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DECOMPOSITED // a multimuse rp blog, featuring characters from a variety of media. low activity, selective, 18+ followers only, and frequently headcanon based/canon-divergent. written by toast.
hey friendsss i'm planning a comeback i promise!! new silent hill game and fortnitemares just consumed my life lol
this week (and part of next) is the convention i was preparing for soo that's why i still haven't been around. i'll be back soon!!
wow wow last week totally got away from me, haha... i do want to do some more starters i have plans for. but full disclosure, i'm kinda busy this week and also i'm prepping for a vacation/con trip at the end of august so that's taking priority over writing a bit.
@stillgrows | for sam.
Sam’s shelter was still a mess. At least from the entrance at the top of the stairs, it looked even worse than when he last visited. There was a suspicious addtion: a set of inky handprints trailing lopsidedly down the steps.
What reason would a BT have to be all the way down here? And how did they even get in?
A new set of noises, too; ones that would become apparent as the path was followed.
The record player was on, left playing despite the lack of music. The record was skipping in place again, a metronome. Water splashed distantly—was the sink on?
And there was a voice.
It couldn’t quite be called singing, as it was quiet and tuneless enough to scarcely be a whisper. The kind of cautious and absorbed meandering made simply to fill silence as one completed a task.
“—So I just did me some talk-ing to the sun. And I said I didn't like the way he got things...done…”
The source of the voice would be revealed whenever Sam saw past the threshold.
Neil Vana, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, washing dishes at the sink. Truly, some things needed to be seen to be believed.
And apparently, he hadn’t expected Sam to show up just yet. He suddenly fell silent as his head swiveled to look at Sam, expression caught somewhere between self consciousness and deer in the headlights.
“Oh. Hello?”
The state of the room made it clear what he’d been up to, more or less. The lighting had been switched back to its non-emergency state, much of the trash had been bagged and left to the side of the living space. Lou’s toys had seemingly been left untouched. And Neil had been kind enough to leave any and all tar at the door.
His suit jacket being thrown over the back of one of the dining chairs was another incongruous touch, as if he was saving a space that he was never intended to occupy in the first place.
i'm going to talk tarman (who also might live in my head) into letting neil onto the magellan in the postgame because he seems like a very nice young man
death stranding 2 be like
NICE CAT OF THE WEEK: Neil. Held hands nicely :)
NAUGHTY CAT OF THE WEEK: Higgs. BIT MY ASS!!!!!!!
did sam get to see all this nonsense and is he ever going to ask neil what that was for
hi everyone, this is your free warning to block/mute/whatever "#death stranding spoilers //" and "#death stranding 2 spoilers //" because i WILL be doing ds starters and you are in big trouble if plot twists get spoiled for you and you blame it on me
i'm working on finishing my playthrough of death stranding 2. but after that i might have some surprises for people here. hehe
sorry i've been gone! i've been spending time on interests other than being on the internet all the time. like reading more books, catching up on tv shows, growing plants, etc. getting ~inspiration~ or whatever. i hope you all are doing well! can't promise when i'll be back, but eh, i have aspirations.
“ Hey, let me help you with that. ” Kaveh is quick to take some of Collei's load, taking one of the larger serving dishes from off the kitchen counter before the girl can reach for it herself.
The dishes aren't necessarily heavy. Someone of Collei's age and size should be able to carry them without any trouble. Still, Kaveh can't help but want to take on some of the burden himself.
The architect is well aware of Tighnari's instructions to not allow her to carry anything that could break if dropped. Were the chief forest ranger in the kitchen with them and not in the dining room on the other side of the door, it's likely he wouldn't have let Collei carry any of the food out period.
However, Kaveh is not Tighnari and noticeably lacks the same level of rationale his friend has. Therefore he'll let Collei take out anything she wants out of the smaller dishes. If the food falls, Kaveh can always make more. If one of the expensive dishes breaks, well -- Kaveh's going to stay optimistic about that.
@decomposited did not ask for a starter and yet
“Mr. Kaveh, I'm not sure if it's such a good idea…” For me to carry anything. Collei wanted to say, but her voice trailed off, and she found herself rubbing self-consciously at the bandage on her left wrist.
Of course, her sleeves covered those bandages, and surely the architect didn’t know about her health, did he? She understood that Master wouldn’t tell anyone without her permission, but she still worried. Really, Collei worried most of the time. If it wasn’t about this, it was about something else.
She realized she had her serious thinking face on, and instead put on a bright smile. “Thank you!” she chirped, playing up the situation as if she’d been concerned about carrying the dish he ended up choosing.
It was her turn to choose something now, and Collei cast a scrutinizing gaze over the assorted foods. Her pick ended up being a bowl of rice: not too heavy, and not too difficult to replace if she were to make a mess of things.
Collei lifted it carefully, and took care not to show in her expression how tightly her fingers were clenched into claws on it. She had to hold it strongly, so that her current bad hand wouldn’t get any funny ideas. (Some days—or weeks, or months—it was a bad leg, or a bad arm. The Eleazar had a mind of its own, and she adapted with it.)
“A-and thank you for inviting me!” Collei added, as she trailed after him. She’d never been to Kaveh’s house before, and found the whole thing terribly exciting. Well…even if Alhaitham said it was his house. Didn’t the house belong to both of them? She personally wasn't very sure of the details, but quite happy to be there nonetheless.
"You're running yourself ragged, Doctor." Despite the chiding innate to the comment, there was something quiet about them as Dottore fussed over some of the finer mechanics of their hand and wrist. They had recently been granted the position of Sixth of the Harbingers and put on standby, but an injury from their final trip to the Abyss hadn't been repaired quite right. It had been bothering them for well over a week, that small bit of new resistance in the movement of their right hand; Dottore had likened it to a jammed finger.
Sitting this close to him, it was easier to see the evidence of the unrelenting passage of time. The dark circles weren't unusual, but now they enhanced and were enhanced by fine lines around his eyes. "Don't forget you're human." Don't forget you're fragile. It was difficult for the divine puppet to gauge the passage of time on its own given how free from its shackles they were, but that wasn't accounting for the added temporal instability of the Abyss. How much time had truly passed here between all their expeditions? How old was Dottore now? Despite themself, they reached their left hand out across themself to lightly trail their fingertips beneath his eye, where those fine lines were most concentrated.
“Ragged? Hardly.” Dottore didn’t even dignify their concerns with a glance in their direction. This was work on such a delicate scale that it would be beyond anyone with lesser skills. It required his full focus as his hands deftly adjusted artifical tendons and ligaments with tools that would be better suited for a jeweler.
“You aren’t often occupied with my humanity. Or has your new promotion endowed you with some beneficence?” he said, unable to keep the sneer out of his voice. Always superior, weren’t they?
His tunnel vision was to his own detriment, however, as he was surprised to feel something alight beneath his eye—delicate as the wing of a butterfly, but tense, persistent. It was Scaramouche, he realized, as he pulled back slightly from the touch in surprise and finally looked upon the perpretator.
They were examining him. It began to make sense when he reached that conclusion. Undoubtedly, time had continued to move for him whilst they were in the Abyss. In all likelihood, he was perhaps the first person who they had actually seen change as the years passed.
For them, it was a curiosity. But for him, it was yet another reminder of the vast divide between the two of them. He so dearly wished he could be like them. Untouched by time, unchanging and resolute. But his nature betrayed him.
Someday soon, that would change. But at this moment, that time seemed so far away.
The Doctor sighed, and withdrew his hands from their wrist. The instruments were set on the table. He canted his head forward, giving them implicit permission to continue.
VISIONS. they are a light in the sea of darkness. but for those who have faith, they are little more than badges of conviction.
genshin multimuse | as told by dove.
"I find it difficult to imagine any theories related to buildings would be of interest to anyone here." To those like the two of them, at least—to those focused on mechanical construction, on facsimiles of natural life. A still building was, well, horribly dull by nature. She agreed with him there.
But then the energy changed. Suddenly he was a cornered animal on the defensive, ready to go on the offensive. Even with his mask on, she could see the subtle shifts of the expression he attempted to wrestle control of back to neutrality. He didn't do a great job; even if his facial expression was under control, his posture remained rigid. A coil ready to spring.
"You have preconceived notions of a scholar you as an individual never met. Whether those notions stemmed from you specifically or you as a piece of someone else ultimately doesn't matter; trying to dissect those thoughts to find a lone source would be a fruitless endeavor.
"But... any judgment toward your fellow segments could only come from you specifically, as the history and consciousness that stemmed from Zandik was taken from him before your creation. Which makes me wonder if that same level of criticism is extended to them from you, or if it only exists in you directed to a stranger based on the feelings of the one who came prior. It's a simple question, really. There's no need to be so defensive."
It didn’t matter if Sandrone was picking up on exactly how he felt. She should be aware there were consequences for prodding at things she shouldn’t understand. This train of thought was touching on things he would rather leave unspoken.
He wanted to be eloquent. But his words were not eloquent; they were sharp and hurried and direct.
“To you, perhaps, it is simple. I have no idea how complex your mind—if it could be said that you have one—is. As such, you may be creating a distinction where some ambiguity exists by nature.” There was an evasiveness to how he spoke, distracting and circling around the point in question.
“I am solitary, and yet I am part of a whole. Like a facet of a gemstone.” Like a shard of a broken mirror. “A great deal of the human experience is conflict with oneself. So, would you ascribe my feelings to an individual ‘me’, or to the greater ‘self’?”
Couching his contrariness in existentialism was yet another way to put up a barrier between him and Sandrone. It likely wasn’t enough to keep her from prodding, but repeating the same ideas that had been entrenched in his own psyche was a way to comfort himself, to take refuge.
“...And I don’t understand why you keep using that name,” he added, one final jab. As if she didn’t get the right to. It felt too…personable. Borderline sacrilegious (and yes, he realized how hypocritical that was). He avoided it, they avoided it...it just wasn't something one used in reference to The Doctor.
realized i should probably drop voice acting thoughts for epsilon, because even if he's more of an oc, we do have scenes for some comparison for different segments ingame. so uh...mild spoilers for people who haven't done the sumeru quests.
epsilon sounds more like the segment who talks with tighnari (so, younger, a bit less ominous) than the omega build from dottore's official intro. he's not that polite if he's not trying, so eh, maybe somewhere between the two in tone.
Finally, the Marionette blinked. It was a slow and deliberate break of her unsettling eye contact, followed by an even firmer break when her eyes focused on the book in question. One of Zandik's classmates, she corrected in her thoughts only. This was where her interest lay: the line between segment and creator seemed nonexistent at some times, and yet staunch and clear in others. In personality, the Epsilon build was quite different from Il Dottore beyond, at least in that he lacked the composure.
"Is it as juvenile as you anticipated? You seem to be a ways through it." She smiled faintly, a barely there ripple of amusement across her doll-like countenance. "I'm sure you've formed your judgment already. Are you as critical of the other segments?"
Sandrone asked the question like it was nothing—and, to her, it was. Truthfully, none of this impacted her in any way.
Except it did. The answers may very well have meant everything, depending on what they were. There was something growing in her. It was new, and it was terrifying. For how long had she existed as she was? For how long had she questioned nothing, allowed herself to be moved per Alain's whims?
Why now?
When she blinked, it was not like a person. It was an affectation, an imitation, not something necessary. Another way to toy with expectations. Epsilon found himself uncomfortably aware of his own eyelids as they closed and opened, unbidden.
“Frankly, I’m not sure if it’s worth finishing. Buildings were never my—our—area of interest. And the theories proposed are dull, to put it lightly.” The book was not as humorously bad as he had hoped, as the author had improved with age and experience. This had removed the vast majority of “fun” (if there was any to be found at all) from the activity.
He should have guessed that she had other pursuits than just interest in his opinion. Sandrone’s follow-up question reached him, and his lip curled reflexively. Her words were plainly composed in such a way as to test him for something, but its meaning was beyond him. And that uncertainty created a reaction like a cornered animal baring its fangs.
Epsilon attempted to wrangle his expression back to neutrality as soon as he realized his face was doing something, with limited success. “Critical of them in what way?” he asked, guarded.
“Judging the quality of our individual work is part of our purpose. Critique comes with that. Unless you meant in a more…personal sense.” He made sure the bookmark was in place and snapped the book shut, setting it aside. He wasn’t going to be reading any further in this environment.
Epsilon’s posture was tense, all his attention centered on Sandrone. If she wanted to have a talk, she was going to get one.