.

Admittedly I am very opinionated but I am open to different viewpoints and opinions. I hate that a lot of people insinuate that we can’t be friends because I have minor criticisms on their most favorite thing or the topic they believe in. It sucks. But this level of negativity should never ever be condoned. I’ve been pushing the narrative against any forms of bullying for years since I was in high school because I’ve been bullied as a kid for my autism, because I’m gay, because of my skin color. Nowadays I’m bullied because I’m “not a real” autistic, “not a real” lesbian because of my skin color because my view points clash at times. It hurts, but all we can do at this point, as cheesy as that may sound, kill them with kindness. Because we’re not gonna get anywhere if we continue the cycle of hate.

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I deeply apologize for the way I acted a few hours ago.. For a while I was in a very dark place and to see that my feelings and the feelings of others were pretty much all left meaningless at this point only highlighted my frustrations towards the vld fandom. And this isn’t just about ships. It could be about art or even cosplay. I’ve noticed a lot of awful people bullying some cosplayers I look up to because they were “racist” for using foundation for Lance or they’re white and they’re cosplaying Lance or Allura or Hunk. Everything about this fandom was anything but a welcoming experience because instead it becomes a competition to see who’s the most tolerant, which in turn becomes the most toxic and they get away with it. How unfair is that? I will never be over this. And I hope that people catch on to this cancer because I like many others legitimately don’t feel welcome in the fandom. You’re right. I’m not worthy. Maybe my feelings and experiences by the a//ntis are meaningless and to see people outside the fandom not assessing the situation and condemning these people but instead rewarding them with praise and adoration, that infuriated me. It just goes to show that people don’t care. If someone gets viciously hurt, no one cares because at the end of the day, the a//ntis won. Cyber bullying wins. Hate and toxicity wins. I’m sorry that I’m dragging this longer than I should but maybe I don’t feel welcome in the voltron fandom at all. Consider me out of here for good because I’m just so tired and so pissed off at the negativity, especially since I’m surrounded by so much negativity outside of the internet. Steven Universe fans were called the worst fandom ever after someone attempted suicide from the sheer amount of bullying and doxxing over fanart they drew! What’s going to happen if someone in the voltron fandom got hurt because of the bullying in the fandom? That was what made me so upset to the verge of quitting and possibly doing much more destructive things to myself, some that may be even fatal because I felt like shit. I felt like shit because I was told that I should feel like shit. To the point where I was crying because the monster that told me they wished I was “raped” was probably laughing at my pain right now. My sister always told me to take it with a grain of salt, so that’s what I’m going to do from here on out. I love you guys way too much and to give up on you because of many bad apples is no way to live.

To all who have told me and countless of fans to “kill yourself” to “get raped” or “pee your pants” fuck you. Fuck You for ruining what was suppose to be an escape from personal matters. I hope that you have the worst of karma after all that you have done to make this a horrid experience. However, I bear no ill will towards you. Best of what I can tell you is that I hope you learn from your mistakes. To all the enabling and negligent parents of these a///ntis, I hope you realize the absolutely horrible stuff your “precious kid” has done. It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt and then you see that your child has pretty much became a bully to someone.

Whatever happened to the welcoming communities that thrive on more than just popularity and ships? What happened to the good old days?

❤️💛💚💙🖤💖

[dearhoneylemon]

One Year Later...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIE <333

THANK YOU!!!

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Ok so part of the reason I haven’t done many covers is because of my namesake. I made a stage name to kind of keep my personal life away from my cosplay/content creating life. So yeh! I have a new download page! Check it out when you get the chance. I also extended the instrumental to differentiate my cover, I just wanted to be cute! Here’s the download link my dudes! Enjoy!

Oh hey! Guess what tomorrow is...

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✨MAYOR PAULINE✨

Maybe the reason Animal Crossing hasn’t come to the Switch is because Isabelle took a job in becoming Pauline’s assistant!

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Happy Birthday to the Mulleted dork himself, Keith!❤️

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Finally finished. I was gonna finish this in time for Voltron's anniversary but time had other plans! I do hope you enjoy!

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I had to pitch the track because soundcloud is a dumb and I wanna say where's the fair use? bastards. I love this song and hate it because it's pretty but I hate high notes! If anyone in the voltron fandom gets the references, you're welcome!

Download (don't worry it's unpitched!)

**Lyrics** So everything that makes me whole I’d give it all to you my heart and soul I’m yours

Hey, it’s been ages since I’ve cracked an honest smile Bitter memories take that away from me I know I’ve done some things the world considers wrong I’m not ashamed to say that I have made mistakes ‘Cause If not for you my life would’ve been different And all it’s thanks to you, my dear

Just take my hand, together we’ll fall down from the luminescent stars Falling through the clouds, roaring winds are loud No one will break our love, cause we are finally free We’ll live out all our halcyon days And you love me because, baby you were just looking at me

The two of us we’re intertwined Our pure connection lights the world Yet demons come and break our bond leaving secrets yet to be unfurled Suddenly all hope is lost and you’re crying with your dying breath My darling dear, please have no fear I’ll save you from a vile death

I will find you and ensure that you are safe from destructive harm I'll cradle you so that the Lord above won’t lift you from my own arms So everything that makes me whole I’d give it all to you my heart and soul I’m yours

Hey, there’s so much grandeur in this big wide universe Someday soon my dear, we’ll find happiness I know It isn’t over yet No

The masses will be wary and find you impure and damnable They’ll slander you with words that are dishonest and intangible and turn against you and smite you with A crown of thorns upon your head You’ll make it through, I believe in you You’ll fight the storm until the end

I will fight to keep you safe And clear your name from enmity Don’t let the furious voices win and leave you lost in atrophy For everything that makes me whole I’d dedicate to you my dear I’m yours I’m yours

Someday I will understand why the gods and angels chose our fate But time and time you’re always gone and it’s killing me when you’re away But in the darkest of our battles they’ve taken you and made you fall Although you’re gone, I’ll carry on For you I will get through it all

You will be my guardian angel you’ve done your part, your spirit’s free I’ve never given up on you You’ve never given up on me

I’ll heed your prayer and lead your battle My Dearest, I will carry on your words just for You

[dearhoneylemon]

Suddenly felt the urge to draw Paladins as Arms Characters. My hand gave up after drawing Allura so I'll draw the garrison trio soon! I'll elaborate more on their abilities once I draw everyone!

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So if you haven't been following my twitter or my instagram (which you should lol) I'll be in Metrocon in Tampa Bay! Soooooooooo hmu if you wanna bullshit or party with me!

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“Out of the Woods”

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