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19 | gw: 40kg | bookiebieenjoyer's other library

[honey-sighs]

it’s quite sick how I like people telling me how small and tiny I am. Keep feeding it please.

[nanab3rry-6]

I've never regretted restricting

[ramms-ify]

snacking will FOREVER be my nightmare, i could barely eat anything and then i’d fuck it up by eating the tinniest thing once and once again

[dearsupercereals]

seeing this must be a sign omg

[wannabe40kgs]

eating is uncomfortable.

feeling full is uncomfortable.

feeling hungry is euphoric.

not eating makes me feel clean.

[cute-sk1nn1-bunny]

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Don't you want to be light as a feather? Don't you want to feel pretty? Oh you do? That's lovely my dear...but it won't happen if you eat that much or even worser, binge. Hey, take a deep breath my love and have a glass of water and maybe go on a walk. Try to keep your mind busy from food. Your doing great my love

[livi-loo2]

hunger makes me feel alive

[hisdrugss]

it’s crazy how big i am compared to most of my friends

[hikki-edipo]

pensando nisso aqui

[silkmoth02]

scrolling through edblr instead of eating>>>

[dearsupercereals]

Reasons why I wanna lose weight ☆

1. I hate how my clothes look on me. I miss when they all effortlessly looked good, paired together. It made waking up in the morning easier.

2. I hate how I look in the mirror. I hate how my face is round and puffy, my stomach distended like Im pregnant and my thighs too wide. I look disgusting.

3. I am not a pretty fat person. Some people can pull off the overweight look effortlessly. I cant. Fat distributes in the most unflattering way for me. I cant be curvy and look good at the same time.

4. My best pairs of pants dont fit anymore. They dig into my sides.

5. My haircut looks horrendous on me. I want short hair again but my face is disgusting.

6. I dont want to think about how he called my thighs thick.

7. I dont want the "post breakup glow down" thing to apply to me anymore

8. I miss waking up and loving myself.

9. I hate waking up and hating myself.

10. I miss the empty feeling when I went to bed.

11. I miss the empty feeling when I woke up.

12. I miss feeling like myself again.

[stalepumpkinbread]

Losing so he notices me more (he’s not into twinks in the slightest, I’m being delusional to motivate myself).

[stalepumpkinbread]

It worked what the fuck

[h3r0in-tres-chic]

[pluto-deathlydevotion1]

•~☆Mealsp⁰☆~•

Clean eating (With C@ls)

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[dearsupercereals]

Reasons to be skinny

Just my personal reasons on why being skinny would fix things in my life for me

so its easier to get ready in the morning, since I wont have to worry about what flatters me anymore

so i dont think about my body anymore

so i can look good during theatre

so i go to class looking disheveled but still look cute

so i dont have to try with makeup, since my skinny face is pretty

so i dont feel like my problems are because im fat

so no one in theatre will say that my thighs shouldn't touch

so i fit into my theatre clothes

so my theatre clothes look too baggy on me and they have to alter them

so people treat me nicer

so people will see me as fragile and small, and not make me do hard labour

so that im not the biggest in the room

[trophyprincess]

Just ordered groceries on Instacart!

My very ordered and not disordered grocery haul:

2 4packs of sugarfree Red Bull

Splenda

Black olives

Head of green cabbage

Can of canned cabbage

3 packs of Knorr vegetable soup dry mix

Veggie Slaw

2 packs of frozen cauliflower risotto

Cage free hard boiled eggs

Zero carb 25 calorie tortillas

2 premade Sante Fe Style Chicken salads (270 calories, but I skip the cheese and dressing that comes with it, so comes out to less for me.)

Bagged salad kit

3 bottles of Skinnygirl Honey Mustard Vinaigrette salad dressing

2 pints of Halo Top

2 pints of Ben & Jerry's (for my nieces!)

2 two liter bottles of Diet Sunkist

3 cans of Hoppin John

2 packs of shiritaki noodles

I feel so healthy with my vegetables and eggs, lol!

[dearsupercereals]

someone just said my thighs are thick,,, chat ive lost 13kg... what if they saw me 13kg ago.... im scared chat...

[pluto-deathlydevotion1]

•~☆Mealsp⁰☆~•

Clean eating (With C@ls)

(Found on 📌)