i’ll eat you up!

[decayingearf]

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[poindexeye]

inexperienced fbi!dex.. maybe?

dex had thought about it a hundred times, maybe even a thousand. hell, he had even watched enough to think he knew what he was doing. porn stars made it look so effortless; slippery, rhythmic, hot.

but now that he’s actually here, skin-to-skin with you, breath catching as he tries to slide into you?

“fuck- wait.” he hisses, jaw tightening as a sharp pulse of discomfort shoots up his spine. he pulls back instinctively, panting. “why do they make this look so fucking easy in porn? my back fucking aches.”

you let out a breathy laugh, more fond than mocking, lying beneath him on the bed. your thighs are spread open around his own. sweat slicks the centre of your chest, rising and falling in rhythmic pulls as you gaze up at him with something between amusement and sympathy.

“because they cut out all the parts where someone fumbles the lube or forgets they have nerves back there,” you murmur, brushing your thumb along his hip. “you’re not doing it wrong, just slow.”

“i am doing it wrong. you’re- god, you’re just so tight, i can’t.”

“you can,” you say, gentler now. “you will. c’mere.”

dex hovers over you, frustrated and red in the face, but you reach for him and guide his hips back into place.

“you’re too tense. you’re thinking about it too much, trying to fuck like a scene, not like you’re with me.”

“i am with you.” he grumbles, voice hoarse. “that’s why i wanna do it right.”

your hand settles on his, warm and grounding. “then listen to me, dex. lube’s not optional, go slow, breathe, and don’t just ram it in like it owes you money. just.. just stay with me.”

he nods, a little dazed, a little embarrassed, but he lets you tilt his hips, lets you whisper encouragement to him. the tension starts to drain from his shoulders, and the next time he pushes in, it’s still tight, but better.

“you’re doing good,” you breathe. “god, you feel so good. keep going, i got you.”

and maybe it’s not as seamless as porn, maybe it’s clumsy, and sweaty, and he fumbles a few more times, but you hold him through it, talk him through it. and by the time he’s fully seated inside you, shaking from restraint, you’re looking up with him with such soft, unfiltered want it makes his head spin.

“see?” you whisper. “you’re not messing up, you just needed someone who’d let you take your time.”

[decayingearf]

oh my gosh??? go read this right now

[decayingearf]

new theme absolutely beautiful

AAAA THANK YOU WIFEY 🥹

[decayingearf]

pathetic!dex head canons below [nsfw, mdni]

pathetic!dex..who gets horny at the mere thought of seeing you. he knows that in thirty minutes, he’ll get to see you and that makes him feel hot beneath the collar.

driving with one hand on the wheel whilst the other is palming his bulge. he imagines that the hand is yours and you’re saying filthy things to him right now. seducing him like a succubus.

he’ll moan at the idea of you commenting on how hard he is, feeling pathetic for not being able to contain himself.

pathetic!dex..who has soaked himself in precum just from kissing you. he let you take control of the situation a while ago and since; he’s been a whimpering, pervy mess.

you’re on top of him, cradling his face as he chases your mouth and you can’t ignore the feel of his growing arousal pressing up into your thinly clothed cunt.

“hmph” dex sounded as if voicing how much he liked this. he’ll grind your hips down against his before tucking his head in between your breast.

“please, fuck me” he’d plea before latching his mouth onto your nipple.

pathetic!dex..who can’t get off without asking permission. it feels wrong if he doesn’t.

you could sense the movements getting quicker, as if dex were rushing. “it’s okay, slow down baby.” you’d coo while fiddling with his blonde locks.

he always listened to you so, slowing his pace, he continued to ride the wave of his pre-orgasm. the euphoria of the moment swallowed him whole and made him even needier.

“please—can i cum?” with a wet pop as he released your breast. his eyes were glazed over, pupils blown wide.

he’d probably deny himself of finishing if you said no.

which you didn’t.

“yes baby.” you whispered teasingly watching as he shuddered.

dex kept going as the wave of his pending climax washed over him, enveloping him in a blissed out ecstasy state.

you ground him back to earth with a few forehead kisses.

“thank you.”

[flowersforbucky]

people you’d like to get to know better!

i was tagged by @softundermoonlight and @se7entyrell 🫶🏻🫶🏻

last song: pretty isn’t pretty by olivia rodrigo

fav color: pink and black

currently watching: animal kingdom (i’ll finish it eventually) and i am about to start a rewatch of the pitt season 2 since i can binge watch the whole season now!

currently reading: nothing at the moment other than random fanfics lol

current obsession: jack abbot. the pitt in general.

last google search: the menu for a local restaurant

currently working on: editing and formatting my jack fic to post soon (hopefully)

no pressure tags: @thatcorporategirlie @xreader1989 @dearwalker @fru1t4fr0gs @thevillainswhore @elixirfromthestars @metal-armed-muse @jackrrabbot @codenamewitcher

[thevillainswhore]

thank you for the tag, my lovely 💗

last song: goodnight n go by ariana grande

fav colour: lavender purple 💜

currently watching: season 2 of daredevil born again and the pitt

currently reading: about to start seven year time slip by ashley poston as well as fanfic

current obsession: benjamin poindexter and re9!leon kennedy

last google search: how to play blackjack 🤣

currently working on: writing a bucky fic inspired by mel’s arcade writing challenge 🥰

no pressure tags: @bucksangel @elixirfromthestars @daydreamgoddess14 @stellar-solar-flare @societyfolklore @little-miss-dilf-lover @sunday-bug @navybrat817 and anyone else who’d like to join in ❤️

[deathhppunch]

last song: Benson Boone - Beautiful Things Our Last Night cover

fav color: blue & green & red

currently watching: DD:BA Season 2, All Rise & EDN on YouTube watching the walking dead (my comfort show, I know everything about it!)

currently reading: Any fanfic of Dex I can get my filthy paws on

current obsession: Benjamin Poindexter & Joel Miller (the usual:)

last google search: The Mortuary Assistant Movie

currently working on: A fun Joel fic I daydreamed about lol it’s almost done shhhhh it’s on a secret account, it won’t be posted on here

no pressure tags: @madgodpie @firehart9 @bullseyefuck3r

@cloudmurdock @angelmurdock @ilovemattmurd0ckk

[madgodpie]

Last song: Big Special - Only Free When Sleeping (and everything Big Special recently, what a generational band)

fav color: pthalo green!

currently watching: DD:BA Season 2, Psych, Supernatural)

currently reading: The Glass Hotel by Emily St. James Mandel and rereading the National Anthem comics

current obsession: Benjamin Poindexter (oh, big time), The Corinthian, and kakuro puzzles!

last google search: Dalmatia (to prove that Dalmatians are a Croatian breed and of course I was right!!)

currently working on: just a lil Bonnie & Clyde Dex fic ;)

no pressure tags: @low--battery @firehart9 @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

[firehart9]

Tysm for the tags @madgodpie @deathhppunch and @bullseyefuck3r (good to know I’m making a influence on the Dex fans lmao)

Last Song: Rose by A Perfect Circle

Fav color: Green and Brown

Currently watching: DDBA s2, The Boys S5, Invincible s4 (save me messed up superhero media, save me)

Currently reading: Enemy Of My Enemy: A Daredevil Crime Novel by Alex Segura, Yes I am that obsessed with this show 💀💀 and Fanfic as always the Dex Fics have been in surplus as of late

Current obsession: Benjamin Poindexter (I am in fact following the trend of those who tagged me lmao), and just Daredevil in general. As well as playing Tomodachi Life.

Last google search: My new boss’s Linkdin page 😭

Currently working on: Providing more lovely commentary and shit posts to new DDBA eps <3

No pressure tags: just some new moots I want to get to know :) @unabashedly-purple @postaldamsel @poindextergirl @murdockfiles

[poindextergirl]

ty a milli for the tag @firehart9 💞 i luv getting to know my mutuals more

last song: obsessed by mariah carey

fav color: forest green

currently watching: ddba s2, the pitt, youtube [noel miller, mike’s mic, etc.]

currently reading: a game of thrones by george r. r. martin, murder at the royal botanical gardens by andrea penrose, dex fics obv

current obsession: benjamin leonard poindexter, scrapbooking, my health

last google search: “vasovagal”, after reading my clinician’s after-visit summary (re: me almost fainting after getting 20 needles put in me :))

currently working on: this filthy nun piece for all u dex freaks, drabbles, clearing my inbox from being ia for 10 days🫣

no pressure tags: just saying hello! ;P @melaninjoys @deusexgirlfriend @truestaim @decayingearf

[decayingearf]

oh em gee, thank you for the tag bb <3

last song: human nature by madonna

favorite color(s): black, pink, and green

currently watching: hannibal (nbc), house, true blood, and ddba szn2!

currently reading: @poindextergirl ‘s fics, duh!

current obsession: hannigram

last google search: “the silence of the lambs” in regards to an idea i thought of about will and clarice

currently working on: will fics, hannibal fics, dex fics, and matt fics (i have some ideas 😏)

no pressure tags: @pyraomen, @cinnamonlouu , @starr-jazz

[decayingearf]

heyyy, i hope all is well with you!! i was wondering if you haven’t already, do you still plan on writing nupe!sammie? i would LOVE to read that 😩

hi hi, i probably won’t write it right now but, i will re-visit the idea of writing it!

[poindextergirl]

dex being rough with u + degrading and praising you at the same time??

last night's ddba ep is excellent inspo for this hoo boy

"shut the fuck up," dex growled in your ear, teeth and tongue nipping and licking at the soft lobe. he bent you over the edge of the desk, hinging at the hips. his enormous hand covered your mouth, muffling your lewd whines and sobs as you squirmed beneath him, legs shaking with the effort of holding yourself up. dex chuckled, groaning loud as he fucked you deep, your cunt gripping him sinfully tight. he was dazed, watching his red, swollen head dip into your wet heat and disappear, then drag slowly out, your pussy lips resisting the pull, wrapped around his quivering length covered in your slick, until he had the strength to thrust back in again. "like that, baby?" dex teased, aiming his tip for the spot that made you mindless. your eyes rolled back in pleasure, walls clenching around his girthy cock, and you could only nod pathetically. "yeah?" he goaded. "you like it when i fix your fucking attitude like this?" you moaned without abandon into his hand, forgetting what you were even arguing about. dex's left arm lifted your hips to stay in place despite your legs' ruthless shaking, his evil, merciless, familiar fingers working your aching clit in no time. dex was hunched over you now, whispering in your ear: "yeah, thaaat's it, honey, you can take it, come on. you can be good for me, right? you can behave and be quiet?" tears spilled from the corners of your eyes, blurring your vision and ruining your makeup, as you turned your gaze back to meet his, nodding profusely. "f-fuck, such a little fucking whore f'me." dex's words had your mind spinning, whimpers falling from your lips as he pushed two thick, veiny fingers in your mouth. you sucked on them with enthusiasm, humming around them much to dex's delight as he pounded into you. "just for me, just for me," he mumbled routinely, so low you almost didn't hear it. he grinned like a madman into your shoulder, entirely of the philosophy that you couldn't argue with him with your mouth and cunt stuffed full of him.

[decayingearf]

guys read this right now, omfgg??

[decayingearf]

mbj won an oscar tonight and the movie won three oscars?? extended bhm has been amazing!

[decayingearf]

i just started like ben affleck yesterday so be ready

[decayingearf]

the pitt

frank x blk!fem reader 𐙚 ̊| munch!robby x reader 𐙚 ̊

[decayingearf]

may we (ME ACTUALLY🤗) get a robby or langdon fic for how they celebrate valentine’s day? RATED-R … with some convincing from the girlies at work robby/langdon may book that hotel!

happy valentine’s day to all the black people! 🥹

it’s not like robby didn’t know valentine’s day was coming. it’s really the only thing he knew since you’ve been talking about it all month.

“whatcha getting [𝜗𝜚] for valentine?” dana asked puffing her cigarette before turning to look at robby as he bashfully rubbed his neck (his signature).

he sighed “we haven’t talked much about it” with a shrug.

that earned a incredulous look from the nurse leader—“the hell you mean? get her a dress or a uh, do a movie night—“ she gasps as if she had figured out the perfect idea. which she did.

“get a room. just you and her, make it look all pretty an’ dressed up.” the blonde woman snuffed out the light at the end of the cigarette, “im telling you, she’ll love it.”

and if there was ever a time robby looked dumbfounded, it’d be now.

he wasn’t the..romantic type per se but, he didn’t wanna mess things up with his girl.

at the end of robby’s shift, he picked you up.

“come on, why won’t you tell me?” you whined rubbing the man’s beard, “because it’s a surprise, sweetheart.” he groaned adjusting himself, his crotch area, specifically.

“when’d you decide to get spontaneous?”

that got a laugh out of him—“well, it’s valentine’s weekend.”

once you two arrived at..well you were blindfolded so, where ever the hell you were, robby got out of the car walked around to your side and unlocked the door.

“alright, grab my hand” the man instructed to which you listened as he guided you to the destination.

“since we’re already here, can’t you tell me where we are?” he chuckled “you’ll see soon enough”

and when you did?

“you did this yourself?” you questioned slightly shocked at how good the room looked. maybe some part of him was all mushy.

you walked around the room looking at the decorations.

“im glad you like it, princess” michael told watching you gaze around the room. as he was folding the blindfold to put up, he heard you say; “ready for your gift?”.

you were laying on your back looking down as robby lapped you up.

“oh fuck.” you sighed at the feeling of his nose nudging against your clit. robby was naked laying on his stomach, his hands hooked under your thighs, with his face buried between your them.

he didn’t say anything other than the occasional “fuck”.

you reached down to guide his head over to where you wanted it. “you taste amazing, baby.” he told as he placed his fingers on top of your nub and started rubbing.

“shit.” you whined tilting your head back against the bedframe. it wasn’t long before you heard a string of groans slip from robby’s mouth.

you thought it was restrained arousal but soon found out, it wasn’t so restrained. michael had been jerking off the entire time. from the looks of it, he was pretty ruined.

“wait no, i want us to finish together.” you whined in a tone that told just how fucked out you were.

michael erupted in a hearty chuckle before ceasing his touch to himself. “alright princess, it’s all about you tonight anyhow.”.

since he had two free hands now, he leeched his mouth onto your clit, and slid two fingers in you.

“oh my god!” you exclaimed at the sensation of both; his mouth and fingers working together.

the man licked and sucked with a quickly, his fingers moving the same pace. “oh fuck” you’d moan arching your back and throwing your arm across your eyes.

he gazed up from between your legs and smirked when he seen you.

“please keep going, please” you begged feeling the pending orgasm. robby heard your plea and continued his ministrations, he just upped the pace a bit.

his mouth was now sucking vigorously while his fingers worked overtime to bring you to your orgasm.

“right there, mikey. keep going please!” you sound exasperated. you were so close, robby could feel it.

and just as he figured, you ended up cumming..on his beard.

he didn’t mind.

he resumed his masturbating while you watched as his hand worked quickly along his length. he’d sputter broken sentences and curses before finishing on your pussy.

“oh damn,” the man started “looks like i have to clean you up.” with a smug grin on face that told he wasn’t as remorseful as he sounded.

[decayingearf]

hii boo! i love your writing! i love every piece of work you’ve ever written! you’re truly an amazing writer! but if it’s okay with you, i’m coming here to ask for a little bit of advice; and i figured you were a great person to ask! you write for countless of other fandoms and ships so i was wondering how’d you decide you wanted to?

let me rephrase that, how’d you get the courage to? i’ve always wanted to write for other fandoms, characters, or celebrities but ive always felt like since ive made my account based upon the sinners community that my core audience wouldn’t really interact with my works unless i was writing fics that pertained to sinners. and it’s been making me not want to write them even though i’ve been itching to write for other fandoms.

not saying i would be abandoning the sinners community, i love the community so much. i love the movie— i watch it so much, ive watched it twice this week. and most importantly i love the characters and i legit dream about smoke and stack DAILY. but i do think it would be fun to write for someone else.

example would be chris evans; i have a unhealthy obsession with that man. but yet; i don’t think my followers would like that being that ive basically built my audience around the sinners community. another example would be david corenswet but specifically in the superman move. and i’ve literalllyyy have had a rome flynn fic and also a cameron cade fic sitting in my drafts for MONTHS.

but like i said i just do not think my audience would like if i switched it up; and its kind of hurting my creativity when it comes to writing. i have a short attention span so when i write about something too long; or i write in a ship too long it becomes boring per se.. especially when ive written and have come up with a million different plots!

so i find myself itching to write in a different fandom so i can gain my creativity and confidence back so that way i wont get burnt out on writing in the sinners community because i do LOVE writing for smoke and stack! but like i said im a bit self conscious about it. i really just need to know like how did you do it? and tell me if i’m being dramatic! i do not mind at all!

hi sweetie, thank you so much for enjoying all of my works!

i felt this same way when i first switched so, if i could give any advice it’d be to just do it!

i worried so much about if i would lose followers but i didn’t. the key to me getting my followers to be so comfortable with the switch would be; writing for trending topics.

the easiest way to transition ever is to write for a trending show/movie or a timeless character (ex: batman; its still so many batman movies coming out, he’s timeless.)

my current trending topic is the pitt, it came out last year and it’s still trending (due to the new season).

so maybe start off with a show you’ve heard alot of talk about.

or a timeless character, if that’s easier.

trust me, more of your followers like the things that you do, you just have to show them that you like those things too!

idk who you are but, im sure you’ll be amazing at switching who you write for and i am excited to read it (tag me pls!).

🩷

[decayingearf]

my reqs are back open guys!!

[pyraomen]

“barbie has a great day everyday, but ken only has a great day if barbie looks at him.” literally frank and bimbo!reader. like imagine you stopping by the pitt with goodies for the crew. langdon would usually be the first to greet you, but his hands are tied in surgery and he didn’t get a chance to see you.

[decayingearf]

okay so like im gonna jump his bones

[ridingreeves]

Happy black history month my queens and kings

[decayingearf]

forgot to tell yall!

black is beautiful, black is success, and black is excellent! never forget that.

lightskin, brownskin, darkskin, whatever! we’re all black and that’s the beauty of it, we come in different shades.

[decayingearf]

hii, i can’t find your profile on c.ai </33

hi hi, i decided to delete my cai account!

[pyraomen]

can we get bimbo!reader with mr sexy man (robby 😉)?!

“i get wet at the thought of you” — when bimbo!reader gets wet around robby and he teases her about it . . . next time bring another pair!

﹙ thought, drabble, 18+, sexual themes, spanking, lowkey asshole!robby, cocky!robby, HR needs to be called, fluids mentioned. ﹚

“holy shit,” he let out a huff that carried equal parts disbelief and crooked amusement. his grip tightened just slightly as his gaze dragged over you. “i honestly didn’t think you were serious, baby.”

“not funny mikey,” you slurred, words tumbling together as you squirmed instinctively against his hand, your knees threatening to give out beneath you. the sharp smack against your ass pulled a low, helpless whimper from your throat.

“stay still,” he warned, voice calm and deliberate, fingers firm where they held you in place. “I’m trying to admire this.”

and he truly was. your pink scrubs were pooled uselessly around your ankles, fabric abandoned at your feet as your legs trembled. he watched, unhurried, in no rush, as warmth soaked through your white laced panties, the darkened patch spreading and impossible to miss. the sight alone had him lingering, taking his time, savoring the way your body gave you away even when you tried to protest.

robby clicked his tongue softly, amusement curling at the edges of his mouth as he leaned back just enough to take you in. “wow,” he murmured, shaking his head like he’d just been proven right about something. “look at you. can’t stop soaking your panties.”

you tried to pull away again, mortified heat crawling up your neck, but he only laughed under his breath. “hey. easy.” he said, voice low and mocking. “you’re the one who dragged in the bathroom with you. couldn’t stop staring at me while we were working. remember, we have to get back soon sweetheart.”

your stomach dropped when the reality hit, and he caught it instantly. his grin widened. “oh no,” he teased. “don’t tell me you didn’t bring another pair of panties.”

the silence was answer enough.

he hummed, clearly entertained. “so that means,” he continued slowly, savoring every word, “you’re gonna spend the rest of your shift like that. walking around, doing rounds, trying to act all professional.” his eyes flicked back up to your face. “completely ruined and i haven’t even fucked you.”

your groaned, burying your face in your hands, and he laughed outright this time. “hey,” he said, brushing past you toward the door, utterly unbothered. “think of it as motivation to finish up early. or a reminder for what i do to you.”

he paused, glancing back over his shoulder with a final smirk. “don’t worry baby. i’ll be thinking about it all day too. maybe send me some pictures, if you want me to leave early with you.”

A/N : YALL WANT ME TO CONTINUE???😛

[decayingearf]

GO READ THIS RN