I'm finally, mostly, back from the trenches of exam hell with great news! I passed my written exams! Yayyyyy!🎉🎉🎉(Almost lost it whilst waiting for the results tbh lmao-)
But that means that I still have to finish my oral exam successfully before I can finally call myself free... which is in less than two weeks now which is great and nerve wracking at the same time.
With that said, I'm doing okay, just extremely burnt out writing wise lol. I have been drawing a lot though, so if you're interested in seeing some fanart, definitely check out my art account tagged in my bio!
Anyhow, I hope to return to writing eventually once everything finally dies down but I just wanted to make this update post to confirm that I am indeed still alive and well for the most part. Sorry I disappeared for so long but it is what it is.
I hope you guys are alright otherwise though and thank you for all the continuous support in my absence!<33
Love you guys and I hope you have a great day/night!♥️
I really meant to update you guys sooner, considering I've gotten a bunch of worried asks which I super appreciate btw. But I've been super busy with life and only now found the strength to update everybody.
So to start of, yes, I'm okay and healthy, nothing is wrong with me and I'm all good. I didn't mean to disappear for so long, truly.
However, this is my last year of my 3 year apprenticeship and in 2 months, I'll be writing my final exams, which will hopefully FINALLY allow me to graduate from this hellscape lmao. So definitely wish me luck, because I'll absolutely need it.
Therefore you guys can imagine that I'm super busy and honestly only focusing on studying as much as I can.
I really want to write fanfics, especially with the new season of JJK being out, which is making my brain rot so much worse... BUT priorities have to be set... unfortunately.
So yeah, I hope you guys can bear with me a little longer and forgive me for disappearing. I'm really fighting for my life out here lmao.
With that said, have a great day/night guys and I'll try to post whenever I can breathe again...
Flins and a Wednesday Addams! Reader who go on night walks and battle evils for dates?
And they say Romance is dead. | Flins x Gn!Reader
Sorry this took so long to post Anon, I've been super busy with life. But anyways, I hope you'll enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!<33
Content: Reader is unhinged and edgy?, established romantic relationships, macabre themes ofc, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
When he first met you, he thought you were dead.
You were laying on your back amongst the graves in a cemetery he was passing by, hands clasped together, chest still. He approached you carefully, hand reaching out to check for a pulse, when those dull eyes of yours snapped open.
You gave him an unimpressed look, as though irritated about his apparent concern. Like what you were doing was totally normal and he was odd for checking on you.
"I wanted to know what it felt like to die and be put to rest... but I guess being disturbed even in death is accurate."
It was love at first sight, in a way. Some may even say that you were a match made in heaven... or "hell", like you'd probably correct dully. Your love for eachother was complex and out of the ordinary, normal definitions of romance and care being foreign and almost perceived as rude. But it fits you perfectly.
Dates usually consist of long walks in the dead of night, cemetery visits or battles against your evil foes. Your outings were never boring or "normal". However, compromises were still made sometimes. You didn't enjoy crowds of people, yet still accompanied him through cities in search for the eccentric ancient pieces he enjoyed to collect. Seeing his eyes shine with excitement made a warm ache run through your cold, dead heart.
With that said, gift giving was another way of showing your love for eachother. It was never flashy or loud, but subtle and thoughtful.
You'd gift him handcrafted daggers with his name on it, animal skulls you have curated and decorated yourself and a perfectly braided noose.
Flins enjoyed gifting you dead, withered flowers, ancient cursed jewellery or deadly spell books with handcrafted black candles.
People around you may not understand your relationship, but you didn't mind one bit. The obsession and love ran deep. Not even death could do you part. In fact, he hopes you haunt him, if you die first.
Just wanted to wish everybody a happy new year (*in advance, in case you aren't in the new year yet either lol).
I know I've been terribly inactive lately and that this was genuinely a sad year for this blog, but I'm thankful for your support, patience and love anyways. It means alot to me to have you here, even when life is preventing me from writing and creating like I want to.
I hope to get some stuff out this week tho, so stay tuned for that.
See ya'll next year and take care of yourselves like always!<33
Hey how r u, I may not be able to know immediately how u r. But just know that u r doing great no matter what. U r amazing and your works help me through school a lot. I really hope u feel better. Just know that wish you amazing holidays I wish that u get better
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Hey there!
Thank you so much for your sweet words and patience. It really means alot to me to hear that!
Im doing alright, just busy with work and family life during holidays, but thats normal. I hope you're doing well yourself and I'm excited to get to your request soon btw!! :))
I wish you phenomenal holidays too and a great day/night!<33
I just wanted to start this by saying that I'm sorry for being so unbelievably inactive, but as most of you know life sucks and is never ending pain for me at times lol. I'll try my best to post a couple things over the holidays whilst I have the time for it though, as I've been itching to write stuff for you guys.
I also just wanted to thank you all for your support and love, even if this was an incredibly difficult year for this blog and myself. It was definitely a painful year to say the least, but life will always go on guys and so will we.
With that said, happy holidays everyone! Please take the time to relax and take care of yourselves! You deserve it. :))
A bittersweet reunion.| Timeskip!Katsuki Bakugo x Gn!Reader
This is very self-indulgent and a little apology for being inactive... but here is a little fanfic that couldn't leave my mind since the last chapters of mha came out. My writing skills are super rusty though, so this is also just some practice to get back into it lol.
Summary: After leaving UA following the events of the final war with All for one, Bakugo never expected to see you again at the class reunion he only begrudgingly dragged himself to. Despite avoiding eachother all night, unspoken and bittersweet words are left between you two, when you ask for a simple ride back to your hotel.
Content: Heavy spoilers for the entire series obviously, Timeskip characters!, unresolved feelings, bittersweet, alot of angst, probably ooc idk, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
"Hey, mind giving me a ride?"
Under the bright stars and dimly lit streets, old high-school friends bid their final farewell to one another after a long night out. Katsuki found himself dreading it more than the meeting itself, the lonely, empty feeling returning as he intently watched the scene before him. Profound goodbyes hung in the air, hugs being exchanged, tight smiles filling flushed faces, stiff handshakes between old rivals. Uncertain promises that they'll see eachother again, perhaps when their busy schedules allow it.
People eventually began leaving, some stopping by him to give him the same goodbyes he only half-heartedly met with the same enthusiasm. He didn't know what to say more than a weak "Let's do this more often, yeah?" hoping they'd take it as seriously as he meant it. It wasn't like he hated the little class reunion that was mostly planned by Mina, it was just that he felt... beside himself. Like he wasn't entirely there.
He supposed that you were to blame. The same person who was now standing infront of him, sporting the same tight smiles the others did, just with a hidden softness only reserved for him. The taller man had avoided you all night and yet, as you always did, you finally caught up to him with that unexpected question.
"Sure. Where to?"
The car ride was deafeningly silent at first. He dared a couple glances to your still form every now and then, as you just stared out the window, forehead touching the cool glass with an empty look that made him nervous. You looked different. Older, more mature. Nothing like the kid that left UA all those years ago, scarred, angry, traumatised. Izuku thought the same, having noted it immideatly when you walked in, surprising most of the attendees in the process. No one expected you to ever show your face in Japan again.
But you had your way with surprises. They were your favourite thing.
"I didn't excpect you to leave America for this." He muttered, his voice almost being drowned out by the soft hum of the radio and car engine. It was beginning to rain, the city glistening beautifully now with its neon lights that flashed passed you.
It took you a moment to answer, a chuckle leaving your lips. "I didn't either, at first. I guess I just missed everybody. But I'm not staying for long." He always imagined what he'd say if he ever saw you again. And yet, now that you were speeding down the highway back to your hotel on the other side of the city, he found himself at a loss for words.
"... Why didn't you come up to me?" There was something raw in your voice, something almost akin to disappointment. Katsuki almost regretted not having a single drink earlier, always citing his strict diet to be the reason. But the subtle sadness in your voice made him sink into his seat further. "You were having fun with the other girls. No need to butt in, right? Besides you... could've just come to me too, if you wanted to talk." From the corner of his eye, he saw you grin. "Yeah, you're right. I guess we both still suck at social interactions, huh?" He huffed in response, not wanting admit that you were right.
But he couldn't help cracking the smallest smile. It felt natural to be next to you, despite all the time that had passed. Like the good old days, when you considered yourself "frenemies" of the best kind, as you'd call it.
"How's life over there?" You hummed at the question, warranting another glance from the man. He felt his neck flush, when he saw you staring at him with an unreadable yet intimate spark in your eyes. "Fine, I'd say. Life in New York is... freeing. Even with all it's chaos." "You didn't become a hero then?" "No." There was something bitter in your voice, something strained. Something Katsuki remembered hearing the day you left, when you told him that you couldn't take being near any of them anymore. The trauma, the pain, it had destroyed you. More than any of the others would like to admit.
"I'm a journalist now, specialising in hero interviews and what not... It's not too bad. Close enough for me, I guess." You paused, as though uncertain of what to say next. But the silence was comfortable. There was no pressure, no fear, no unfamiliarity. If you closed your eyes, then you could imagine yourself as teenagers again, sitting shoulder to shoulder after a long training session. Your eyes meet fleetingly, unspoken words laying on your tongues, but never being exchanged in fear of ruining what you had.
"Do you... regret leaving?" The car had come to a stop infront of your hotel a while ago and you were now just sitting in silence, almost unwilling to leave one another after so long. But the question hung in the air, almost suffocatingly so. Katsuki looked at you, mouth opening to quickly excuse what he had asked, not realising he had thought out loud what he had been wondering for so many years. Because truthfully, he regretted letting you leave. Not because you didn't become a hero, but because he-
"... I don't know. What would life be like, if I stayed? Could I have... gotten over it like you all did?" You subconsciously rubbed your clothed abdomen, a deep, unhealed scar running through it, one that almost took your life. Katsuki felt his heart ache, knowing exactly how you felt.
"I like my life. It's not everything I dreamed of, it definitely isn't. But... it's mine, and it's far away from... all of this." You let out a bitter, unbelieving laugh, your hands gesturing around you as you avoided the man's gentle and soft gaze. He had changed so much since the war. So much so, that it hurt to look at him for long.
"Then... why did you come to the reunion?" "You could be a really good journalist too with all of these deep questions you're asking me, y'know?" Your forced smile faltered at the pointed look he gave you. Looking down at your lap, you found yourself back to your teenage years, hesitating, regretting, rinse and repeat over and over again. But you were older now, maybe even wiser. You didn't have much to lose anymore.
"I guess I... just wanted to see something." "See something?" "Yeah like... if I'm the only one that is still stuck there, you know?" He did know. He knew too well and he hated it. Its why he was dreading the reunion to begun with. He was stuck in the past, bearing terrible scars that ran deeper than the surface of his skin. "I just want to know how everyone moved on. I mean... how do you move on? I... I can't understand how-" Katsuki watched you fall apart with wide, red eyes, the familiarity so painful it made him almost reel back. You were always so alike in temper and feelings.
His hand twitched on the steering wheel unsure if he should reach out. But the tears in your eyes made him freeze, your lips forcing that smile again you always had when you were desperate to save face. "Sorry. Don't mean to get so sappy on you, 'suki. I know how much you hated that." You turned to look at the hotel, hesitance in your trembling hand as you reached for the door handle to exit the car.
"No, it's okay, I get it. I... guess I came for the same reason anyways." He took a deep breath, as he forced himself to look ahead, eyes almost turning white from how hard they were gripping the steering wheel. "And besides, I'm glad that you were there. Even if we didn't talk." You snorted in response as you reached into your pocket and handed him a piece of paper. "Never thought I'd ever see you get so sentimental with me, but here, I meant to give you this earlier." A phone number. Your phone number. It said more than words could ever dream of. "Call me whenever... I missed you. I really did." You stepped out, the sound of rain growing louder and drenching your clothes.
A strong hand grabbed your wrist, making you only turn your head slightly. Katsuki's gaze was intense. It made you finally realise that he had become a man. A man that was far from yet so familiar to the boy you... loved? Ah, yeah, you always did love him.
"Get back home safe, yeah?" You gave him a bittersweet smile, almost feeling disappointment that he didn't say more. But that was normal for you two, wasn't it?
"I already did... but thank you." Your words hung in the air long after you gently slid out of his grip and shut the car door, Katsuki's eyes watching you leave like everyone else had tonight.
But he knew that this time, there was definitely hope he'd see you again soon enough, as he held the phone number to his chest, right above his beating, alive heart.
Sorry for the late response, but my requests are currently closed since I have a bunch to finish (and am in a hellish exam season rn). But i always make a new post whenever I'm opening my requests again so do stay on the look out for that!<33
Like themselves know that their not that strong, so they would tricks and cheats in order to win battles
Heyyy... I'm sorry I died ya'll. I've been struggling with my mental health, work and school, as I usually do... BUT since it is my birthday tomorrow, I've decided to post something to prove that I am indeed still alive lmao.
Anyways, I'm sorry this took so long anon to get to and thank you for the cool request!<33
Capitano is someone that prides himself in conducting honourable battles. His opponents are to be respected, even with their differences and faults. It's something he stands by and upholds to a rather high standard... and yet, you, his darling partner, were not the same in the slightest.
Everything is fair in love and war, is what you'd tell him as you fight your way through crowds of enemies with every dirty trick and cheat you could think of. It didn't matter how dishonourable or petty the way to glory may be, you still gladly took it everytime with almost careless abandon.
You knew you weren't as strong as Capitano, as did he. But that's exactly why you fought the way you did. And despite him disapproving of it at first, he eventually learned to simply see it as another endearing little quirk of yours. If it kept you from getting seriously hurt or injured, then he supposed it really didn't matter.
With that said, when training against him, your tricks don't work as well as they usually would, to say the least. He knows them all, every single one. Which isn't too surprising ofcourse.
Ultimately, he's just glad that you can take care of yourself even against the most powerful enemies. It makes it easier to not worry about you too much when he's away and that's enough for him.
heyy!! so I was thinking of hc's where jinx is dating somebody that's very similar to her?? (impulsive, chaotic, mentally unwell, etc.) idk I js thought itd be a cool idea
also maybe the reader babysits isha and takes care of her also?? that's be nice <33 (fem reader preferred but do what u want :3)
Jinx dating someone who's similar to her.
Hey Anon, sorry it took SO long for me to finally finish this. School and life sucks, but I had alot of fun writing this, so thank you for your request and patience!<33
(Bxnny actually posting something for once?? Crazy, I know-)
Content: TW!Vague mentions of severe mental health issues, potential spoilers for season 2?, canon violence, fluff, established romantic relationships, lowkey a little toxic/codependent if you squint, sfw
Reader is requested to be female but no pronouns are mentioned.
((Not proofread))
You two were immideatly drawn to eachother from the day your eyes met across the dim bar of the last drop.
You were broken. Unfixable. Damaged irreparably from life and the people around you. And yet, it is exactly that what made you perfect for eachother. The mutual understanding of your almost never ending plight was as comforting and warm as an uncontrollable, wild flame could be.
If chaos was your love language, then impulsiveness was your love declaration. It didn't matter who you two were up against, you always stayed by her side and fought your way through as violently as she would. Watching you prowl your way into crowds of enemies carelessly was exhilarating to say the least.
But ofcourse, things weren't always fun and exciting. Most of the time, you were dealing with eachothers haunted minds, always needing to comfort one another during heavy episodes. Your touch calmed her, brought her back to reality and allowed her to breathe easily again. You were the best drug she could ask for. One she couldn't live without.
And yet, when Isha came into your world, she realised that there was more to life than she believed there was. Now, there was another person she needed to protect and it made her wish to just... leave the underworld for good with you. Would you leaving together finally heal her? She finds herself thinking alot about that.
You take on the main role of babysitting Isha whilst Jinx is away doing her usual chaotic missions. You read to her, teach her how to fix simple things or build small useful gadgets. And sometimes you take her to a makeshift shooting range to make sure she can defend herself if either of you aren't around.
Jinx's heart warms deeply at the sight of you and Isha sleeping on a couch together after a long day of fun activities. It's an odd and new feeling, yet one she still finds familiar and comforting from a long forgotten past.
She just hopes that these days never come to an end...
Sorry for the late reply, school has unexpectedly thrown multiple exams my way which have made me kinda inactive against my will... but I'm alright otherwise! I'm definitely excited to get this wave of exams over with so I can finally get to writing though...
Anyways, thank you for checking in and I hope you're doing well yourself!!<33
Im sorry I disappeared for so long but life unfortunately is my greatest enemy, as you all know.
Anyways, I'm feeling much better now and have come with great news all of you will probably be very happy to hear about... I'm fully caught up with all main Genshin story quests! And the Nod-Krai brain rot is real... I'm actually obsessed with Flins because hello??
So with that said, I'm officially opening up my requests again! Please read my request info for any new changes or additions, before putting in your ask. (I'm only accepting Nod-Krai related genshin requests for the time being because I'm obsessed lmao)
Also, thank you for your patience and love whilst I was away. It really means alot to me and I'm happy to be back.
So without further ado, happy requesting everyone!!<33
((Ps. Yes, requests that were previously submitted before my break will still be completed so dw!!))
I just wanted to make an important announcement, mainly about the future of this blog.
First and foremost, no, I'm not quitting, just taking a small break from it.
Writing has always been my passion for as long as I can remember. I've been writing fanfics for a decade now and it's a source of joy for me. However, I've honestly lost interest in most medias I've been writing for until now, namely Genshin Impact and HSR.
I in all honesty have not played either games in almost 4-5 months probably, and I know alot of you really enjoy seeing content of the game from me... hence why I haven't returned to writing full time like I used to, because I feel like I owe it to you guys to play the games first and well... I don't think I'll ever go back to them. I'm fully burnt out with Hoyoverse games to say the least lol.
I'm therefore trying to take a step back and regain my confidence in my writing with topics and fandoms I do enjoy, because Fanfics were always an outlet for me and they haven't been that in a while. The pressure to keep up with fandoms I didn't have an interest in anymore was getting to me.
I won't quit writing though and will definitely post more personal work once I'm back. I just wanted to let you guys know that any Hoyoverse content will be discontinued from now on. I'm sorry if this comes as a disappointment and I feel terrible for it too, but I've decided for my mental health that this was necessary.
So I apologize again if I've disappointed you all and wish you all a good day/night.
Once I'm back, I hope to return with the same enthusiasm I had years ago for you guys.<33
How would Kaeya with a S/O (that started off as enemies who always at each other throats) find out that that his S/O trusts him the most out of anyone in Mondstant.
Only you. | Kaeya x Gn!Reader
Hello Anon! Sorry for the wait, things have been hectic as usual. But I really love your ask and am very excited to write this!<33
Content: Previous enemies to lovers, fluff, some hurt/comfort, light angst, sfw
Reader has no set pronouns.
((Not proofread))
Kaeya didn't exactly know when his feelings changed for you. But when they did, they were strong, unrelenting and filled with yearning not even he could fully grasp. If he didn't know any better, he'd assume you bewitched him with your happy laughs and bright smiles, never giving him a chance to hate you for as long as he hoped to.
And every passing day got worse, in his opinion at least.
Days that were filled with disagreements and mutual hatred were suddenly calmer. Much more balanced, even slightly cooperative until eventually he couldn't even lose a terrible word about or to you. It kept him up at night, leaving him confused and dishevelled in ways he never thought were possible. He couldn't fathom what exactly had happened, not even process the scope of what your presence has done to his heart.
If it weren't for his estranged brother finally waning him off the bottles he's been downing one after the other at the bar in search for a temporary cure to his "condition", he wouldn't have ever sought you out and asked you if you felt the same. The same pull, the same confusion, the same... love? Yearning? The scorching heat that blossomed between you two whenever you spoke, whether the usual anger or a sudden, rare yet gentle calm.
And to his surprise, or maybe not in hindsight, you felt the same. The relief he felt finally made him realise that he just loved you. That somewhere along the line he couldn't deny his attraction to you. Thankfully for him, the process of becoming an item was alot faster and easier than his initial processing had taken.
But despite the joy that radiated off of the new found relationship, he couldn't help but still feel the insecurities and guilt grabbing onto his weary mind. He still remembered his own cruel words, his own cunning and mean actions, the way he couldn't bear being around you for the longest time. You were everything he couldn't stand once and now things have changed so drastically.
But you handled it all with grace, especially during your outings or patrols around the sleeping city. The teasing words, lingering touches and happy laughs soothed his thoughtful mind. Yet nothing compared to when you so casually admitted to trusting him more than anyone else in this world. He was your closest confident, the man you knew would fight and protect you no matter what.
And this stumped him, especially when you one proved your words by essentially placing all of your trust in him during a battle. The feeling of unconditional love from you was exhilarating, everything he could ever dream of and more. No one had ever done this for him. No one has ever trusted him like this despite his many flaws and unspeakable secrets. His patched eye was proof of it and yet you still cradled his face so gently with so much gratefulness, it made him realise that everything would be okay.
That for once, he had found someone good that would trust him no matter what. And he wouldn't ever trade it for anything in the world.
Yk there is something I always say to my siblings, that if you can't do a flip, then you can't kill yourself.
And I know your triple wide ass can't even get off their chair and are probably out of breath typing this shit, so I can't even tell you to do the same tbh because you never leave your asmon gold like headass room. I can smell you from here.