rain

fangirl is my job

[deerainy]

welcome to my blog :D

my name is rain, I'm 20 and I use she/they pronouns, I'm agender but I don't mind gendered terms, I'm a lesbian.

you can find my ao3 account here

my spacehey blog

my fanfiction masterlist

my tik tok account(it's me, just my real name)

my poetry blog

my substack

here is a moodboard I made on Pinterest Shuffle:

(I couldn't put all my interests on there, but these are my main ones)

[deerainy]

does anyone know if hayden eats meat? I need to knowwww because this pic is giving me vegan vibes like why is she just eating a plate of fries? me core lmaooo I kinda hope she is and it would make me love her even more

[princesslilymay]

[paperbiter]

they have big brown eyes and a thirst for blood that can never be sated <3

[sobachka7]

i havent seen ANYBODY mention this but happy pride month to this gay fucking bitch sitting in front of the lesbian flag like okkkkkk miss f*g im clocking it

[terriblyhumane]

ᵇᵃᵇʸ ᵗᵉᵉᵗʰ i can still taste the innocence when i chew them

[itastelikecherrycola]

[deerainy]

in horror films, the color green is used to express disgust, fear or any unsettling emotion and it has to be this highly specific way of shedding this very specific shade of green, it is one of many obsessions I have and in live music shows I get a dopamine surge whenever I see it.

hayden has used it in the first leg of the europe tour and seeing her live for the first time and opening with willoughby's theme + the green light had my jaw on the floor in a frozen state of euphoria and terror.

now seeing her again using it differently, this time to open nettles made me feel so shocked, horrified by the horror that nettles can be associated with fear.

this was all for you

in spirituality the color green is the heart chakra representing our ability to love and be loved and by using that color hayden opens our minds to give and receive love, to connect with everyone in the room so yes nettles are indeed green but it's not just about that, nettles are technically poisonous, they sting and like many things in nature which are green they can be beautiful but so dangerous and therefore physically painful.

surely live performances are thought of and knowing hayden she puts thought in every detail, maybe my interpretation isn't the one she had in mind but it made me feel a certain way and I love all she does in terms of stage performance because I have seen so many artists just ignore the importance of visual effects on auditory spectacles.

I also think of deaf/blind people who may need either and/or both of these as aid to feel the live music deeper and I hope those people feel somewhat satisfied at hayden's shows when seeing or hearing the thought process that I manage to notice because most people just don't care about a single light color being used but I do and I don't think I can stop going to concerts to see those green lights.

ethel cain willouhby tucker forever tour luxembourg 13/06/26

@tankhall

[tankhall]

saw obsession for the third time tonight. greatest score of the decade, i cried this go around. my golden rule of horror is that if you want it to be scary, it has to be sad, and cast and crew nailed it. i love movies.

[lilbunnyteeth]

loot of a tumblr paladin

[titfairy]

"I didn't get my way."

Wicked | Wicked: For Good

[gelphje]

[mikewheelerisaqueerler]

rip mike wheeler i miss when your face still moved

[tripleennui]

I am begging the X-Files fandom on here to stop with the AI “art.” I get some of you are new and excited and want to see your fics visualized. I do. But generative AI is not the answer - especially in a fandom with so many amazing artists.

Be at peace with visualizing things in your head.

[whatisstevenabt]

Jane and Kali died in a hell dimension created by their abuser. Robin’s only arc this season was propping up Will. She got together and broke up with Vickie offscreen. The only thing mentions for Max in the ending is that she’s still with Lucas. No one looks out for Erica because she’s “tough”. You can’t convince me this show doesn’t hate women.

[swirlyvie]

karen stayed with her deadbeat husband & joyce also reduced to being hoppers wife

[sonnyisstrange]

“i asked chat gpt” ok well I asked the duffers and they said it’s up to MY interpretation not yours so byler actually did happen off screen

[p1nkjunki3]

I think the fact that they had to completely erase platonic byler just to shoot down romantic byler kinda implies that their relationship is not platonic, and I think they know that 💀