Enter The Void

This is my main blog for my drug use, the deep thoughts and feelings that I have deep inside me as well as my own poems. Follow my new account lil-hi99i3 for more positive posts. thank you 💕👣

[deathofanangel3]

MADE NEW OFFICIAL ACCOUNT

My recovery page. My whole self. My soul. Follow my new blog. @awak3n-mys0ul

[eli0tknight-deactivated20181203]

But do you understand what I mean when I say you look like art? That you’re the frame hanging above my bed, the last thing I see before I close my eyes. That you’re all of my favourite colours, like a personalised rainbow after rain- stretched across white walls. You’re the dimensions of my heart, the pondering of my mind, the faith in my soul, the captivity of my liberation. I have read you countless times, and I read you over and over again, like underlined sentences highlighted in my memory. When I say you look like art, I mean you’re a complete enigma to me, but all of you makes me stop dead in my tracks and I can’t look away because something in you understands something in me, it always has.

Eliot Knight (via eli0tknight)

[kaylakathawa-deactivated2022101]

SWEET ENOUGH TO FORGET I deserve better than ego and pretending like he doesn’t care so I’m gonna doll myself up, go out, kick down the walls and have a good time. I’ll find in strangers the assurance I needed from him, in long stares and subtle glances, in the flirting from men much older than me, in the younger ones’ compliments, “You’re so pretty”, and it’s not that I needed him to tell me I was beautiful as reassurance, but that I was wanted. So when their attention soaks through the barriers I put up after he decided I wasn’t important, it’ll make me feel less impossible to love. Yeah, I’m gonna go out every night this week, fill my head so fully with new faces, silly take-you-home tactics, sugary smiles, and drunken laughter that when I get home Saturday night and jump into bed, I won’t remember him at all.

Kayla Kathawa (via ninakathawa)

[armthepoor13]

One day i won’t cry over you anymore

[deathofanangel3]

I don't believe in love.

I'll just get fucked up.

[kaylakathawa-deactivated2022101]

AT A LOSS I don’t know how to make sense to you. I don’t know how to make you understand that I love you, I want to love you, I could love you, better than anyone else. They tell me I’m good with words, but I don’t know how to say it.

Kayla Kathawa (via ninakathawa)

[licensehaver-deactivated2025061]

*sees one cop drive by* damn. way too many cops out today

[jokeboy-deactivated20260221]

adults: why do teenagers need anti depressants lmao adults: *get a lil stressed* *abuse their kids*

[jackpotlucky-deactivated2017081]

Dead Fucking Ass

[pharmaceuticaltemptation-mt]

[ridiculous2012]

Drugs are the fucking devil but the coolest friend ever. A dangerous psycho bitch, but a therapist of sorts. It’s both terrible and great. Until you find yourself gasping for breathe because you’ve fucked with it for so long. I saw my whole life at that point, I saw who I used to be and came back to this shell of a human. Drugs killed a lot of me, but it helped me find myself as well. I see things a little clearer, I look deeper into people because I wish someone had just saw me instead of just seeing a junkie.

(via queenondope)

[jxnkheadd]

not lookin for love just lookin for drugs

[xomilkandhoney]

More drugs less feeling

[adiz-zle]

“turn up” i whisper as i sit alone in my room doing drugs

[manamagic-deactivated20140729]

Do drugs but stay in school too so you can get a good job and buy more drugs.

[highhh]

Lmao

[littlemixens]

why do people say “don’t be a pussy” when talking about weakness more like “don’t be a man’s ego” because you know there isn’t nothing more fragile than that

[nothingnowherenoonearchive]

uh 

because “pussy” is the shortened form of the word “pusillanimous”, which means “timid, cowardly”

and not the slang word for the female genital region?

[follow-puppy-luv96-deactivated2]

literally no one else knows this. nobody. 

[definitelyshitty]

WHAT

[tyronesuplac]

Sensational.

[definitelyshitty]

Remarkable.

[geraltcirilla]

it’s a real word

[snarky-gourmet-deactivated20250]

you: pussy

me, an intellectual: pusillanimous

[littlemixens]

why do people say “don’t be a pussy” when talking about weakness more like “don’t be a man’s ego” because you know there isn’t nothing more fragile than that

[nothingnowherenoonearchive]

uh 

because “pussy” is the shortened form of the word “pusillanimous”, which means “timid, cowardly”

and not the slang word for the female genital region?

[follow-puppy-luv96-deactivated2]

literally no one else knows this. nobody. 

[definitelyshitty]

WHAT

[tyronesuplac]

Sensational.

[definitelyshitty]

Remarkable.

[geraltcirilla]

it’s a real word

[snarky-gourmet-deactivated20250]

you: pussy

me, an intellectual: pusillanimous

[6lacksoul]