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[dearsgcd]

dearsgcd ( noun ): a multi-muse, selective, low activity independent blog that includes original characters. discord is available upon request. PERSONALS & MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. penned by ceejay.

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DRAFTS: 18 | QUEUE: 05 | INBOX: 01

[bcdchem]

"Of course I will. You don't even gotta ask me. Just get it all set up and I'll be right there whenever it is," Jelani reassured, a ghost of a smile touching his lips as he leaned down to kiss the top of Camila's head. "I think it'd be pretty cool to have a little mini version of us running around, don't you think? I can almost picture a little girl with your big brown eyes and that beautiful smile of yours."

[dearsgcd]

"so what i'm hearing is eventually we'll have to have some more kids so we can have exactly that," camila said, only half joking. she wanted more than one as she always loved the idea of a big family. she'd seen them throughout her life on the tv and in movies and she fell in love with the idea of it. so many people to love and cherish and help to grow. she reached up on her tip toes to press a kiss to the underside of jelani's chin. "honestly, i'm just happy as long as they're healthy and loved. kind of crazy to think that we're really going to have a mini us running around in nine months."

[dearsgcd]

ya girl is finally back from vacation!! i will be diving back into drafts again today. as usual in the meantime you can find me on discord for yaps/plotting

[orbitty]

[featurings]

of course, dino is well aware of who kian is. after all, he does watch sports because his parents own a sports bar that he works at. so, he'd kind of be a fool to not actually know who the players are when it's kind of his whole job. but, the one thing about dino was that he didn't get starstruck in the slightest. they're just normal people like he is, and he'd treat them as such. especially when kian had been coming in so often the last few weeks, and he'd notice him looking at him a few times. it made him feel all kind of warm and fuzzy, in a way, and he was always sure to wear the tops that showed off his arms, just in case the other was coming around. kian had become a comforting sense and somehow, every time he came on shift, he'd hope that he'd actually see the other there that day. his head tilts at the other's answer, his smile seemingly growing. he looks down a bit, before bringing his eyes back up. "really?" he asked. "guess i should have done this a lot sooner, if i had known. maybe you'd be mine by now," he says, almost a little bit of teasing. "should i take that as a yes, then?"

[dearsgcd]

"really," kian parroted, easy smirk on his face as his arms rested on the top of the bar. he almost couldn't even believe this conversation was happening in the first place. for weeks, he had been wondering what it would be like to be asked out by dino. to have him ask just one time. never in a million years did kian really think he'd get what he'd been day dreaming of this whole time. the hockey player had practically just accepted that they'd only ever be casual friends. ones that talked at the bar whenever kian showed up (which was a lot) and sometimes texted. "you can take it as me agreeing to go on a date with you." kian had never felt more confident in his life. had never been more sure of a date. dino had been the first person since he dropped into the nhl world to treat him like a human. to want to date him for kian and not for the professional hockey player side of him. "are you free after this shift? i can hang around for a bit."

[featurings]

maybe jude was being entirely ridiculous, truth be told. but, he kind of couldn't help it anymore. it's something that had been stirring him for a while, these thoughts, these feelings. it was something that he couldn't escape anymore. and apparently, tonight was the night where he simply couldn't handle seeing declan with someone else. he almost didn't do this, he almost pretended like it wasn't something that was going to happen. maybe he should have just gone on with the night and later retired into his place without a second thought of things that were going on. but, he was pulled to do it, like he was a magnet, and it was something that he had to say, had to do. "for a while now. a few months maybe. maybe longer than that," he says, his voice rather quiet. "i'm sorry, i don't mean to make things complicated," he says. "maybe i'm being ridiculous... but, i really do have feelings for you declan. the lines have blurred for me."

[dearsgcd]

for a while. for a few months. were there signs that declan had just completely missed? did jude do things that declan just brushed off as being his best friend? how did he miss any of this? this entire time declan was so sure that they were just getting each other off and walking away. being best friends with benefits until the situation turned around for one of them. until one of them finally got their head out of their ass and found someone. was the reason he never really stayed long enough with someone because of jude? was declan also subconsciously in love with jude. the actor blinked in surprised, not expecting the night to go this way. he opened his mouth and then closed it again, looking like a fish out of water. "ju, i mean . . . why'd you never say anything?" he finally asked, glancing over his shoulder to where his one night stand walked out. now declan didn't even feel like following after the guy. his mind and body screamed at him to plant himself right here with jude. "were you gonna keep this from me forever?"

[dearsgcd]

if you ever want new threads just check the below:

— reply to one of my open starters — send me a meme (specify who for/from or i'll just put names in a wheel) — if we're moots, you can poke me on discord and we can work out something from my wanted plots (tumblr ims suck and i never see them)

[litmoons]

open   to   :   f/nb

“   don’t   kiss   me   like   that   if   you’re   going   to   pretend   it   didn’t   happen.   ”

[dearsgcd]

"who said i was pretending it didn't happen? i was just . . . worried about how you felt about all of it."

[litmoons]

open   to   :   anyone

“   we   have   to   stop   this,   you're   married.   ”

[dearsgcd]

"that's the thing . . . i don't think i want to be anymore."

[cfthesoul]

Alfie thinks that the dumbest thing he's heard. Running a popularity contest on talent was idiotic at best. That's why artists didn't last these days. They produce one hits and then fall off because they can't make anything else like that. He follows after her to their seats. She's like a pro at this thing, he feels out of place as guest. Usually he's working it instead. "In my opinion, I think you should win. Again, might be bias but I get to see you in all the behind the scenes." He takes the seat beside her, eyes scanning around. He's trying to take it all in. Play the part he's suppose to tonight instead of working. "Why do I have a feeling you're just trying to get me out of my comfort zone tonight."

[dearsgcd]

"what if i was trying to do that?" mckenzie challenged him, propping her chin into her hand and raising her eyebrows at him. it's taken her a lot of trials and tribulations to get here. to get to a place where she's actually comfortable at these shows despite her anxiety. alfie had been there for a good portion of her career now. he got to see her go through all of the highs and lows of not only the industry but life itself. breakups and deaths and everything in between. "if it helps, i know the person hosting said after party. plus, i'll be there on your arm the whole time. the after party is usually the more fun portion of the night."

[bcdchem]

Hearing Jeremiah lay his heart completely bare for Carter while burying himself inside him was the final blow to his fragile resolve. He hadn't expected him to say anything like that (not to mention in the middle of sex), but the emotional weight of it, mixed with the agonizingly perfect feeling of Jeremiah's slow thrusts, was simply too much for his senses to handle. Carter was completely overwhelmed in the best way possible, but it was the overwhelming depth of his love for the man above him that caused a fresh wave of hot tears to roll down his cheeks. The realization of knowing he didn't have to keep his heart so guarded anymore was what ultimately caused the tension to build in the pit of his stomach. "F-Fuck... Wait," Carter choked out, unable to finish his sentence as his voice cracked just slightly, a desperate gasp leaving his lips. His vision swam with desire as his muscles clamped down hard around Jeremiah's cock, a pulsing contraction that signaled he was already at his absolute limit. He couldn't hold back. He couldn't even pace himself. Operating on pure instinct, Carter hurriedly tore one hand away from Jeremiah's shoulder and reached down between their bodies before wrapping his fingers around his own throbbing cock that was already leaking with pre-cum just as the wave crashed over him. "Oh god, I'm... F-Fuck, I'm gonna—" With just two desperate strokes of his hand, Carter completely fucking lost it. A loud groan was ripped from his throat, transforming into a string of breathless whimpers as he began cumming violently all over his own stomach and chest. His hips arched off the mattress, driving himself up against Jeremiah's steady strokes as his body rolled through the intense orgasm. "Fuck, it feels so good... Please don't stop," Carter begged through his tears as he kept a tight grip on himself, riding out the aftershocks of his intense climax. He was completely at Jeremiah's mercy, weeping and cursing into the space between them, entirely consumed by the beautiful mess Jeremiah had made of him.

[dearsgcd]

no matter just how many times that jeremiah watched carter hit his limit, he'd never tire of it. he could watch it the entire day if it was possible to. okay, well it was thanks to the video he made, but seeing it right in front of him? nothing could ever compare to it. seeing the way that carter still reacted to his words. they words that jeremiah had been basically saying this whole time. but now he was able to say them for real. not some weird covered up version of them. this whole experience was so much deeper and had more meaning to it now. jeremiah and carter were finally jeremiah and carter. his entire soul is bared to carter and it's something that could never be put back again. jeremiah didn't even care that he could feel the stickiness of carter's cum between them. it glued jeremiah to carter and, if anything, it just made them closer. they could just take a bath together after this once jeremiah was done. enjoy some more of the night together without distractions or interruptions. "fuck, you're intoxicating," he moaned into the side carter's neck, pressing kisses along the skin there. the quarterback didn't have to tell him not to stop because he had no intentions of stopping. not yet. not when this felt like the best thing he had ever felt in his entire life. "i'm close, baby. i'm so close that it hurts." his cock pulsated erratically inside of carter, the knot his stomach tightening more and more with every single thrust into carter. it felt so overwhelming and not enough at the same time. "beg me to keep going and cum inside you, carter. tell me how much you need it."

[sophie-baek]

THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY 3.01 "Last Season"

[aperturcs]

📸 ( dylan + felix )

[dearsgcd]

my queue is currently on pause until thursday since i'll be on hiatus while i'm on a trip! i want to try and fill the queue as much as i can so things can post while i'm not actively on the dash. but as usual i'll be around on discord for anything ♡

[do-re-memes]

— nighttime ; prompts & sentence starters.

a mixture of scenarios and dialogue for nighttime shenanigans. tw for mentions of alcohol, substance usage, and suggestive themes.

( SCENARIOS )

[ BUZZ ] - our muses are drinking and / or getting high on a rooftop.

[ CAMP ] - our muses are camping in the woods, telling ghost stories by the fire, when they suddenly hear something scary.

[ CONCERT ] - our muses attend a major pop star's concert and fan out.

[ DANCE ] - our muses go out clubbing and start dancing up on each other.

[ DIM ] - our muses make cocktails and slow dance in a dimly lit kitchen at 11pm.

[ DINER ] - our muses decide to hit up a diner at midnight and order breakfast.

[ DRINK ] - our muses meet up for drinks at a lowkey bar.

[ DRIVE ] - our muses are on a late night road trip and have to make a pit stop somewhere questionable.

[ EMPTY ] - our muses explore an abandoned building and almost get caught by [pick: security / squatters / other explorers / something else].

[ FRESH ] - our muses decide to sit outside one of their homes for fresh air and a meaningful conversation at 1am.

[ GAME ] - our muses stay up until 4am playing video games in the living room.

[ GRAVE ] - our muses explore a cemetery / graveyard and find something spooky.

[ HAUNT ] - our muses explore a location that is notoriously haunted and have a paranormal encounter.

[ HIDE ] - our muses are hiding out together in [pick: the attic / the bathroom / a closet / the garage / somewhere else] at a party they didn't want to attend.

[ HIKE ] - our muses are hiking along a new trail and find something interesting / odd after getting lost.

[ MASK ] - our muses attend a masquerade (or some other masked event) and unknowingly become dance partners.

[ PLAY ] - our muses have fun at a playground at 1am.

[ RITUAL ] - our muses conduct a [pick: cult-like / pagan / satanic / spell] ritual deep in the middle of a forest.

[ ROOM ] - our muses are deliriously sprawled out in one of their bedrooms at 5am after talking all night.

[ SHINE ] - our muses are laying on a blanket in the grass and stargazing.

[ SHORE ] - our muses attend a bonfire party on the beach and wind up talking and walking along the shore until sunrise.

[ SNACK ] - our muses make a 1am snack run to the nearest corner store / gas station.

[ SNEAK ] - our muses are caught sneaking in or out somewhere (alternate: sender may catch receiver, or vice versa).

[ STUDY ] - our muses spend the evening [pick: studying / training] and accidentally get locked in the [pick: grounds / gym / library / school].

[ SUMMON ] - our muses play with a ouija board (or similar tool) at 3am and get scared by themselves or something worse.

[ SWEAT ] - our muses are laying in bed together post-coitus.

[ SWIM ] - our muses sneak into the community pool for a late night swim.

[ VENUE ] - our muses drink and get rowdy at a rock show in a small venue.

[ WALK ] - our muses take a late night stroll around the neighborhood / town / city.

[ WET ] - our muses skinny dip in a lake / pond once the sun starts to go down.

( DIALOGUE )

❛ it's hard to see the stars in the city. ❜

❛ can you spot any constellations? ❜

❛ can i get you a drink? ❜

❛ i'm so tired, but i can't sleep… ❜

❛ it's too late for that. ❜

❛ this is gonna require an all-nighter. ❜

❛ how is it already two in the morning? ❜

❛ gonna grab a midnight snack. you want something? ❜

❛ can i take you home? ❜

❛ did you hear that? ❜

❛ i can't see shit. ❜

❛ why do hauntings never seem to happen during the day? ❜

❛ first one to fall asleep has to buy breakfast in the morning. ❜

❛ are you still awake? ❜

❛ are you okay? it sounded like you were having a bad dream. ❜

❛ well, you seemed like you were having a good dream… was it about me? ❜

❛ hey! no falling asleep on me! you better wake up! ❜

❛ what do you think about when you're falling asleep? ❜

❛ shh! keep your voice down! ❜

❛ please tell me you see that too… ❜

❛ i think we're being followed… ❜

❛ who the fuck are you?! why are you following me?! ❜

❛ why the hell are you up so late? ❜

❛ getting into some late night mischief? … yeah, me neither. ❜

❛ can you stay up with me, please? i just need some company… ❜

❛ don't turn on the light! ❜

❛ could you at least turn on a light or something? ❜

❛ who cares? it's not like anyone can see us. ❜

❛ this place is freakier at night… ❜

❛ it's locked… what are we supposed to do now? ❜

[dearsgcd]

my queue is currently on pause until thursday since i'll be on hiatus while i'm on a trip! i want to try and fill the queue as much as i can so things can post while i'm not actively on the dash. but as usual i'll be around on discord for anything ♡

[terrorignitis]

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction