i just had an insane dream. i actually don't remember much except for the ending which goes as follows:
a group and i are told to cross the road to do something, my heart beats as fast as the cars passing through the crossing. i manage to get across quickly but the group that follows me is slower so i walk back into the road to help them. i then hear that we need to go back to get something.
on the two way road, one lane is filled with cars that stopped and the other lane is completely clear. so i begin to run back to where we started. i look to the left, nothing. i continue running while looking to my right and i see someone overtaking towards the lane i am on and is about to hit me. the car is going at full speed. i try to run back to my group and i hear them yeling at me. as i run, i slip and fall to the ground. crawling back to safety, i realize I'm not making it so i look at the car and it's headlights. i hear it honk loudly before... nothing.
I'm in a void. i panic. "FUCK FUCK FUCK AM I DEAD!? WHY AM I CONSCIOUS!? FUCK WHY DID I DO THAT!?" i continue to panic before realizing where i am. i try to look around but there is completely nothing. the best way i could describe it is what a fully blind person would see. not black, but nothing.
I still feel the adrenaline, the realization that my life is gone and this is all that awaits for me in eternity. i wonder if this is what awaits everyone when they die or if this is my own doing somehow. i noticw i can't feel mt body, i am just a consciousness now in an infinite void that i can't even move in.
I then open my eyes and realize it was a dream.
it didn't feel like a dream to me, it all felt too real to be, i recognized the people i was with as my family, the place where it happened as my old school, i even remember the pedestrian crossing as the crossing that i would use back then to go to and from school everyday for 2+ years. hell i even had a similar experience where i nearly got ran over the same stupid mistake i made, not checking the other side of the street. im still schocked that i had a fream like that, ive had close dreams where i would die but i qould immediately wake up right after, not stay in a dream for another minute or two. it took me a minute to realize everything that just happened before i went back to sleep.
