[decayingbirds]

18+ vent blog. not new here i just keep losing my accounts :(

stats under cut

5"2

hw: 144 lbs

cw: 132 lbs

lw: 123 lbs

gw: <100 lbs

[clayforge]

i'm so hungry i could eat a [remembers i have an eating disorder] Nothing at all..

[cryingsprinkles27]

ok how do I rebrand my whole life in less than 2 weeks, fastest route, no borax, no glue, go.

[elfirexi]

You didn't actually gain 2kg overnight. You're bloated or have water weight or need a big shit or it's some kind of uncontrollable hormonal fluctuation. Me, on the other hand, I did actually put on 2kg overnight

[report-me-again-i-dare-you]

getting on tumblr like *cracks knuckles* "okay it's time to get serious about this disorder" as if I haven't been struggling with it since I was a child. if that isn't serious idk what is

[decayingbirds]

where the hell have i been. i graduated but gained like 10 lbs

[decayingbirds]

clothes sizes make no sense but i bought smth in xxs (usually get s/m) and it fit.... we're gonna ignore the love handles tho. i feel like a god.

[decayingbirds]

i want to order pizza so bad

[decayingbirds]

i was feeling so good yesterday. no depression no anxiety slept decently and got caught up with nearly everything i was behind on. so tell me why MY JOINTS DECIDED TO BE EVIL TODAY AND RUIN IT

[decayingbirds]

new tat lol. my wallet is crying and my mom has more greys than ever.

[decayingbirds]

i do need to eat tomorrow tho bc i'm getting another tattoo and i don't want to pass out

[1nsomniangel]

i wish i was fucking skinny i’m such a fat fucking loser

[decayingbirds]

succeeded in not eating today :) doesn't make up for two months of straight binging but i'm just happy my insane cravings are a little quieter and that i'm out of my depressive ep

[decayingbirds]

I FEEL SO GOOD TODAY I WAS SO PRODUCTIVE i think i am forever cured and my depression will never ever come back again ever :)))

[decayingbirds]

ok guys im gonna fast today im gonna do it

[decayingbirds]

ok actually the award thing is kinda cool. i told my mom and she told me she was so proud of me and then i cried

[decayingbirds]

got an email about being fired this morning but an hour later i got another email about getting a creative writing award from my school. i feel numb to it all