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It's interesting how if I speak in any casual way about oppression I face then I must support it. If I joke about an essay I write where I mention being seen as a rapist than that means I must be a rapist. If I love myself and am proud of myself for my disorder than I must want to harm people.

If I hear disability pride and opt for the support of disabled people than I must support CSA.

Any choice I make is the worst one in the worst faith and you mustn't ever ask me about it.

You didn't learn a damn thing about me. You choose a few traits and pretend they happened so you could misgender me and publicize private ways to contact me

Anyway. For the record, I don't identify as a rapist and there has yet to be any evidence I do, and i have studies defending my opinions on disordered Paraphilias. If you want them then reach out, you'll have more luck with my wasp blog though.

Also, perrio, if you're reading this, I know when you misgender me on your Tumblr. Get over the internalized racism you projected onto me and also actually use my pronouns. It will do you good, I promise. I'm here if you want to ask me anything, but I'll never be your friend again.

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Sure I would fuck a bullet hole but don't we all fuck holes?

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Look brother, as an anti-RQ, y'all, the way you separate good radqueer (minor who's being groomed) vs bad (adult, grooming) is a weird ass binary. I cannot stop imagining a 17 year old radqueer turning 18 and immediately being told to kill themselves by someone expressing sympathy 20 minutes before. It's just so incredibly funny to me. Not that being radqueer is good.

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[ajolteonnamedsparky]

LITERALLY MEEEEE <3

[deepestsearchwarrent-found94]

"why do I feel so bad"

the 1560 MG caffeine floating though my body could be behind it

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Thinking about when someone left a reply to one of my posts that's 23.7 percent longer than the post itself in which they completely miss a point I directly said word for word and then compared me to a cis woman

[isuggestforcemasc]

good morning to tragedy fans, fat people, people with psychosis, neopronouns users, autistic people, people who can’t drive, trans people, men and mascs, and single dads. the rest of you go figure

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AND INTERSEX PEOPLE. WE CAN’T FORGET ABOUT INTERSEX PEOPLE.

[isuggestforcemasc]

Top funniest additions to my posts

[fizzywatercan]

"noo that's my comfort slur used by transmeds to bully nonbinary teens because they 'aren't trans enough' 🥺🥺🥺" "nooo that's my comfort acronym that puts nonbinary people into binary boxes and completely ignores the existence of intersex people 🥺🥺"

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All I do is sew and paint nowadays. I mean sometimes I work ig

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First and foremost:

My apologies go out to trans women, GNC trans men, and non-binary people who I implied got the long end of the stick, and that I neglected to acknowledge the impact of these ideas on them. That was unintentional and wrong of me, I will do better in the future to be more aware and more diligent to make my ideas accurate to the world beyond me. This was a failure of mine and not something to be excused, ignored, or justified. I'm sorry, and I hope I'll do better in the future, whether I'm forgiven or not. This wasn't something called out, but something I've noticed in that essay on my own and that I thought should be addressed.

However:

I will not apologize for siding with disabled people, for siding with science, for siding with the oppressed.

I will not apologize for loving people with the 'wrong' symptoms.

I will not apologize for loving myself even though I have violent impulses I don't act on. I won't apologize for an emotion I haven't acted on since middle school when Im a damn grown man.

I won't apologize for being abhorrent or dirty or dangerous or perverted or freaky because I support things that harm no one.

I won't apologize for trusting what the scientists and doctors say over a vague Tumblr post that wasn't even explicitly about the topic at hand. For trusting the doctors and scientists over a person who's thoughts are based on emotions and the first 10 words of an essay they didn't read rather than the abundance of knowledge and science available to them.

I will not apologize for acknowledging how I was treated for transitioning. I will only apologize for seemin self centered in who it applied too

[deepestsearchwarrent-found94]

Several real people decided I real identified as a real rapist because of this essay. And out of all the things you could say about this essay, that it's unintentionally exosexist, that it is unintentionally transmisogynistic, that it throws people under the Buss, that it's more of a word vomit than any actual sharing of real ideas, that it's reused thoughts taken from other people more intelligent than I (all valid criticisms and I'm working on rewriting it. None of it was intended to be read that way when I wrote it but that doesn't negate it), you instead went with the idea that I must actually be a real life rapist? That I must actually harm people because I speak on my transition being used as a reason to harm me?

They block evaded to publicly post private ways to contact me (against my will) instead of asking a follow up question.

It's the main reason I was gone so long. I may not return under this pseudonym and if I ever do come back under a new one don't expect me to claim this space, nor anything I did here.

But since I guess it's a requirement. I will publicly say: I am anti rape, I am anti violent crime. I am a pacifist and utilitarian at heart, that will not change.

Including this in transandrophobia tags as this was directly related to that

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every time someone says only low support needs can consent I'm going to have sloppy gay sex with a neurotypical

let's see how big the orgy gets

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I just think it's interesting the moment im open about being intersex I get a bunch more anon hate and people immediately don't think I have a leg in trans conversations. More than happy to weed out these people though, I knew playing the part of a peri-trans person would benefit me but my god

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It's so funny when someone replies to me and then blocks me before I can see, brother I can't see it, brother u left

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The interesting thing about my ASPD is you might think that me getting into a bunch of fights on tiktok makes me seem passionate, but I'm really just so fucking bored. I used to argue both for and against the same topic in like the same comment section just with different people because it's fun to pick their arguments apart

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The best part about having a drug addiction is not being infantilized for being a trans man anymore, the worst part...,., the horrors

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Casual reminder, not you or anybody else can accurately explain the inherent difference between trans men and cis men without being transphobic, transandrophobic, transmisogynistic, intersexist, homophobic, or otherwise bigoted!

"well socially" you must be a miserable person if you think no matter what, no matter when, no matter how trans people will always be discriminated against, that or you didn't look at the post, either way I (and arguably the fight for human rights) have no place for you here.

"well biologically trans men have X" woah, intersexism. Not always, and some cis men have it. And ratio, and blocked

"but hormone levels" brother I like don't care. You are also intersexist and also wrong and also ratioed and also blocked.