#deliriumang3l ─── independent, selective, private, writing/roleplay blog for Rebecca Philips, a horror based OC. 25+ Written and broken by LIMINAL. forty+. no minors. no AI. EXTREME TRIGGERING AND DARK THEMES PRESENT. Dead dove: don't eat.
A study in: human no more yet chasing one's humanity, weirdcore, liminalcore, dreamcore, unreality, deathly guilt, death after death, angst of survival, searching for a soulmate, sacrifice in the face of isolation, loving too hard too fast, the girl that was and is no more, dead malls, artificial angels, dead world, endless voids, loss of identity, nostalgia love me love me love me
Please read rules below the cut or the carrd before following.
WHAT IS WHITEFIELD HEIGHTS?
𝙏𝙑 𝙂𝙐𝙄𝘿𝙀 (blog roll)
Channel 2: YOU ARE HERE.
Channel 8: @channel08
Channel 3: @channel3 (OC multimuse)
Channel 4: @trellia (personal/art bLOG
CARRD || BIO || SPOTIFY || VERSES || MEMES TAG || PINTEREST
Mains: tba
Exclusivity: @sugarsouth (becky's best friend)
⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊RULES₊‿︵‧ ˚ ₊⊹
note: I may sound harsh with some of these, but I promise I'm sweet enough to give you cavities. However, I don't want and will not get into stupid dramatic online feuds. I'm a grown up and I want to write. Please don't try to drag me in your stuff. I won't participate. Trust me, I'm boring.
ME: Hi! I am Liminal. I'm old. Not 20 something old because that is not old. I'm just old. (early 40s) I have been roleplaying for decades now, with thirteen years on tumblr.
NOTES ON GRAPHICS: Dash icon, promo, pinned, mobile, dividers, icon border
by @/hyruleshop
Pinned: @/byufo
ps. quick note: if you tag me in something or make me a post and after a few hours I have not pressed that heart (like button), it means my notifs didn't alert me and/or I didn't see it. Don't be shy to poke me if you think that's the case.
1- Warning: This blog can and will be extremely triggering, with mentions of, but not limited to: kidnapping, death, murder, blood, manipulation, self harm, drugs and alcohol use, abuse, and a bunch of others I will add as I think of them. What I will not write is the obvious: grape, anything involving harming children, homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc...
2- Rebecca is a very problematic character and the themes mention can be very dark and I won't hide that. If you are not okay with this, I urge you to please press the back button and find someone else.
NOTE: While Rebecca can be killed again and again, her one true death will forever remain a mystery. The killer is a dear friend of mine's OC who is not on tumblr any longer, but as he is a central part of her story, I will not accept another main killer. Please respect this.
3 - Drama: the rpc is chuck full of it and I want nothing to do with it. Keep your dirty laundry out of my face and we'll get along fine. If you have a problem with me, come to me, don't spread bullshit. And if you do, believe me, I won't fight or scream or write a huge ass response. You'll be very disappointed by how much I do not care what a stranger on the internet thinks of me.
4 - Length and activity: my lengths vary, but they can be intimidating because I like to write a lot. Don't be. You never have to match my length. As for my pace, I am slow. Drunk turtle slow. I have other obligations: I have a family which takes priority, a 40 hr job, and I'm tired at the end of the day. So don't expect quick replies unless I have sat at the computer for that specific reason, and even then, me being at the computer doesn't mean I'm here to write. Also, I reserve the right to choose what I feel like writing and who I feel like writing with. This does not mean I don't like you. It just means I'm more inspired in that moment. I won't be here all the time. I won't be here every day. Don't chase me... I beg you. I'll be here when I'm here.
5 - Plotting: I suck immensely at plotting. I usually get my ideas as I write. If you want to plot, you're free to approach me, but I probably won't be very good at it and my responses may be brief. Plotting is just hard and I tend to freeze on the spot. It's not because I don't like you or don't want to communicate. Respect that and don't get mad if you think I'm not returning the same 'enthusiasm'. It's not that, I just suck and get stuck when put on the spot like this. lol
6 - Threads: I don't want to take on too many. I might end up only taking a select few and see as things go. DO NOT TURN ASKS INTO THREADS UNPROMPTED. Please! They only add more threads and I get stressed. I wanna have fun, not be anxious by the amount of threads I have. You can ask me, and I will ask you, but the answer won't always be yes. Please don't take offence if I say no. It is not personal. I don't want to get overwhelmed.
7 - Smut: I don't mind writing it. It's fun actually, but I'd like to write other things too, so just... y'know, be mindful of that. I found a way to put my posts under read more that agrees with xkit, so those threads will be under read more unless it stops working. :) I tag everything that is n.s.f...w as #usfw.
8 - formatting: I don't do super heavy formatting. I'll have icons, and maybe separators but everything else is very minimal. I keep most of my writing in regular font because I know it can be harder to read as small fonts. I make it look a lil fancy but it's nothing huge. I do, however, enjoy doing graphics so I may do more. But it's just for my own fun. Don't feel like you have to do the same. I'm here to write, not look at your photoshop skills (which is cool btw, but it won't influence if I wanna write with you or not.)
9 - Who I write with: I will only write with people who are mutuals with me. While I have made a few exceptions in the past, I realize this can take away from my mutuals who are waiting on a reply. I'm not a follow for follow blog and I very rarely follow blogs that are not roleplay based. If we do not follow each other and have questions, feel free to send! But I won't be roleplaying with regular blogs, sorry!
10 - finally: have fun. Be patient with me. Be kind. Respect my boundaries and I'll do the same in return.
I know I make these a lot but sorry for the absence. Past couple of weeks have been extremely busy between national holiday celebrations and kiddo's bday, and today I have a big dental surgery... yeah lol Hopefully I can pop a few things here and my other accounts this morning or in the next couple of days.
“Your hair...”, Rebecca murmurs. She wants to reach out and touch the braid, red like an old fire, an old flame, red like the sunset on a humid day. Does it feel as soft as it looks? “It’s so pretty....”
@lonelyoutcasts-rp
Liked for a starter (for Lorraine?)
At first, Rebecca thinks she’s dealing with a child by the sheer size of the intruder’s silhouette – tiny, but with a head three times the size it should be – wait, it’s hair. A lot of it, something she catches in a single ray of light from above.
But as she continues to observe, she becomes convinced this is simply a small person... and she’s correct: wearing glasses, the woman seems “ -- lost”, Rebecca finishes her thought aloud, then dips from her position on the second floor, down in front of the woman, who stands nearly a whole foot shorter than Becky. “You look lost. You should turn back”, she warns.
Apologies for the silence: I've been quite busy on top of artfight and today won't be different. We're celebrating kiddo's bday so I'll be busy for most of the day planning and making food. I'll try to write at some point if I can :)
This week will be pretty busy for me since I have to start prepping for kiddo's bday party at the end of the week, on top of appointments and the beginning of artfight. Also I'm gonna go dye by hair like -- now. I will try to write a bit today after :) I will get to the starters I owe here and on @channel08 :)
Thank you for being so patient with me. Hope you all have an incredible day! Mwah!
