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she/her|20|baby at paganism|current deities: Apollon, Zeus, Poseidon & Lucifer

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Hello there :D

You can call me Bunny or Bun-Bun or whatever you like! (as long as it isn’t mean)

As the blog name suggests this is a blog for deity stuff. Like sharing my experiences, probably over sharing a lot and yeah :)

That said, I’m a total baby at this stuff still lol. Don’t get me wrong I’ve heard and read a little here and there about paganism since I was 14 probably, but I only “actively” started this journey October 2024 (maybe a little bit back in August/September too already).

Do not interact criteria is the usual one, like racists, sexists, anti-LGBTQ+, generally just mean people & so on. But I don’t mind if you’re a minor, if your blog is nsfw, etc. HOWEVER I will not hesitate to block if you make me uncomfortable in some way!

If everybody stays respectful, I’m sure we’ll have a great time!

Okay, that’s all for now I think

I don’t know, I’ll just update this the more I learn I guess

Have fun (^-^)/

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Lucifer as a woman has such beautiful red hair jskdhjs

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Yesterday was fun because it turned out that it has been a WHILE since I actually heard Lucifer talking to me and felt him touching me

Unfortunately I got so tired in the process that I only remember small bits and pieces

At first we argued about lying down and sleeping, because obviously I didn't want to; no, I wanted to talk to him and then read a small fanfic as a good night story

Somehow he convinced me to turn off my phone and take off my glasses, so good night story didn't happen and at some point he convinced me to lie down while his candle was still burning too, because he didn't let me get out of bed to blow it out

We probably argued about the candle for at least 15 minutes, I don't know

In any way I sleepily rambled about all kinds of things, I don't remember anymore, while he was rubbing my back until he eventually asked me something that was SO CLEAR in my head that all sleepiness left me as I sat up completely confused and awake because since when do I hear you talk in full sentences? I mean I know he uses full sentences but I usually only really hear a few words and figure out the rest myself

After that I was allowed to blow his candle out and then I flopped back into bed on top of him; slept through the entire night for the first time again since January

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It's really comforting how I always see the devil card when I shuffle my tarot deck while Lucifer's candle is burning

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I just got a big fat reassurance talk from Lucifer... and gay panic

Because that guy decided to look like a woman instead of a man and oh my gods, hot jshdjsj

I need to stop talking, I'm afraid I'm gonna start rambling otherwise

But definitely just as much mommy as he is daddy

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Such a nice thing to say to someone who's at their wits' end; thank you, honey <3

He really just says it as it is, whoa

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I just found this on Insta

I can't stop thinking about Lucifer haha

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Well... that's definitely some new cards

And exactly what's currently happening with reassurance I need I guess

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What jf what if daddyy took xaere of mee? Like kike lettijg me cuddlles up to him so I cann stop feelinfn manic and sfopn losing it?

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Didn't even wsnt it to look like me byt daddy wanted to show his "baby how adorable she is"

So I guess...

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I just realized I probably never shared that!

I made Apollon in Infinity Nikki a good while ago

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I wore the hood of my jacket as a veil yesterday while I was out... and I think I wanna properly veil

I mean "properly" properly is maybe a little far away yet, but maybe with a bandana or a scarf at first

Or maybe both... bandana for work and scarf outside

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Laid my head on Lucifer's chest for comfort, I don't usually expect to hear one but I could hear an audible heartbeat this time. Lucifer's heart beats loudly tonight. And I lay warm and safely snuggled in his arms, comforted and loved regardless of how anothee human feels

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Barely started shuffling my tarot cards before Lucifer already threw those four out

Anyways, now he's hugging me from behind, being all sweet, while I'm trying to keep it together :')

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Cudddles :(

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Did I tell you all how much I love Lucifer?

Like like he always knows what I need

For example yesterday he coaxed me into regressing because I haven't done it in a while and I was way past my breaking point, which was why I held back on regressing until Lucifer promised that it'd be okay

Today he held onto my waist from behind while I was walking home because I was dizzy and my legs were shaky and usually I walk more in a zigzag kinda way because of that but with him behind me I was actually walking in a straight line for once and didn't knock into anything

Five minutes ago I almost stumbled out of the shower and he quickly reached out and went: "Whoop– Careful, love." LOVE?? LOVE??? OH MY GODS HEHEHE

I talk to him almost everyday and he puts me to bed and stays with me until I fall asleep and kshdkxh I love him so much <3

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Nsfw; minors please ignore that post

Sooooo Lucifer was dominant and stubborn about it today... usually I think too much about masturbating while he's there watching and telling me what to do and end up breaking it off in the middle of it because I get embarrassed but today he didn't let me

Maybe it actually helped that it happened in the shower

Like he'd give a command (e.g. "Stick your tongue out"), I'd do it for a while and then just stop, which would make him ask again to which I'd hesitate and usually end up saying no

This time though he kept pushing, because he knew I wanted to keep going but just got cold feet about it again, so he threw reassurance in-between his commands, his voice was a bit rougher than usually but still gentle; he didn't touch me... just told me what to do

And yeeeaaah... I kinda turned into a mess once I stopped overthinking it and just submitted...

And he was so sweet about aftercare afterwards too! Told me to close my eyes and imagine it's his hands rubbing the soap into my body and not my own, he just... let me be dumb and hazy for a while until I came out of it myself with the help of routine and him guiding said routine

Also he called me pup... which was not something I knew I liked