It's been a hell of a journey that we've had. So many ups and downs in the beginning, that I didn't know what was going to happen. I was literally at rock bottom. Me and the kids were. But you never stopped. You kept me going. Even when I literally thought I didn't have an ounce of fight left in me. No matter what kind of a day you had, you always made sure I went to bed, knowing that you were never leaving my side. That I was always going to have you. And then our pieces finally started coming together, and I saw this light, that I thought for sure was gone. We finally made the steps possible for me and the kids, and most importantly, for us. And since that day, you never stopped. Yeah, we have our stupid fights and arguments, and I get pissy and bitch over the stupidest shit. But you never let that stop you from truly loving me. You never once left my side. No matter how much of a hard core bitch I was or am. I'm nowhere near the easiest person to get along with or even be with. I may come off as this super strong, hardcore bitch, with this hard shell that can never be broken, but deep down, I'm this whinny, needy, scared, damaged woman that you helped pick up the pieces to and place back together. You loved me, and still do, when I couldn't even love myself. You gave me the hope that I needed and that extra push. And I honestly can never thank you enough. Everyday, I fall more and more in love with you. Even when you get under my skin lol. I don't know what the future holds, but I don't care what kind it is, just as long as you're always mine. I will never let you go. Or do anything to risk loosing you. I love you with every ounce of my heart. Thank you for being the best fíance and dada to our wonderful kids. We would truly be lost without you. #shanalisa #iloveyoumore #iloveyoumost #foreverandalways #usagainsttheworld #shestolemyheart #soimstealingherlastname #myfíance #myeverything 😍😘💍💞 @foxracing326
