R!Ciel and O!Ciel fighting over their childhood friend
☕️🍵I don't think they would be able to share, at least not with both of the twins agreeing willingly or even reluctantly. Ciel thinks that he has the right to be the heir of the Phantomhive manor since he fulfilled all the duties of one the last four years whilst his brother wasn't there. He was clearly enraged due to the inauspicious return of his older brother and declared war to him by dismantling one of the blood factories which "Ciel" needs to function. He is exceedingly competitive and doesn't stop fighting until a victor is declared. It's the same with fighting over the same darling
☕🍵"Ciel" on the other hand desires a rivalry between his brother and was somewhat excited when finding out about the blood factory. On the other hand he seems to have an obsession over his little brother and it probably intensified after after he became a Bizarre Doll. Such creatures run on their past dreams and "Ciel's" past dream used to be with his little brother and the darling. So his obsession became stronger too, for both the darling and Ciel. He still wants to be with his brother, but after he nearly died and was saved from Undertaker, he became so much more willing to cause his little brother great troubles. I can see him planning to win against his brother, for the position of the heir of the Phantomhive and the darling, and afterwards get his hands on his brother as well and controlling and keeping them both for himself. Despite all he does still care for his brother, in a twisted sense, but it's there! He would still not be above taunting his brother if he should win.
☕🍵Even when all of you were younger, "Ciel" was already very possessive of the both of you. He was most likely more lenient with letting his brother spent time with you since Ciel suffered from asthma and for that couldn't leave the house for a longer time until it slowly got better and he was able to leave the house more often too. "Ciel" wanted to protect you even back then, together with his brother you were very important to him. I do not doubt that he might have liked you even back then, just like his younger brother did. Back then Ciel had a bit more of an advantage, most likely because he wasn't engaged to Lizzy. So the small boy sometimes talked that he wanted to marry you later on since you were together with his older brother one of the very few people who he was able to play and spent time with. He shared maybe the dream of opening a toy store in England together with you.
☕🍵"Ciel" was jealous because of this all, because his little brother and the girl he liked didn't have to be forced into the things he had to do. His partne had already been chosen, his life was already decided. He cared for his brother and knew that Ciel liked you, but he got jealous nevertheless and it might have led him to pleading his father if he could eventually not be the fiancé of Elizabeth, but with you. He had this dream of marrying you, just like his brother had. His parents most likely knew about his and Ciel's love of you and it worried them a bit. But separating you from the twins was a bad idea. "Ciel" would express his frustration an his anger and Ciel would be saddened and in a bad mood with his older brother reassuring him that you'll come back to them.
☕🍵But "Ciel" was from a very early age on just so much more charming than his younger brother was. He was more open, more playful, more fun to be with and could do much more with you than his brother could. It made Ciel worry a lot, knowing that due to his sickness he couldn't do all the things his brother could do. Due to that he always clinged somewhat onto you whenever you were with him. He was insecure, knowing that his brother was more of a fitting partner you might later on desire than him and due to that like him better later on that him.
☕🍵After "Ciel" died, his brother took his identity and the name of the Earl of Phantomhive. He had become a more cold and cruel individual. He had lost his brother and went through a terrifying experience which made him much more possessive over his childhood friend. He most likely managed to break off the engagement, using Sebastian as a way to set up rumors which led to the Midford's and him ending the engagement. He would be very smart about it just like his brother would be, though he would be more colder about it. I think since you knew them since childhood, you might realize that this isn't the real Ciel, but his little brother. And Ciel himself wouldn't want to keep this a secret for too long either. He had to go as a child through the fear of the darling potentially ending up liking "Ciel" more than him and whilst he didn't plan on his brother to die, he takes this advantage to make the darling his.
☕🍵He most likely kidnapped his darling so she wouldn't tell anyone about his real identity and locked her just up in his house with Sebastian and the servants making sure she doesn't escape. The servanta have unswaying loyalty towards their master so they wouldn't really believe you whenever you tell them that this isn't the real Ciel. You're somewhat stuck with Ciel having the upper hand.
☕🍵So the sudden appearance of "Ciel" ruined his plans and if it wouldn't have been for Lau and Ran Mao helping him escape, he would have ended up in a lot more troubles. "Ciel" would be for now the one who has a hold on his darling since she would be really thankful for his appearance since Ciel kept her isolated all for himself and it is also good to finally have the truth spilled out. Whilst "Ciel" isn't necessarily angry with his younger brother taking his identity, he is mad that Ciel treated you the way he did, abusing you directly mentally and being harsh with you. This isn't "Ciel's" style. I don't say he's any better, he is actually the more terrible one. But he is just so much more sly and charming about his way of manipulation and after years of being kept from the world, and since Ciel isn't the best in showing affection and his feelings too openly, the darling is just starved for more human feelings which "Ciel" uses to his advantage.
☕🍵He brings his darling into staying isolated anyways, whatever love he held beforehand for her became twisted and enhanced due to his transformation into a Bizarre Doll, though he doesn't tell his darling from this so she doesn't feel freaked out or scared. But he does uses his sudden physical dysfunction and weakness to guilt-trip her into staying with him. He was for years away and went through too much so it would be no wonder in her mind that he himself is love starved as well. He would be so much smarter about the engagement and use Elizabeth's confused feelings to break off the engagement again, but this time officially since the previous break up wasn't real due to his brother playing his role.
☕🍵He would quickly progress into courting his darling and making her his fiancée. He would just end up confessing his love after just spending time with her and given the circumstances, she might not have the heart to reject him and there is probably also the thought in her mind that this is "Ciel", the charming and caring boy. Nothing like his brother. That's what he is counting on, but in reality he is so much more fearful and terrible than his brother, instead of threatening and blackmailing, he relies more on gaslighting and effective guilt-tripping. He makes you paranoid of the world without you even knowing and you have to attend to him anyways more due to his weakened body.
☕🍵Currently Ciel is in a worse position, mostly because he doesn't have you. He is of now seen as a criminal, but at the very least is not alone. He has all his servants, Ran Mao, Lau and Sebastian by his side. He knows that his brother wants a fight, over power just as much as you and Ciel doesn't back exactly off from this. He's frustrated with the current situation and wants to turn the tables around. He knows "Ciel" can only function as long as he has plenty of fresh blood since his body needs it to function. So he plans on starting with cutting off all the places where he gets that blood from to beat him once and for all.
In all honesty, if I wouldn’t have been already far enough in the manga, I would have needed to reject this. It’s kind of bad that they didn’t put this into the Anime since it’s ridiculously important. So I apologize if I missed something, but I’m not finished with the manga yet.
🍵Let’s just say that “Ciel” is a lot more possessive over his darling than his little brother is. Because whilst Ciel had a lot of people around him who seemed to care about him, “Ciel” had no one. He only had Undertaker on whom he seems to look down too as well even though he’s the one who keeps “Ciel’s” body functional. He’s a Bizarre Doll, a very advanced one who can blend in perfectly under humans, but is still no human. He wouldn’t want his darling to feel scared of that fact and for that tries to hide it.
🍵He’s also incredibly isolating, judging from how he always wanted to isolate his brother. But he manages to make it look less like he is isolating his darling, more like just coming over as extremely overprotective, guilt-tripping his darling mercilessly with his past and making her feel bad. Don’t know if that changes later on, but his body seems to be weak and fail him from time to time. No wonder, he is somewhat dead. He uses that as an advantage as well. He’s housebound, just like his brother used to be when they were younger. You surely wouldn’t want to leave him whilst he can’t even accompany you?
🍵Feel like he is also the more dangerous one from the two brothers. To start with, he has far more confidence in himself than our Ciel has, seeing how he was the dominant sibling during childhood and even know doesn’t even seem to falter after everything that happens. It just makes him so much more willing to get rid of people than Ciel, who is already very vicious. Here comes the aspect in that “Ciel” was all alone whilst Ciel had always people around him who cared for him. And whilst he might have pushed them away and told himself, his priority is vengeance, their love had an influence on him. “Ciel” had no one for nearly four years, he had no one who could have influenced him and is in my opinion due to that far more vengeful than our Ciel is. Combined with his possessiveness it makes a horrific mix.
🍵Also feel like he has an easier time charming his darling than Ciel has. He’s more outgoing and playful due to his confidence and doesn’t have the same awkwardness than Ciel does. It would be much more easier for him to sweep his darling naturally off her feet than his little brother might have. He is much more open to his darling and can socialize better than Ciel can. He would most likely find a way to set some rumors up which will lead to his and Elizabeth’s end of the engagement. But he is still smart enough to keep a good relationship with them since they’re good connections to have. Lizzy is anyways confused with her feelings and feels bad for not realizing sooner that the person she’s been with for the last four years was in fact not her Ciel, but his brother. It makes her see herself in a bad light and “Ciel” will use this to his advantage.
🍵Whilst he doesn’t have Sebastian or the butler Ciel used to have, “Ciel” still has influence and Undertaker by his side, next to a lot of other connections. He can draw his darling willingly closer to him if he wants too, but is also not above using manipulation and bribing to make that happen. He is after all good-looking, charming, rich and is a fascinating person to be with, given his past. He’s quite caring, looking back how he always took care of his brother and tries to be just the same way for you.
🍵Being a far more controlling one than his brother is due to only being able to watch his brother acting like him for years makes him a scarily obsessive one. He had little to no control in his life before and doesn’t want the same thing to happen with his darling. He will get his hands on any sort of information he can get and try to charm his way into friends and family’s hearts, expressing his interest in you so they’ll hopefully be more open with him.
🍵He excuses a lot of his actions, not letting you out, not letting you talk to any other people, through his terrifying backstory, having been marked, mistreated, abused and a lot of other horrible things. His paranoia can be so easily excused due to everything he went through and might make you think that he can’t help, but be that way. It might make you more lenient with his behavior. You would most likely want to help him getting over his trauma.
🍵Personally believe he would much more rely on gaslighting and guilt-tripping his darling than his brother might do. “Ciel” is without a doubt a true mastermind and his darling is a person he truly loves, in another sense than his brother. He already wanted his brother to rely on him and had always this feeling that he had to be there for him since he didn’t even want to be the next heir when hearing that his brother wanted to open a toy store. It’s similar with his darling. He wants her to see him as her fiancé and the one person she can always trust and rely on. It’s his pretty dream and he installs indirectly great fear on his darling to make her more frightened from the outside world.
🍵Being a doll makes him run on his desires a lot and you just happen to be the greatest of them all. He causes great troubles without ever being caught by you nor suspected, he’s too smart for that. He’s also far more vicious and brutal when it comes to getting rid of any obstacles in his way due to never having experienced these last four years anyone loving him which made him, as mentioned, more vengeful. He experiences mainly through his darling love again since she matters to him more than anything else, besides his little brother of course.
Hiii I'm not sure if you're taking a lot of requests rn but if can could you do a Ciel x cutecore reader (technically js loves pink,cute and childish stuff) if you can't that's fine and if you can thank you ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊωˋ )ଓ⁾⁾
! Ciel x Cutecore S/O !
hey guys im not dead. matter of fact im 18 and have a job now (first job). i'll be more active trust
Ciel is initially weirded out by how unapologetically cute you are about it. The Phantomhive manor is serious, dark, very aristocratic!. Then you show up in pastel pinks, frills, bows, and maybe even carrying a plushie (maybe even one of his..). He calls it “absurd” and “childish” at first… but he never actually tells you to change.
Secretly, your aesthetic becomes one of the very few sources of softness in his life. After everything he’s been through, your brightness (literally) has him relax. As long as you aren't as pestering as Elizabeth.
Sebastian has been thoroughly instructed (threatened) to keep the manor stocked with pink macarons, strawberry cakes, and whatever snacks you like that fit your aesthetic. He also makes sure your room is gradually being overtaken by plushies and lace pillows without Ciel ever verbally approving it.
Ciel lets you decorate his study with one (1) small pink item at a time. You started with a tiny strawberry plush on his desk. It’s still there. He glares at anyone who looks at it too long.
When he’s having a bad day (nightmares, memories of the past, etc.), he’ll wordlessly pull you into his lap and bury his face in your fluffy pink sweater or the ruffles of your dress.
You’re one of the only people allowed to touch his eyepatch or hair. You once put a tiny pink bow on his head while he was half-asleep and he let it stay there for ten whole minutes before Sebastian saw.
If you ever feel self-conscious about being “too childish,” he shuts that down immediately: “Idiot. I don’t keep useless things around. If I wanted someone boring and ‘mature,’ I wouldn’t be with you.” You weren't sure if that was a compliment or not.
He’s surprisingly gentle with you. His usual sharp tongue softens when you’re around. If you’re excited about something childish (a new stuffie, a pink parasol), he listens with this tiny, barely-there smile.
Ciel is very protective. His world is dangerous, so he gets anxious when you’re too openly “cute” and vulnerable in public. He keeps you close during any outings and has Sebastian shadow you constantly.
ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: Death mention, power imbalance, emotional repression/grief, protective behavior, mentions of violence.
—Ciel doesn’t trust easily, but over time, you’ve become one of the very few people he allows into his personal sphere.
—He doesn’t say “I trust you” outright, but the fact that he lets you stay in the room when he’s working, or occasionally asks for your opinion, says enough.
—Sebastian notices immediately how relaxed Ciel is around you, even if the boy would never admit it.
—You often sit in comfortable silence with him during tea breaks. He reads, you do your own thing. Sometimes he’ll softly read aloud a passage he finds particularly ridiculous or clever.
—He pretends to be annoyed when you add sugar to his tea (“You’re ruining it.”), but secretly starts copying your preferences a little.
—The two of you exchange sarcastic banter constantly. You tease him for being so serious all the time, and he retorts with biting (but oddly affectionate) comebacks.
“Remind me why I keep you around again?”
“Because you’d die of boredom without me, your highness.”
—If anyone dares to insult or threaten you, Ciel becomes terrifyingly cold. You might not even hear the threat happen, but the person disappears from your life by morning.
—He’d claim it was “simply a matter of protecting his assets,” but his clenched fists say otherwise.
—In rare, quiet moments, like during a thunderstorm or after a particularly haunting mission you see the boy beneath the title.
—He might let you see him cry once. He hates it. But he also never forgets the way you didn’t judge him or pity him. Just sat beside him.
—He’s not good at emotional expression, so he shows care through gifts: a rare book you mentioned once, a custom trinket with your initials, a scarf when the weather turns.
If you try to thank him, he scoffs: “Don’t get used to it.”
—You remind him of what it’s like to be a kid, even if just a little. Sometimes he’ll begrudgingly play a board game with you or let you drag him into some harmless mischief at the manor.
—You’re probably the only person who can make him laugh, really laugh. It’s rare, but when it happens, it’s sincere and surprising.
—You don’t pry into his trauma unless he opens the door himself. That’s something he deeply respects.
—Likewise, Ciel is fiercely protective of your privacy. If anyone tries to dig into your past, he’ll find out and put an end to it.
Can I request your headcanons of yandere RCiel with an arranged marriage!darling. Specifically,what RCiel is thinking when he watches Ciel steal his identity and inherit both their father’s property and his future bride?
I've been waiting to amswer this one tbh
Manga spoilers!
How R!Ciel would react if his arranged bride and his fathers property would go to O!Ciel
Oh boy oh boy
Hoe's mad
No but for real he would be boiling inside
He's a king at masking his rage tho
His eyes are just....different
They're allot darker
(Yes darker than his death eyes already are)
Look O!Ciel already inheriting his father's property is enough to keep his heart beating
But when he saw his beautiful future bride walking hand in hand with his twin....well let's just say he felt more alive than ever
You hadn't lost the gorgeous shine in your eyes. He could stare in those forever. You had matured so beautifully.
But that should be his hand you were holding not his brother's hand
He already stole everything from him, no way he was going to let you be stolen from him too
You were his from birth and your were going to be his forever.
When undertaker revealed his little prodigy, the first thing he did was snatch you back
I wouldn't say O!Ciel is the better yandere, but O!Ciel is the better yandere
You detested R!Ciel and when O!Ciel took his place you immediately noticed
The more shy and not so bold twin had taken your future husband's place
He atleast didn't touch you everytime you two were in the same room
He is a manipulative fuck, but hey you had more freedom than with the bold and reckless twin
Anyhow R!Ciel would burst into your shared bedroom, immediately engulfing you in a hug and inhaling your scent
It only took a few seconds for you too click
Your timbers were shivered to say atleast
You knew when you saw those dark eyes, you wouldn't see your freedom back anytime soon
You felt the imaginary handcuffs being on yours and his wrist
Binding the two of you together forever
He would talk so sweetly in your ear about how he wanted to murder his sweet little brother for touching you like that
He would explain to you with such a loving tone about how you knew it was O!Ciel and still let him have you
That you weren't loyal to him
That you need to be taught a lesson
Oh you are in for it now
Especially now that his emotions have changed so drastically after his death
some people are really looking so hard for some morally correct excuses to harass other people and be bullies, and then they wonder why fandom becomes toxic and no one wants to post their fics or art anymore. it's just pathetic.
fanfic writers and fan artists do not owe anybody anything
Shadow x reader *Shadow experiences cuteness aggression towards you
(A/N): I was reading some stories about the way shadow shows affection and I really started to think that he wouldn’t be much of an affectionate guy, but then I had an idea that he’d have an aggression towards the reader to show his love (NOT IN AN ABUSIVE WAY GUYS) Anyways this took really long because I’m between writing two fics rn and I didn’t know which one I wanted to do so..
Warnings: Clawing, Pinching, Physical affection, not proofread (Minor Author, DNI if uncomfortable)
When you first started dating Shadow he wasn’t all that affectionate, he’d hold your hand and give you small pecks every now and then, but other than that everything was pretty dry.
It wasn’t until you gave him a smile, he wasn’t sure why, but this one felt so much more different than the others you’d normally give him. Was it your cheeks? The little sparkle your eyes gave? Your lips? He just stared at you, trying to figure out why your smile touched his heart so suddenly.
“..Shadow? Is something wrong?..Is there something on my—..H—Hey! What the—?”
Then he began clawing you, basically kneading your face as if it were dough but in a more aggressive manner. His right thumb in the corner of your mouth, almost pulling it back. Shadows eyes had shown a fury in them, like he was determined to turn your face into mush.
“Shadow—! What are you doing?”
It wasn’t until you grabbing his wrist when he realized what he’d been doing. He wasn’t sure what had gone through his head, he just had the urge to grab you. You, being the sweetheart that you are, helped him through whatever.. that was
“Aww, Shadow, I didn’t know you had cuteness aggression towards me!”
“Excuse me?”
“Yknow, cuteness aggression. When you see something cute so you just wanna—destroy it!”
“What?! I don’t want to destroy you??”
Took a few minutes to get him to understand the foreign feeling to him. Thankfully he didn’t see himself as a monster because he felt like squeezing you until your head popped off because of how cute he found you.
He doesn’t hide his aggression at all. Every time you sneeze he immediately begins pinching your cheeks until they turn sore! If he’s not in the mood for grabbing he’d bite you, nothing too harsh, just little nibbles.
“Okay okay, Shadow!”
“Hang on, just a few more seconds”
You’ve had to use the safe word a couple of times <//3 aside from the ultimate life form pinching your cheeks until they ache for a couple of days, it is cute seeing his eyes turn so fierce because of something as simple as your cuteness, it does bother you sometimes though
“Shadow, are you sure you’re alright?“
“Yeah, why do you ask?”
“You look like you’re gonna kill someone with those eyes…”
Since Shadow isn’t really into PDA, he’d just pinch your wrist whenever he finds you doing something sweet. Thankfully it’s nothing too rough that’ll get a reaction from you, he’s self aware.
Sonic (characters) x reader *What gifts would they give?
A/n: This idea can e out of nowhere but it’s cute so why not. We’re keeping this one short and sweet because I wanna see if anyone likes my sonic writing. Also knuckles more movie based since I haven’t really seen other forms of media with him in it—other than that the others are pretty general, enjoy!!
Warnings: None
Divider creds: @enchanthings-a
Knuckles
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Well.. he definitely gives you gifts!!
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Knuckles mostly gives you things he randomly finds outdoors, rocks, sticks, leafs, etc.
“Whatcha got there, Knuckles?”
“It appears to be a pine cone.. hm, (Y/N) would enjoy having this pine cone!”
“..Yeah I bet 😀”
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Don’t put him in charge of gift wrapping. Obviously he isn’t that good since he doesn’t use his individual fingers. He isn’t a fan of doing it either, he’d be wasting 10 different rolls of wrapping paper and tape.
“Why.. won’t.. this.. stuffed.. bear.. be consumed by the wrapping paper!!”
“Aww, you got me a bear?”
“AAH! You were not supposed to hear that!!”
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Depending on your liking of nature things, he’s pretty average at gift giving. So he’s a solid 8/10
Shadow
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Shadow is kinda chique with it (only because he’s dating you), he’d be buying you expensive perfumes the most.
“Jesus, shadow! Carolina Herrera? This is like the most expensive perfume I know!!”
“Yeah? Well, I just saw how popular it was so I thought you’d like it..”
“No it’s nice, it’s just real pricy—wait how’d you get this??”
“Don’t worry about it, just use it. That thing wasn’t easy to get”
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི NEVER gives anyone but you a gift. The best he’ll give anyone is 10$ in a Christmas card if he feels like it
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི If you put him in charge of wrapping gifts he’d do it a little too well. His wrapping is IMPOSSIBLE to open! For knuckles it’s light work but the gift inside gets pretty ruined afterwards
“Who did the wrapping for this? I can barely open it!”
“It was me, what? You too weak to open some thin paper??”
“Dude—no one here can open any of the gifts you wrapped. What’d you put your whole chaos energy in this thing?”
ྀིྀིྀིྀ Shadow is totally a 9.5/10, he goes a bit overboard but it’s better than nothing.
Amy
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Amy absolutely LOVES gift giving. She’s real good at it too!! All the gifts she’s given have always ended up in the person having a warm smile on their face (except for shadow)
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི She’s mostly good at getting her gf(s) gifts, can you blame her? Girlies understanding girlies <33
“Here you go (Y/N)! This one’s from me”
“gasp How’d you know I use glow recipe??”
“You left your moisturizer at my house once—hope you like it”
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Her casual gifts are more crafty than her holiday/birthday ones. She’d randomly give some cute friendship bracelet or an origami version of you.
“Just keep your eyes closed, no peaking!”
“Okay okay!! Just hurry up your getting me excited”
“Alright.. open”
“Aww! Is this a little version of you?”
“Yep, you can carry it around with you so that I’m still with you when you’re not there ^^”
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Her gift wrapping is done with so much care, not a single open flap of wrapping paper in sight. Although she does tend to use gift bags more often, it’s just easier and looks cuter in her opinion.
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀ Amy is an easy 10/10. Seriously, this girl does not play when it comes to got gift giving.
How about Chuuya, Dazai, Akutagawa, and Atsushi with fem reader who's super clingy and lwkey just launches herself at them when they get home bc she loves them so much 😼 please and thank you!!
Your aesthetic is absolutely gorgeous, by the way.
╰› tags/warnings ♯ fem reader, fluff, clingy!reader, domestic life, physical affection, injury at akutagawa's part, swearing, petnames, established relationships, nothing more that i know of ⋆˚࿔
Hii! I'm so sorry this took quite long, my motivation was dwindling against my will. I decided not to do Atsushi's part because I have other reqs to do, I'm so sorry for that. If u rlly want that cookie bad, you can req his part when my reqs are once again openn! I rlly hope this is to your liking. I feel like I could have made reader much more clingy but oh well. Thank you so much for your compliments and for requesting!! I hope this finds you in good health and mood, anon :)).
bsd men w clingy!reader hcs + scenario
Chuuya Nakahara
- He'd act all annoyed and tease you lightly for it, but your clinginess and touch is already something he expects (he'll seldom admit it, although).
- He'll sometimes complain about you "hanging off him like a damn koala" (his words exactly btw), yet he never actually pushes you away. Instead, he'll wrap his arms around you and pull you closer!
- If he had a rough day, the tension leaves him almost immediately when your face buries into his shoulder. You can literally watch the irritation leave his face as though he wasn't barking at stupid subordinates the whole day before this. He'll hold you way longer at said times.
- He loves it when you sit on his lap abruptly while he's doing something. Despite his attention on his work, he'll wrap an arm around your waist within seconds so you stay there.
- You launch yourself at him so often that he's genuinely mastered the art of catching you one-handed. It's attractive how he does it so effortlessly, he can be carrying something heavy using the other hand, but he'll catch you with his free one regardless.
Chuuya felt as though the weight of the world had yet to abandon him, not truly absent at length. No— stubbornly did the feeling linger— it remained deeply lodged within his very lungs as though determined to remain, a weariness so profound that it threatened to conquer both his mind and body alike. The night's nimbus clouds, looming and overladen with gloom, drenched the air with a coldness that appeared to deepen the fatigue settled among his marrow.
But no matter. Chuuya knew well the singular remedy capable of curing this fatigue relentless in its severity. The moment he pushed open the apartment door, he would soon discover whether drowsiness still possessed the audacity to linger thereafter. And as expected, the very moment the ebony structure swung wholly open, he found himself abruptly assaulted by your form barreling towards him as though you're a missile with a locked target.
The next moments fated to unfold, he knew equally well.
The girl now gathered securely within his arms soon drew out a terribly eager, "Chuuuyaa..!" whilst nuzzling herself against him with such overwhelming affection that he felt, if only briefly, as though your tenderness alone is capable of healing him from whole ruin.
Chuuya sighed, releasing at last a breath of long-held weariness. It no longer lingered in his lungs as it once did—such fatigue had long since paled in the presence of you. Exhaustion, there was none to speak of. Weariness had come to a cessation beneath your hand.
"Didn't even give me time to take off my coat, damn. Missed me that much, doll?", says he and you feel the pressure of his lips grace your cheek.
"Mhm, welcome home. How was your day?"
"Sucks ass but we're done with that bullshit. I don't wanna hear a word about work for the rest of the evening." The light pressure of his hand—still clad in leather gloves—cradled your cheek only briefly. He touched you only lightly, yet it satiated and starved you all the same; a touch you found yourself willing to chase, no matter how many times, again and again.
You hum contently, "Fine by me." as you further melt into him.
"Yeah?" You see his mouth curve upward into what might almost be called a smile. At once, an irrepressible urge overtakes you—to bury yourself within the crook of his neck, until thought, sense, and reason dissolve into mere residue on his skin. Chuuya exhales a quiet sound of amusement the instant you, despite all reason, succumb to the urge. "Christ, you're clingy today."
And yet no movement was made to have you taken off.
Whilst heavy crimson draperies hung motionless against windows that showcased the vast expanse of Yokohama, the night hushed its seemingly endless laments. In that fleeting stillness, all of which you are able to perceive is the comforting pulse under your lover's skin, as well as the steady beating of his heart. It was short-lived although, for Chuuya made movement to rid himself of his coat and hat.
"You plan to let go anytime soon?", he says with a glance.
"You say that as if you're making any effort to let go." you follow with a hand remaining around his torso as he treads further in the apartment. "So no, not anytime soon."
"Yep, I figured as much. Needy girl.", says he as he sinks slowly unto the chair, dragging you with him.
"You love it." and at that, you received a kiss on the cheek.
"So fucking much, doll."
Osamu Dazai
- Dazai's the type to open his arms dramatically, awaiting your hug like he's in a romance film. He'll say "Ah, my beloved! We finally reunite after decades of separation—" when he's just been out on a mission for work.
- When you cling onto him, he would purposely flop his full body weight onto you and refuse to move. It's his way of trapping you by his side. Forever. "No, no. We stay like this forever now."
- If you cling to his arm in public or at work, he gets so smug about it. Dazai would probably use you clinging onto him as a way to slack off from work. Kunikida is seconds away from really strangling his neck, but Dazai will just reply with; "Booo, Kunikida-kun is just jealous I have a loving and affectionate partner and he doesn't! What a scandal of you to try and use paperwork to separate me and my belladonna!"
- He becomes the most insufferable when you're on his lap, peppering his face with kisses. If you even think about pulling away, he'll whine "Againnn, one more." like you haven't just given him 23 kisses.
- He's just really happy that you're this open with affection, truly. Dazai has never felt more loved in his life. He'll definitely cling to you as much as you cling unto him.
It was towards the close of an unusually uneventful evening that Dazai returned at last unto the space he deems, by affection and not by habit, a home. The hour was one of an unpalled stillness, offering neither comfort nor sound to ease the oppressive dew of the midnight air— tonight belonged to a singular species of twilight that Dazai would have once claimed perfect for the death of himself—dull, pathetic, and mournful. Yes, the night was indeed mournful for him in ways most people fail to do so.
And yet, the rope formerly placed within his dresser had long since been discarded, as well as the bottles of medication once meant for overdose.
Dazai yearns for them no longer— now he is but a man returning home to the one he loves.
"Darlingggg dear, I have returned from my tragic battles!"
His voice disturbs the silent air scarcely scattered throughout flimsy apartment walls. Soon thereafter, answers him; the sound of feet hammering against wooden floor panels in a manner so unmistakably eager— yet unhurried at length. Dazai had barely the opportunity to grin for you've already wrapped yourself around his middle.
"Woah—"
The force of the collision proved sufficient enough that the impact rang softly throughout the apartment, nearly driving him backward against the door itself.
"Heya~, there she is," a wistful sigh departed from his lips as you perceive one hand settling home against the back of your head, as another steadies both bodies. "My utterly beautiful welcome committee!"
"You're home later than usual."
"Mhmmm, you have Kunikidaa-kun to blame for that! He kept dumping workload after workload after workload af—"
"Samu, you mean the workload you've been neglecting?"
Before you can utter a response, he's already sagging further into you on purpose, nearly folding his entire weight atop yours as his arms wind securely around your waist.
"Small details mean but little significance, right?" Dazai gasps as though he is scandalized. "Pluuus" whines he whilst nuzzling further into you with little shame, "right now, I just simply want to bask in my belladonna's hugs. Is that so selfish of me? C'mon now, pretty please?"
"Don't lean all your weight on me. You're so goddamn heavy.."
"Nooo, I'm tired.", murmurs he. "Embrace me through my suffering and maybe I'll let go. But only once I'm satisfied, mkay?"
Overjoyed was the laugh that departed from your soul for you knew it well; should the apartment one moment wholly surrender itself unto winter's cradle and grow laden with glaciers, the warmth of him alone would suffice. So long as your arms continue to wrap themselves around him faithfully, and so long as he continued to fold himself against you in turn.
"You're literally crushing me."
"And yet your embrace only tightens. I think that says a lot, you know." the grin is evident in his voice. "Mm, yes," he hums thoughtfully, eyes fluttering shut. "This is nice. I'll stay here forever now."
Ranpo Edogawa
- Need I say that he loves the attention? It comes to a point where he deems it absolutely necessary. Ranpo will demand you to always be physically at arms length, he'll get all pouty when you're not physically near him. You just make his life more convenient.
- Weirdly enough, your clinginess gives him a sense of control. Since Ranpo Edogawa operates on the belief that "If I'm fine, everything else is fine," your presence clinging to him becomes a reassurance, if you're with him, then everything must be okay.
- Ranpo expects to be attached to you at all times. Sitting together at work, holding hands while taking the train, having you on his lap while he's eating chips. He'll pretend its something he allows, but just know that he functions better because of such things.
- Ranpo knows when you're going to latch onto him before you even get up of your chair. He's always right. "You're about to hug me, by the way." "No??" "Yes, you are. You know you want to. So hug me now."
- If you cling onto him while he's eating snacks, he'll definitely feed you because your arms are too busy being wrapped around him. Ranpo will not let anyone interrupt the moment, if someone has the guts to try and pull you away from him he'll judge the guy so hard only to end with a "So no way."
An evening like any other, with its pinnacle at length foreseeable by the detective's eye. The Agency had long since emptied itself of both noise and responsibility— what remained was merely the overstaying scent of paperwork, stale coffee, and the weariness of detectives who had gone home hours prior. Glimmering were the lights of the city beyond the window lattice, even when beneath a veil of a moonless dusk.
And somewhere amidst all of it, Ranpo already knew precisely how the remainder of his evening would unfold.
Foremost, Ranpo demanded that Atsushi and Kyouka accompany him upon his walk home. Not for its entire length, naturally—for as always, the three would eventually separate at a familiar crossroads. The Great Detective possessed more than enough ability to navigate the remainder of the journey himself thereafter.
"Well now, evidently, the moment I step through this door I'm going to get jumped at." Ranpo now stood before a door of mahogany wood. "Goodness, there's just no helping it if my (y/n) misses me so much each day!" says he as the doorknob is twisted within his grasp.
The apartment door opened wholly, and Ranpo entered with all the calm of a man already anticipating precisely what was to follow thereafter. Internally, he began his counting of seconds before the inevitable impact.
"Three... two...—"
As though right on schedule, there came you on route to crash into his frame. Arms flew around his middle, and Ranpo finds himself satisfied.
"You're finally home."
A mere hum erupts from his chest as though he's long since anticipated this very scene. "Mm, obviously. I know you've missed me terribly throughout the day, but at least let me take of my shoes!"
Though complaints continue to depart from Ranpo's countenance, his hand nevertheless settled atop your head as though driven there by instinct, not mere reason. Fingers combed through your hand for only but a fleeting moment. His other hand meanwhile pressed against the ebony door, steadying himself against both the impact and your overwhelming affection alike.
"No," you mumble.
"Holding the Greatest Detective hostage is an obscene crime, you know! You owe me a packet of lollipops for this."
"Okay. What flavor?"
Instantly, Ranpo brightens. "Yayy! Strawberry." The excitement in his voice arrives without prior notice, so abruptly that your heart hastens.
"You just can't resist me." smugly, says he whilst he rests his chin atop your head.
"Unfortunately."
Then, after a brief pause, Ranpo glances down at your still unwavering grip. "You're not planning to let go anytime soon, right?"
"You already know the answer to that, detective."
"Excellent." He nods as though he's long since expected the answer. "Just as I anticipated."
Ryuunosuke Akutagawa
- The first few times you launched yourself at him, this man almost short-circuited. Poor Akutagawa is not used to this at ALL. Naturally, he wouldn't know what to do with your sudden clinging onto him at first. "What are you doing...? Is this some form of attack?"
- Despite his stiffness, he won't ever push you away. He just lets his hands hover around awkwardly. He's confused, and still unwilling to have you removed from his side.
- He'd never admit it but he begins looking forward to your greetings more than anything else after missions where he's injured. But he won't tell you that he's injured cuz then you won't hug him with the same grip you always do.
- He won't ever initiate, but sometimes he'll beckon you over like; "Come here. This instant." That's it. That's his way of asking for affection.
- Akutagawa interprets your clinginess as intentional trust rather than dependency. To him, choosing to stay close to someone means something very serious.
Though hours had elapsed since the events of bloodshed, Akutagawa still perceived the gunshots as ghastly echoes lingering, not by conscious choice, ceaselessly beside him throughout his return home. It seemed to him then as though the twilight breeze itself is burdened with the dying screams of men, and the stars overhead resembled nothing so much as the final glimmer within a fading pair of eyes.
There exists a plethora of wounds and gashes upon his pallid flesh whilst blood crept steadily down his arm in a manner that could only be described as grotesque. Nevertheless, his desire to fulfill the journey home renders the pain almost null— yes, null even in places where the suffering ought to be unbearable.
Even with the arm less grievously wounded, though not spared of injury entirely, Akutagawa found some difficulty in forcing open the mahogany door. Fortunately for Akutagawa, it opens as though obedient to his mere will. The door swings wholly open only to reveal you standing beneath dim and weary apartment lights.
You scarcely give him the time to enter through the door for you've already pulled him inside your embrace.
"God, you're finally home.", you murmur against his chest.
Akutagawa stills for a moment not so brief, glaring at the top of your head in mere silence. Only the click of the door shutting behind him is heard. And then he sighs, "Yes... I'm home."
Worry had seized your countenance the moment your fingers made much sense of the damp fabric of his coat. You pull back, not fully, just enough to portray dread. "Ryuu, you're hurt."
"It's nothing. It will heal soon enough."
Though the apartment remained shrouded under the dim flimsy apartment lighting, the crimson stain spreading across his sleeve proved impossible to overlook. Something simply impossible to ignore. It immediately oppressed you with worry and unease, and your arms instinctively drew him closer still, tightening around him with a silent desperation.
"What's this? You're clinging more than usual."
"I don't like seeing you come home injured." says you in a voice more hushed than usual, muffled against the fabric of his coat.
"That won't stop it from happening." his tone lacks it's prevailing sharpness.
"I know." says you whilst your arms tighten around his middle.
Akutagawa merely exhales softly through his nose at that, something faintly weary flickering across his expression. A hand comes to rest itself upon your back, not pulling you away, yet not really pushing you closer— merely just there. "But I return alive, don't I?" Akutagawa allows his head to dip atop your head, an action so subtle that one may easily look past it.
Neither of you speak for several seconds afterward, the embrace just gets tighter.
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