You know when you were a kid, right? You went with your mom to the grocery store to buy groceries, obviously. And you were like the devil in a child's body, running around the halls, making a fucking mess and your mom kept telling you: "stay close, stick with me or you'll get lost", but you couldn't contain yourself, cause like... you were a child, children don't follow rules, we all know that. But you kept running around the halls and then you look to your back and you can't see your mom, and all that you can think is "fuck, I'm lost, what do I do now?" and then you start yelling "mom!" and cries, then your mom puts her hand on your shoulder and she looks at you saying "I told you that you would get lost". So, do you remember that? Now think about your last year in high school, ready to go to college. You are like... when you were as a child, your parents kept saying "do something that will give you money" and all that, and you are full of crap saying that you want to do something that makes you happy, like being a writer or a musician, or an artist. Well, is genuine of you to want that. We all want to be fucking happy. But then, in the last year of college, with your fucking English degree or whatever, you notice that your degree it's worth shit. So, yeah, you're about to cry, because now is the time that your parents have to stop paying your fucking bills and you start making money, cause wanting or not, we need to make money. And you can't, because anyone can do what you do, anyone can be a fucking writer or an artist, but you wanted to do it right, so you have the biggest college debt. So you find yourself crying again, wanting to scream "mom" out loud for her to come help you, and she will tell you "I told you to do something that would pay your bills" and the next day, you find yourself with a shitty job that don't pay you well enough or even worst, living with your parents again. Life is fucking depressing.
Allana Caroline
