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Freedom is choice

Love is freedom

And you are a constant decision

I would have to make for the rest of my life

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#spilled thoughts #spilled everything #a bit random #cheers #spilled feelings #midnight thoughts #oh to love and be loved

To simply exist just because one’s been born…

#90s anime #if you know you know #same energy #existential angst #help lol #life is strange

#soul searching #spilled thoughts #spilled everything #cheers #what is sleep #random shit

Instead of anxiety

give me love

Instead of depression

grant me comfort

Instead of emptiness

fill my soul with softness and love

Please do not touch me with your cold hands

Enwrap me in your warmth

#spilled everything #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #a bit random #spilled ink

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Here we are again this crossroad again passing the beginning and collecting nothing A chance card is all we have Maybe this time Maybe not Here we are again Dejavu... my friend.

Same time last year. Same person. Same situation. We never learn, do we?

#repeating pattern #lost cause #spilled everything #spilled feelings #what the fuck #realization #mind blown

Signing off.

#i dont chase i attract #cheers #to feel something #life is weird #into the void

#black and white #a bit random #into the void #lost forever #spilled thoughts #spilled everything #photography #one liner #life is strange #waiting game

O V E R t h i n k i n g . . . .

The tragedy is there's a prison in my mind all the thoughts that lurk there are ones I wish were never mine they etch into my heart the scars I wear so bright They whisper wicked stories of things that never happened or maybe things that did things that shouldn't create ripples in the current in my life but here I lay in bed stuck awake at night eyes cutting blankly through the nothingness of my cold and dark bedroom

#my last goodbye #thinking out loud #things that make me think #move forward #alone but not lonely #nothing to see here #empty soul

My death will be liberating. And I do not say that in the sense that I am going to find a cliff and take a good jump-off. No. I am just trying to find a clever way to tell you that I do not know what is going to happen next. You see, there is a fine line between dreaming and mortality and I am finding out for myself that being in love does not always involve being awake. And for my sake I fall in love with daydreams, nightmares, hazy realities and the hung-over idea of not being enough. It is all out of my hands. It is all out of time. And the only thing I have left to do, now, is decide.

#take a risk #gamble on the unknown #what is it #take what resonates #11122 #3721 #308 days #im still here #from a distance #from now on #black and white

i find that i write the best just after a fight just after i've cried just after the tears have fallen doesn't matter what story it is happy, sad, mysterious funny, tragic, ridiculous i will always write it well because any story i write after a fight, after i've cried is a story that gives me the most comfort because any fiction is better than this. ☮

#i forgive you #peacewithin #nothing to hide #spilled thoughts #spilled everything #a bit random #life is weird #spilled feelings #random though of the day

I do not love you

Just for the sake of loving.

But because you have given me

Tranquility on days

Where I have given up on myself.

#fromsincerely #spilled thoughts #spilled everything #spilled feelings #unconditional surrender #me my thoughts and i #rebirth #my antidote

When people are done using you, you're trash in their eyes. All the things you've done for them, gone. Like it's never happened. They'll treat you like a king/queen, but once you've served your purpose, it's like you never existed.

A taste of my personal hell.

Unoriginal original real life story of an introvert who can't express herself. So here she is.

A continental fuck you to ya'll users of the universe.

What a waste of space.

#rage #spilled thoughts #spilled everything #life is weird #cheers #world full of madness #january rage #new year? fuck that

Tbh, I just really hate talking/speaking in general. LOL

#oniisama e #90s anime #anime aesthetic #a bit random #introversion #alone but not lonely #cheers #life is weird

I can't explain where all my love for you came from. It's as if we once raised a child, baby fingers gripping pinkies, or died together on a bed of dandelions. It's as if I were the moon and you were the sun. Always convincing each other the next day was worth rising for. And when I was too caught up in being the ocean, you never forgot to remind me what your earth felt like. I don't know if we'll finally collide in this century, but I am certain I have loved you in more than a thousand different lifetimes...

#you'll come back to yourself #sun and moon #my euphoria

I think that if you find that person, that is like almost your twin, but also like the perfect balance of being really similar to you, but also having elements of themselves that you don't have and so that they can teach you and also like somebody that you admire and somebody that respects you and genuinely just like.. loves you. I think it's really hard these days to find somebody that really just like, loves you for you and like not wishy washy and isn't just gonna pick up and leave the next day. It's hard to find that... but when you find that, I think that's the stuff that lasts forever.

#spilled everything #spilled thoughts #spilled feelings #thinking out loud #whats up #whats down

One step at a time

#november rain #spilled thoughts #a bit random #clean up #share your music #songs that make me feel things #spotify #Spotify

What do you call it when someone says they love you and wants to kill you at the same time?

#spilled thoughts #what is it #get help #slashers #not random #something else #help lol

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