now it's nothing but flowers

pizza, 26, she/her | 18+ only | WHERE TO FIND ME NOW: https://listography.com/deeppainpizza

[deeppainpizza]

we miss you bro i hope you’re okay

hello anon!!!! i miss you all too. i've been better and i've been worse so... yaaay?

assuming this is about watertight (because my tumblr isn't really a testament to anything else lmao and caesar's birthday was yesterday), i am happy to say that i'll be updating it in the very near future!!!!! 🩵🧡 not this weekend, but very soon.

i've got two new chapters totaling almost 15k that are almost, ALMOST ready to publish (and they're sweet and funny and tender and DENSE), plus a bunch of progress on the post-roadtrip backend stuff too. been working hard cooking behind the scenes as life has allowed.

i WILL feed you again soon, i promise!!! 🍽️

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 41/? summary: Briefly overcoming his tickled funny bone, Joseph manages to wheeze out, “You rescued me and you didn’t even know what I did?!”

first chapter: 01: mission 0025

last chapter: 40: mission 0121

new chapter: 41: intermission/suspension/vacation 002 note: this is the last update i'm posting to tumblr! if you'd like to follow future updates on other platforms, pleae subscribe to the fic on ao3 or find me on twitter. thank you for the support over the years!

[deeppainpizza]

three part update!

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 38 through 40/? summary: As an agent, he’s issued a communicator watch, just like the one he found on his father years ago. When Lisa Lisa presents it to him, she tells him to turn it over, revealing the letter “Z” engraved into the back.

It gives away no details, far too little information to be truly identifying, but it isn’t standard procedure. Another one of her muted kindnesses.

“To remind you of your mettle,” she says, and he eagerly straps it onto his wrist.

first chapter: 01: mission 0025

last chapter: 37: recast me, burn me clean

new chapters: 38: and then fortified i’ll rise ; 39: another wrong turn on the way to the top ; 40: mission 0121 note: you can find me on twitter at deeppainpizzaFF

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 37/? summary: Finally, he looks to the card itself and the symbol she added to it, a simple crest drawn in ink. The card, embossed in gold like the last one, lists an address an ocean away. 

Caesar scoffs, tired of the whiplash and false starts. “This is in New York, I don’t know English, I can’t–” 

Calmly pocketing her cigarette case, L.L. doesn’t budge at his protest. “These are the new terms. If you’re so determined, you’ll meet me in two weeks.”

first chapter: 01: mission 0025 last chapter: 36: putting out fire with gasoline

new chapter: 37: recast me, burn me clean

[blueshiftofdeath]

nishikiyama & kiryu (from yakuza 0+kiwami) / pompeii by bastille

[gjdraws]

only one flavour of caejose is real and that’s @deeppainpizza‘s fab mind magic

[deeppainpizza]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

black, white, lemon, or lime (1929 words) by deeppainpizza Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tiger & Bunny Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Barnaby “Bunny” Brooks Jr./Kaburagi T. Kotetsu Characters: Barnaby “Bunny” Brooks Jr., Kaburagi T. Kotetsu Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Moving In Together, Relationship Reveal, Implied Sexual Content, One Shot Summary:

“I can’t believe you keep these next to your bed,” Bunny says once Kotetsu makes it up the stairs, and he pauses his train of thought. For a half-second, he wonders if there’s anything incriminating kept on his bookshelf – and if he did leave anything, it should have been pretty well buried, so how far did Bunny dig? – but once he’s closer, he peeks over Bunny’s shoulder and sees a familiar blue spandex suit.

“Hey! That’s me!”

Bunny’s sprawled on his bed on his stomach, still undressed, magazine spread open on the pillow. “Don’t tell me you reread your old interviews before bed. Is that why you keep them so close?”

[deeppainpizza]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

black, white, lemon, or lime (1929 words) by deeppainpizza Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tiger & Bunny Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Barnaby "Bunny" Brooks Jr./Kaburagi T. Kotetsu Characters: Barnaby "Bunny" Brooks Jr., Kaburagi T. Kotetsu Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Moving In Together, Relationship Reveal, Implied Sexual Content, One Shot Summary:

“I can’t believe you keep these next to your bed,” Bunny says once Kotetsu makes it up the stairs, and he pauses his train of thought. For a half-second, he wonders if there’s anything incriminating kept on his bookshelf – and if he did leave anything, it should have been pretty well buried, so how far did Bunny dig? – but once he’s closer, he peeks over Bunny’s shoulder and sees a familiar blue spandex suit.

“Hey! That’s me!”

Bunny’s sprawled on his bed on his stomach, still undressed, magazine spread open on the pillow. “Don’t tell me you reread your old interviews before bed. Is that why you keep them so close?”

[petrichorin]

happy mission 0081 to @deeppainpizza!! 🎈🎉 may your days be filled with plentiful mini quiches and spinach pies 🥧

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 36/? summary: Caesar loves his mother and all the things she offers, but his father is an example embodied. Someone to admire for his skills and dedication, his ability to support them on so little, his craftsmanship and knowledge. His mother teaches him how to cook, how to take care of himself and others, how to be kind; his father builds their future, and Caesar sees in him the man he’d like to become. first chapter: 01: mission 0025 last chapter: 35: training 0027 new chapter: 36: putting out fire with gasoline

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 36/? summary: Caesar loves his mother and all the things she offers, but his father is an example embodied. Someone to admire for his skills and dedication, his ability to support them on so little, his craftsmanship and knowledge. His mother teaches him how to cook, how to take care of himself and others, how to be kind; his father builds their future, and Caesar sees in him the man he’d like to become. first chapter: 01: mission 0025 last chapter: 35: training 0027 new chapter: 36: putting out fire with gasoline

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 36/? summary: Caesar loves his mother and all the things she offers, but his father is an example embodied. Someone to admire for his skills and dedication, his ability to support them on so little, his craftsmanship and knowledge. His mother teaches him how to cook, how to take care of himself and others, how to be kind; his father builds their future, and Caesar sees in him the man he'd like to become. first chapter: 01: mission 0025 last chapter: 35: training 0027 new chapter: 36: putting out fire with gasoline

[petrichorin]

disarming 🔫

[deeppainpizza]

title: make sure that we’re watertight rating: M (language, violence, sexual content) chapters: 35/? summary: Subconsciously, he feels a pair of eyes on him and looks to Suzi. She’s got this barely suppressed, cat-like smugness about her that, due to her personality, still seems bright and pleasant. “You’re getting along better,” she chirps accusingly without prompt. Her skirt sashays around her knees as she swings her hips back and forth, bumping into Caesar as she hangs onto his arm. Apricot shoved to one cheek, he replies with his mouth half-full, aware that it's rude. He’s not letting her statement hang uncorrected. “I’m used to him. Doesn’t mean we get along.” first chapter: 01: mission 0025 last chapter: 34: mission 0022 new chapters: 35: training 0027

[blueshiftofdeath]

phantom blood / bustin by neil cicierega :^)

[deeppainpizza]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: DOUBLE DECKER! ダグ&キリル | Double Decker! Doug & Kirill (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Doug Billingham/Kirill Vrubel Characters: Doug Billingham, Kirill Vrubel Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Drabble Summary:

The small television acts as just-distracting-enough background noise, drowning out his own thoughts, and, with his eyes shut, there’s nothing but warmth. The rise and fall of Kirill’s body as he breathes is a metronome – grounding, repetitive, steady.

[gjdraws]

I have many feelings about deeppainpizza’s Spy AU, Caesar, and Lisa Lisa being his actual mom tbh