DeletiaClementine

Here to share my Heated Rivalry fanfic

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Unfortunately Hudson Williams committed several grave sins to the internet:

Masculanized an Asian character

Became a heartthrob as a POC

Gave an award-winning performance for a neurodivergent character

Is dating a woman after playing a gay man

Gets just as much praise as his white costar

Doesn't censor himself to fit in

IS AN ASIAN MAN WHO HAS PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD SO DIABOLICALLY DOWN BAD FOR HIM

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Never not giggling at how bad they tore up that bed like wild animals and then Ilya had to go sleep in it

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Shane sending Ilya in Montbonne a risky pic reminded me I wrote a fic where Shane sends Ilya a risky pic for the first time

https://archiveofourown.org/works/77989636

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Grigori Rozanov humiliating baby Ilya at the draft by calling him lazy in front of the team owner, dementia was too kind an end for him

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and what if i said they’re PraiseKink4PraiseKink? hmmmmmm????

shane is a more classic type. he wants to know he’s good, that he did it right, that he followed the rules and achieved the goal. that he’s the best, at whatever task you set in front of him. sucking cock, scoring goals, gagging, skating fast, taking what ilya gives him, weeding the garden. shane just wants to be given the rules and guidelines for everything so he can be absolutely certain he’s making the people around him ilya happy. and he wants to hear it. he wants ilya’s words, verbal confirmation of “yes baby exactly like that you’re made for me thank you for doing that for me god i’m fucking a king so so good baby”

ilya is a little more nuanced. outright praise he often brushes off because deep down, the little kid inside of him doesn’t think he deserves it. his mother left, his brother hated him, his father was constantly disappointed. nothing ilya did could or would ever be enough. but with shane, he is. fast enough, strong enough, good enough, loving enough, big enough, fucking him hard enough. and shane tells him in ways that he can digest, ways that settle deep in his bones and chase away the ghost of the words of his family. relying on ilya without ever second guessing that he’ll be there. trusting him with every facet of his life, professional and personal. deferring to ilya in front of an audience, highlighting his achievements like they’re both nothing to someone as good as ilya, and impossible to achieve for anyone else. choosing him, over and over and over and over.

and shane knows that, to and with ilya, he is good.

and ilya knows, to and with shane, that he is enough.

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I should have known Shane was built different the minute Ilya whined “noooo Hollander I want to fuck you” and he didn’t fold

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Shane Hollander standing there looking pretty with his autistic flat affect but behind his eyes is the nastiest filthiest sex palace that has ever been designed send tweet

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I do not have time to write it but I would love to read a fic where there is no Sasha and Shane is Ilya’s first time with a guy too, Ilya just lies because he’s a boastful 19 year old who doesn’t want to look dumb in front of the hot boy he’s been crushing on for two years (even though Shane wouldn’t have cared obviously) and maybe Shane finds out many years later and it makes him feral

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Ilya is Gomez and Shane is Morticia sorry I don’t make the rules

Documentary footage from after the fanmail incident

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What if they’re so hot because we’re seeing the story through their rose colored love glasses and to everyone else they’re just… hockey guys

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Ilya swore a blood oath against Gritty after that kid tried to fight him and Gritty put him in the penalty box, he thought Gritty should have let the kid win. Shane won’t even entertain the conversation anymore

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If you take nothing else from this remember that Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie are proof that in a year your entire life could be different

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Are you guys okay you’re all reblogging this with #never kys

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But only if you say yes to opportunities that are scary to you and push out of your comfort zone!!

Yes this is true! Do shit for the plot! Next thing you know you’ll be that person with a lot of lore which is also very fun. We live on a dumb rock hurtling through infinite space. Who cares! (positive)

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If you take nothing else from this remember that Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie are proof that in a year your entire life could be different

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Hollanov works because they’re exactly the same level of obsessed with each other even if they don’t know it. If that obsession level was unbalanced now we’re in a horror movie

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Ilya does a recreation of the Kim K champagne magazine cover for some Canadian art magazine after the Centaurs first cup win. He breaks the internet because the general population didn’t know he had all that cake underneath the hockey pads. Shane is catatonic with jealousy. Ilya’s like yeah now you know how it feels when you do your little wet t shirt ads

And then they fuck about it

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tummy touching (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)