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i have spread my dreams under your feet; tread softly because you tread on my dreams

[deepyearning]

07.18.26

5 things that are worth the money to me:

oura ring 5

solidcore membership

hatch restore alarm clock

vintage coach bags

gentle monster sunglasses

good culture 2% cottage cheese

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Trapped in the talkative cycle

[huariqueje]

Ripple Effect - Antonia Tyz Peeples

American , b. 1957 -

Oil on linen , 30 x 40 in.

[sailorbrazil]

thursday..... and i bet you wish you were her

[zilighter]

My House in Animal Crossing: New Leaf

The Lovely town of Cardinal 🌸

[d44mn-deactivated20230716]

[sukinapan]

collab with my friend Elias Daler, who codes on real PS1 :3

we'll be working on some cool stuff together ੈ✩‧₊˚

[huariqueje]

Orange on yellow - Rutger Hiemstra. , 2026.

Dutch  b.1975- 

Oil on panel , 27 x 23 cm.

[bobbole]

Yevgeny Charushin, Snow Leopard

[koiagain]

im going to fix my entire life

[fruitcakebro]

When?

[koiagain]

Like Um. later

[parkayquarts]

so many amazing words in the english language. you have clandestine and precarious and serendipity and iconoclast and then you also have staunch and sludge and slurp and smudge

[pugking-deactivated20130901]

[mkeverydays]

[deepyearning]

06.21.26

i'm still unhappy for a variety of (people-related) reasons but i've been distracting myself a lot also so that's ok

how summer is going so far:

i've been really into boutique fitness classes lately....i have an unlimited annual membership at my local hot yoga studio, and i recently started up an 8x/month solidcore membership. these are definitely pricing (esp. solidcore, even with a student discount) but in my defense: (1) i've been cutting back on eating out / going out for drinks and cooking at home mostly, (2) i find this type of exercise extremely time-efficient and the post-workout dopamine increase is real, and (3) my other hobbies are effectively free.

my main research project has been going really bad for awhile but i finally knuckled down over the past few weeks and made some progress. the key is to have as many slurm jobs running as possible at all hours of the day, and to spam your ai agent religiously (esp if your company currently has unlimited token usage). rn i am partial to claude code, but i've heard that codex is better. the last few days has been an emotional rollercoaster because sometimes numbers look really good after pre-training but drop a lot after post-training (i'm working on interventions for a late stage of pre-training). so yeah that sucks....i'm also not sure how to frame the paper, which is definitely going to be part analysis and part method...we have so many findings that are inconsistent and don't make sense...

in the meantime, i need to make my poster for icml, which i've been severely procrastinating on....if i'm productive tmrw i'll go to school to print it and get it in a tube. i also want to start up a chill side project where i'm not the only one doing all the technical work but i don't really have a concrete idea.

it's stone fruit season! there are pretty regular produce discounts at whole foods, and i really like their black plums and plucots in particular. and the very sweet multi-colored cherry tomatoes. i also use a chinese grocery delivery service fairly regularly and get bananas and mandarin oranges.

my sleep has also been so bad; i moved recently to the topmost floor, and my bed faces a floor-to-ceiling window with blinds that are definitely not opaque. this means that i wake up when the sun comes up (around 5-6am) even when i'm dead tired. i guess this is a good forcing function for me to be an early morning person though, as i've started scheduling 8AM workout classes. but right now my habit is to still go to bed pretty late, like 12-1AM, so i'm in a constant state of sleepiness...

[achillesinhighheels]

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

[tatarioous]