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27-12-22

"It's not your fault." "Don't fuck with me Sean, not you too."

Will Hunting, the only fucking person to solve the equation put up by Lambeau. Lambeau wanted his genius, and he was willing to help until he was not.

One sentence that could describe Will; burnt-out gifted kid. Sound familiar? someone who is so insanely smart that they know something about everything under the sun, someone whose is so humble about it yet when challenged is guaranteed to shove a stick up your ass and ask you how you like them apples. someone who is so fucking traumatised and clueless that he just wants the world to hold onto him.

That is until he met Sean Maguire

The man who saw through the confident, snobby exterior of his to find a kid scared shitless of the future, only looking at the negative in the grand scheme of things. But i mean, could ya blame him?

it was after a lot that Will came out of his demons and yes i am aware how poorly written this is but bear with me while i compare myself to this genius of a man. The man is gifted, i am not, the man sees math in a way that i could never. He is charismatic and passionate about knowing in ways i could only ever dream to be. but we are the same in terms of one thing

wasted fucking potential

i want a lot of things in this world but i am lazy. thats the simplest solution i have come up with because i too am scared shitless of the stuff i’d find out about myself. I am a pathetic fucking lowlife who had the potential to be insanely smart (not in terms of bookish knowledge but actual stuff) instead is now a waste of time and space.

he got off his ass, to meet about a girl albeit.

here "i" is a reminder. not me complaining about MY life but the reader who needs a wake up like the writer did.

wasted potential will screw you up more than you know. I know you feel like you've had a feel of it but trust me there is far worse and no you're not getting out of it but maybe you'll handle it better.

try.

Will Hunting is the burnt-out gifted child that makes it. At this rate, if you don't try you won't.

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13-12-22

"Hang on-- I need some answers. When the hell did you find out you're immune to just about every weapon known to man and more importantly, how?"

This is a mouthful.

Secondly, any human who has known me, is aware that I should be kept as far away as I can be kept from any object meant to cause destruction. Forget a weapon, my mom was so afraid I'd hit myself that every possible point edge in my room is shaven down. But the real question is did I still hit myself? Absolutely. Which is why I have huge respect for people with fast reflexes. That one person in class who gets the paper ball into the trash Every. Freaking. Time.

The one girl who can aim at stuff so easily, yeah we get it you have superior hand-eye coordination stfu.

I cant throw anything to save my life, it's embarrassing. Once i tried to throw a pen to a friend and it missed by a huge margin, hit the window pane and broke. Chiranthan remembers.

Being immune has its perks and doesnt as well. On one hand you are healthier, you aren't at as much risk as the others but on the other hand you don't get sick. Now this i mean in a good way, you can't skip school ever. And exactly when you are looking forward to something guess who’s knocking at your door?

Also according to this prompt, said person didn’t mention to their friends that they could use weapons and the friend/person is mad at them? EXCUSE ME SIR / MA’AM 

what if your friend is clumsy asf and you knew they could do shit with weapons would you let them anywhere near sharp objects? I THINK THE FUCK NOT

Which is why when you are a clumsy person with amazingly cool abilities, you don't show them off to your friends, no. You know why? Simple. You will make an absolute fool of yourself, guaranteed. Instead accumulate your talents and then one day when you get to use it you’ll get to be cool in front of your mates.

If only there’d be a time where eating would save the day ;P

[defnotniall]

Prompt a day (defo till christmas)

random person ranting that is this series probs will be till christmas (the main man's born on ma bday )

but uhh yea