Introduction and Masterpost
Hiya, I'm Decadee (pronounced Dek-kah-dee, not decade) I'm a 35+ unhinged, adhd, fae-adjacent, disabled nonbinary fanfiction creator, and novelist.
I write mostly SKK, because their dynamic makes me want to fix them, and have an unhealthy love for Ranpo, for being a little shit, and Yosano, for being a homicidal healer. One day I will write the Yosano series that I've only ever dreamed of.
I have no idea how social media works in any sort of fashion, so forgive me if I'm insanely late on replying to anything - but also, feel free to ask me anything.
MASTERPOST FOR FICS (under cut)
You can find all of my works on AO3 under the name of Decadee as well, all links lead to AO3.
Bungo Stray Dogs
Anything marked as SKK has romantic overtures or pairing of Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu. Although they are central to most of my writings, and usually are either in a relationship or end up in one, it is not always the case, so figured I'd make this note for explanation. There is one SSKK fic featuring Akutagawa/Atsushi relationship as well.
Series:
Call Me If You Need Me: Completed, SKK
Warnings: Suicidal idelation, blood, injury, major character injury, violence, medical trauma.
Emergency Contact - On emergency contacts and why Chuuya does not trust Dazai
Calling in a Promise - After investigating an alleyway, Chuuya ends up paralyzed. Life becomes a series of good days and bad days after that.
Corrupted: Completed, SKK
Warnings: Torture, Psychological torture, blood, violence, panic attacks, and more.
Corruption - The first time Chuuya used Corruption, it was to save Dazai.
Incorruptible - Dazai left Chuuya behind after Lovecraft. No one expected Chuuya to go missing.
Duo: Completed
Go: Chuuya believes Dazai Osamu is dead, and gives himself one night to feel before he needs to put on the Executive mantle and go back to work.
Stay: Chuuya is dealing with the fact that Dazai is alive, after all. Dazai is dealing with the fact that Chuuya thought him dead. They... talk?
Enough: Not Completed
Enough: Yokohama is under attack. Dazai is missing. The plan is Corruption.
Never Again: Chuuya is still unconscious after he used Corruption without Dazai there. Dazai deals. Poorly.
Here: Chuuya used Corruption. Dazai wasn't there. EnoughĀ from Dazai's perspective.
Not a Fair Trade: Completed, SKK
Warnings: Torture, blood, muzzles, non-consensual drug use, violence, graphic injuries.
Trade: When Kunikida was taken and tortured by a rival organization, Dazai asked Chuuya to help him recover the detective. He didn't know that Chuuya would trade himself for the safety of Kunikida, and then he gets a video showing what that meant.
Extrication: Dazai finally finds Chuuya, who has already saved himself. Dazai then proceeds to questionĀ everything.
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Chaptered Fics: (not part of a series)
Demon In My Woods: Incomplete, SKK
Dazai left the Port Mafia when he was eighteen, after the news that both his best friend and his annoying partner were dead. Now, a murder mystery in the north baits the Agency, and Dazai is drawn into a puzzle surrounding an elusive fox spirit, a young coroner, and the feeling of something familiar. (Warnings: Blood, gore, psychological misteps, mentioned character deaths.)
Hiraeth: Complete, SKK
Chuuya is dead. Dazai was working on (not) accepting that when Chuuya's ghost pops up in Dazaiās apartment. (Warnings: depression, character death (kinda), gore, psychological torture)
Loyalty: Complete, SKK
Chuuya made a deal with Mori to prevent Dazai from coming back to the Port Mafia, after the dust from Meursault has settled. Thirty days in isolation and Mori will choose anyone else. (Warnings: isolation, psychological torture, mentions of self-harm activities (accidental))
Remember Me: Complete, SKK
Double Black reunites for one night to save Q, except Chuuya has no idea who Dazai is. (Warnings: discussions of depression, discussions of non-specific eating disorder, discussions of suicide)
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One-shots:
100 Years, SKK
Chuuya finds out he's dying due to the effects Corruption has continuously taken on his body. With nothing that can slow the progression, it becomes more of enjoying the time he has left with his partner. (Warnings: Depression, injury, major character death, grief.)
A Quiet Place to Go
Chuuya is hit with an Ability that causes him to have telepathy and there is only one person that this new gift is quiet around. (Warnings: Unwanted advances, sexual harassment, vague descriptions of what someone wants to do to someone else.)
A Will to Live, SKK
DazaiĀ hatedĀ mindcontrol Abilities. WhileĀ heĀ was immune to them, Chuuya wasĀ not. (Warning: self-inflicted injury)
Bar Lupin, SKK
Ten years after Oda's death, Dazai returns to Bar Lupin.
Beige Coats Aren't Bulletproof
Chuuya is in a medically induced coma to treat his injuries. Dazai stands vigil, while trying to remember how they got here. (Warnings: medical inaccuracies and treatment, violence, blood, concussions and wounds)
Between, SKK
It was the difference of a single moment: Chuuya was laughing, and then, Chuuya was bleeding. Dazai panics. (Warnings: Major Character Injury, Blood, Injury)
Building Our Bouquet, SKK
Every day, Chuuya receives a flower from a secret admirer - and he wouldĀ reallyĀ rather whoever is doing this wouldn't bother. Especially around Valentine's Day.
Buried
Chuuya wakes up. It is dark. The air is stale. And there is very little room to move.
Codes and Coffee Stains, SKK
Chuuya could chart his relationship with Dazai through codes, and messages, and post-it notes. It's cold comfort after Dazai has died. (Warnings: Major Character Death, the Five Stages of Grief, Depression)
Compression
Due to continued use of Tainted Sorrow, and the injuries that he's sustained in combat, Chuuya has chronic pain.
Das Lila Lied (The Lavender Song), SKK
Just some snippets of Chuuya's life since he got top surgery, and the celebrations around them.
Done and Done
Dazai is 100% done with Chuuya sacrificing himself for others.
Everyone Has a Tell, SKK
Chuuya's version of Meursault, where Fyodor decides to reveal his feelings to Dazai.
Falling Petals, SKK
Chuuya thought the coughing itself was a problem, it became worst as it was diagnosed as Hanahaki.
Glitter Pen, SKK
Sometimes Dazai gets stuck in his own head, especially when dealing with his scars, so Chuuya tries something new.
Lessons Learned
Two times that Chuuya felt he wasn't worth it, two times he found unlikely friends, one big self sacrifice, and the conversation that should have been had years ago. 5+1 (kinda)
Lost in the Rubble, SKK
The mission is over, the dust is clearing, and Dazai cannot find Chuuya in the rubble of Suribachi City.
More Than Human, SKK
Chuuya is having aĀ bad day. Dazai attempts to make it better. (Warnings: Panic attacks, unhealthy coping mechanisms, brief description of injuries.)
Morpho Menelaus
Yosano comes to terms with her Ability, her past, and realizes where she stands in the world.
Partners
Dazai and Chuuya share fatal wounds, due to a deal with a mysterious creature in the forest. (Warnings: major injuries, discussions of injuries, offscreen suicide attempt)
Promises I Won't Keep, SKK
To save Dazai, Chuuya went too far into Corruption. To save Chuuya, Dazai is willing to take on a god (and the French government.)
Pulse
No one knows that Chuuya is afraid of drowning. Dazai finds out when he jumps into a river. (Warnings: Panic attacks, dissociation, Dazai-type suicide mentions, Suicide Attempt)
Realization, SKK
Chuuya thinks he's dying, so he calls Dazai. (Warning: major character injury, blood, violence)
Sound of the Sea, SSKK
Atsushi comes back to himself after causing complete devastation to a city block, as well as injuring his friends while under the influence of an ability.
Story, SKK
Dazai has lost count of the days since a miscalculation made him a prisoner of Fyodor. Thankfully, he has insane friends and a violent partner that will get him out.
Tightrope
When Dazai found Chuuya, he wasn't sure what he was expecting. In all honesty, he hadn't been expecting to find Chuuya, because he hadn't known Chuuya was missing. (Warning: mentions of torture, medical experimentation.)
Weapon
āI'm a weapon, Dazai. Point me where you want me to go. Isn't that your fucking job?ā
Worth
Dazai is poisoned, Chuuya is shot. Chuuya looks after Dazai, ignoring his own wound in favor of Dazai's health. (Warnings: graphic depictions of illness and injury, as well as poor medical advice and bad medical treatment)
BBC Merlin
Dear Arthur: Complete. Arthur/Merlin overtones, but can be read as platonic
Merlin is immortal. Arthur is dead. This is a collection of letters written through time as Merlin waits for the Once and Future King to return. (Warnings: references to attempted suicide, PTSD, depression, abuse)
The Untamed/Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation
A Sect Leader's Guide to Grieving (If You Just Want to Be Angry Instead): Complete
Jiang Cheng, through the years, trying not to mourn the brother he had killed. It doesnāt entirely work.
