FLAWED / FLAYED

independent billy hargrove from netflix's 'stranger things'. cherished by terror. billy haters not welcome.

[halfafreak-a]

wow, am not back and have not missed this but uh... considered it, peeked in and saw some shit so had to say something quick. i am sorry for anyone that has been hurt by ares (?? whatever he calls himself now. ) in my hearty support, i didn't see so many warning signs and people do deserve much better than that shit. and i am ashamed that hate has been sent in any of our names. that is not okay.

however, i am not ashamed for what i've written. i am not ashamed for what i've stood up for when it comes to writing fiction. i stand by it. if something is properly tagged, there is no reason you should be seeing it and being triggered unless you look for that. and it is not your fault for being triggered, but tag blockers all exist for a reason? so maybe... use them? and leave people the fuck alone. i miss writing and i miss my friends here but i do not miss being called things i am not. and i know i am not in the wrong for writing things that you could easily block yourself from. and if i ever do come back, that wont change. the links they posted still exist because i see no reason to be ashamed. i know what i am and i know what i am not. writing things does not mean you condone them and does not make you the things you write. that logic is flawed and anyone who believes it needs some serious help. and, while i have missed this place, i am so much happier and freer writing whatever the fuck i want elsewhere. if you want to still contact me, disco is available upon request but i don't know if i can promise a return. but if i ever do come back: fuck y'all and i'm gonna write what the fuck i want to in a tagged and consensual way with whoever will write with me should i return. bye guys.

[cursedempathy]

just a warning that i got a job yesterday!! which is good, i’m excited!!! but it also means my activity is going to be even more sporadic than it already has been. i will still be around to write when i get some time!! but, i’m likely to be mobile bound a lot while i adjust. and for this first week i never know when i’m gonna be home. this is not a full on hiatus notice, just a terror is finally actually getting some of her shit together and makin the moolas notice. i will be available on disco for any mutuals who wish to speak while i’m away from laptop ( add me @ carlos de vil owns this ass#0723 ) and i will do replies as i’m capable!

[yokaiinu-deactivated20230716]

starting the day bringing back @halfafreak come love daniel fenton

[yokaiinu-deactivated20230716]

i think something that’s important to know if you’re new to writing in tumblr rpc, especially if you are a younger individual, is that it is not illegal to write anything in a fictional setting. the one exception is if you, THE MUN, ( not your characters because they’re fucking fictional ) are under 18 and trying to write sexual content with those over 18; it can cause a lot of problems for older individuals! aside from that: it does not matter what the fuck you want to write. it does not matter how “problematic” someone tells you it is. the only trouble you can really get into is some asshole strangers trying to tell you that you’re wrong or gross for writing fiction. but YOU ARE NOT. you are not wrong. you are not gross. you are not bad for wanting to explore things in a safe, fictional setting. it does not matter the topic ( rape, torture, abuse, underage, murder, human trafficking, you get me. ) it is not illegal. it does not make you disgusting to write about something. if it were illegal, so many authors ( all of them who tumblr kisses the asses of because they’re famous authors oh my god it’s different except it’s NOT DIFFERENT, you are just as much a writer as them and you are, presumably, using this to grow or just have fun like they wanted to when writing their novels ) would be in jail. you are not wrong for writing anything in fiction. you are not disgusting. and it is not illegal to write anything in a fictional setting. do not let anyone scare you out of writing anything that you might want to explore, because you are not in the wrong. the people that want to make you feel like shit, THEY are the ones that are wrong. they are wasting their time trying to make you feel bad and that is their shitty ass problem. just block them and do you xoxo there are people who will love and support you no matter what. who the fuck cares about the haters who are trying to police and use words wrong just to make people feel like garbage?? just don’t force anything uncomfortable on those who do not want to roleplay it, and remember to tag everything accordingly and you are aces!! and if you ever need a safe place because someone is trying to make you feel like shit for anything described here, know that this blog is one. that is all ❤︎

[tiredqueertm-a]

No one is asking you to like the asshole “bad” victim character, my friends.  

We’re just asking you not to demonize the “bad” victim character because in doing so, you demonize us as well.

Sincerely,

A recovering “bad” victim.

[defaultwrong-a]

you  appear  in  me;  i  in  you.  WE  HIDE  IN  EACH  OTHER  //  it’s  @abusemade  birthday  on  8/5  so  here’s  one  of  the  presents :/

[wordsnquotes]

My heart currently resembles the ashes of my cigarettes.

Virginia Woolf (via wordsnquotes)

[ruintint]

okay, i’ve decided i’m going to be doing super lowkey icon commissions. i’m gonna keep it very basic, because this isn’t gonna turn into a stress thing. so here we go:

base icons are 2 usd per 100

if you want a psd added, it will be 2.50 usd, with proof that i have permission to make you icons with said psd, free or otherwise. if the psd needs to be purchased, you are also responsible for that

i’d prefer not to make screencaps, but i’m not hard set against it. however it will be extra, dependent on how many i need to make ( though will average about 1.50-2 usd per )

also, if you would like me to screencap shit for you that you can’t find elsewhere so you can make your own icons, i’m okay with that! prices will vary depending on difficulty to find as well as how many episodes there are and if you want all of them ( for example: $2.00 per movie, $1.50 per episode, $7 for 10-12 episodes, $10 for 22 or so. we can discuss if you want a certain number or if the show varies from what’s listed here ) if you’d also like me to specifically sort out one fc, it will be a little extra depending again on the amount of episodes you need capped.

i take payments through paypal!

examples under the cut:

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[defaultwrong-a]

rmwtsn‌:

arms  folded  ,  eyes  fixed  on  billy.  a  very  large  urge  to  roll  her  eyes  as  she  heard  him  speak. “takes  a  lot  to  upset  me  ,  so  if  you’re  AIMING  to  do  that  ,  try  harder.”

          “why  the  fuck  would  i  waste  my  time  trying  to  upset  you.  i  do  not  fucking  care.”  the  fuck  is  her  deal,  anyway?  billy’s  pretty  fucking  close  to  just  walking  away;  he  is  not  in  the  mood  to  put  up  with  this  shit.  and  he  doesn’t  fucking  have  to.

[defaultwrong-a]

my queue is almost out, but i only have one draft and no muse for it! i’m gonna try to throw some asks into it, but also maybe like this for a starter to be thrown in there, too?? also if you wanna plot, feel free to hop into the ims and ask for my disco! 

[animatedtext]

[defaultwrong-a]

cheapedtricks‌:

she feels ashamed that billy has to see her like this. that she’s bringing neil’s shit right back in his life after he was able to get away. but, she didn’t have anyone else. her mom wasn’t home and she wasn’t even sure if she was going to mention it to her. all she knew, she didn’t want to be stuck in that fucking house alone with a drunk neil.

max doesn’t say anything as she slowly walks in, sniffling softly as she closed the door behind her. it’s a nice apartment but right now, max thinks anything is better than that shithole she’s supposed to call home right now. she wishes she could stay with him, anyone but neil. but, max knows that isn’t possible. following him to the kitchen, she takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself. 

          he  finishes  the  makeshift  ice  pack  (  some  ice  in  a  rag,  the  best  he  can  do  on  such  short  notice  )  and  turns  to  hand  it  to  her  without  a  word.  he’s  seething  and  guilt  ridden,  hating  the  look  on  her  face.  the  nasty  coloration  in  her  cheek  that  he  knows  is  only  going  to  get  worse  before  it  starts  to  heal.  of  course  billy  knows,  he’s  been  there  a  thousand  goddamn  times  at  least.  can’t  help  but  think  there’s  something  he  could  have  done.  maybe  if  he’d  have  just  stayed  in  that  fucking  house  --           he  shakes  himself  out  of  it,  but  can’t  quite  shake  the  feeling  away  completely.  heads  towards  the  fridge  to  grab  himself  a  beer  and  throws  a,  “you  thirsty?”  over  his  shoulder  while  he’s  at  it.

[tarmairons]

STRANGER THINGS 3 — 3x8 The Battle of Starcourt

[wilsonbethellover]

i can’t believe that this is an actual scene from stranger things 4 

[thosetwistedtales]

@abusemade @tiredqueertm @cheapedtricks

[defaultwrong-a]

rmwtsn‌:

a  roll  of  her  eyes  as  she  heard  him  speak.  she  wasn’t  a  little  fucking  girl.  hand  connecting  with  the  flesh  of  his  cheek.  sharp  slap.  herself  a  little  taken  aback  by  her  actions.  but  sometimes  arse’s  need  to  get  a  slap. “i  dare  you  to  repeat  what  you  said.”

          head  moves  with  the  slap  and  billy  doesn’t  know  whether  to  be  impressed  or  pissed.  frankly,  he’s  a  little  of  both.  just  who  does  this  little  bitch  think  she  is?  he’s  grinning  again  when  he  looks  at  her,  but  there’s  a  dangerous  glint  in  his  eyes.  and,  because  he  is  so  far  from  scared  of  her,  and  she  dared  him,  “you  talk  a  PRETTY  BIG  GAME  for  such  a  LITTLE  FUCKING  GIRL.”

[exceptionals]

me after doing some impulsive shit that i know im gonna regret later: its called being spontaneous

[defaultwrong-a]

abusemade‌:

He wants to HURT Neil for it, but they both know HE WON’T. They both know he’s too scared to stand up to their father. THEY BOTH ARE. Billy nearly winces upon seeing it, resisting the urge to reach out and touch it - because he knows how bad that hurts. “I should have been there to protect you.”

          “shut  the  fuck  up.  you  know  that  wouldn’t  have  done  shit,  billy.  then  we’d  both  would’ve  had  to  take  it.  so  don’t  worry  about  it,  alright?”  those  are  the  words  of  a  fucking  hypocrite  and  william  knows  it.  is  that  going  to  stop  him  from  saying  it??  no.