we crushed it

clear eyes, full hearts, can't lose.

[declan--hart-blog]

TEXT ✉ DECLAN

victor: i wasn't actually being serious, declan.

declan: jeez, i was only kidding. what's up?

[theflashok]

I’ll try harder.

[declan--hart-blog]

Let’s just not rush into anything, okay? Do you want to come over?

[declan--hart-blog]

TEXT ✉ (DECLAN)

victor: not really

declan: i doubt it's going to fall off.

[declan--hart-blog]

TEXT ✉ (DECLAN)

victor: i hate this weather, my dick is gonna freeze off ):

declan: that's a bit dramatic, don't you think?

[theflashok]

I know that.

[declan--hart-blog]

So how do we fix it?

[theflashok]

Why not? Do I need to come over there and get on my knees and beg? Cause I will.

[declan--hart-blog]

No. I’m just saying things aren’t going to magically be okay and better between us just because we get back together.

[theflashok]

Yeah, I do. I’m tired of missing you so much it hurts.

[declan--hart-blog]

It’s not that easy to just get back together.

[theflashok]

Maybe because we’re not meant to be done.

[declan--hart-blog]

Do you really believe that?

[theflashok]

No you don’t..

[declan--hart-blog]

Every time you’re hurt or upset, I keep coming around to try to fix it even though I keep saying I’m done with you.

[theflashok]

What? Why would he think you’re pathetic? I thought you two were friends or whatever.

[declan--hart-blog]

Because I keep chasing after you.

[theflashok]

Well they’re not important right?

[declan--hart-blog]

Well, one of them is Victor. He’s kind of important. He hasn’t said it in so many words, but I can tell when he’s thinking. 

[fallonwesley-blog]

You’d think so, I’ve been out with a few randoms, but no one wants to. Ever since I got here, is there something wrong with me? Do I scream psycho at first glance?

[declan--hart-blog]

It might have something to do with who your dad is.

[theflashok]

That’s not true.

[declan--hart-blog]

Some people do.

[theflashok]

People only think good things about you, Declan.

[declan--hart-blog]

I doubt it. People think I’m pathetic.

[theflashok]

I don’t care at this point. Doesn’t matter what people think about me.

[declan--hart-blog]

I admire you for that attitude. I really wish I could think like that.

[theflashok]

Whatever it’s more her fault then yours I guess.

[declan--hart-blog]

It’s okay. She probably won’t tell anyone else, at the very least.

[theflashok]

I do ignore her. But obviously I couldn’t avoid her this time.

[declan--hart-blog]

I’m sorry.