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CARO ⬩ 27↑ ⬩ part-time hobby artist and full-time daydreamer ⬩ i like YGO and PKMN and many other series ⚠︎ omnivorous, BLGLHL, etc. ⬩ all my notifs are OFF ⬩ icon: Jess ⬩ art tag ⬩ links etc

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i'm crying because Kimeru, the writer and singer of Calling, touched upon the reasoning behind many of the lyrics today. it solidified that the song is about Yusaku and Ai's inseparable bond, that they are thankful to have met and changed each other's life for the better, and that they can create a new story for their future instead of despairing over what might be.

it's really amazing to get an official confirmation of how much Yusaku and Ai came to cherish to one another... that even down to their heart and non-heart, they are connected deeply now. our bond is invisible, but it is strong...

[lotldraws]

hey don't worry? completely unrelated giant dump of heartwarming PHM doodles ok??

once again these are all from like the same two canvas files in procreate judging from the same color background. also straight up had a dream where grace and rocky figured out how to make gnocchi out of taumoeba hence the making gnocchi over a bunsen burner

[clowndraws]

mimicry

[jerreeeeeee]

not every mutual fits neatly into an archetypal medievalism but there are some mutuals that im like yeah addressing you as “my liege” would come strangely naturally

[jerreeeeeee]

what mutual is prev

my liege lord

my loyal knight

my wise wizard

my evil advisor

my brother in arms

my lady muse

my wild mermaid friend

my fellow alchemist

my dashing rapscallion

my monstrous foe

Remaining time: 2 days 20 hours

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still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[razzmothazz]

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

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OH MY GOD THERES STILL VRAINS FANS AND AIBALLSHIPPING IS STILL ALIVE how lucky i am to be late to a fandom while still alive

Real yusaku trust

hello anon...! i totally understand your feelings. when i finished watching VRAINS in late 2022, i was like "hey is anybody still here?" thankfully the answer is yes 😙 though the balance of active fans overseas vs. english speaking communities is a bit skewed out of our favor, if you love a series/pairing enough, there will always be people in your corner of the internet still drawing or writing about it 🙏 i love VRAINS and Ai/Yusaku so much that i could explode and it's been almost 4 years straight now... let's keep loving aiball together 💗

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aiyu…

[oxalidee]

[detailedart]

celestial scenery

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i'm feeling extremely... stupid and odd and annoyed? at myself for being burdened by ridiculous bouts of self-hatred and pain for the past while about how i'm not worth anyone's time and how i can't do anything right no matter how hard i try.

it's irrational. it's fueled by perceived rejection and my less-than-ideal living situation. and when i particularly feel unheard and invisible and underappreciated. like lately

when i get called or messaged out of the blue that someone was thinking of me somehow, that especially shows otherwise. mundane or random things or just checking in with me or wondering what's up for me, that really helps.

so why do i still believe that people will realize i suck and stop caring? because the damage of that happening for my whole life in some way or another. it's too much for any one person to burden, so it spills out from the cracks. it sucks.

there is no shortage of people who really care about me these days, so why can't i just get over myself and my triggers? screaming silently... what do i want?

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i cleaned my bookshelf and set up my merch properly after a long time of putting it off. i think these chibi + ace monster are literally so awesome, i'm so happy~

[thrivinghigh]

Let’s fly high with mama

[hairbrushed]

trucks for girls

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project hail mary rocky if anything happens to you i will kill everyone and then myself

[mari8rm]

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