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vent blog

[sidthementallyunwellkid]

[gabapentinblues]

just have to keep carrying myself through the days absolutely broken with no hope for the future and no help or support, eventually it will end

[divineedarkness]

I wish I could explain to you why I am the way I am but I fail to even express it to myself

[sickfrr]

[hello-friends9500]

[einszweiqueer]

My body feels so fucking weak, I don’t know how to feel anymore. I waste my days doing absolutely nothing, and hours always pass by feeling so lonely. What even is the definition of life anymore??

[thechaos217]

[feeling-likeastranger]

I feel like a stranger to myself

[deeptrospection]

[bpderanged]

I can't shake the feeling that it's already too late for me. Like whatever chance I had is long gone, and I'm just here, stuck, watching life pass me by.

[gabapentinblues]

feeling disconnected from everything, the idea that im a real person who is supposed to care about things and have feelings is completely foreign

[bpderanged]

I want to be happy but pain has become way too familiar so I can't help but crave it and as a result I sabotage every good thing I have in life in order to continue suffering.

[bpderanged]

I have made peace with the fact that I'm beyond repair so whenever someone approaches me with the intention of fixing me it makes me want to rip them apart.

[gabapentinblues]

trying not to drown in the feeling that life is unliveable

[bpderanged]

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

[beacrmbl]

being self aware sucks because yes i know im being a shitty person but i can’t help it

all i can do is apologise and be as remorseful as possible or try to explain why i did what i did

i don’t get why that isn’t enough

it’s not my fault i’m like this

[bpderanged]

I've seen too much shit so I expect the worst from everything. Unfortunately my cynicism hasn't been proven wrong; and everything that's happened only seems to confirm I was right all along.