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🎐🪞🌴🪐🤍 (/𛱘𖾔𛱘)/

[deathispeace]

i like writing on here because maybe someone, someday, will find this. and maybe,

maybe,

something i say here can be used for a positive gain.

best of luck and wishes to anyone reading this.

[deathispeace]

suck my dick

[deathispeace]

and i'm not taking a fucking pill tonight fuck this panic attack it can fucking kill me and i'll take it down with me.

why is my body fighting me? why is my brain FIGHTING ME? why is my system GOING AGAINST ME?

[deathispeace]

i don't want to take pills to fit in

it makes me so sad

why?

where does it all stem from?

[deathispeace]

but i'm too pussy to kill myself

[deathispeace]

i feel so alone

i feel empty

i have no drive

i don't have the will or the energy to get up

i am so close to giving up

i don't eat

i don't sleep

i spend my time and have nothing to show in return

i feel so empty.

i don't know what to do anymore.

i am so close.

[deathispeace]

bruh sidenote fuck adhd it's so hard to find anything enjoyable without a pill but they make me feel odd too and r prolly unhealthy and idk i fucking hate it

[deathispeace]

will i work for it? :)

will i achieve? :)

will i make them drown?

:)

[deathispeace]

do i want it? :)

will i get it? :)

[deathispeace]

adapt; evolve.

[deathispeace]

i hate stagnation

yet,

i hate every direction i travel.

there are two options.

[deathispeace]

time to abuse everything @ my disposal, make bangers, and make it and/or OD😒

[deathispeace]

this close 👌

[deathispeace]

like bro im either going to make it in music or commit suicide 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.

[deathispeace]

i feel a change. !

[deathispeace]

update: this is an update.

[deathispeace]

not gonna be 30 w only a G35:)