Yenka

Lost in the space

[deathofmystar]

Recently ı realised that life still goes on whether you have an upcoming exam or you're in a state that you feel like life is over for you. Interesting tbh.

[deathofmystar]

Hey ıf anyone sees this, and interested with my problems, ım sorry to take your time ıf you find what ı am going to write weird or even time wasting. This is just a vent.

So recently, ı started to feel so alone and since ı am retaking the college entrance exam which is common in my country, ı don't really have much friends to talk and since ı am an ambivert sometimes ı wish to talk with people and sometimes don't feel like it. But ıt sucks ıf you have diagnosed add and no friends to talk about your interests or share your experiences with them. And like ı said ım preparing for college entrance exam and the only friend ı have right now is too busy to answer my messages and ı feel bored. Not due to her ovbiously, that is not ı mean, but because of how ı feel all alone and push myself to study more and more and still not sure ıf ı can get into one of the majors I'd like to be in. Most of the time ı feel stressed, and nowadays ı try to both overcome it and not cry when ı fuck up in trial exams. Well, guess ı can't guess about what ı will do next weekend. And again so sorry ıf wasted your time. Stay safe and sound. Lastly, dont forget to drink water pookies🪲

[aglamaabenaglarimm]

Gülleri sarı severim, Toprağı ıslak. Türküleri yanık, Şiirleri hoyrat! Havayı nemsiz, çayı demsiz. Bir seni olduğun gibi, Bir seni her şeye rağmen Bir seni, hâlâ.

-ÜMİT YAŞAR OĞUZCAN