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an0rexic autumn bitch 🍂🗝️☕️🕰️📜
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i wanna cry in someones arms while they tell me everything will be okay (not my family)
Every time I look in a mirror: fat
Every time I move: fat
Every time I eat: fat
My hands, my chin, my arms: fat
My thighs and hips: disgustingly obese
My reflection: a blob of fat trying to shape itself into a person
I don’t even look human
I’m so sad, I wanna die. I’m slowly losing everything that makes my life worth living. But I can’t die looking like this. I’ve let myself get so disgusting, I can’t even bare to look at myself anymore. It’s repulsive, I’m repulsive. Just a disgusting ugly thing. I’ve gone back to working on it in the last few weeks, but I have a long way to go before I’m close to having a tolerable body.
vioment relapse jm so faaaat
why dooes my brain think i need food again, goddamn i fed you 18 hours ago, if ur hungry eat some of that fat sitting in my thighs or something
I want to get as worse as possible
*feels like absolute shit about my appearance*
*proceeds to consume 5000 calories to cope with said feeling*
uh, excuse me, you’re not allowed to look at me until i reach my gw, thanks 💕
people who arent anorexic are skinnier than you
another painfully real one.
Give me two months and I will be perfect. Please just two months...
nobody:
body dysmorphia: oh btw you look like this
I wish I had more control.
I will have more control.
I have to have more control.
hate it how maintaining feels like gaining. it's harder to keep myself going even tho i know weight loss takes its time... i want to be skinny n o w
thank you, your order has been placed
★ its yours the second you choose it
you order juicy couture pants and bags online. it says its coming in 3-5 business days. u chose/decided you have the juicy couture items by ordering it, therefore you know its already yours. so naturally, you think about how good the pants will fit you and imagine how the bag will complement your sexy fits. you are now in the state of the wish fulfilled. you want something -> imagine it + know its true.
okay so you already ordered the sexy clothes and you got confirmation from the “thank you, your order has been placed” which you saw after you paid for it online. so its now a fact that its coming. theres no reason to wonder “when is it coming” because its already done. when you are imagining how sexy you will look with the items you just bought, you are aware that its yours in the now. theres no question that its already yours.
you ordered (decided) the clothes -> you know its coming / you have it already (its done)
after you ordered it, will you start thinking “what if it doesnt come” and feel stressed because of fear? no. but it doesnt matter if you do have those thoughts or feelings because its inevitable that you will get it since you already pressed confirm when you ordered aka you decided its yours. once you decide on a desire in imagination, its set in stone and nothing in the 3d can change that (unless you allow it to).
1. choose your desire via any method or simple decision in imagination
once you have a desire, immediately give it to yourself in imagination. visualize it or affirm or script or whatever. remember you have the ability to choose because you are the only source of power in this reality
2. be the one who already has it in imagination
know that once you decide or affirm or visualize that its yours, it is yours. stay true to imagination & "trust the unseen". trust the law. know its done and that you already experienced it because imagining = experiencing
3. persist regardless of the 3d
anytime you think of it again, remember that you are the operant power aka imagination, which molds the 3d. this is why assuming it is in the 3d doesnt do shit because you should be assuming its in imagination while leaving the 3d alone since it will always change to match who you are being in imagination…always. persist in the assumption that its done, because it literally is. like online ordering, you know its coming/you know its yours even without physical evidence. you never needed physical evidence especially since imagination is what produces the physical evidence in the first place.
kisses, etherealkissed
this is probably one of the best ways i’ve seen manifestation explained