"Exactly!" Sophie said in a matter-of-fact tone, looking at Declan as if heâd said the most simple-minded thing in the world. "I canât be having you going off and having fun without me, now can I? You know how I hate hearing about adventures second-hand. Iâd much rather have the fun myself." She leaned forward a bit more, her mouth twisted into a wry smile, watching the barman from under her eyelashes.
It was hardly a secret that Sophie was one to chase fun in any form. Though the quieter truth was the girlâs long game may involve a certain scruffy young man who owned a local pub. Luke had his suspicions, of course, but her Aunt Margaret was the only one who knew the truth.
At Declanâs mention of Colleen, though, Sophie was pulled from her smirks, instead rolling her eyes and leaning back in her chair as she took another swig of the whiskey in front of her. âYeah, yeah, weâve all heard the tale of Miss Colleen of County Cork. Rings on her fingers, bells on her toes, the whole nine yards.â She shook her head and laughed gently along with Declan.
"But itâs true. Anyone who knows anything knows that Iâm your best girl now. Too bad youâve still got half of Belfast running against you, too all these years on.â Sophie teased right back, grin softening into a mock expression of innocence, as she clasped her hands in front of her chest. âOoh me true love! Tell me, are ye well? Where have ye been for so long? Iâve been knocking on your door and ringing on your bell fer ages! Come on out and have a drink at the pub, will ye?â She crowed, accent thickening past the soft twinge Sophie always carried from Mum and Da both before devolving into laughter once more.
"Iâm telling you, Albert Mooney keeps saying heâs bound to leave Ireland to come here and snatch me up before anyone else does. Itâs only that the PSNI has such a great need of him that keeps him from my side." Sophieâs eyes twinkled as she took another long swig of Jameson. "So youâd better be on your best behavior, sir, if you intend to keep your best girl loyal to ya."
The girl shook her head at his question about Saoirse though. âNo, at least not much. You might have mentioned her once or twice, but never told me anything about her.â Sophie narrowed her eyes and pointed a finger in Declanâs face, her own expression serious. âYouâre quite secretive about your life, Mister Byrnes. Itâs very distressing for someone who deals in secrets, you know. And Iâm not sure I approve of this âkeeping you out of troubleâ business. If you stay out of trouble, how in the hell am I ever going to be allowed within five feet of you?â She grinned at him, though it slowly faded as Declan explained about bringing her over for dinner.
Saoirse couldnât know about her father. Couldnât know about the work her father did⊠By extension, couldnât know about her or the life she wanted. Wouldnât understand. Had to be protected.Â
"I get itâŠ" She said quietly, half-smiling at Declan before staring down at her drink. "People have to be kept safe." Sophie raised her glass again, mumbling into the whiskey: "whether or not they even want to be."
But Declanâs quick shift back to teasing certainly helped pull Sophie away from the black place thinking about âsafetyâ always sent her. She laughed a little, rolling her eyes at him and smirking. âIf I remember correctly, someone has a tendency to over pour my drinks and start up certain Irish jigs in order to coerce a certain young lady into performing step routines on the bar.â Sophie replied, raising an eyebrow.
Itâd happened quite a few times since she mentioned taking step dancing classes when she was younger to Declan a few months ago. And, to be honest, Sophie was never quite as drunk as she made out to be when asked.
"If thatâs what youâre referring to as âfun,â my loyal little pup, then I suppose youâre correct. Though I still stand by my suggestion that you make room for a proper dance floor. Perhaps then youâd get a slightly younger and ah, less violent crowd than you have now.â She smiled, glancing about at the other Connoghan crews lounging about. âJust a suggestion. Iâm sure you hardly need my help promoting the place, though. Have Ned do it for you, if youâre so enamored with his ideals.â
Sophie preened a little at Nedâs description of her, a pleased smile settling over her face. âFace of an angel, Mind of a devil⊠I like it. But a shame that everyone seems to forget that the Devil was an angel too.â She teased. âSo really Iâm an angel on all fronts. Put that on my tombstone instead. âDaughter, and All-Around Angel.â Maybe with an angel and a devil watching over me. Itâll be perfect. I so hope youâll come leave me flowers on my birthday every year. Perhaps even shed a tear or two? Just to water the plants, yâknow. All I ask.â
Yet Sophie quietly ignored Declan when he insisted that her father knew what he was doing. Maybe it was true, but Sophie just wished that Luke would let her in on the plans. It was her birthright. The torch should have been passed to her when Sean disappeared all those years ago. But instead she continued to have doors slammed in her face and well-meaning men telling her that they knew what they were doing, that everything would be all right. And yet her mother was dead. Because of stupid, stupid men.
"This is true. And what more could anyone need than a good shot of Jameson to keep you warm at night?" She finally said, trying to force a smile, force herself away from the anger boiling inside her gut. "Give me a good whiskey over a plate of pasta any day. Doesnât make you half the friends that a good drink does, aye?" Sophie teased, draining the refilled glass in one fell swoop, turning it over as she slammed it on the counter and gave Declan a mad grin. "Especially when youâre a pretty lady who can hold her whiskey better than anyone else."
"And if Saoirse can convince you to not only clean up a dish, but also go out and buy curtains, I think she may just be a saint." She laughed, winking at Declan. "From the little Iâve seen of your flat, cleaning up the place to make it livable is quite a feat. And even moreso to convince you to do it yourself."
But as Sophie sat in silence for a beat or two as she pulled her hair up into a messy bun, an idea popped into her head, snapping Sophieâs gaze up to Declanâs with a wild, mischievous grin. âWait, what if you brought Saoirse to dinner at my apartment? Iâll give Nanny OâSullivan the slip and cook up a feast for the three of us. No mention of Da or the Connoghans, or anything remotely to do with the family. Itâll be fun. I havenât had a real party with friends in⊠well, ever.â Sophie subconsciously reached out and put a hand over Declanâs, smiling up at him with an honest hope. âPlease? Iâd really like to make sure your sister feels at home here. Even if she canât know who will be watching out for her. Besides, if she hasnât gone yet, we could take her to the Commons. Iâm only a few blocks away, and itâs beautiful this time of year.â