hi, welcome to my blog! i'm elle, and i read and write for svt only. my bias is wonu, and close second(s) are cheol, seungkwan, and hao. i'm not a new writer, but i'm new in posting, so bear with me on that part. if you want more of my works, head to arrangements. make sure to read the etiquette first before heading to the message jar!
okay so... i know i've been mia and haven't posted anything for like 2 weeks now so i am so sorry đľâđŤ. chapter 7 is still unfinished (more like i'm not yet completely satisfied with its content) and ya girl is still in the midst of her winter trip so i haven't had the time to properly polish it. HOPEFULLYY it will be done some time next week aaaaa
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âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Seungkwan fell asleep with the weight of too many feelings still resting in his chest. The room was dark and quiet after old wounds have been opened and left tender but breathing. Chan lay asleep beside him, steady and warm, and Seungkwan thought, just before drifting off, that for the first time in a long while, his heart felt⌠lighter. Not healed. Not whole. But lighter than it had been in years.
That was when the dream took him.
At first, he thought he was awake. The air was cool, carrying the scent of damp soil and blooming leaves, sharp and clean in a way dreams rarely managed. Soft light filtered through towering trees, their branches arching overhead like cathedral ceilings woven from green. Somewhere nearby, water murmured â a stream, he guesses â and the sound threaded itself gently through the silence.
Seungkwan stopped walking.
He knew this place. But itâs not only because it looks familiar. Rather, it feels familiar.
âThis is-â he murmured, voice catching in his throat.
The palace gardens. Expansive and alive, untouched by ruin or grief. Sunlight spilled across the grass in gold-dusted patches, fireflies hovering faintly even though it was too early for them. The air thrummed with something deeper than magic, something emotional, resonant, like a memory the world itself refused to forget.
He took a step forward. Then another. The further he went, the stronger it became, a pull. A gentle insistence, like a hand at his back guiding him onward. His ability stirred instinctively, emotions blooming around him like invisible colors. Loneliness, grief, hope.
And then there she was.
You stood near the edge of the clearing, turned slightly away, dressed not as a child but as you were now â older, carrying the quiet weight of everything you had lost. Your hair caught the light as you moved, fingers brushing the leaves of a low-hanging branch as though grounding yourself in something real.
Seungkwanâs breath left him in a slow, stunned exhale as you turned.
At first, your eyes held confusion, searching his face like a puzzle missing too many pieces. For a few heartbeats, you simply stared at him, brows knitting faintly, as though trying to place him in a story you almost remembered.
Then your eyes widened.
ââŚSeungkwan?â
Hearing his name in your voice did something to him. Something deep and immediate. His chest tightened, emotion rushing in so fast he had to steady himself.
âYou know me,â he said, not quite a question.
Your expression softened, relief bleeding through the confusion. âOf course I do,â you said gently. âIt just took me a second. Youâre⌠not usually the first one I see.â
âThe first one?â he echoed.
You hesitated.
He felt it instantly, the careful restraint, the deliberate pause. Not secrecy born of fear, but of protection. You were measuring how much to give, how much he could hold. So he did the only thing he could think to do.
âItâs okay,â Seungkwan said softly. âYou donât have to tell me everything. I just- I just feel like I was meant to be here.â
Your gaze sharpened at that, something warm and sad flickering behind your eyes. âYou feel things,â you said slowly. âMore than most.â
He nodded. âI read emotions. Sometimes I⌠carry them.â
You stepped closer, cautious but curious, as though drawn by the same invisible thread that had led him here. The closer you came, the louder your feelings became to him. Pain braided with resilience. Fear tempered by resolve.
âYouâre dreaming,â you said. âBut not the way the others do.â
âAre you?â he asked.
You smiled faintly. âNo. This isnât a dream⌠Rather, a manifestation of my memories, from what I could remember.â
That hurt more than he expected.
âI wonât stay long,â you continued, voice quiet. âThis place⌠it takes a lot out of me to reach. And I shouldnât be speaking too freely. There are things watching. Waiting.â
His stomach tightened. âYouâre not safe.â
âNo,â you agreed simply. âBut Iâm alive.â
The words were spoken with such careful emphasis that he understood immediately â alive was something you had to actively hold onto.
âSeungcheol dreamed of this place,â he said carefully. âThis garden, with fireflies, something about promising to make you happy. A memory from when you were children.â
âI know,â you replied. âThat memory was never sealed properly.â
He frowned. âSealed?â
You gestured for him to sit with you on the low stone bench nearby. When he did, you didnât hesitate, as if you had already decided how much to tell him.
âYou and the others donât remember your past because your memories were intentionally suppressed,â you said plainly. âNot erased, but locked. Broken into pieces so none of you would carry enough information to be traced or used.â
His chest tightened. âUsed by who?â
âThe people who are holding me now,â you answered. âAnd the faction they belong to. They are not ruling the kingdom openly,â you continued. âThey control it by controlling succession. Bloodlines. Power inheritance. And I was a problem to them.â
âBecause of your powers,â Seungkwan said.
âYes,â you said, âbut more importantly because I refused to let those powers be passed down the way they wanted.â
You clasped your hands together, grounding yourself.
âMy abilities⌠They were designed to be shared, distributed through bonds. Trust, loyalty⌠and love. Thatâs why you mattered. All of you.â
Seungkwanâs heart began to race. âSo we werenât just⌠protectors.â
âNo,â you said. âYou were anchors. Each of you stabilized a part of my power. Without you, it becomes unstable. Without me, yours manifests without context.â
That explained too much at once.
âAnd when they realized they couldnât separate you from us,â he said slowly, âthey separated us from ourselves.â
You nodded. âExactly.â
Silence stretched between you, heavy but not uncomfortable.
âWhy havenât we remembered yet?â he asked. âIf we were that important, why leave us blind?â
âBecause remembering everything at once might destroy you,â you said honestly. âYou went through betrayal, loss, and violence that none of you were meant to carry alone. The memory locks were a mercy, not a punishment.â
He swallowed hard.
âAnd me?â he asked. âWhy am I here now?â
You looked at him fully then, eyes steady.
âBecause your ability isnât just emotional perception,â you said. âItâs regulation. You are the one fated to help others process what they feel when things start to fall apart. You ground them. You keep them human.â
That hit harder than anything else.
âWhich means,â you continued, âyouâre the safest one to start remembering first.â
The garden dimmed slightly, as if time was thinning.
âThereâs something else you need to know,â you said. âAbout the people hunting you now.â
Seungkwan leaned forward instinctively.
âThey are aware that fragments of my power still exist outside the tower, where they keep me,â you said. âThey donât know exactly who or where you are in the mortal world yet â but they know someone is out there. They know you are starting to remember. The abilities I left outside the tower, they have managed to find and connect to yours. Thatâs why your abilities are awakening more rapidly. Thatâs why the group keeps being drawn together.â
âSo everything that connects us isnât just coincidences,â he said quietly.
âNo,â you replied. âItâs the beginning of recovery.â
âWhen you wake up,â you said gently, âtell the others this much: we knew each other, we trusted each other, and what we lost was taken â not abandoned. Tell them the past isnât gone. Itâs just waiting.â
The garden began to blur, edges dissolving.
âAnd Seungkwan,â you added quickly.
He looked up.
âIâm not asking you to save me, not yet,â you said. âBefore that, Iâm asking you to please help yourself and them to remember without any of you breaking.â
Seungkwan stepped forward instinctively. âWill I see you again?â
Your expression softened, something almost fond flickering through the exhaustion. âYou donât need to see me to hear me,â you said. âYouâll know when Iâm close.â
As the world began to fade, your voice lingered.
âThank you,â you whispered. âFor being here.â
Seungkwan woke with tears already slipping down his temples, heart pounding with an emotion he couldnât name yet, but he knew, without question, would change everything.
The hallway outside the rooms felt suspended in time, even with the sun already out. Seungkwan walked beside Chan, both of them quiet, their pace unhurried. There was no rush to get anywhere, no urgency pressing down on them, just the shared understanding that they were going to Jihoonâs room because that was where everyone inevitably gathered.
Seungkwan knocked once and opened the door immediately. Inside, the room was already occupied in full. Seungcheol leaned casually against the desk, coffee in hand. Mingyu sat on the bed with his legs folded beneath him, phone forgotten in his lap. Soonyoung hovered near the window, peering outside as if Tokyo might suddenly do something interesting just for him. Vernon sat in the armchair, posture relaxed but eyes sharp. Wonwoo stood near the curtains, hands tucked into his sleeves, gaze distant but attentive. Jihoon lingered near the door, looking unsurprised to see them.
Chan stopped just inside the doorway. âDid we miss something?â
Jihoon stepped aside to let them in. âNo. They all just⌠ended up here.â
That explanation seemed sufficient for everyone.
Before the room could slide into anything serious, Soonyoung clapped his hands together, the sound sharp in the quiet space. âOkay, hold on. Before anyone starts saying serious words-â
He pointed at the phone on the bedside table.
âBreakfast first.â
The suggestion was immediately accepted.
Room service arrived not long after, and with it came a brief shift in the roomâs atmosphere. Plates were passed around. Coffee was poured. Mingyu commented on how hotel portions never matched their prices. Vernon stole food without asking. Seungcheol reminded everyone to actually eat instead of just poking at their plates. The conversation stayed light, circling harmless topics, the kind that didnât require much thought.
It felt almost normal.
Eventually, the plates were cleared, cups empty, and the room settled back into quiet. Seungkwan sat on the edge of the bed, fingers loosely intertwined, posture relaxed rather than guarded.Â
âI had a dream,â he said, voice even. Everyone looked his way, but no one interrupted.
âIt wasnât like the others,â he continued. âI wasnât watching from the outside. I was actually there.â
Seungkwan spoke without embellishment, but the picture he painted lingered longer than his words. He described the palace gardens first. Paths curved where they were meant to, trees stood where they had likely stood for decades, and even the open spaces felt planned rather than imagined. It wasnât a place born from dreams, he explained, but one that existed only for the eyes who longed to see natureâs beauty.
As he went on, the similarities to Seungcheolâs dream became impossible to ignore. The same arching trees. The same way the air felt heavy with stillness rather than silence. The same sense of being guided toward something without knowing why. The details aligned too precisely to dismiss as coincidence, too cleanly to chalk up to shared imagination.
He told them about seeing you there. About how how he knew who you were without ever having met you. It wasnât overwhelming or emotional, he clarified. It felt close to receiving information and forming a connection, like being handed context that should have belonged to him all along. The conversation itself hadnât been cryptic or symbolic. If anything, it had felt structured, deliberate, almost careful.
Seungkwan paused briefly, then added that you spoke plainly.
You told him that their memories were fragmented. That what they were experiencing now â the dreams, the abilities â werenât accidents or sudden awakenings, but remnants resurfacing. You didnât explain everything, and you didnât try to. You gave him enough to understand the shape of the truth without forcing him to carry its full weight.
And when he mentioned the enemies, his tone shifted just slightly. Not toward fear, but clarity. You had told him they werenât monsters in the traditional sense. Not creatures driven by chaos or cruelty for its own sake. They were strategists. Calculated. Focused on control rather than destruction. People who needed you alive, intact, and contained.
By the time Seungkwan finished speaking, the room had grown quiet. No one rushed to fill the silence. No one reacted dramatically. It wasnât shock that settled over them, but something closer to quiet processing, as if each of them were mentally adjusting pieces they hadnât realized were misaligned until now.
Jihoon was the first to move.
Without saying anything, he reached into his bag and pulled out the paper. He unfolded it slowly, smoothing it against the desk with deliberate care, as though making sure it lay completely flat mattered. The others watched him, attention drawn not by urgency but by habit. This paper had earned their attention by now.
âThereâs another name,â Jihoon said finally.
He turned the paper toward them.
Wen Junhui
The name sat there for a moment before anyone spoke.
Seungcheol leaned forward slightly, instinctive and quiet, eyes scanning the characters as if they might rearrange themselves. âDoes anyone recognize that?â
Mingyu straightened where he sat, recognition flickering across his face almost immediately. âYeah. I do,â he said. âIf I remember correctly, heâs an actor. Chinese. A rising actor, at that. Iâve seen him in a couple shows.â
That information settled into the room without resistance. It fit easily, like a piece of puzzle that slid into place without force.
Then Chan stopped moving.
It wasnât abrupt or dramatic. Just a pause. His focus drifted inward, attention pulled somewhere else entirely. After a moment, he reached for his phone and carefully slid the case off. From behind it, he pulled out a folded piece of paper, worn thin along the creases, the edges softened like it had been unfolded and refolded more times than necessary.
He unfolded it slowly.
A phone number.
And beneath it, written hastily in Korean, slightly slanted, unmistakably rushed:
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Chan held it there for a second longer than needed before speaking. âThis might be⌠relevant.â
He explained without urgency. Turns out, he was actually in Shenzhen for a dance workshop he was invited to before flying to Japan. He collided with someone while turning a corner too quickly, his coffee spilling everywhere. The person who bumped into him, who referred to himself as Jun, had insisted on compensating him, scribbling his number down on the nearest scrap of paper and pressing it into his hand before rushing off.
They met again a few days later. A cafĂŠ this time. Jun paid for everything, and even brought him a new shirt to replace the stained one. Mentioned, almost casually, that heâd been in a hurry earlier because he thought a fan had been following him. Nothing dramatic. Nothing alarming.Â
When Chan finished, Soonyoung tilted his head, brow furrowing slightly as a new question occurred to him.
âI have a question,â he said. âHow did he know you were Korean?â
Chan hesitated, then shrugged. âMaybe because âŚI cursed in Korean?â
The pause that followed was brief, but seemingly effective as everyone chuckled with the unexpected reply.
Chan didnât come back into the room immediately after ending the call. The screen went dark in his hand, but for a long moment, he didnât move. He stayed standing by the window, phone pressed loosely against his palm, staring out at the city without really seeing it. The streets below pulsed with motion â the slow rhythm of morning traffic, the soft rumble of a distant train. Chan, meanwhile, felt as though the world had paused, giving him space to digest what he had just learned.
Finally, with a slow exhale that seemed to push the city back into place, he stepped away from the window and made his way back into Jihoonâs room where the others are. The room was quiet, almost reverently so. No one spoke. Their eyes followed him naturally, each pair of gazes reflecting a mixture of curiosity, relief, and that quiet tension born from understanding the gravity of what was happening.
He set his phone gently on the table next to the paper with the names. The small object, so simple in its form, now held so much weight. The paper had become more than ink on a page; it was a map of connection, a growing network of people bound together by something larger than themselves, and Chan knew it was only going to get more complex from here.
âOkay so⌠Jun has them too,â Chan said, his voice calm, measured, but carrying the weight of certainty. The room, despite itself, seemed to shift slightly at the words. The kind of shift that makes a person lean in a little, hold their breath just for a moment, because they sense the world expanding just beyond the walls of the room.
âThe dreams,â Chan added after a pause, letting the silence hang long enough for the others to feel it. âExactly the same. Same patterns. Same places. Same⌠repetition.â
Seungcheol leaned back in his chair, hands clasped together on the table. There was relief there, yes, but also the weight of expectation. Another person had joined the circle, another piece of the puzzle had snapped into place â and with that clarity came responsibility. The air in the room felt heavier, not in a suffocating way, but in a way that made every breath feel deliberate, as if they were all collectively bracing for what came next.
âAnd,â Chan continued slowly, choosing his words as if carefully threading a needle, âhe also has an ability.â
That drew attention immediately. Every head turned slightly, subtle movements betraying their curiosity and anticipation.
âWater,â Chan said simply. âControlling water, moving it, shaping it. He said heâs been aware of it for a few weeks now and has been practicing it. He learned how to understand it, manipulate it, and trust it.â
Chanâs gaze flicked toward the paper, as though checking that the ink still held the truth of what he had just conveyed. âWhen I told him about the paper, about the way each new name seems connected to the last, he didnât hesitate. He said he might already know who comes next.â
The words hovered in the air. The implication was clear, but it wasnât dramatized. There was no fanfare, no sudden spike of tension. Just inevitability, the quiet sense that the next step was already forming, waiting for them to notice.
âLee Seokmin,â Chan said at last. The name landed softly, yet firmly, and the weight of it lingered. âHeâs a close friend of Junâs. Met through a mutual acquaintance a while back.â
Chan leaned back against the edge of the table, his eyes not on anyone in particular. He let the room absorb the name before continuing. âApparently, one night Seokmin got really drunk. Not careless or dangerous, just⌠uninhibited. You know that way people get when their thoughts are too crowded and their tongue finally lets a few slip. He started talking about the dreams. About the places, the details, the repetition. How vivid they were. How he couldnât explain them but couldnât ignore them either.â
Mingyu huffed softly, a small smile tugging at his lips. âThat tracks,â he said lightly, but there was a note of understanding beneath the humor. They all knew that feeling, the helpless awareness of a phenomenon they could not yet control.
Chan nodded. âApparently, Jun didnât interrupt. Didnât argue. He just listened. He could tell by the way Seokmin spoke, by the urgency in his words, that this was⌠important. That this was part of something larger. And he knows that because, well⌠He experiences them as well.â
Seungcheolâs fingers flexed against his knees. He didnât speak, but his posture reflected careful attention. He had always been the one to notice patterns, to catch threads others might miss, and even he felt the gravity of the moment pressing in gently but persistently.
âAnd thereâs another name,â Chan said after a breath. âJoshua Hong.â
The room tilted into a heavier silence. No immediate recognition, no quick reaction. Just that pregnant pause that said they understood intuitively, the moment required a measured reception, not a flurry of responses.
âJunâs never met him,â Chan clarified, voice low. âBut Seokmin has.â
Chan allowed himself a small pause, leaning further back against the table, letting the story breathe. âA few years ago, Seokmin was in Los Angeles. In a vocal workshop. He didnât know many people, so he wandered and explored to kill time. One evening, he stumbled across Joshua playing guitar in a small cafĂŠ. Apparently Joshua did it during his free time.â
âThey talked a little. Met again, briefly. It was⌠intense in that fleeting way people feel things when they know it wonât last. Like a summer storm, electric and sudden. Seokmin and Joshua both realized that the other had dreams too, experiences that mirrored their own. But it ended quietly. No fights. No hurt talks. They just⌠separated.â
Chanâs voice softened, almost reflective, as if he were sharing a personal observation rather than a report. âThey havenât spoken since.â
The silence that followed was thick, yet it carried no weight of judgment. It was thoughtful. Each of them understood, without needing to say it aloud, that connections had limits and lives had detours â but here, now, the paths were converging again.
Jihoonâs hand reached instinctively into his bag. He pulled out the paper, placing it flat on the table. Smoothing it gently, carefully aligning the edges as though every crease mattered. The names, written plainly in ink, seemed to settle into the room along with them.
âThereâs another complication, in case Jun is right and the two of them will be the next ones on this paper,â Chan said, a measured caution in his tone. âJoshua lives in Los Angeles. While right now, Seokmin is there temporarily and wonât be back in Korea for weeks.â
The words lingered. They werenât panic-inducing. They were logistical, practicalâbut heavy in their implications. The connections werenât just emotional or mystical; they were tangible, spanning oceans and time zones.
âOkay, so that leaves us with two choices,â Seungcheol said, voice quiet, deliberate. His words were heavy, tempered by the steady patience he always exuded. âWe either convince both of them to come to Japan â which, from what Jun said, doesnât seem possible anytime soonâŚâ
ââŚor we go to them,â Mingyu finished, a hint of pragmatic decisiveness in his tone.
The implications settled in the room like an invisible current. Oceans to cross. Schedules to untangle. A growing network of people to coordinate. But there was no fear. Not yet. Only awareness, and the quiet, steady resolve that they had already crossed impossible edges before.
The paper stayed where it was, inked names awaiting the next steps. The connections that had begun as lines on a page were now unmistakably taking shape, weaving together people who had not yet met, experiences that had not yet converged, and powers that had not yet been fully understood.
Chan finally let himself exhale fully, allowing his shoulders to drop. Outside, the city continued, unaware. But inside, the group had reached another threshold. A threshold of knowledge, of coordination, of readiness. They had another journey ahead, another ocean to cross, another layer of connection to build â and the first threads had already been woven.
The silence in the room was no longer emptiness. It was awareness, anticipation, and the quiet, unspoken agreement that whatever came next, they would face it together. And far away, beyond the reach of their current understanding, the next lives waited, ready to step into the circle they were only beginning to comprehend.
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, not proofread, cursing, kissing, a small sprinkle of angst, i didn't intend for boochan's relationship to be like that at first but i'm so glad i did that, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Seungkwan arrived in Tokyo just as the city was waking up.
The airport lights were too bright for the hour, reflecting off polished floors and glass walls that made everything feel larger than it really was. Outside, the sky hovered in that uncertain shade between night and morning, pale and thin, as if dawn itself was still stretching. When Seungkwan finally stepped through the arrival gates, his hoodie slightly wrinkled and his bag hanging low on one shoulder, he looked tired in theory, but his eyes were sharp, alive, scanning the crowd with unmistakable anticipation.
It took him only a second to find them, to find him.
âOh, there you are.â
The relief in his voice was immediate, almost unguarded. He waved, quickening his steps, and before anyone could react properly, Mingyu was already there, wrapping him in a hug that was so firm it was like it wasnât their first time meeting.
âYou look way too awake,â Mingyu said, laughing into his shoulder.
Seungkwan pulled back, grinning. âI slept on the plane. And I was nervous. That kind of energy doesnât let you stay tired.â
Soonyoung was next, clapping Seungkwan on the back like he needed to confirm he was real. Jihoon greeted him more quietly, but his smile lingered longer than usual. Wonwoo nodded at him, eyes warm but thoughtful.
And then Seungkwan saw Vernon.
The way his expression softened was subtle, but unmistakable. He crossed the distance between them without hesitation, arms sliding around Vernon like it was muscle memory, like the weeks apart had only been a technicality.
âYou again,â Seungkwan said softly.
Vernon laughed, a little breath caught in it. âItâs me again.â
They stayed like that for a moment longer than strictly necessary, and no one commented on it. Seungcheol noticed anyway, the ease, the closeness, the way Vernonâs hand stayed at Seungkwanâs back even after they pulled away. There was something settled there, something already shaped by time and shared work and understanding.
It stood out, especially now.
They left the airport together, the world slowly widening as Tokyo opened up around them. Morning crept in gradually, the city stirring rather than erupting. Seeing as they all have energy at the early morning, they dropped Seungkwanâs stuff at the hotel and went out again. Streets were quieter than expected, storefronts half-open, steam rising from food stalls as if the city itself was exhaling.
They walked without much direction, letting hunger decide where to stop. Breakfast blurred into something closer to brunch, plates and bowls spread across a small outdoor table, the air cool but comfortable. The conversation drifted easily, from Seungkwanâs flight, to Vernonâs recent projects, to nothing in particular at all.
And yet, beneath it all, something pulsed.
Seungcheol felt it most clearly when he stopped trying to ignore it.
The way Mingyu laughed made his chest feel unexpectedly light. Sitting beside Jihoon brought a quiet calm he hadnât realized he needed. Soonyoungâs energy, usually overwhelming, felt stabilizing instead, like fire contained just enough to give heat without him burning. Even Wonwoo, quiet and observant, held his attention longer than usual, his presence oddly reassuring.
It didnât make sense.
Attraction wasnât supposed to work like this. Not fragmented. Not layered. Not directed at so many people at once without losing its meaning.
And yet it felt real.
Unsettlingly so.
He wasnât the only one struggling with it. He saw it in the way Soonyoungâs attention flicked from person to person, brows knitting together like he was trying to solve an internal equation. Mingyu grew uncharacteristically quiet between bursts of laughter, gaze lingering in places it hadnât before. Even Jihoon seemed distracted, fingers tapping absently against the table as if something unseen was tugging at him.
Then he noticed, Vernon and Seungkwan looked anchored. Not unaffected, but it was certain. Like whatever confusion existed around them had already been sorted through, shaped into something steadier.
By the time afternoon rolled in, they retreated to one of the hotel rooms, shutting out the city and letting the quiet settle. Shoes were discarded near the door. Someone adjusted the curtains just enough to let light spill in without being intrusive. Bottled drinks were passed around, condensation gathering on plastic as the room filled with shared presence.
It was Wonwoo who finally broke the silence.
âI think somethingâs happening to me,â he said, voice low but firm, as everyone turned toward him.
He spoke slowly, choosing his words with care. He described the dream first. The way the darkness didnât threaten him, but welcomed him. How the shadows bent toward him instead of away. Then he talked about waking up somewhere unfamiliar, the confusion sharp and immediate, the realization that it wasnât a dream at all.
Wonwoo didnât say it right away.
He stared at the floor for a long moment, like the answer was still there, tangled between the tiles, refusing to come up. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter than before, rough around the edges.
âI couldnât see my body,â he said. âAt all.â
His fingers curled slightly in his lap, as if remembering the sensation. âNo hands. No feet. No weight. But I knew I was there. I could think. I could notice things. I could feel the space around me, like I was⌠stitched into it.â
He let out a breath through his nose. âIt didnât feel like disappearing. It felt like becoming something else.â
The room had gone unnervingly still.
Jihoonâs shoulders stiffened almost imperceptibly, his mind racing ahead of the words. âYou were in my room,â he said. Not a question. A statement. âThat night, I felt something. Like the lights dimmed, but not visually. Like the air around me shifted- I donât really know how to put it into words, but it felt strange.â
Wonwoo looked up at him, surprised, then nodded. âI didnât mean to go anywhere. I swear. One second I was standing there, trying to figure out what was happening, and then,â His gaze slid, hesitant, toward Mingyu. â...then I wasnât there anymore.â
Mingyu blinked.
ââŚYou were in my room?â
âBriefly. You were showering, I think.â
Mingyu let out a sharp breath, staring at the ceiling like it might explain something. âWow,â he said flatly. Then, after a beat, âYou really picked the worst possible timing.â
Wonwoo huffed out a small laugh, shoulders loosening just a little, like heâd been holding them too tight for too long. The tension cracked, softening just enough that the room felt livable again.
Seungkwan, whoâd been unusually quiet, shifted closer to Vernon. His knee bounced once before he stopped it, fingers twisting together as he gathered his thoughts.
âI thinkâŚâ He paused, then started again. âI think I have something too.â
Everyone turned to him, immediately attentive.
âItâs not like what you guys described,â he said quickly, almost apologetic. âNo disappearing. No elements. Itâs⌠internal.â He touched his chest lightly. âEmotional.â
He took his time now, voice slowing. âSometimes I know how someoneâs feeling before they open their mouth. Not guesses, like I just know. Like itâs already settled in my body. And when someone liesâŚâ His brow furrowed. âIt feels wrong. Like something bends where it shouldnât. And there are moments when people calm down around me. I donât try. I donât say anything special. They just kind of⌠settle.â
The silence that followed wasnât empty. It was thick, weighted, pressing in from all sides. Seungcheol felt it hit him square in the chest. He swallowed, the familiar ache tightening behind his eyes. âThen,â he said carefully, âit really isnât just me.â
When he spoke about his own ability, he didnât dramatize it. He talked about the way words sometimes latched on, how people listened too closely, obeyed too easily. How heavier commands left him drained, head pounding, chest tight like heâd run miles without stopping.
By the time he finished, it felt like they were all standing on the edge of something vast and unnamed. Soonyoung broke the quiet first, arms crossed but eyes bright with restless energy. âWe canât pretend this is a coincidence anymore,â he said. âMy fire. Itâs⌠Itâs getting stronger, like it wants to be used. I think the same might happen to all of you.â
Mingyu nodded, jaw set. âIf we donât understand it, itâll control us instead.â
ââŚOh God. This sounds too cringe, but we should train.â Seungcheol said.
All of them chuckled at his words, but no one argued. They pushed the furniture aside, awkward and clumsy, bumping into each other, laughing softly when someone almost knocked over a lamp. Mingyu volunteered first, mostly because he couldnât sit still anymore. He hovered his hands over the floor, brow furrowed, breathing unevenly as he tried to remember the sensation, the pull, the answering weight beneath his skin.
âWait⌠Shouldnât he practice his abilities on the ground? Like, not high up in a hotel bui-â Just as Jihoon was about to finish his sentence, they felt the floor slightly shake.
Mingyuâs eyes widened. âOkay,â he muttered. âOkay, thatâs⌠thatâs real.â
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By the time they finally stopped, it felt like the day had quietly slipped past them without asking permission. The room bore the soft evidence of what theyâd been doing, a lingering warmth in the air, the faint scent of smoke and dust, the sense that the space itself had been nudged out of its ordinary shape and hadnât quite settled back yet. Curtains fluttered even though the windows were closed. Shadows pooled a little too thickly in the corners. Even the silence felt different, like it was listening.
They gathered themselves slowly. Mingyu dropped onto the floor with his back against the couch, legs stretched out, staring at his hands as if he half-expected the floor beneath him to crack again. Soonyoung paced once, restless energy still buzzing through him, then finally stilled when Seungkwan handed him a bottle of water. Wonwoo sat near the edge of the room, close to where the light faded, eyes distant, expression unreadable. Vernon and Jihoon, who both have no clues about their abilities yet, or even if they do have abilities, just watched the others with amusement, and maybe a tad bit concern.
No one spoke right away. It wasnât awkward. It was careful. Like they all understood that whatever they said next would matter more than small talk ever could. Seungcheol stood near the table, fingers resting against its edge, grounding himself in the solidness of it. His chest felt tight, not painfully so, but full. Crowded. Like there were too many things pressing up against his ribs all at once.
âI had a dream,â he said. His voice wasnât loud. It didnât need to be. Everyone looked up.
Not startled, but attentive, instinctively so, as if some deeper part of them had already been waiting for those words.
âI didnât bring it up earlier,â Seungcheol continued after a beat. âI wasnât sure if it was⌠relevant. Or if it was just another fragment trying to pretend it was more important than it actually was.â
He exhaled slowly, eyes drifting away from the room and toward something only he could see. âBut itâs been sitting with me. Ever since it happened.â
âI was a kid again.â The words hang there, unexpected but not unbelievable. Somehow, they make sense. âI was in the palace gardens,â he says. âAnd I didnât question it. Thatâs the strange part. I didnât wonder how I got there, or why I knew the place so well. It just felt⌠familiar. Like a memory Iâd always had.â
He shifts his weight, fingers curling slightly against the edge of the table. âIt smelled like early spring. Cold earth. Fresh leaves. That kind of air that feels clean when you breathe it in, like itâs undoing something heavy inside you.â
His gaze drops, unfocused. âAnd⌠I wasnât alone.â The pause stretches, deliberate.
âThere was a girl,â Seungcheol says quietly. âSmall. But it seemed like we were both the same age.â
He lets out a faint, incredulous breath. âAnd we were holding hands.â Something in his chest tightens as he says it aloud, as if naming it makes it more real, or perhaps, more dangerous.
âIt was me,â he goes on. âI knew that instinctively. I was still me. Just⌠smaller. And I was walking a little ahead of her, like I was guiding her somewhere.â His lips curve almost imperceptibly. âShe told me I was walking too fast.â
A few of them smile without meaning to. âI remember slowing down immediately,â Seungcheol says. âNot because I thought about it. Just because the idea of leaving her behind felt wrong.â
He lifts his head slightly. âShe asked where we were going. I told her it was the best part of the garden. That she hadnât seen it yet.â
âShe said sheâd been sad that day.â Seungcheolâs throat tightens. âShe asked me if I could fix sadness.â The room feels smaller somehow, like the memory itself is taking up space.
âI told her I could try,â he says. âAnd I meant it. I didnât think it was a big promise. It just felt⌠obvious. Like that was my job.â His fingers flex. âI led her to this clearing. Trees arching overhead, leaves filtering sunlight into soft patches on the ground. There was a stream nearby. I could hear it even before I saw it.â
He pauses, then his eyes lift, faintly bright.
âAnd there were fireflies⌠Dozens of them,â Seungcheol says. âFloating in the air. Glowing. In the middle of the day.â He shakes his head slightly, a breath of wonder still clinging to the memory. âShe said they werenât supposed to be there yet. That it was too early.â
A quiet smile touches his mouth. âI told her maybe they came anyway. Maybe for her.â His voice drops. âI donât know why I said that. I didnât understand what I meant. But it felt true.â
He looks down at his hands. âI cupped one of them gently. And when I opened my palmsâŚâ He gestures faintly, fingers parting. âIt flew straight to her.â
The image settles into the room, vivid and warm, like everyone can see it.Â
âShe laughed,â Seungcheol says. âAnd the fireflies got brighter. Like they were responding to her happiness.â His chest tightens again, the sensation unmistakable even now. âI remember watching her. Feeling⌠relieved. Proud. Like Iâd done what I was supposed to do.â
A soft, almost disbelieving exhale. âI told her I could fix sadness.â
âShe stepped closer to me,â he continues, voice barely above a murmur. âLooked up at me like she believed me completely.â
His jaw tightens. âShe said sheâd stay with me forever.â
No one moves.
âI didnât hesitate,â Seungcheol says. âI didnât laugh it off or tell her it wasnât possible. I just said okay.â His eyes lift to meet theirs, steady but vulnerable. âLike it was the simplest promise in the world.â
The fireflies swirl in his memory, bright and weightless. âWhen I woke up,â he says, âI didnât feel confused. I didnât feel shaken.â
He presses a hand briefly to his chest. âI felt⌠homesick.â
The word lingers, aching.
âI donât know who she is,â Seungcheol admits. âBut that dream didnât feel symbolic. It didnât feel like my mind making things up.â He looks at each of them in turn. âIt felt like something that already happened. Like something the universe refused to let go of.â
After a few seconds of silence, Jihoonâs brows drew together slightly. âDid you recognize her?â
Seungcheol shook his head. âNo. But it felt like I should have.â
That was the part that unsettled him the most. The familiarity without context. The certainty without explanation.
For a moment, the only sound was the city outside, distant traffic, the faint echo of life continuing on.
And then, the paper reacted.
At first, it was subtle, a soft glow seeping into the fibers like light through thin skin. Then it brightened, warmth spreading outward in gentle waves, illuminating the table and their faces in pale gold.
Everyone moved at once.
Chairs scraped back. Someone sucked in a sharp breath as they all anticipated the addition of a new name.
Lee Chan.
The light faded just as smoothly as it had appeared, leaving the name behind.
Silence crashed down harder this time.
Seungkwan hadnât moved. His eyes were locked onto the paper, wide and disbelieving, his mouth parted slightly like heâd forgotten how to close it.
ââŚYouâve got to be kidding me,â he whispered.
Seungcheol turned toward him immediately. âYou know him.â It wasnât a question.
He rubbed a hand over his face, a laugh escaping him that sounded more breathless than amused. âWe grew up together. Became friends ever since middle school. Same neighborhood. Same cracked sidewalks. Same corner store weâd hang out in after school.â
Vernon glanced at him, surprised. âYou never mentioned him before.â
âI didnât thinkâŚâ Seungkwanâs voice faltered, then steadied. âI didnât think heâd ever come back into my life like this.â
Seungkwanâs fingers drummed nervously against the table, the hotel room quiet except for the faint hum of the city outside. He drew in a slow breath, as if bracing himself for the memory he was about to open. The others watched quietly, sensing the depth of what he was about to reveal.
âLee ChanâŚâ Seungkwan began, voice low and almost fragile. âWe werenât just close friends. Not just collaborators. He was⌠my anchor. The person who made me feel understood even when nothing else did. He knew me better than anyone, and I knew him. We shared dreams, projects, and⌠our lives, in a way.â He paused, swallowing hard. âBut then⌠there was this one night, and I canâtâŚâ
He looked down at his hands, tracing invisible lines along his palms. âChan had been going through a lot even before that night. His parents⌠they werenât always the most supportive. And his older brother, who he relied on⌠was sick, couldnât be there. He was already dealing with a storm inside himself, pressures I couldnât even fully see at the time. And he⌠he was counting on me.â
A bitter laugh escaped him, almost swallowed by the quiet. âI promised him I would be there. I promised I wouldnât let him face that night alone. He was in a competition, something that mattered to him more than anything, and he needed me. He needed me to show up, to stand by his side, to help him through it. ButâŚâ His voice faltered, choked by guilt. âI didnât. I made the choice to do something else, something I thought was important for my own growth, something I thought would help him too in the long run. I thought I was doing the right thing.â
Seungkwanâs chest tightened, memories crashing over him in sharp waves. âI left him alone. I left him when he needed me most. And that night⌠that night, he sent me a message. Three simple words, but they hit me harder than anything ever could: âI trusted you.â Three words, and everything we had⌠everything we built⌠felt like it shattered.â
He ran a hand over his face, breathing shallow and quick. âI tried to explain afterward. I tried to tell him why I made that choice, why I went with something else, how much I never wanted to abandon him. But my words didnât reach him. They werenât enough to bridge the gap I created, the pain I caused.â
Seungkwanâs eyes glistened as he continued. âI kept checking, hoping heâd answer, hoping heâd forgive me, but the silence stretched on. Days turned into weeks, weeks into months, months into years. Every time I thought about reaching out, I remembered the look on his face, the hurt that I caused. And I couldnât⌠I couldnât face it. I didnât know if I deserved to be forgiven, or even to see him again.â
He exhaled slowly, trying to release the weight of guilt that had been pressing on him for years. âIt wasnât just an argument. It wasnât just a fight. I broke his trust. And all I could do was wait⌠and carry this weight with me, every day. Until now.â
Seungcheol leaned forward, voice gentle but steady. âAnd now you have a chance to make things right. To face him, to tell him everything. And if it takes time, you wait. Because that bond⌠that trust⌠itâs worth every second of effort.â
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It took them a while, but eventually, they managed to track Chan down. His social media presence was subtle, just enough to give hints of his life as a freelance dancer, performing in big and small shows. He wasnât the type to post everything, but enough to confirm that he was out there, still moving to the rhythm of the world he loved.
The group crowded around Soonyoung as he hovered over the phone. There was a quiet understanding among them: Seungkwan shouldnât be the one to reach out first. His history with Chan ran deep, tangled with emotions that could make a simple conversation complicated. They needed someone neutral, someone who could approach without triggering old wounds. Soonyoung, with his reputation in the dance community, seemed like the perfect bridge.
He typed carefully, the words flowing from his fingertips as if choreographing a small, delicate routine. âHi, Chan! I know this is out of the blue, but I need to talk to you about something important. Can we chat?â He paused before sending, double-checking the phrasing to make it sound casual, approachable. Then he hit send, and the group waited in that stretched-out silence that seemed to make every second last longer than it should.
By the next morning, Chan had replied. The conversation began smoothly, polite and measured, the way people speak when meeting someone new yet familiar. Chan confirmed that he had been having dreams, vivid, strange, impossible dreams that stayed with him long after waking. And then, in a quiet, almost shy revelation, he admitted he had abilities too. Lightning, he said. A flicker of electricity seemed to dance just beneath his words, thrilling and dangerous, just like him.
For a while, the messages flowed like gentle waves, easy and unguarded. Then Soonyoung hesitated, fingers hovering over the keyboard. Finally, he typed, careful but casual.
âAlso⌠thereâs someone else in the group,â he wrote. âSeungkwan. Maybe youâve met him before?â
There was a pause, long enough to make the waiting man fidget quietly. Then Chanâs reply came, slower than before.
âI know him,â he admitted, the words short, clipped. âWhy is he involved?â
Soonyoung took a breath and typed again. âItâs not about anything bad. Heâs part of this because⌠well, because youâre all connected now. Dreams, abilities, heâs in the same situation. Heâs someone we trust.â
Chanâs fingers paused over the keyboard. âI see,â he finally replied, almost a whisper in text form. âI didnât expect this. It feels weird.â
âI get it,â Soonyoung typed, careful not to push. âI know you two have history. No oneâs trying to⌠stir anything up. We just want everyone together. Thatâs all.â
Chanâs response came after a moment, hesitant but softening. âItâs not that Iâm angry. I just didnât know how to feel. Itâs strange seeing him mentioned like this. After everything.â
âSo, youâre nervous?â Soonyoung asked, adding a touch of humor to ease the tension.
Chanâs reply carried a tiny smirk, even through text. âMaybe. A little.â
âHey,â Soonyoung typed gently, âitâs okay. Just⌠trust me. Weâre not here to make things worse. We just want you all safe and together. Thatâs it.â
Chan paused, then sent one last message. âOkay. Iâll⌠Iâll think about it. I just need a little time.â
Soonyoung lets out a quiet breath in relief. It wasnât perfect, and it wasnât resolved, but it was a start. And sometimes, a start was all that mattered.
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After his last message â Iâll think about it â the chat went quiet. No typing bubbles. No polite follow-ups. Just silence stretching thin across the rest of the day, then the night, then the morning after. Soonyoung didnât push. None of them did. There are some things you donât chase, you just wait to see if theyâd come to you on their own.
Two days later, a new message appeared.
I booked a flight. Iâll be there tomorrow.
It was short. No explanation. No emotions attached. But it was enough to make the room shift, like the air itself had taken a cautious step forward. Seungkwan read the message twice before he reacted. Then a third time. His fingers curled into the sleeve of his hoodie, knuckles whitening slightly, before he forced himself to breathe. He didnât smile. He didnât look relieved. If anything, his expression tightened, as if something long-buried had been stirred awake, stretching sorely after years of sleep.
âSo,â Mingyu said gently, breaking the silence. âHeâs coming.â
Seungkwan nodded once. âYeah.â And then, quieter, almost to himself âHe really is.â
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Chan arrived the evening of the following day.
The airport was busy, bright with artificial light and the low murmur of travelers coming and going, but when he walked through the gates, it felt like everything else faded just a little. He looked older than the last time Seungkwan had seen himânot in a dramatic way, just in the subtle lines of someone who had learned how to carry things alone. His shoulders were broader. His hair longer. His expression guarded, like he was bracing himself for impact even as he stepped forward.
Soonyoung spotted him first, waving a little too enthusiastically. Mingyu followed, offering a polite smile. Seungcheol nodded in greeting. Vernon lifted a hand in a small, awkward wave.
Seungkwan stayed where he was.
Chanâs eyes found him anyway.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
Then Chan bowed slightly, habitually rather than intentionally, and said, âHi.â
Seungkwan swallowed. âHi.â
It wasnât angry. It wasnât cold. It was⌠careful. Like both of them were standing at the edge of something that could crack open if they leaned too hard.
They didnât talk much on the ride back. Chan answered questions politely. He laughed once at something Mingyu said, and listened more than he spoke. Seungkwan stayed quiet, hands folded in his lap, eyes fixed on the passing lights outside the window. He felt sixteen again in the worst possible way â small, unsure, carrying a promise he hadnât been able to keep.
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Later that night, after everyone had settled in, Chan knocked on Seungkwanâs door. It was soft, almost hesitant. Seungkwan froze when he heard it. He stared at the door for a long moment, heart pounding, before forcing himself to stand. When he opened it, Chan was there, hands shoved into the pockets of his jacket, shoulders slightly hunched.
âCan we⌠talk?â Chan asked.
Seungkwan stepped aside immediately. âYeah. Of course.â
The door closed behind them with a quiet click. For a while, they just stood there. Then Chan exhaled, running a hand through his hair. âI didnât know if youâd want this,â he admitted. âBut I couldnât sleep. And I figured⌠if I didnât do this now, Iâd just keep putting it off.â
Seungkwan nodded. âIâm glad you came.â
Chan laughed softly, humorless. âYou always say the right things.â
âThatâs not-â Seungkwan stopped himself, then tried again. âI mean it.â
Silence settled between them, thick and familiar.
Finally, Chan spoke. âI was really messed up back then.â
Seungkwanâs chest tightened.
âMy parents were fighting constantly,â Chan continued, voice low. âMy brother was sick. I was training nonstop, barely sleeping. And you were the one thing I thought was stable. The one thing I thought I could count on.â
Seungkwanâs hands curled into fists. âI knowâŚâ
âYou promised,â he said, voice low, steady in a way that made it hurt more. âYou said youâd be there.â
Seungkwan didnât deny it. He nodded slowly, eyes fixed on his hands. âI know.â
There was a pause. Chanâs fingers curled into the fabric of his sleeves. âSo why werenât you?â he asked. âI donât need excuses. I just want to know what was important enough to make you choose something else.â
Seungkwan drew in a long breath, the kind that felt like it scraped his lungs on the way down. âI got accepted into a trainee program,â he said quietly. âNot just classes. A full program. They only took a handful of people. Vocal training, performance, networking, everything.â
Chanâs expression stilled.
âIt was out of town,â Seungkwan continued. âFar enough that if I said yes, I had to leave immediately. No delays. No rescheduling. They told me straight up, if I didnât take it then, Iâd lose the slot.â
The silence thickened. âAnd that was the same day,â Chan said slowly. âThe recital.â
âYes.â
The word felt heavy in Seungkwanâs mouth.
âI stood there for hours,â he went on. âI kept checking the time. I kept thinking I could maybe make both work, but the schedules overlapped completely. If I went to you, Iâd miss the audition confirmation and the orientation. If I went thereâŚâ
âYouâd miss me,â Chan finished.
Seungkwanâs throat tightened. âI told myself it was just one night,â he said. âI thought, this could change my whole future. I thought if I worked hard enough, if I became successful enough, I could come back and say, Look. I did this. I didnât waste it. It was worth it.â
He finally looked up then, eyes glassy. âI even convinced myself it would help you too,â he admitted. âThat one day, I could support you. Open doors for you. Be someone you could lean on.â
Chan let out a quiet, humorless laugh. âSo you chose a future version of me over the one standing there.â
Seungkwan flinched. âI chose wrong,â he said immediately. âI see that now.â
Chan stood, pacing once, then stopping near the window. His reflection looked unfamiliar, sharper around the edges.
âThat recital,â he said softly, âwasnât just a performance. It was the first time my dad said heâd come see me dance. He didnât. My brother was sick. I was already falling apart. And you were the one person I was sure would be there.â
Seungkwanâs breath hitched.
âI waited,â Chan said. âEven after it started. I kept checking the door.â
âIâm sorry,â Seungkwan whispered. âIâm so sorry.â
âIâm not angry,â Chan said, turning back to him. âThatâs the worst part. I was just⌠embarrassed. I felt stupid for believing I mattered more than an opportunity.â
Seungkwan stood too, closing the distance between them. âYou mattered more than anything,â he said. âI just didnât understand yet that choosing growth doesnât mean abandoning the people who love you.â
The words hung between them, fragile but honest. âI didnât reached out because I was ashamed,â Seungkwan continued. âEvery time I thought about reaching out, I remembered that I chose something else. And I didnât know how to face you after that. When I heard weeks later that you were moving out, I felt guilty â God, I felt so guilty.â
Chan exhaled slowly, eyes lowering. âI thought you forgot me,â he said.
âI never did,â Seungkwan replied. âI just didnât know how to live with what I did.â
Chan sighed. Then, with a low voice, âI never⌠stopped thinking about you either.â
The space between them felt charged, fragile. Seungkwan stepped closer without realizing it, but Chan didnât move away. Their foreheads touched first, barely. A breath shared. A pause that asked is this okay? without saying it out loud.
Then, without further ado, Chan leaned in.
It was slow. Careful. Like both of them were afraid of breaking something precious. Seungkwanâs hands found the front of Chanâs jacket, gripping tight, as if grounding himself in something real. Chanâs thumb brushed gently along Seungkwanâs jaw, reverent, like he was relearning something heâd never truly forgotten.
They pulled back only when breathing became necessary.
âThis doesnât fix everything,â Chan murmured between his breaths.
âBut⌠itâs a start?â Seungkwan replied.
Chan nodded, eyes shining. âYeah. It is.â
Meanwhile, across that hotel room, Jihoon leaned on the sofa of his room, papers and a pen scattered in front of him on the table as he rested his eyes to try and rack his artistic brain to generate more flowery lyrics, unavoidingly falling asleep. He completely missed the way the mysterious paper in front of him glowed once again, carving out dark letters that started the formation of yet another name.
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, not proofread, cursing, seungcheol going through shit oh my poor boy, some of the scenes MIGHT be a bit fast paced for some of yall whoops, 50% of this chapter is written while i am stressed tf up but honestly this is one of the chapters so far that i really like story-wise, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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The morning sunlight over Tokyo had a soft vibe, pale gold filtering through the thin clouds, warm enough to feel gentle on the skin. It made everything seem calmer than the night before, as if the world itself was granting them a brief moment to breathe.
Mingyu left early, slipping out of the hotel with his hair barely dried and a shy, sleepy smile. He murmured a quiet goodbye to Wonwoo then disappeared into the elevator. The latter laid there for a few seconds after the doors slid shut, staring at the hotel ceiling like he could still feel Mingyuâs presence lingering in the room.
Wonwoo closes his eyes contentedly after a while, planning to go back to sleep, when the door opened and in came the three, who nudged him lightly. âCome on,â Seungcheol said. âWeâre getting breakfast. You, especiallyâyou look like you didnât sleep.â
Wonwoo blinked. ââŚI didnât sleep much.â
Soonyoung snorted. âYeah, we kinda figured.â
âShut up,â Wonwoo muttered, but his lips curved.
They headed toward a small brunch spot Seungcheol had found online, a quiet cafe tucked between a bookstore and an old stationery shop. The sign outside was hand-painted, the windows warm with amber-toned light, the air carrying the faint smell of toasted bread and roasted coffee beans. It was the kind of place where conversations softened and time slowed down.
The four of them slid into a booth by the window. Jihoon sat beside Wonwoo, stretching his arms with a groan as Seungcheol ordered and Soonyoung debated out loud whether he wanted pancakes or something âwith more personality.â
When they finally settled into the rhythm of eating, Soonyoung leaned forward.
âSo,â he began, tapping his spoon on his plate, âletâs talk about the new name. Chwe Hansol.â
The name dropped between them like a pebble into still water â small, but sending ripples.
Wonwoo paused mid-bite. His brows drew together slowly. ââŚHansol,â he echoed softly.
His voice had that searching tone, the kind someone uses when they feel something tugging at the back of their mind, faint but persistent. He stared at his plate, but his thoughts were clearly miles away.
âIt sounds familiar,â he admitted after a long moment. âLike⌠I think Iâve heard it..? But I canât remember where.â
âThatâs fine,â Jihoon said, sipping his drink. âDonât rush it.â
âYeah,â Seungcheol agreed. âMemories donât always show up when you call. Sometimes they show up when you stop calling.â
Soonyoung frowned. âOkay but what ifââ
âShh,â Jihoon cut him off.
Wonwoo huffed a quiet laugh. âThanks⌠Iâll try to let it come naturally.â
After eating, they were wandering without much direction, letting the sunlight pull them through side streets and small markets. The group all split into different directions, gravitating to their own interests when Wonwoo slowed in front of a tiny indie shop squeezed between a music bar and a thrift boutique. The shopâs window was cluttered with film merchandise â old posters, limited prints, shelves lined with enamel pins and handmade zines. Of course, as someone who is part of the film industry himself, Wonwoo had to pause and look. But what really caught his attention was a single poster hanging near the entrance. It was an animated picture of a space station, that somehow felt oddly familiar. At the bottom of the poster were Korean letters representing the title of the film and some more, smaller letters underneath.
They shifted to lighter topics after that, giving Wonwoo space without making it obvious. They talked about the food, about how Soonyoung once accidentally ordered raw horse meat thinking it was a salad, about Jihoonâs crusade to find a proper music store in Tokyo. Wonwoo found himself smiling at the easy banter, at how naturally they made room for him. It felt⌠warm. Strangely warm for people heâd only known for a few days. He didnât say it, but he liked it. He liked them.
âIf there was a use-by date on love, then thereâs no meaning to life for meâŚâ Wonwoo heard Soonyoung mumble beside him, reading the words engraved at the bottom of the poster. The former didnât even hear or realize that someone else was beside him, but he couldnât care less. He stepped closer before he could stop himself. His chest tightened in that strange, quiet way that memories often return. He found himself tracing the air just above the poster, eyes narrowing as the image clicked into place inside him. He heard Seungcheol and Jihoon stopping near them, the former asking Soonyoung whatâs up.
Wonwoo exhaled, long and uneven, as the memory unfurled with clarity he hadnât expected. âSeveral years agoâŚâ he murmured. When the others turned to him, he didnât look away from the poster. âSeveral years ago, when I was still working in Seoul, I was part of a creative film contest team. I was one of the collaborators, organizers for the event. There was this short film, the one that won the grand prizeâŚâ
âIt followed the story of a group of friends surviving an apocalypse, reuniting in a space station. Out of everyone in the world, only the thirteen of them survived. Before the world ended, they managed to get a lot of notes that contained the wishes of the people who werenât able to survive including theirs. And there was this room in the space station that could change itâs interior so they can fulfill their wishes, and the wishes of others. But then the ship started malfunctioning, as it too, was reaching itâs end. The final wish to be scanned on the room read, to be happy with everyone and for this feeling to continue on forever, but it made an error, since the wish is not possible.â He swallowed lightly.Â
âThe creatorâs name was Hansol. Chwe Hansol.â
The three exchanged glances, noticing each otherâs slightly glossy eyes as they took in Wonwooâs story. Seungcheol stepped closer beside him, looking at the poster with him rather than at him. âYou remember it vividly.â
Wonwoo nodded, embarrassed by how much emotion had crept into his voice. âSome works just stay with you,â he admitted quietly. âHis did. I never forgot it, even after the contest ended.â
âThen itâs definitely him,â Jihoon said, his tone firm but gentle. Soonyoung nudged Wonwooâs shoulder lightly. âGood job, detective. See? Letting the memory show up on its own worked.â
Wonwoo tried not to smile, but the corner of his mouth betrayed him.Â
By the time they returned to the hotel later that evening, Mingyu had already finished his schedule and was sprawled dramatically across the couch like a man who had been wronged by the concept of work. He perked up the moment he saw Wonwoo walk in. âHey,â he said, and the word carried something soft and unmistakably fond.
Wonwoo didnât trust his face not to give him away, so he simply nodded as Seungcheol explained everything that had happened. Mingyu sat straighter with each detail, his expression shifting from curiosity to certainty.
And when they began looking for Hansol online, the entire room seemed to lean toward purpose. But the search was slow and frustrating. Under Chwe Hansol, there were barely any traces, just an ancient, inactive account and a few records from old events. No social media presence. No current contact.
âItâs like he vanished,â Soonyoung muttered, frowning at the screen.
âI donât think he was trying to be famous,â Wonwoo said thoughtfully. âBut this feels⌠too quiet.â
Soonyoung typed it in immediately, and within seconds, they found a minimalistic portfolio site â digital art, motion graphics, music visualizers, short conceptual films. All clean lines, muted palettes, and emotional undercurrents that felt unmistakably like the boy Wonwoo remembered from years ago.
They wouldâve hit a wall if Jihoon hadnât turned to Wonwoo with a sudden spark in his eyes. âThe poster earlier⌠Are you certain itâs his?â The latter shrugged, âPossibly, why?â
âIf it is, and we assume that he might have released the same film⌠Then itâs possible that he uses a different name. At the bottom-right corner of the poster, A film by VERNON was written in EnglishâŚâ
âThen we contact him,â Mingyu said, voice steady but eyes flicking toward Wonwoo with a quiet trust. âAnd⌠maybe itâs better if youâre the one who does it.â
Wonwoo nodded, heart thudding as he opened the email link. He took his time crafting the message, clear but gentle, honest but cautious. He explained the situation without sounding insane, mentioned the dreams and the paper and the strange coincidences, and asked if Hansol, or Vernon, would be willing to talk.
When he hit send, the room felt suspended. The city lights outside glowed against the glass, resting in a calm, expectant hush. There was no dramatic shift, no thunder, no realization crashing downâjust a soft, heavy silence full of the understanding that something important had been set in motion.
Three days passed before Vernon finally replied.
Now, all they could do was wait.
The message came in the late afternoon, while the four were gathered in the living room. Seungcheol and Soonyoung arguing over a movie choice, Jihoon half-asleep on the couch, and Wonwoo absentmindedly scrolling through articles he didnât actually read. His phone buzzed once, quiet and unassuming, but the moment he saw the name âVernon Chweâ appear on the screen, his chest tightened.Â
In the message, Vernon confirmed everything. The dreams. The same feeling of being pulled toward people he didnât know but somehow recognized. And, just like Jihoon and Wonwoo, he admitted he didnât know anything about powers, nor has he been experiencing any weird patterns lately. Or none that he knows of, at least.
They exchanged long messages until the evening. Vernon, careful with his words but honest. Wonwoo, slow to respond but steady. Jihoon occasionally taking the phone to add clarifications.. Soonyoung reading over Wonwooâs shoulder despite being told not to. And eventually, after everything was laid out, Vernon said he would come to Tokyo too.
âIf this is really happening,â he wrote, âthen Iâm not letting you guys deal with it alone.â
While waiting for Vernonâs arrival, the days felt strangely heavy around Wonwoo. It began with a dream. But it wasnât the usual dream about the children, no. It was quite a peculiar dream. He wasnât standing in a room or reliving a memory this time. He was something else, something weightless, slipping through dark corners like a shadow that had somehow learned how to think. He remembered the sound of his own heartbeat echoing from somewhere far away, remembered knowing he could move without walking, remembered feeling the outline of things rather than seeing them.
Wonwoo didnât realize he had been smiling until he saw the notification of a text from Mingyu, asking him where they were. He found himself mentally face palming at whatever thought about Vernon just crossed his mind.
Wonwoo eventually woke up, but the feeling didnât leave.
The next incident happened the day after that. Wonwoo blinked awake, expecting the familiar stuff scattered around his hotel room, only to find himself staring at an identical version of his hotel room but with entirely different objects. He recognized some of them as Jihoonâs things, and then his gaze went to the man himself. Jihoon was asleep at the foot of his bed, face buried in a pillow, completely unaware that Wonwoo was there in a corner of his room.
Except, he wasnât standing. Wonwoo looked down and saw nothing. No hands. No legs. No body. Just the shape of the room warped by a presence he somehow knew was him.
For a second, he wondered if he was still dreaming. But the cold draft from the window brushed against something â some invisible surface where his arm shouldâve been â and the sensation was too real.
Before he could even process it, something tugged him forward, and suddenly he was somewhere else. Mingyuâs room. The bathroom door was closed, and the sound of running water echoed from inside. Wonwoo felt panic curl in his chest â or wherever panic could exist if one didnât have a body â and tried to step back, only for the world to bend around him again.
Vernon arrived in Tokyo on a cloudy afternoon, the kind where the sky felt unusually low, pressing softly against the tops of buildings. Wonwoo spotted him first at the arrival gate. Vernon stood still for a moment, scanning the crowd with a kind of quiet hesitance, as if he wasnât sure he belonged in the picture he had just stepped into. He carried only a single backpack, worn at the edges, and the way his fingers tightened on the strap betrayed nerves he was trying to hide.
He didnât fall. He didnât move. He simply shifted⌠and landed back in his own room, gasping as his hands reappeared in front of him, trembling.
But when his eyes finally landed on them, everything in his expression softened. Wonwoo felt it immediately â that strange, warm pull that had linked all of them. Another thread clicking into place.Â
Once he confirmed it was him from Wonwoo, Mingyu waved first, loud and unmistakable, and Vernon let out a small laugh that seemed to lift the heavy air around him. By the time he walked closer, the awkwardness had melted enough for Soonyoung to throw an arm around him like theyâd known each other for years. Wonwoo didnât say much, but he didnât need to. Standing near Vernon felt like recognizing a melody heâd heard once in a dream and had been unconsciously humming ever since.
Meanwhile, Wonwoo wasnât the only one feeling a little sentimental during that moment. Seungcheol took a step back once he introduced himself to Vernon and let the others handle all the talking for now. His mind had drifted the moment he felt this giddy, ticklish feeling inside him when Vernon offered them a small but genuine smile. Honestly, it wouldnât have been a problem if he hasnât been feeling the exact same sensation with the other guys. It left him asking the universe whether this is the right path to take and just how many guys he would be going through.
This is wrong, he thought, This is very wrong. But when Mingyu pulled him out of his thoughts with a smile that read Is everything alright?, he gradually felt his worries fading.
That night, the Seungcheolâs hotel room was warm with voices, messy laughter, overlapping conversations, and the kind of comfort that came quickly but settled deeply. Vernon sat cross-legged on the floor beside alongside the others. He talked about his life in Seoul, about freelancing, about nights spent editing visualizers until sunrise. He spoke quietly, thoughtfully, like someone who weighed each sentence before releasing it. Sometimes his voice faltered when he mentioned the dreams â how they had started years ago, how he tried to convince himself it was nothing, how familiar faces appeared that he didnât know but somehow felt.
Fuck it. If this is what destiny wants to happen, then who is he to object? If doing this is actually the very purpose of his life and is the only way for him to feel truly belonged and appreciated, then why would he oppose? Seungcheol would find every name appearing on that wretched paper if it means being able to find his real self at the end.
Every time he hesitated, Mingyu would lean forward with gentle curiosity, or Soonyoung would offer reassuring comments, or Seungcheol would remind him they had gone through the same thing. It wasnât long before Vernonâs shoulders loosened, his laughter became more frequent, and a faint spark returned to his tired eyes.
It happened shortly after midnight. The conversations had quieted into softer tones. Jihoon was half-asleep against Seungcheolâs shoulder. Soonyoung was lying on the carpet and insisting it was comfortable. Mingyu had pulled his hair into a messy bun, eyes still bright from the stories Vernon had shared.
Wonwoo was just about to suggest calling it a night when he noticed a subtle glow from the table. All of their breaths stilled. Immediately, Soonyoung reached out for it and laid it down on the carpet in the middle of all of them. One by one, the letters formed, delicate strokes of light lingering in the dim room.
Boo Seungkwan
The room fell silent. No one moved. The glow bathed them in soft warmth, but there was a heaviness beneath it, another life being pulled toward theirs, another story about to unfold.
âOh..?â Vernon was the first to react. He was staring at the paper like he couldnât believe what he was seeing. His lips parted, and his eyes darted from the paper to Wonwoo, to Mingyu, to Jihoon â searching for confirmation that it was real.
âYou know him?â Mingyu asked.
âHeâs⌠a friend,â he finally whispered.
âHeâs a vocal coach,â Vernon continued slowly, âand an indie singer. We worked together just a few weeks ago. I made a visualizer for his new track. Thatâs how we met and got close.â
His voice grew quieter, tinged with something thoughtful. Then he looked up at them again but with a spark. âHeâs a great person, swear. I have his number.â
For a moment, no one spoke, almost as if they were collectively absorbing the weight of the newest connection forming in front of them. Then Mingyu leaned forward, tone gentle. âDo you want to call him?â
Vernon didnât answer right away.
He looked at the namel again, at the way it shimmered like it carried a pulse. His fingers curled around his phone, not out of panic, but out of anticipation, maybe. Or fear of how this would change all of their lives again.
âI could⌠Actually, yeah, I think I should,â he murmured.
They watched him dial the number, the tremor in his hand barely noticeable but undeniably there. The room felt impossibly quiet as the phone rang â each ring stretching just a little too long, stretching something inside all of them.
Once. Twice. A click.
And then, a soft, confused, sleepy voice, âHello? Vernon? Why are you calling me at this hour?â
The tower was quiet in the way abandoned places were quiet â too still, too deliberate, like silence held its breath around you. You had stopped counting the days. Time in the sky didnât behave the same way it did on land: sunlight came in slivers, moonlight in pale ribbons, both slipping through the arched windows as though afraid to touch you.
âHey, Kwan,â Vernon said, voice gentle. âSorry if I woke you up. I know this is sudden, but⌠somethingâs happening. And I think youâre part of it.â
You were sitting on the stone floor again, your back against the cold wall, your knees drawn up beneath you. The air here always smelled faintly of storm clouds â sharp, metallic, like rain that never arrived. Your fingers traced the threads of the thin blanket around her shoulders. You had grown used to the cold, or maybe you no longer had the strength to feel it fully.
Your power, once humming warm beneath your skin like a heartbeat, was now quiet. Muted. Some days you wonder if it was still there at all. Grief had hollowed you out in ways you didnât know grief could. Loss had carved room inside your body where power should have been, leaving you aching and unsteady, like you were held together only by memory.
You donât think you had never been this weak before.
And they knew it. They relied on it.
A soft sound echoed down the spiraling stone staircase outside the door â not footsteps yet, but the promise of footsteps. Your body tensed immediately. You know who it is. He had a way of announcing himself without meaning to, a certain rhythm in the air, like the tower braced for him.
The lock clicked. Slowly. Almost gently, as though he didnât want to frighten you. Then the door opened, letting in a flood of pale morning light and the faint scent of cedarwood.
âPrincess,â he said, voice steady and warm â too warm, like sunlight that burned if you stood beneath it too long.
Myungsoo, the son of the man who destroyed your world stepped inside, closing the door behind him with careful hands. He always moved carefully around you â slow, deliberate movements, as if you were a wild thing that could bolt, or break.
He carried a tray today. Food you wouldnât eat, tea you wouldnât drink. You had learned that resistance didnât anger him; it only made him softer, which somehow frightened you more.
âYou havenât touched breakfast,â he murmured, setting the tray down beside you. âYou need strength.â
You didnât reply. He crouched beside you, lowering himself until he was at your eye level. He never forced you to look at him, but you felt his gaze on you anyway â heavy, searching, hungry in a way you wouldnât even dare to name.
âYou worry me.â he said quietly.Â
Worries him. The thought made something cold settle beneath your ribs. You stayed silent, eyes fixed on the window, the clouds drifting past, white against endless blue. You wonder if anyone could see this tower from below, or if the magic cloaked it entirely. You wonder if anyone was searching for you. Hoping. Feeling the same strings of destiny tugging at them.
You wonder if they could still feel you.
He followed your gaze. âYouâre thinking again,â he murmured. âWondering about them.â
Your heart faltered at the word â them. He tilted his head slightly, studying your face like it was a riddle. His voice dropped lower, as though secrets might spill out if he spoke too loudly.
âYou donât have to,â he said. âThey canât reach you here. No one can.â
You feel the air tightening. He must have felt it too, because his expression softened even further, turning almost tender.
âPrincess⌠Iâm not your enemy.â
You let out a breath, small, sharp, exhausted. âYour father is.â
His jaw tightened for the first time. Only for a second. Then the softness returned like a practiced mask. âMy father is ambitious,â he said carefully. âBut he isnât wrong about everything.â
You finally turned your head to look at him, and the moment your eyes met, something flickered in his expression â something unstable, almost feverish. You hated the way he looked at you. Hated that it wasnât cruelty. It was something far more dangerous.
He reached out, slowly, his fingers brushing a piece of your hair from your cheek. You flinch, but only barely. âYou donât have to fear me,â he whispered. âIâm not here to hurt you.â
âYou already are,â you said, not being able to stop yourself, voice quiet but steady. âEvery day.â His breath hitched, the smallest, strangest reaction. Almost like your pain hurt him too. Almost like he cared. And maybe he did.
But obsession was not the same as love.
His hand hovered near your cheek again, hesitant, trembling just a little. âIf you would just let yourself talk to me,â he murmured, âyouâd see Iâm trying. I know whatâs expected of me, what they want from us. But I wonât force you. I⌠I want you to want me too.â
You feel your stomach twist. The expectation wasnât new. He was meant to make you fall for him, to bind your future, your kingdom, your power to theirs through a child that would never exist. But hearing him say it, in that voice softened by longing, made you feel sick.
You close your eyes. âPlease. Donât.â He exhaled shakily, pulling his hand back. For a moment, he stood and walked toward the window, shoulders tight, hands clasped behind him like he was holding something fragile inside himself.
âYou still long for them,â he said softly. âDonât you?â
Your breath caught.
He turned his head just enough for you to see the faintest smile, very sincere in all the wrong ways. âYou whisper names when you sleep.â
The air around you stilled. You hadnât realized that. You hadnât realized you spoke in your dreams at all, trapped in dreams of faces you donât fully remember but felt entirely connected to.
âI donât blame you,â he whispered. âSoulmate bonds are⌠powerful. Difficult to break.â
Your blood ran cold.
âHow would you-â
He turned fully now, stepping closer, his expression unreadable but intense. âI study you,â he said simply. âEverything about you. The way the aura around you shifts when you dream. The way your heartbeat changes when you think of them.â
Your breath trembled. âYou shouldnât-â
His voice softened again. âI canât help it.â
He knelt beside you a second time, closer now, his knee brushing your blanket as his hand hovered near yours. âI know youâre hurting,â he whispered. âI know what youâve lost. I know that grief weakens you. And I know they will come for you eventually, because that bond⌠itâs stronger than fate itself.â
Your heart thudded painfully.
He leaned in, his voice barely above a breath.
âBut I will get to you first.â
Fear pulsed through you, sharp and electrifying. But beneath that fear was something else: the tiniest, faintest spark flickering deep in your chest. He didnât notice. His eyes were fixed on you in quiet devotion, like you are a prophecy he was determined to claim.
He exhaled shakily and stood again. âRest. Iâll return tonight.â
He walked to the door, paused, and looked back, his silhouette outlined by the bright window beyond him. âI hope someday,â he murmured, âyouâll see that Iâm the one who understands you best.â
The door clicked shut. The silence that followed wasnât gentle anymore. It pressed in around you, tight and suffocating. You wrapped your arms around yourself, breath trembling, mind spinning. His words echoed like a curse.
Soulmate bonds are powerful.
They will come for you eventually.
Your heart stuttered.
Would they?
Could they?
You donât know. But for the first time in weeks, something inside you reached, towards the sky, towards the world below.
Towards them.
You feel your head spin, aching, so you laid down again and did what you do best, reminisce. Remembering memories that you want to remember. One specific memory in particular captured your mind.
You were small again. The air around you smelled like early spring, cold earth and blooming leaves. You remembered the way the palace gardens looked back then: endless green stretching past your feet and sunlight draping everything in soft gold. Your little hand was wrapped securely around someone elseâs.
Seungcheolâs.
He was only a boy then, but already steady that made people trust him. He walked a step ahead of you even though your hands were linked, as though guiding you somewhere hurriedly.
âYouâre walking too fast,â you had complained, but with no real frustration, only breathless effort. He slowed immediately, cheeks flushing the slightest pink. âSorry. I just- I want to take you to the best part.â
âThe best part of what?â
âThe garden,â he said, as though it were obvious. âI donât think youâve seen that area yet, and you said you were sad today. So Iâm fixing it.â
Child-you frowned. âYou can fix sadness?â
Seungcheol looked back at you, brown eyes earnest, bright in that unguarded way children have when they genuinely believe in something. âI can try.â
You had always remembered him as dependable, hopeful, almost brave in his determination to make you smile. He led you to a small clearing you had never seen before. Trees arched above, leaves forming a canopy that filtered sunlight into gentle dapples across the grass. A stream trickled nearby, shallow and clear, its soft sound filling the silence.
But what caught your eye were the fireflies.
Dozens of them, tiny sparks drifting lazily through the air, glowing like floating stars in the afternoon light. You gasped, your hand tightening around his.
âTheyâre not supposed to be here yet,â you whispered. âItâs too early in day!â
Seungcheol beamed. âBut they came anyway. Maybe for you?â
âThatâs not how fireflies work.â
âIt could be,â he insisted. âAnything can happen around you.â You didnât know what he meant. Not then. But you knew that you felt giddy when you heard it then.
He let go of your hand only to step closer to the fireflies, cupping his palms gently. One settled in the space between his fingers, its tiny light glowing bright.
Seungcheol turned to you, soft-eyed, smiling. âIâll give this one to you.â
He opened his palms slowly.
The firefly drifted toward you without hesitation, landing on your sleeve. Its glow touched your skin, warm and alive. You laughed, the sound bright enough to make the fireflies pulse brighter in response. Seungcheol watched you, shoulders relaxing, lips curling in quiet triumph.
âTold you,â he murmured. âI can fix sadness.â
You took a step toward him, looking up sincerely. âThen Iâll stay with you forever.â
His breath hitched. For a moment, neither of you moved. Then Seungcheol nodded, shy but certain. âOkay.â
The fireflies swirled around the two of you like a constellation slowly forming. You didnât know it then â how could you? â but this memory would become a tether. A point in time the universe would fold itself around.
You feel yourself smile at the memory, eyes still closed, until you feel the familiar wetness forming on your lashes. You didnât know it was possible to still be able to produce tears with how much youâve been crying averagely in a week, but here you are. Right now, hope and love are the only forces keeping you from insanity.
Meanwhile, back at Tokyo at exactly 2 in the morning, Seungcheol jolted awake. His chest rose and fell in unsteady breaths, his hand pressed over his heart as though trying to contain something that had been torn open inside him. The room was dark, lit only by city glow leaking through the curtains. Soonyoung, who insisted on sleeping beside him the night before, groaned and shifted at the disturbance before turning to the other side and falling back asleep.
Seungcheol lifted his hand to his face, brushing away a tear he didnât remember shedding, as his breath trembled. Was that⌠really me? Is it a memory? Why that memory? And why⌠now?
A hollow, electric weight settled in his chest, the unmistakable sense that something in the world had shifted. That something was calling to him. That someone was waiting. His lips parted, barely a whisper escaping them.
ââŚPrincess?â
The moment the word left him, his roomâs lights flickered. The air shifted around him as the AC turned off then on again.
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, mc isn't here again pt. 2, suggestive, kissing, making out but nothing extreme, a whole chapter for the minwon arc hell no, can you tell who my fav duo is, not proofread, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Tokyo welcomed them with warmth â the sunset rays shimmering against the haze, the airport buzzing with overlapping voices and rolling suitcases. The city breathed around them, alive in a way that made everything feel just a little sharper, a little more possible.
They didnât have to look long.
Mingyu spotted them first, waving from a few steps away. Tall, easy to find in any crowd, looking like he had been standing there longer than he would ever admit. His smile stretched slow, hesitant at the edges, like he wasnât sure if he was allowed to be this excited until they were finally close enough to touch.
âThere you guys are,â he said, stepping forward.
The hugs came naturally â warm arms, soft laughter, the familiar-but-not-familiar squeeze of people who should not feel this comfortable with one another yet⌠but they did anyway. Mingyu held on for a beat longer each time, subtle but noticeable, as if anchoring himself after weeks of drifting through schedule after schedule. Itâs a great coincidence that today is one of the few days when he gets to have a day of no work slipped between days of tight schedules.
âYou look like a human golden retriever,â Soonyoung said, patting Mingyuâs back once the final hug ended. âDid Tokyo finally propose to you or what?â
Mingyu rolled his eyes, cheeks pink from the chill and the teasing. âIâm just⌠glad youâre here. You know, more friends. Itâs been a long week.â
He didnât elaborate further, and he didnât need to. Something in his expression â softened eyes, the way his shoulders dropped â made it obvious. Jihoon snorted, adjusting his backpack. âA long week? Try being dragged around Seoul by him.â He jerked his thumb at Soonyoung. âThere wasnât a day that we didnât almost die.â
âYou almost died,â Soonyoung corrected proudly. âI was thriving.â
Seungcheol chuckled under his breath, feeling the tension heâd been carrying since Seoul slowly lift, replaced by something gentler. A warmth not from Tokyoâs lights, but from the three people standing with him on the curb.
It struck him, quietly, how natural this was. How wrong it should be, flying to another country for someone they barely knew, and yet, how right it did.
Mingyu tugged his mask down and gave them a sheepish grin. âAre you guys hungry? I found this good katsu place near my hotel. You booked the same hotel as mine, right? We can go there after checking in your bags.â
âLead the way,â Seungcheol said before anyone else could respond.
After eating, they wandered through Shibuya, swallowed by the crossed currents of people and lights. The scrambled crossing flashed with enormous screens and headlights reflecting on the rain-damp pavement, and somehow the four of them kept falling into step with each other â shoulders brushing, hands swinging close, steps matching unconsciously.
At a taiyaki stall, Mingyu insisted they try the custard-filled ones. Jihoonâs eyes widened the second he bit into it, and Mingyu grinned, pleased in a soft way. âYou like it,â Mingyu murmured, the words sounding just a little too full for such a simple observation.
Jihoon didnât look at him, but his ears turned pink. âItâs⌠good.â Soonyoung barged between them, dramatically sniffing. âJealous,â he announced, then shoved a mochi donut at Jihoonâs mouth. âTry this.â Jihoon laughed around the food, and even Seungcheol found himself smiling into his drink, warmed by something he couldnât quite name.
As they walked, Mingyu told stories â about the ramen shop that saved his life after a 14-hour shoot, the cafĂŠ where he once fell asleep while waiting for his interview to start, the first rooftop he fell in love with the city from. He spoke with his hands, with bright eyes, with a softness around his edges that made it hard not to lean closer just to hear him better.
At one point, they paused on a small bridge lit with string lights. The reflection shimmered on the water below, and all four of them stood there quietly for a moment, shoulder to shoulder, not saying anything.
âThis city always feels like itâs waiting for something,â Mingyu said softly. âOr someone.â
The three others exchanged a glance. No one says anything aloud, but everyone understands. Maybe Tokyo had been waiting for this. For them.
They headed to the arcade next and it was chaos, noise, laughter. Soonyoung dominating the rhythm games with flair, Mingyu nearly crying from laughing too hard, Jihoon winning claw machine plushies with uncanny skill, and Seungcheol getting dragged from machine to machine like a tired dad.
At the basketball hoop, Mingyu and Seungcheol got so competitive that made bystanders pause and watch. Mingyuâs sleeve brushed Seungcheolâs arm each time they get a new ball, but neither moved away.
When Jihoon placed the cat plush heâd won earlier onto Mingyuâs lap, he murmured, âYou looked like you wanted it more than I did.â
Mingyu froze for half a second, surprised and touched, heart going soft. âThanks, Jihoon. Really.â
Jihoon nodded, avoiding his eyes. âDonât make a big deal out of it.â But it already was. Not romantically. Or not yet, at least. But it was something. As Jihoon walked away to look for the others, Mingyu took the time to pause and think, his confusion spiking up as the hint of longing seeps into his heart yet again. A feeling heâs all too familiar with.Â
They ended the night on a rooftop bar overlooking the city; dim string lights, wooden stools, and soft music humming beneath the chatter of patrons. Tokyo glittered below them â an ocean of warm windows, headlights drifting like fireflies, neon signs blinking lazily against the sky.
But unlike earlier, where the four of them were loud and tangled in laughter and movement, now their energy settled into something calmer. The kind of quiet that only exists when everyone is comfortable enough not to fill the silence. Soonyoung draped himself over his chair like heâd melted into it. âMy legs are dead,â he announced dramatically.
âYou were the one who sprinted across the arcade because a child beat your high score,â Jihoon replied, sipping his drink.
âHe disrespected me,â Soonyoung said with a scowl. âHe was eight.â
Mingyu snorted into his glass. âBro, he didnât even look at you.â
âThatâs even worse!â
Their laughter drifted into the night air. Seungcheol leaned back, watching the three of them bicker quietly, the city reflecting in his eyes. Something in his chest loosened, like an exhale he hadnât realized heâd been holding for months. Or maybe, years.
After a while, they drifted toward the edge of the rooftop one by one, leaning on the railing as the wind carried the faint scent of ramen shops and cigarette smoke from the streets below. Mingyu was the first to break the silence, not dramatically, not all at once. Just a soft observation as he looked out at the glowing buildings stretching across the horizon.
âTokyo looks different when youâre not alone.â
Seungcheol hummed. âWhat do you mean?â
Mingyu shrugged, the motion small. âWhen youâre here for work, you only see whatâs in front of you. Studios, fitting rooms, schedules. You donât⌠take it in.â
âSo today was taking it in?â Jihoon asked.
âYeah⌠I didnât realize how much I missed just⌠being around people who feel easy.â
The others didnât respond immediately, not because they were uncomfortable. But because the words landed softer than they expected.
Soonyoung nudged him lightly. âYouâre nostalgic already? You only met them yesterday.â
âI meant-â Mingyu started, flustered, then gave up with a helpless laugh. âYou know what I meant.â
And he did. They all did. But no one said the big, dramatic things aloud. No supernatural talk. No magic. Nothing heavy. Just a quiet sentiment settling between them like a shared blanket.
This feels good, feels right. It feels like the beginning of somethingâŚ
Seungcheol took a slow breath, the cold air filling his lungs. âItâs nice,â he murmured. âBeing here with all of you.â Jihoon clicked his tongue but didnât pull away when Soonyoung slung an arm lazily around his shoulders. âDonât get sentimental on us, hyung.â
âToo late,â Soonyoung said, already grinning. âHeâs in his feelings.â
But the teasing only made the warmth deepen, not dissolve.
Because in that quiet rooftop glow â four silhouettes against the Tokyo skyline â they werenât strangers bound by coincidence anymore.
By the time morning came, sunlight pooled over the hotel floor, and the three gathered around the small table with mugs of instant coffee. Jihoon placed the paper on the table, not dramatically, but with enough gravity that all movement in the room seemed to pause. There was a new name.
Jeon Wonwoo.
Later, that night, after another round of being a people pleaser, Mingyu headed to their room.Â
âMingyu, do you know him?â
Silence answered first. A long, stretching silence that made even Soonyoung look up from his phone.
Mingyu froze. Initially, in surprise. But it turned to something closer to recognition laced with an emotion he clearly didnât want to revisit. His eyes didnât move from the name written in neat, dark strokes, as if seeing it transported him somewhere else entirely.
ââŚYeah,â he finally said, voice quieter than usual. âI know him.â
He cleared his throat once, twice, as though that would steady it. It didnât.
âHe was⌠part of the same fashion film I worked on last year,â Mingyu began slowly. âThe one where Soonyoung helped choreograph the dance scene. Wonwoo⌠was the video producer. One of the best their company had, honestly.â A small, almost fond smile flickered on his lips before it faltered. âHe was always behind the monitor, quiet but focused. Really cared about how everything turned out.â
Soonyoung raised a brow. âAnd you two⌠were close?â
Mingyu inhaled, deep and shaky.
âMore than close,â he admitted. âWe were⌠something.â A laugh slipped from him, small and broken at the edges. âWe never labeled it, but it was⌠good. Easy. Like we just understood each other without trying too hard. He wasnât loud. He wasnât clingy. He justâfit. We fit.â His voice softened. âWe hit it off during that shoot, and after that⌠it just kept going.â
Jihoon, who rarely reacted to anything, looked up. âMay we⌠ask what happened?â
Mingyu swallowed.Â
âHis company moved to Singapore. He didnât want to leave, but he didnât really have a choice. And IâŚâ He shook his head slowly. âI told myself I couldnât do long distance. I thought itâd be easier to end things before it got painful. Except it still got painful anyway. For both of us, I guess.â
Silence draped over the room like a heavy blanket.
Mingyu forced a smile â the kind that didnât reach his eyes at all.
âI always convinced myself that I was over it,â he said softly. âBut I guess, he was too⌠alluring.â
The others didnât say anything. They didnât need to. The weight of Mingyuâs confession hung between them, settling into the room.
And somewhere in Singapore, among the busy lanes of Orchard Road, the man Mingyu had tried so hard to forget was about to walk back into his life. Because fate, or whatever force was guiding that mysterious paper, wasnât done with either of them.
They knew there was no avoiding it. Wonwooâs name sat on the paper like an uninvited memory â quiet, clean handwriting, but loud in meaning. The room fell into a thick, contemplative silence. They kept rereading the name, as if expecting the letters to rearrange into someone else entirely.
âSo,â Jihoon said eventually. âWe contact him?â
âYes,â Seungcheol answered, steady and decisive.
âIâll do it,â Soonyoung volunteered.
âCome on, Iâll do it,â Jihoon countered, crossing his arms.
Seungcheol raised a hand. âGuys. Iâll message him. He might ignore the both of -â
âIâllâŚâ Mingyu cuts off.
They all turned toward the source of the voice. He had been quiet since the name appeared â too quiet. His fingers were curled around the edge of the paper, knuckles pale, jaw set in tension. Finally, he exhaled through his nose.
âItâs fine.â Mingyu looked up, meeting each of their eyes in turn. âIt has to be me.â
None of them had the heart to argue. Something about the way he said it â careful, fragile â made it clear this wasnât about pride or responsibility. It was about closure. Or maybe, the lack of it. And so they let him.
Mingyu stared at Wonwooâs contact name for a long, long moment. The others stayed quiet around him, watching without intruding, as if the air itself understood that this wasnât a decision anyone else was allowed to touch.
Finally, finally, Mingyu typed:
I know this is abrupt, but can I call you? Itâs something urgent.
He hit send before he could stop himself. Then he sat there, phone balanced against his knee, feeling his pulse echo in his palms. It took only a minute for Wonwoo to reply, but the minute felt like a stretched, trembling lifetime.
You can call.
Mingyu inhaled sharply. âIâll⌠take this outside.â No one stopped him. He stepped out onto the small balcony of his hotel room, sliding the glass door shut behind him as if sealing himself into a space where the past and present could collide. Tokyo glowed below him â quietly alive, like it always understood people who were a little lost.
With fingers that didnât feel like his, he pressed call. The ringback tone felt too loud in his ear.
And thenâŚ
âMingyu?â
Wonwoo sounded cautious. Softer than Mingyu remembered. Or maybe Mingyu had just forgotten how soft he could be.
âHey,â Mingyu breathed out. âUm. Hi.â
There was a tiny laugh on the other end. Not mocking â just surprised. âHi. Itâs⌠been a while.â
âYeah.â Mingyu swallowed, trying to steady himself. âSorry for the abrupt text. I just⌠I didnât know how else to do this.â
âItâs okay,â Wonwoo said gently. âWhen I saw your message, I got scared for a second. I thought something happened to you.â
The sincerity of that hit more deeply than it should have. âNo, no. Iâm okay,â Mingyu said quickly. âNothing happened to me. I mean, things happened, but not⌠like that.â
Those words landed a little too warmly inside Mingyuâs chest.
They exchanged a few awkward how-are-yous, but only because they werenât used to speaking to each other anymore. Of course, not because they didnât want to. There were pauses where Mingyu could hear Wonwooâs soft breathing through the speakers, steady and grounding and painfully familiar.
Finally, Mingyu exhaled and said, âOkay. So. Thereâs no non-insane way to explain this, but Iâll try.â
And he did, starting from the dreams, the names, the paper, how he suddenly found himself connected to three strangers who didnât feel like strangers anymore. He told Wonwoo about Seungcheol, Jihoon, Soonyoung. About the list. About how Wonwooâs name had appeared this morning.
Wonwoo was almost silent through it all, listening so attentively that it made Mingyuâs heart yearn. When Mingyu finally finished, Wonwoo asked quietly, âWhy didnât you ever tell me about your dreams? Back then, I mean. When we were⌠talking.â
Mingyu let out a small, embarrassed laugh. âHonestly? I thought they were weird. Like, too weird. And I didnât want you to think I was being dramatic or⌠I donât know. Delusional.â
âWoah,â Wonwoo said, very softly. âThatâs exactly why I didnât say anything, either.â Mingyu blinked. âSo I guess⌠you had them too?â
âYeah,â Wonwoo admitted. âSame kinds of images, same people I didnât recognize. I kept waking up feeling like I was missing something important. But it all felt so bizarre. I didnât want to scare you off.â
âYou wouldnât have,â Mingyu whispered before he could stop himself. Then quieter, âYou didnât have to hide that from me.â
There was a heartbeat of silence.
âYou didnât have to hide it from me either,â Wonwoo replied, voice gentler than the night air around Mingyu.
Mingyu leaned against the railing, closing his eyes. âIâm sorry, Won.â
He seldom used the nickname anymore. The second the word left his mouth, he felt his throat tighten. Wonwoo inhaled â a sound so small, so fragile, Mingyu nearly missed it.
âYou donât need to apologize,â he said, but his voice held a tremble Mingyu hadnât expected. âIt was⌠complicated and abrupt. We didnât know how to say the things that mattered.â
âStill,â Mingyu whispered, âI hurt you.â
Wonwoo took a moment before answering. âBut you got hurt, too. It wasnât exactly a one-sided thing, Mingyu.â
Mingyu didnât trust his voice enough to answer. A moment passed, quiet, gentle, heavy. Finally, Wonwoo exhaled shakily. âOkay. About the listâŚâ
âYeah?â
âIâll fly to Tokyo.â
Mingyuâs eyes snapped open. âWhat? Wonwoo, are you -â
âI want to.â His tone was firm now, but emotional beneath it. âFor whatever this is â for the dreams, the paper, the⌠potential powers, I guess. And alsoâŚâ A pause. ââŚbecause we need to talk. Properly. Not like this.â
Mingyuâs breath caught in his throat. Wonwoo continued, voice quiet but certain, âIâll file an absence at work. Iâll get the soonest flight I can. I think itâs time I stop running from the things that keep finding me.â
The line fell silent for a long moment. And then Mingyu whispered, âOkay. Come to Tokyo.â ⌠Come to me.
As soon as he said it, something in his chest eased â like a knot finally loosening.
Wonwoo let out a shaky breath. âIâll see you soon, Mingyu.â
âYeah,â Mingyu said, almost smiling despite the burning in his eyes. âSee you soon.â
When the call ended, Mingyu stared at his phone for a long moment, breathing in air that suddenly felt too full. Inside, he could hear the others talking softly â waiting for him, trusting him, giving him space. But for a moment, he stayed alone on the balcony, letting himself feel all of it: the relief, the regret, the tenderness, the fear, the hope.
And the quiet ache of something that had never truly ended.
Two days passed before Wonwoo finally set foot in Tokyo.
He emerged from the arrivals gate with a backpack hanging loosely off his shoulder, his hood pulled up, and glasses framing eyes that looked both tired and alert. He scanned the crowd slowly, almost cautiously, until his gaze landed on three strangers â strangers who didnât feel entirely like strangers. Something in the air tugged faintly, like an invisible thread pulling taut the moment he saw them.
Seungcheol was the first to step forward, lifting a hand in a confident but gentle wave. âWonwoo?â Wonwoo nodded, offering a small bow. âYes. Hi. You must be Seungcheol.â
âAnd Iâm Soonyoung,â Soonyoung said, leaning in with a grin far too warm for someone who had just met him. âWelcome to Tokyo.â
Jihoon gave a curt but polite nod. âJihoon. Nice to meet you.â
Wonwoo smiled back â soft, reserved, but sincere. âThank you for coming. Really.â
âWe wanted to make sure you wouldnât feel awkward on your first day here,â Seungcheol said, taking one of Wonwooâs heavier bags before he could protest. âMingyu couldnât come. Heâs stuck at a shoot, but he kept texting us reminders to take care of you.â
Wonwooâs cheeks flushed slightly. âOf course he did.â
The group laughed lightly, the tension melting in slow degrees. The ride back to the hotel was easy â easier than Wonwoo expected. Soonyoung kept the conversation alive with stories about his chaotic rehearsals. Jihoon threw in dry comments that made Wonwoo laugh unexpectedly hard. Seungcheol asked him thoughtful questions, the kind that made him feel seen without being interrogated.
When they finally reached the hotel, Wonwoo excused himself to take a short rest, promising to meet them in the lobby after freshening up. He disappeared to his room, and when he returned more than half an hour later â hair slightly damp, wearing a simple sweater and jeans â something subtle shifted among the three waiting for him.
It wasnât that he was dressed up. But Wonwoo carried a quiet presence that drew attention like gravity. A gentleness that settled into the space around him, warm and unobtrusive, but impossible to ignore. The three couldnât help but stare at him in awe.
âReady?â Seungcheol asked, pushing off the lobby couch.
Wonwoo nodded. âLetâs go.â
They spent the afternoon wandering through Tokyoâs narrow streets, woven between towering buildings and glowing signboards. The city buzzed with life, but around the four of them, there was a bubble of ease, of new, tentative connection. They shared tempura, bowls of udon, and tiny plates of pickled vegetables brought out one after another. Soonyoung insisted that Wonwoo try everything. Jihoon attempted to hide his amusement each time Wonwooâs reaction turned unexpectedly delighted. Seungcheol kept the conversation flowing, attentive in a way that made even quiet moments feel comfortable rather than strained.
By the time they stopped for coffee, Wonwoo felt like heâd slipped into a rhythm that had been waiting for him. They talked about work, interests, the strange dreams they all shared. When Mingyu inevitably came up, the atmosphere shifted â not uncomfortably, but with a new softness.
âSo,â Soonyoung said with a twinkle in his eyes, leaning back in his chair. âCan we address the elephant in the room? You and MingyuâŚ?â
Wonwoo froze mid-sip. âOh. We werenât -â
âItâs okay,â Jihoon cut in gently. âHe didnât say anything bad.â
Seungcheol added, âJust that there was⌠something. But life got in the way.â
Wonwoo looked down at his hands, turning his cup slowly between his fingers. âYeah⌠you could say that.â
The three didnât pry. They let the silence settle naturally, not awkwardly. And Wonwoo found himself grateful, deeply grateful, for their gentleness.
Evening descended, and with it came a message from Mingyu:
Just wrapped. Iâll head to the hotel.
When he finally walked into the Seungcheolâs hotel room â hair slightly messy from the shoot, shoulders broad beneath a fitted jacket â he stopped in his tracks at the sight of Wonwoo waiting there.
Wonwoo looked up slowly as Mingyu swallowed. The air between them thickened.
Jihoon whispered, âWe should go.â
Seungcheol placed a hand on Mingyuâs shoulder as he passed, silent encouragement etched into his touch. Soonyoung gave Wonwoo a not-so-subtle thumbs-up.
And then the two were alone.
Mingyu didnât speak at first. He just stood in the doorway of the room, shoulders rising and falling, breath too shaky to hide. The dim light from the hallway drew a faint outline around him, as if he were trying to step out of a storm and into something gentler.
Wonwoo looked up from where he sat on the edge of Seungcheolâs bed. âMingyu,â he said softly, almost like heâd been expecting him. âCome here.â
The moment Mingyu crossed the threshold, his composure cracked. âIâm sorry,â he said, voice thick. âI just⌠everything tonight â I couldnât stop thinking about you. About us.â
Wonwooâs expression softened, the kind that made time move slower. âWhat;s wrong?â
Mingyu sat beside him, elbows resting on his knees, hands clasped tightly together as if they were the only things keeping him grounded. âI kept pretending I was fine. That I could handle it alone. But when you called⌠when I heard your voiceâŚâ He swallowed hard. âI realized I didnât want to be strong by myself anymore.â
Hesitantly at first, Wonwoo reached out, gently cupping Mingyuâs cheek with his palm. âYou donât have to be,â he whispered. âNot with me.â Mingyu leaned into the touch, eyes closing for a moment like he was finally letting himself breathe. âI was scared,â he admitted. âScared Iâd push you away with everything Iâm feeling. But you answered the call, and you went here. And that meant more than you know.â
Wonwooâs thumb brushed across his cheek â slow, reassuring, deliberate. âMingyu,â he murmured, âyou never push me away. Even when you think you do.â
Mingyu opened his eyes, gaze glassy, vulnerable in a way he rarely allowed himself to be.
âI need you,â he said, voice barely above a whisper. âI think⌠Iâve needed you for a long time.â
Wonwooâs breath hitched, but he didnât look away. Instead, he moved a little closer, knees touching Mingyuâs. âThen stop running from me.â
Something in Mingyu broke â or maybe it finally clicked into place. His hand found Wonwooâs, fingers threading through like they belonged there.
âIâm not running anymore,â he said.
And the way he said it â steady, sure â felt like a promise.
Wonwoo leaned in, resting his forehead against Mingyuâs. Their breaths mingled in the small space between them, warm, uneven. Mingyuâs hand slid up to the back of Wonwooâs neck, thumb stroking lightly as if memorizing the shape of him.
âCan I?â Mingyu asked, voice hushed.
Wonwoo nodded. When their lips met, the kiss was slow â not rushed, not desperate. It was the kind that spoke in quiet sentences, in confessions too tender to put into words. Mingyu kissed him like he was afraid to break something precious, savoring the closeness, the warmth, the absolute reality of Wonwoo in front of him.
Wonwooâs fingers curled into the fabric of Mingyuâs shirt, pulling him closer with a soft exhale. The kiss deepened naturally, their breaths syncing, their touches growing more sure but still careful, still soft. Mingyu tilted his head, brushing his lips against Wonwooâs again and again, each kiss a little fuller, a little braver.
Wonwooâs hand traced the line of Mingyuâs jaw, then moved to his chest, feeling the rapid beat beneath his palm. âYouâre shaking,â he whispered against Mingyuâs lips.
Mingyu let out a quiet laugh at that. âBecause this feels⌠real,â he murmured.
Wonwoo kissed him again, slow and tender. âIt is.â
Mingyu wrapped his arms fully around him then, pulling Wonwoo into his chest as they continued kissing â unhurried, wrapped in warmth and softness. Every touch felt like reassurance, every kiss like an answer to questions they had both been too afraid to ask.
It wasnât rushed. It was two people finally letting themselves feel what theyâd been holding back for far too long. And in that moment, nothing else mattered.
Meanwhile, in Soonyoungâs room where the three sat eating convenience store snacks and pretending to watch TV, the paper lay on the table beside them. It remained still until, abruptly, letters began to darken into existence â slowly at first, then with unmistakable clarity.
Chwe Hansol
The three exchanged glances, the weight of the name settling over them.
Jihoon sighed softly. âAnd here we go again.â
Soonyoung leaned back on his hands. âWe should probably tell them tomorrow.â
Seungcheol nodded, staring at the newly appeared name. There was something in his expression â anticipation, unease, determination. âYeah. Let tonight be theirs. Tomorrow⌠the story continues.â
And outside, Tokyo glowed beneath the night sky, unaware of the quiet unfolding of fate inside one hotel.
okay quick update regarding chapter 4 of soulbound. it's gonna take quite longer than usual cause it's not done yet and i've been pretty occupied for these past few days so just expect it to be some time this week (around wednesday or thursday maybe). have a nice day/night ahead! xx
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, mc isn't here again pt. 2, suggestive, kissing, making out but nothing extreme, a whole chapter for the minwon arc hell no, can you tell who my fav duo is, not proofread, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Tokyo welcomed them with warmth â the sunset rays shimmering against the haze, the airport buzzing with overlapping voices and rolling suitcases. The city breathed around them, alive in a way that made everything feel just a little sharper, a little more possible.
They didnât have to look long.
Mingyu spotted them first, waving from a few steps away. Tall, easy to find in any crowd, looking like he had been standing there longer than he would ever admit. His smile stretched slow, hesitant at the edges, like he wasnât sure if he was allowed to be this excited until they were finally close enough to touch.
âThere you guys are,â he said, stepping forward.
The hugs came naturally â warm arms, soft laughter, the familiar-but-not-familiar squeeze of people who should not feel this comfortable with one another yet⌠but they did anyway. Mingyu held on for a beat longer each time, subtle but noticeable, as if anchoring himself after weeks of drifting through schedule after schedule. Itâs a great coincidence that today is one of the few days when he gets to have a day of no work slipped between days of tight schedules.
âYou look like a human golden retriever,â Soonyoung said, patting Mingyuâs back once the final hug ended. âDid Tokyo finally propose to you or what?â
Mingyu rolled his eyes, cheeks pink from the chill and the teasing. âIâm just⌠glad youâre here. You know, more friends. Itâs been a long week.â
He didnât elaborate further, and he didnât need to. Something in his expression â softened eyes, the way his shoulders dropped â made it obvious. Jihoon snorted, adjusting his backpack. âA long week? Try being dragged around Seoul by him.â He jerked his thumb at Soonyoung. âThere wasnât a day that we didnât almost die.â
âYou almost died,â Soonyoung corrected proudly. âI was thriving.â
Seungcheol chuckled under his breath, feeling the tension heâd been carrying since Seoul slowly lift, replaced by something gentler. A warmth not from Tokyoâs lights, but from the three people standing with him on the curb.
It struck him, quietly, how natural this was. How wrong it should be, flying to another country for someone they barely knew, and yet, how right it did.
Mingyu tugged his mask down and gave them a sheepish grin. âAre you guys hungry? I found this good katsu place near my hotel. You booked the same hotel as mine, right? We can go there after checking in your bags.â
âLead the way,â Seungcheol said before anyone else could respond.
After eating, they wandered through Shibuya, swallowed by the crossed currents of people and lights. The scrambled crossing flashed with enormous screens and headlights reflecting on the rain-damp pavement, and somehow the four of them kept falling into step with each other â shoulders brushing, hands swinging close, steps matching unconsciously.
At a taiyaki stall, Mingyu insisted they try the custard-filled ones. Jihoonâs eyes widened the second he bit into it, and Mingyu grinned, pleased in a soft way. âYou like it,â Mingyu murmured, the words sounding just a little too full for such a simple observation.
Jihoon didnât look at him, but his ears turned pink. âItâs⌠good.â Soonyoung barged between them, dramatically sniffing. âJealous,â he announced, then shoved a mochi donut at Jihoonâs mouth. âTry this.â Jihoon laughed around the food, and even Seungcheol found himself smiling into his drink, warmed by something he couldnât quite name.
As they walked, Mingyu told stories â about the ramen shop that saved his life after a 14-hour shoot, the cafĂŠ where he once fell asleep while waiting for his interview to start, the first rooftop he fell in love with the city from. He spoke with his hands, with bright eyes, with a softness around his edges that made it hard not to lean closer just to hear him better.
At one point, they paused on a small bridge lit with string lights. The reflection shimmered on the water below, and all four of them stood there quietly for a moment, shoulder to shoulder, not saying anything.
âThis city always feels like itâs waiting for something,â Mingyu said softly. âOr someone.â
The three others exchanged a glance. No one says anything aloud, but everyone understands. Maybe Tokyo had been waiting for this. For them.
They headed to the arcade next and it was chaos, noise, laughter. Soonyoung dominating the rhythm games with flair, Mingyu nearly crying from laughing too hard, Jihoon winning claw machine plushies with uncanny skill, and Seungcheol getting dragged from machine to machine like a tired dad.
At the basketball hoop, Mingyu and Seungcheol got so competitive that made bystanders pause and watch. Mingyuâs sleeve brushed Seungcheolâs arm each time they get a new ball, but neither moved away.
When Jihoon placed the cat plush heâd won earlier onto Mingyuâs lap, he murmured, âYou looked like you wanted it more than I did.â
Mingyu froze for half a second, surprised and touched, heart going soft. âThanks, Jihoon. Really.â
Jihoon nodded, avoiding his eyes. âDonât make a big deal out of it.â But it already was. Not romantically. Or not yet, at least. But it was something. As Jihoon walked away to look for the others, Mingyu took the time to pause and think, his confusion spiking up as the hint of longing seeps into his heart yet again. A feeling heâs all too familiar with.Â
They ended the night on a rooftop bar overlooking the city; dim string lights, wooden stools, and soft music humming beneath the chatter of patrons. Tokyo glittered below them â an ocean of warm windows, headlights drifting like fireflies, neon signs blinking lazily against the sky.
But unlike earlier, where the four of them were loud and tangled in laughter and movement, now their energy settled into something calmer. The kind of quiet that only exists when everyone is comfortable enough not to fill the silence. Soonyoung draped himself over his chair like heâd melted into it. âMy legs are dead,â he announced dramatically.
âYou were the one who sprinted across the arcade because a child beat your high score,â Jihoon replied, sipping his drink.
âHe disrespected me,â Soonyoung said with a scowl. âHe was eight.â
Mingyu snorted into his glass. âBro, he didnât even look at you.â
âThatâs even worse!â
Their laughter drifted into the night air. Seungcheol leaned back, watching the three of them bicker quietly, the city reflecting in his eyes. Something in his chest loosened, like an exhale he hadnât realized heâd been holding for months. Or maybe, years.
After a while, they drifted toward the edge of the rooftop one by one, leaning on the railing as the wind carried the faint scent of ramen shops and cigarette smoke from the streets below. Mingyu was the first to break the silence, not dramatically, not all at once. Just a soft observation as he looked out at the glowing buildings stretching across the horizon.
âTokyo looks different when youâre not alone.â
Seungcheol hummed. âWhat do you mean?â
Mingyu shrugged, the motion small. âWhen youâre here for work, you only see whatâs in front of you. Studios, fitting rooms, schedules. You donât⌠take it in.â
âSo today was taking it in?â Jihoon asked.
âYeah⌠I didnât realize how much I missed just⌠being around people who feel easy.â
The others didnât respond immediately, not because they were uncomfortable. But because the words landed softer than they expected.
Soonyoung nudged him lightly. âYouâre nostalgic already? You only met them yesterday.â
âI meant-â Mingyu started, flustered, then gave up with a helpless laugh. âYou know what I meant.â
And he did. They all did. But no one said the big, dramatic things aloud. No supernatural talk. No magic. Nothing heavy. Just a quiet sentiment settling between them like a shared blanket.
This feels good, feels right. It feels like the beginning of somethingâŚ
Seungcheol took a slow breath, the cold air filling his lungs. âItâs nice,â he murmured. âBeing here with all of you.â Jihoon clicked his tongue but didnât pull away when Soonyoung slung an arm lazily around his shoulders. âDonât get sentimental on us, hyung.â
âToo late,â Soonyoung said, already grinning. âHeâs in his feelings.â
But the teasing only made the warmth deepen, not dissolve.
Because in that quiet rooftop glow â four silhouettes against the Tokyo skyline â they werenât strangers bound by coincidence anymore.
By the time morning came, sunlight pooled over the hotel floor, and the three gathered around the small table with mugs of instant coffee. Jihoon placed the paper on the table, not dramatically, but with enough gravity that all movement in the room seemed to pause. There was a new name.
Jeon Wonwoo.
Later, that night, after another round of being a people pleaser, Mingyu headed to their room.Â
âMingyu, do you know him?â
Silence answered first. A long, stretching silence that made even Soonyoung look up from his phone.
Mingyu froze. Initially, in surprise. But it turned to something closer to recognition laced with an emotion he clearly didnât want to revisit. His eyes didnât move from the name written in neat, dark strokes, as if seeing it transported him somewhere else entirely.
ââŚYeah,â he finally said, voice quieter than usual. âI know him.â
He cleared his throat once, twice, as though that would steady it. It didnât.
âHe was⌠part of the same fashion film I worked on last year,â Mingyu began slowly. âThe one where Soonyoung helped choreograph the dance scene. Wonwoo⌠was the video producer. One of the best their company had, honestly.â A small, almost fond smile flickered on his lips before it faltered. âHe was always behind the monitor, quiet but focused. Really cared about how everything turned out.â
Soonyoung raised a brow. âAnd you two⌠were close?â
Mingyu inhaled, deep and shaky.
âMore than close,â he admitted. âWe were⌠something.â A laugh slipped from him, small and broken at the edges. âWe never labeled it, but it was⌠good. Easy. Like we just understood each other without trying too hard. He wasnât loud. He wasnât clingy. He justâfit. We fit.â His voice softened. âWe hit it off during that shoot, and after that⌠it just kept going.â
Jihoon, who rarely reacted to anything, looked up. âMay we⌠ask what happened?â
Mingyu swallowed.Â
âHis company moved to Singapore. He didnât want to leave, but he didnât really have a choice. And IâŚâ He shook his head slowly. âI told myself I couldnât do long distance. I thought itâd be easier to end things before it got painful. Except it still got painful anyway. For both of us, I guess.â
Silence draped over the room like a heavy blanket.
Mingyu forced a smile â the kind that didnât reach his eyes at all.
âI always convinced myself that I was over it,â he said softly. âBut I guess, he was too⌠alluring.â
The others didnât say anything. They didnât need to. The weight of Mingyuâs confession hung between them, settling into the room.
And somewhere in Singapore, among the busy lanes of Orchard Road, the man Mingyu had tried so hard to forget was about to walk back into his life. Because fate, or whatever force was guiding that mysterious paper, wasnât done with either of them.
They knew there was no avoiding it. Wonwooâs name sat on the paper like an uninvited memory â quiet, clean handwriting, but loud in meaning. The room fell into a thick, contemplative silence. They kept rereading the name, as if expecting the letters to rearrange into someone else entirely.
âSo,â Jihoon said eventually. âWe contact him?â
âYes,â Seungcheol answered, steady and decisive.
âIâll do it,â Soonyoung volunteered.
âCome on, Iâll do it,â Jihoon countered, crossing his arms.
Seungcheol raised a hand. âGuys. Iâll message him. He might ignore the both of -â
âIâllâŚâ Mingyu cuts off.
They all turned toward the source of the voice. He had been quiet since the name appeared â too quiet. His fingers were curled around the edge of the paper, knuckles pale, jaw set in tension. Finally, he exhaled through his nose.
âItâs fine.â Mingyu looked up, meeting each of their eyes in turn. âIt has to be me.â
None of them had the heart to argue. Something about the way he said it â careful, fragile â made it clear this wasnât about pride or responsibility. It was about closure. Or maybe, the lack of it. And so they let him.
Mingyu stared at Wonwooâs contact name for a long, long moment. The others stayed quiet around him, watching without intruding, as if the air itself understood that this wasnât a decision anyone else was allowed to touch.
Finally, finally, Mingyu typed:
I know this is abrupt, but can I call you? Itâs something urgent.
He hit send before he could stop himself. Then he sat there, phone balanced against his knee, feeling his pulse echo in his palms. It took only a minute for Wonwoo to reply, but the minute felt like a stretched, trembling lifetime.
You can call.
Mingyu inhaled sharply. âIâll⌠take this outside.â No one stopped him. He stepped out onto the small balcony of his hotel room, sliding the glass door shut behind him as if sealing himself into a space where the past and present could collide. Tokyo glowed below him â quietly alive, like it always understood people who were a little lost.
With fingers that didnât feel like his, he pressed call. The ringback tone felt too loud in his ear.
And thenâŚ
âMingyu?â
Wonwoo sounded cautious. Softer than Mingyu remembered. Or maybe Mingyu had just forgotten how soft he could be.
âHey,â Mingyu breathed out. âUm. Hi.â
There was a tiny laugh on the other end. Not mocking â just surprised. âHi. Itâs⌠been a while.â
âYeah.â Mingyu swallowed, trying to steady himself. âSorry for the abrupt text. I just⌠I didnât know how else to do this.â
âItâs okay,â Wonwoo said gently. âWhen I saw your message, I got scared for a second. I thought something happened to you.â
The sincerity of that hit more deeply than it should have. âNo, no. Iâm okay,â Mingyu said quickly. âNothing happened to me. I mean, things happened, but not⌠like that.â
Those words landed a little too warmly inside Mingyuâs chest.
They exchanged a few awkward how-are-yous, but only because they werenât used to speaking to each other anymore. Of course, not because they didnât want to. There were pauses where Mingyu could hear Wonwooâs soft breathing through the speakers, steady and grounding and painfully familiar.
Finally, Mingyu exhaled and said, âOkay. So. Thereâs no non-insane way to explain this, but Iâll try.â
And he did, starting from the dreams, the names, the paper, how he suddenly found himself connected to three strangers who didnât feel like strangers anymore. He told Wonwoo about Seungcheol, Jihoon, Soonyoung. About the list. About how Wonwooâs name had appeared this morning.
Wonwoo was almost silent through it all, listening so attentively that it made Mingyuâs heart yearn. When Mingyu finally finished, Wonwoo asked quietly, âWhy didnât you ever tell me about your dreams? Back then, I mean. When we were⌠talking.â
Mingyu let out a small, embarrassed laugh. âHonestly? I thought they were weird. Like, too weird. And I didnât want you to think I was being dramatic or⌠I donât know. Delusional.â
âWoah,â Wonwoo said, very softly. âThatâs exactly why I didnât say anything, either.â Mingyu blinked. âSo I guess⌠you had them too?â
âYeah,â Wonwoo admitted. âSame kinds of images, same people I didnât recognize. I kept waking up feeling like I was missing something important. But it all felt so bizarre. I didnât want to scare you off.â
âYou wouldnât have,â Mingyu whispered before he could stop himself. Then quieter, âYou didnât have to hide that from me.â
There was a heartbeat of silence.
âYou didnât have to hide it from me either,â Wonwoo replied, voice gentler than the night air around Mingyu.
Mingyu leaned against the railing, closing his eyes. âIâm sorry, Won.â
He seldom used the nickname anymore. The second the word left his mouth, he felt his throat tighten. Wonwoo inhaled â a sound so small, so fragile, Mingyu nearly missed it.
âYou donât need to apologize,â he said, but his voice held a tremble Mingyu hadnât expected. âIt was⌠complicated and abrupt. We didnât know how to say the things that mattered.â
âStill,â Mingyu whispered, âI hurt you.â
Wonwoo took a moment before answering. âBut you got hurt, too. It wasnât exactly a one-sided thing, Mingyu.â
Mingyu didnât trust his voice enough to answer. A moment passed, quiet, gentle, heavy. Finally, Wonwoo exhaled shakily. âOkay. About the listâŚâ
âYeah?â
âIâll fly to Tokyo.â
Mingyuâs eyes snapped open. âWhat? Wonwoo, are you -â
âI want to.â His tone was firm now, but emotional beneath it. âFor whatever this is â for the dreams, the paper, the⌠potential powers, I guess. And alsoâŚâ A pause. ââŚbecause we need to talk. Properly. Not like this.â
Mingyuâs breath caught in his throat. Wonwoo continued, voice quiet but certain, âIâll file an absence at work. Iâll get the soonest flight I can. I think itâs time I stop running from the things that keep finding me.â
The line fell silent for a long moment. And then Mingyu whispered, âOkay. Come to Tokyo.â ⌠Come to me.
As soon as he said it, something in his chest eased â like a knot finally loosening.
Wonwoo let out a shaky breath. âIâll see you soon, Mingyu.â
âYeah,â Mingyu said, almost smiling despite the burning in his eyes. âSee you soon.â
When the call ended, Mingyu stared at his phone for a long moment, breathing in air that suddenly felt too full. Inside, he could hear the others talking softly â waiting for him, trusting him, giving him space. But for a moment, he stayed alone on the balcony, letting himself feel all of it: the relief, the regret, the tenderness, the fear, the hope.
And the quiet ache of something that had never truly ended.
Two days passed before Wonwoo finally set foot in Tokyo.
He emerged from the arrivals gate with a backpack hanging loosely off his shoulder, his hood pulled up, and glasses framing eyes that looked both tired and alert. He scanned the crowd slowly, almost cautiously, until his gaze landed on three strangers â strangers who didnât feel entirely like strangers. Something in the air tugged faintly, like an invisible thread pulling taut the moment he saw them.
Seungcheol was the first to step forward, lifting a hand in a confident but gentle wave. âWonwoo?â Wonwoo nodded, offering a small bow. âYes. Hi. You must be Seungcheol.â
âAnd Iâm Soonyoung,â Soonyoung said, leaning in with a grin far too warm for someone who had just met him. âWelcome to Tokyo.â
Jihoon gave a curt but polite nod. âJihoon. Nice to meet you.â
Wonwoo smiled back â soft, reserved, but sincere. âThank you for coming. Really.â
âWe wanted to make sure you wouldnât feel awkward on your first day here,â Seungcheol said, taking one of Wonwooâs heavier bags before he could protest. âMingyu couldnât come. Heâs stuck at a shoot, but he kept texting us reminders to take care of you.â
Wonwooâs cheeks flushed slightly. âOf course he did.â
The group laughed lightly, the tension melting in slow degrees. The ride back to the hotel was easy â easier than Wonwoo expected. Soonyoung kept the conversation alive with stories about his chaotic rehearsals. Jihoon threw in dry comments that made Wonwoo laugh unexpectedly hard. Seungcheol asked him thoughtful questions, the kind that made him feel seen without being interrogated.
When they finally reached the hotel, Wonwoo excused himself to take a short rest, promising to meet them in the lobby after freshening up. He disappeared to his room, and when he returned more than half an hour later â hair slightly damp, wearing a simple sweater and jeans â something subtle shifted among the three waiting for him.
It wasnât that he was dressed up. But Wonwoo carried a quiet presence that drew attention like gravity. A gentleness that settled into the space around him, warm and unobtrusive, but impossible to ignore. The three couldnât help but stare at him in awe.
âReady?â Seungcheol asked, pushing off the lobby couch.
Wonwoo nodded. âLetâs go.â
They spent the afternoon wandering through Tokyoâs narrow streets, woven between towering buildings and glowing signboards. The city buzzed with life, but around the four of them, there was a bubble of ease, of new, tentative connection. They shared tempura, bowls of udon, and tiny plates of pickled vegetables brought out one after another. Soonyoung insisted that Wonwoo try everything. Jihoon attempted to hide his amusement each time Wonwooâs reaction turned unexpectedly delighted. Seungcheol kept the conversation flowing, attentive in a way that made even quiet moments feel comfortable rather than strained.
By the time they stopped for coffee, Wonwoo felt like heâd slipped into a rhythm that had been waiting for him. They talked about work, interests, the strange dreams they all shared. When Mingyu inevitably came up, the atmosphere shifted â not uncomfortably, but with a new softness.
âSo,â Soonyoung said with a twinkle in his eyes, leaning back in his chair. âCan we address the elephant in the room? You and MingyuâŚ?â
Wonwoo froze mid-sip. âOh. We werenât -â
âItâs okay,â Jihoon cut in gently. âHe didnât say anything bad.â
Seungcheol added, âJust that there was⌠something. But life got in the way.â
Wonwoo looked down at his hands, turning his cup slowly between his fingers. âYeah⌠you could say that.â
The three didnât pry. They let the silence settle naturally, not awkwardly. And Wonwoo found himself grateful, deeply grateful, for their gentleness.
Evening descended, and with it came a message from Mingyu:
Just wrapped. Iâll head to the hotel.
When he finally walked into the Seungcheolâs hotel room â hair slightly messy from the shoot, shoulders broad beneath a fitted jacket â he stopped in his tracks at the sight of Wonwoo waiting there.
Wonwoo looked up slowly as Mingyu swallowed. The air between them thickened.
Jihoon whispered, âWe should go.â
Seungcheol placed a hand on Mingyuâs shoulder as he passed, silent encouragement etched into his touch. Soonyoung gave Wonwoo a not-so-subtle thumbs-up.
And then the two were alone.
Mingyu didnât speak at first. He just stood in the doorway of the room, shoulders rising and falling, breath too shaky to hide. The dim light from the hallway drew a faint outline around him, as if he were trying to step out of a storm and into something gentler.
Wonwoo looked up from where he sat on the edge of Seungcheolâs bed. âMingyu,â he said softly, almost like heâd been expecting him. âCome here.â
The moment Mingyu crossed the threshold, his composure cracked. âIâm sorry,â he said, voice thick. âI just⌠everything tonight â I couldnât stop thinking about you. About us.â
Wonwooâs expression softened, the kind that made time move slower. âWhat;s wrong?â
Mingyu sat beside him, elbows resting on his knees, hands clasped tightly together as if they were the only things keeping him grounded. âI kept pretending I was fine. That I could handle it alone. But when you called⌠when I heard your voiceâŚâ He swallowed hard. âI realized I didnât want to be strong by myself anymore.â
Hesitantly at first, Wonwoo reached out, gently cupping Mingyuâs cheek with his palm. âYou donât have to be,â he whispered. âNot with me.â Mingyu leaned into the touch, eyes closing for a moment like he was finally letting himself breathe. âI was scared,â he admitted. âScared Iâd push you away with everything Iâm feeling. But you answered the call, and you went here. And that meant more than you know.â
Wonwooâs thumb brushed across his cheek â slow, reassuring, deliberate. âMingyu,â he murmured, âyou never push me away. Even when you think you do.â
Mingyu opened his eyes, gaze glassy, vulnerable in a way he rarely allowed himself to be.
âI need you,â he said, voice barely above a whisper. âI think⌠Iâve needed you for a long time.â
Wonwooâs breath hitched, but he didnât look away. Instead, he moved a little closer, knees touching Mingyuâs. âThen stop running from me.â
Something in Mingyu broke â or maybe it finally clicked into place. His hand found Wonwooâs, fingers threading through like they belonged there.
âIâm not running anymore,â he said.
And the way he said it â steady, sure â felt like a promise.
Wonwoo leaned in, resting his forehead against Mingyuâs. Their breaths mingled in the small space between them, warm, uneven. Mingyuâs hand slid up to the back of Wonwooâs neck, thumb stroking lightly as if memorizing the shape of him.
âCan I?â Mingyu asked, voice hushed.
Wonwoo nodded. When their lips met, the kiss was slow â not rushed, not desperate. It was the kind that spoke in quiet sentences, in confessions too tender to put into words. Mingyu kissed him like he was afraid to break something precious, savoring the closeness, the warmth, the absolute reality of Wonwoo in front of him.
Wonwooâs fingers curled into the fabric of Mingyuâs shirt, pulling him closer with a soft exhale. The kiss deepened naturally, their breaths syncing, their touches growing more sure but still careful, still soft. Mingyu tilted his head, brushing his lips against Wonwooâs again and again, each kiss a little fuller, a little braver.
Wonwooâs hand traced the line of Mingyuâs jaw, then moved to his chest, feeling the rapid beat beneath his palm. âYouâre shaking,â he whispered against Mingyuâs lips.
Mingyu let out a quiet laugh at that. âBecause this feels⌠real,â he murmured.
Wonwoo kissed him again, slow and tender. âIt is.â
Mingyu wrapped his arms fully around him then, pulling Wonwoo into his chest as they continued kissing â unhurried, wrapped in warmth and softness. Every touch felt like reassurance, every kiss like an answer to questions they had both been too afraid to ask.
It wasnât rushed. It was two people finally letting themselves feel what theyâd been holding back for far too long. And in that moment, nothing else mattered.
Meanwhile, in Soonyoungâs room where the three sat eating convenience store snacks and pretending to watch TV, the paper lay on the table beside them. It remained still until, abruptly, letters began to darken into existence â slowly at first, then with unmistakable clarity.
Chwe Hansol
The three exchanged glances, the weight of the name settling over them.
Jihoon sighed softly. âAnd here we go again.â
Soonyoung leaned back on his hands. âWe should probably tell them tomorrow.â
Seungcheol nodded, staring at the newly appeared name. There was something in his expression â anticipation, unease, determination. âYeah. Let tonight be theirs. Tomorrow⌠the story continues.â
And outside, Tokyo glowed beneath the night sky, unaware of the quiet unfolding of fate inside one hotel.
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, mc isn't here again, cursing, there are feelings evolving (and feelings that already evolved?), everyone is confused, uhm i think there's not much warnings here, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Seungcheol stared at the paper as if it might vanish if he blinked too hard. It didnât, and he doesnât know if thatâs fortunately or not.
It just lies there beside his pillow, the edges frayed, handwriting so delicate, the words sinking into him slowly.
His heart had jumped when he first saw it â a genuine spike of fear shooting up his spine â but after the initial panic, something almost embarrassingly calm settled in him. It was like his heart decided on its own that this is fine. That this is normal. He isnât sure if that is comforting or terrifying.
He flips the paper over and over and over again. The list looks like a tired author had started writing but then gave up halfway. Everything is smudged. The ink is dragged out, the letters are either missing or half-erased, except for one line that was inexplicably clear.
Lee Jihoon
No other name was readable. Just that one.
Seungcheol exhales, his fingers tightening slightly around the paper. He canât comprehend everything that has happened over the last 10 hours and every time he forms a question, another one pops up.
Who is this Lee Jihoon? Who wrote this paper? Why is this beside my pillow? Why is their handwriting so good? Why did a scary figure pretending to be Hyungwon tell me to find them? Who are âtheyâ? Is Hyungwon even real? Am I even real?
His prefrontal cortex tried. It really did.
This is insane, it said. I have work. I have deadlines. If I disappear for days, Iâll get fired. I need my job. I need my paycheck. Iâm not some main character in a fantasy manhwa doing a quest run-
But there was a big, deeper part of him that refused to listen. He was going to find this Lee Jihoon. Even if he didnât fully understand why. Even if, for some inexplicable reason, the name alone made something in his chest shift.
Finding Jihoon, ironically, was not as impossible as he expected. A quick search online told him enough: music producer, composer, works under a big entertainment label. There werenât much photos of him online, only those from a few award shows. Seungcheol can tell that he must love his job with how heâs always holding a trophy in every picture. Seungcheol can apparently also tell that this guyâs really cute as he stares at the images and feels his heart skips a bea- Wait, what? That is besides the point, weâre not doing this today.
Anyway, that shouldâve been the end of it â message him, meet up, talk this out.
Except Jihoon didnât respond.
Not to the email, not to the DM, not to the follow-up DM when Seungcheol tried to rewrite it to sound less like a scammer. He considered messaging again, but heâs thankful that he still has enough dignity to stop him. Which meant he needed another way.
After completing another hellish Monday at work, Seungcheol tries to rack his brain to think of another solution right as he gets home. Thankfully it worked as thatâs when another memory gradually resurfaces. Months ago, during one of their Thank God Itâs Friday nights out, Hyungwon had mentioned a friend. It was offhand, a background detail in a story about rehearsal, probably something he shared while shoveling food into his mouth. Something about a performance director working in the exact same label as Jihoon.
Soonyoung.
Theyâd met only once, a chaotic, too-bright dinner after one of Seungcheolâs overtime shifts. He remembered being exhausted, practically sleepwalking beside Hyungwon, who insisted he âneeded real food before he died.â Soonyoung had joined them midway, bursting into the restaurant like a highly catnipped cat, or well, a tiger, apparently. Seungcheol remembered thinking, Oh. This is what raw energy looks like when it grows legs.
Soonyoung was loud, yes. Like really, really loud. But he was also warm, genuine, and very, very passionate about the things he loves. Seungcheol couldnât keep up, but he didnât hate it. No, in fact, it made him like him more. Honestly, how could he hate it when, for some reason, all his heart felt was giddy and warm as Soonyoung spent a full five minutes explaining why the 30-degree angle of a hand in a 0.5-second dance step was âemotionally crucial.â Heâd chalked the warmth up to exhaustion, but really⌠he wasnât so sure. Talking to Soonyoung felt oddly easy. Natural. As if heâd known him far longer than one chaotic dinner.
And then heâd said, grinning through a mouthful of noodles, âIf you ever need anything related to the industry, just hit me up! I basically live at the company anyway.â
Back then, Seungcheol had laughed, because why would he ever need anything ârelated to the industryâ? And now, he clung to that line like it was a divine intervention.
So he opened his phone.
Found the chat.
Typed. Deleted. Typed again.
And sent the message before he could lose his courage.
Barely 3 minutes later, the reply came in with a: âHyungwon told me ur not weird so okay, what do u need??â
There are so many questions he wanted to ask about that sentence, but there is no time.
On the afternoon of the next day, Seungcheol finds himself power-walking across the city, clutching his coat against the cold while silently negotiating with the universe. The wind is sharp and every step he takes feels like heâs venturing deeper and deeper into something that he wasnât ready for.
He spotted Soonyoung immediately in front of the company building. Well, rather, Soonyoung spotted him, waving both arms as if he was signaling a ship.
âHey! Wow, yeah, you look stressed. Are you stressed? You definitely look stressed.â
âIâm fine,â Seungcheol lied in the flattest tone possible.
âGreat! So, uhm, Lee Jihoon, yeah?â Soonyoung leans closer. Something about the proximity made the back of Seungcheolâs neck warm. âIn all our years of being friends, I havenât seen anyone look for Jihoon outside of work relations. This is a first. Iâm kind of honored to witness it.â
ââŚThat might be the worst reassurance Iâve ever heard.â
âHeâs not scary. Just⌠uh, intense. Music goblin energy.â What is that even supposed to mean? Then after a beat, âOkay, maybe a little scary. But donât worry! Youâll be fine.â
Before Seungcheol could back out, Soonyoung had already grabbed his hand and guided â no, smuggled him into the building. He moved with the confidence of someone who had illegally snuck many people into many places before.
âSo, uhm⌠If I may ask, why are you looking for him⌠urgently? Do you like him?â That definitely caught Seungcheol off guard as he choked on his own saliva, âU-uhm, nothing of that sort⌠I thinkâ
âOh, alright, cool! Anyway, I asked him yesterday about his schedule today. Right now, he should be done with a meeting and is probably all locked up in his studio again.â
Seungcheol didnât miss the little softer shift in Soonyoungâs voice when he mentioned Jihoon.
They finally stopped after navigating a maze of hallways and elevators and a strict set of rules (âDonât look suspicious. If someone asks, weâre doing a âquick evaluation,â whatever that means.â) Soonyoung knocked on a door, where there was a sign that said Universe Factory.
âJihoon! Are you busy? Please say no. Someoneâs âurgentlyâ looking for you!â
A muffled, irritated, âno.â
Soonyoung grinned, whispered âHeâs always lying,â and opened the door anyway. There was a fondness there tooâa fondness that didnât really match the exasperation in his words.
The first thing that Seungcheol sees is the sea of stars projection illuminating the whole room. The room has a couch with some pillows on it, a coffee table, and some chairs. The rest of the space was filled out with a bunch of instruments and musical extravaganzas that he canât exactly tell what their purposes are. And then his eyes dropped to the man himself.
Lee Jihoon looked exactly like the photos. Or maybe more tired and significantly more done in life. He was surrounded by a computer, a music sheet, an empty ramen cup, and what looked like three unfinished thoughts scattered across his desk. He glanced up, eyes immediately going to Soonyoung first, a soft gaze flickering in his expression for half a second before he looked towards the stranger in his studio. â... Who are you?â
Seungcheol instinctively straightened, suddenly aware he was standing in the lair of someone else. Someone who probably had better things to do than listen to a story that sounded like a conspiracy theory. Still, he managed to force out the only words that popped up in his head. âHi. I know this might sound strange, but, have you⌠been having dreams?â
That got Jihoonâs attention more than anything else could have. His gaze sharpened, shoulders stilling like an animal sensing a shift in the air. ââŚDreams,â he repeated, carefully blank. âDonât everyone have dreams?â he mumbled, eyes questioning Seungcheol.
âNot normal ones,â Seungcheol said. âDreams that feel⌠too real. The kind that stay with you when you wake up. Dreams with only the voices of children. Dreams that have⌠things you shouldnât know.â
Jihoon inhaled slowly, almost imperceptibly. âHow do you know that?â he asks after staring at the other for a few seconds.
Before the weight of that could settle, Soonyoungâwho had been idly picking at the sleeve of his hoodie, leaning on the wallâjerked upright. âHold on,â he said, staring between them. âYou guys have those dreams too??âÂ
Seungcheol spun toward him. âWait. You have them as well?â
âYeah!â Soonyoung replied, baffled. âI just thought my subconscious was being dramatic again. You know. Artist problems.â
Jihoon stared at his friend for a while, squinting his eyes, âWhy donât I know this?â he murmurs, as if he didnât want anyone to hear, but Soonyoung did. âWell, you didnât ask. And why am I supposed to spread that Iâve been having the same dreams for years now? Besides, you didnât say anything as well.â
While the two were bickering, Seungcheol pulled out a paper from his pocket. The list. He hadnât looked at it since earlierânot with the same clarity he saw it now as he flattened it against Jihoonâs desk. The brown paper crackled softly, like something ancient waking up again. His breath caught as the other two moved closer to him to see what it was. Their shoulders brushed. And something in him steadied, quiet but certain. Like the three of them fit together in a way he didnât yet understand.
âWhat in the worldâŚ?â he hears Jihoon mumble.
Their breaths were caught up as they witness how the lines were forming on the paper, like the letters were writing themselves as if someone from Hogwarts had waved their wand and enchanted a spell on the paper. What was only one name written had now been multiplied by 3.
Choi Seungcheol
Lee Jihoon
Kwon Soonyoung
âWait, wait⌠WAIT,â Soonyoung said, pointing aggressively at his name. âWhy am I there? Why are you there?? Why is he there?? What is this, a ghost roll call?!â Jihoon wasnât any calmer. He was staring at the page like it had personally insulted his mixing skills.
âExplain,â he said, voice low. âAll of it. Now.â
Thatâs how they ended up sitting in the studio. Jihoon in his battered office chair, Soonyoung sprawled on the couch with the posture of a man who didnât fully understand boundaries, and Seungcheol perched on the edge of a stool like someone expecting the floor to give way beneath him.Â
He started from the beginning. He told them about the dreams that had haunted him for yearsânot nightmares, not fairytales, but maybe something in-between. Vague children running through corridors he didnât recognize. A world that flickered like a half-forgotten memory.
He explained how, over time, things in his waking life began shifting. People obeying his accidental commands. Strangers reacting to him as if he holds authority that he didnât ask for. Instructions slipping out of his mouth and embedding themselves into someone elseâs mind.
He told them about the dream of the burning castleâthe way the heat licked at his skin, the sound of collapsing stone and screams, the panic that didnât feel like fear⌠but grief. And then he went to the other dream. The pastry shop. Someone wearing his friendâs skin like a disguise, speaking to him in riddles, urging him toward something, or someone, that he didnât understand. They had to briefly calm Soonyoung down as he shrieks âHyungwon isnât real?!â after hearing about it.
And then waking up to the paper beside his pillow.
When he finally fell silent, it felt like the room itself was holding its breath. Jihoon leaned back, brow furrowed, processing everything with so much intensity. Seungcheol couldnât help noticing how pretty Jihoon looked when concentrating. He immediately hated himself for the thought. Now was not the time. Soonyoung looked overwhelmed for exactly two seconds before curiosity overtook him again.
âThatâs⌠a lot,â he says. âSo youâre saying your voice has, like, Jedi powers? Mind tricks?â
âI donât want it,â Seungcheol mutters. âIt just happens.â
âSo,â he looks at both of them. âHave either of you experienced anything like that? Not dreamsâsomething physical. Weird but real.â
Jihoon shakes his head immediately. âNo. Just the dreams.â
Then, Soonyoung lifts his hand, âI mean⌠I donât know about telling people what to do with your voice,â he said, âbut I can do this.â
A spark flicks above his palm. Small at first, then it blooms into a soft flame that danced just above his skin. Not burning him. Not even touching him. It was obeying him.
The firelight reflected in Jihoonâs wide eyes as Seungcheolâs mouth fell open. Soonyoung looks down at the flame like it was an old friend. âIt started happening recently. Freaked me out once. Well, more than once actually. Then it looked cool, so I practiced until I figured it out.â The flame curled around his fingers like it was alive. Jihoon watches him with this soft, almost helpless expressionâgone in an instant when Soonyoung looked up again. Seungcheol didnât miss that though. Oh. Oh.Â
Interesting.
The flame eventually dims, folding back into Soonyoungâs palm as if it was bowing before it disappears. The three of them stares at his now-normal hand, the air still warm with the faint smell of something electric. For a moment, nobody speaks.
Then, ââŚI feel like I should clap,â Seungcheol mutters. Soonyoung beams. âRight?! Itâs cool, right?â
Jihoon smacks the back of his head. âYou couldâve burned the couch, idiot.â
âYou say that like you donât sit in here eating ramen with paper towels as coasters,âÂ
Jihoon glares. Soonyoung glares back. Seungcheol watches the exchange, faintly dazed. Not by the bickering, but by the strangely gentle way Jihoonâs irritation softened the longer he looked at Soonyoung. And how Soonyoungâs smile, despite pretending to be offended, always grew a little brighter when Jihoon spoke to him.
Okaaay. Really interesting.
He pushes that thought aside quickly, though. Because now Jihoon turns back to him with sharp, evaluative eyesâeyes that somehow made Seungcheol straighten his posture like he was being graded.
âSo,â Jihoon said slowly. âWeâre connected⌠somehow.â
âI guess so,â he replies. His chest tightens with that same sinking feeling he kept getting around both of them. Like a string tugging him toward something he didnât know yet, but instinctively wanted.
Soonyoung hums thoughtfully, crossing his arms. âWell, three of us are having the same dreams. Two of us have weird powers. And now our names magically show up on some⌠supernatural group chat list. So, what now?â
That was the question Seungcheol had been avoiding. He looks at them and something inside him clicked. âWe keep going,â he said. âWe find whoever else is supposed to be on this list.â
Neither of them argued.
Jihoon leans back in his chair, fingers tapping restlessly against the armrestâa habit that Seungcheol realizes feels familiar, almost comforting, even though they'd just met. Soonyoung had flopped back onto the couch, legs spread, head tossed over the armrest as if heâd claimed the entire studio as his personal throne. He looks oddly content for someone whose name was magically written on a cursed piece of paper ten minutes ago.
Seungcheol tried to shake off the weird thoughts stirring inside him. He really did. But Jihoonâs quiet presence felt like gravity. And Soonyoungâs laugh made his chest warm too fast. And Seungcheol wasnât stupidâhe noticed the way Jihoon kept glancing at Soonyoung when he thought no one was looking.Â
If this isnât a cosmic disaster waiting to unfold, he doesnât know what it is.
Still, the room slowly drifts into something almost calm. Comfortable. A strange, unspoken bond weaving between them while they sat in the soft glow brought upon by the faux stars.
Jihoon suddenly sits up straight. âWait,â he said, frowning at the paper still lying open on the table. âEarlier, you said other names were smudged, right?â
âYeah,â Seungcheol answers cautiously.
Jihoon leans closer, squinting. âThen why does this part,â he points at a section under Soonyoungâs name, âlook darker now?â
Soonyoung shoots up from the couch, nearly tripping over his own foot. âIs someone else joining the group chat?? Did they pay the membership fee?!â
The paper trembles slightly as the ink shifts like something is awakening. A new line began emerging. Slowly, the letters formed.
Kim Mingyu
Seungcheolâs breath stalled in his lungs. âKim Mingyu?â
Soonyoung blinks. âHuh. I know him.â Seungcheol turns to him sharply. âYou know him?â
âSort of,â he says, scratching his cheek. âHeâs a fashion model. Tall, pretty, the type stylists cry over because he can wear anything without trying. We worked together once. I choreographed for a fashion film he modeled in.â He swipes through his phone until he finds a clip. âThis shoot.â
Jihoon squints at the video. âWow, heâs tall.âÂ
âThatâs your takeaway?â Soonyoung sighs. âWell true, heâs tall. And stupidly photogenic. Look at his face, bro. Thatâs genetic cheating.â
âBut do you have his number?â
ââŚNo. I didnât save it. The whole thing was rushed. Most communication went through the director.â
âSo how do we reach him?â Jihoon asks, crossing his arms. Soonyoung lifted his phone like a man accepting his fate. âWhat do you think? Iâm sliding into his DMs like a civilized stalker.â
He opens Instagram, types a message, deletes it, types another one, and deletes that too.
âWhy are you nervous?â Jihoon asks flatly. âBecause he has seventeen million followers, Jihoon. Heâs not going to see this unless God personally delivers it.â
âGod seems to be involved already.âÂ
Finally, Soonyoung types, Hey, Mingyu! Itâs Kwon Soonyoung. Sorry if this is so sudden but I need to talk to you about something important. Are you free?
It isnât until the afternoon the next day when Soonyoung came barging into Jihoonâs studio. Not without almost tripping on an amp cord.
âHe replied-â Jihoon jumps, âWarn me next time! I almost threw my laptop at you!â
âYou wouldnât dare,â Soonyoung says, already shoving his phone into the otherâs hands.
Sorry for the late reply! Iâm in Tokyo for schedules right now, so things are hectic. Whatâs up?
âTokyo?â
Soonyoung types quickly, Itâs better to talk in a call.
Five minutes later, they got:
Sure. Call me tonight. Around 9PM? Iâll be in my hotel by then.
The trio gathered at Soonyoungâs house. If Seungcheol had to describe it, heâd say itâs half-clean, half-chaotic, smelling faintly of takeout and fabric softener. The mysterious paper rested on the table beside them, its edges curled slightly like it had been waiting.
When Soonyoung hit âCall,â the silence that followed was tense enough to crack. Mingyu answers with a soft, slightly breathless, âHyung? Soonyoung-hyung?â If theyâd listen closely, they would hear that he sounds tired.
âWhatâs up? You sounded serious.â
Seungcheol introduces himself and Jihoon, then begins explaining everything:
the strange dreams, the castle, the voices, the unexplained power incidents, the paper.
He talked for a long time, longer than he meant to. The story spilled out of him like a stream finally finding its path. Mingyu didnât interrupt once. When Seungcheol finally finished, the line was quiet.
âIâve been having dreams too,â they hear him mutter softly from the other end.
âI donât remember all the details,â Mingyu admits. âBut⌠the emotions feel real. Sometimes I wake up shaking. Sometimes it feels like I know the people in the dream, even though Iâve never met them.â
Soonyoung rubs the back of his neck. âYeah. That sounds familiar.â
âAs for powers,â Mingyu continues, âI donât think I have any. I mean, Iâve never made anything weird happen.â
A beat later. ââŚExcept once.âÂ
The three of them sits up straighter. âIt was a few days ago,â he says. âI was outside the hotel. There was a lot going on in my head because of work. I was staring at a little pile of rocks near the walkway. And they⌠moved.â
âMoved?â Seungcheol echoes.
âJust a small shift. Like something nudged them. I thought I imagined it or that I was just exhausted.â
The three decided not to keep Mingyu for too long after he told them that he still has a week worth of schedules to do in Japan before heâs able to go home, so they ended the call around half an hour later. As they sit in silence after the call, surmising what kind of anime-shit is happening in their lives right now, Seungcheol realizes something.
âEvery person we find seems to have some link to the next one. You guys work under the same company, while Mingyu did a project with Soonyoung. Maybe itâs not random?â
Then they all turned to the paper, but the bottom remained blank. They stared at it, as if a fairy godmother would take pity on them and wave her wand for the next name to appear. Sad to say, it didnât happen.
For minutes. Hours. Overnight. By evening the next day, it hadnât changed at all.
Jihoon drums his fingers thoughtfully. âMaybe the next name wonât appear unless Mingyu is physically with us. The paper reacted before only when all of us were in the same place.â
âThat⌠makes sense,â they admit.
On the phone, Mingyu groans, âHyung, I want to help, I really do, but Iâm stuck here. My schedules in Tokyo are packed for the next few days. Thereâs no way I can fly back yet.â
The three exchanged looks. Resigned looks. Tired looks. Then, like a light switch, Soonyoung straightens.
âWell,â he declars with the certainty of a man who makes reckless decisions regularly, âthen we go to Tokyo.â
This made the other two choke, âHuh-â
âWe go to Tokyo!â Soonyoung repeats, already pulling up flight websites on his phone. âI need a break. You need a break. Seungcheol definitely needs a break.â
âI wonât deny that.â
He picks up the paper again, staring at Mingyuâs name etched in dark ink. âIf the next name wonât show until weâre all gathered,â he says, voice low, âthen we move toward him!â
Jihoon crosses his arms but didnât argue. After a while, he nods his head which made Soonyoung clap loudly. âGreat. Perfect. Pack your bags. Weâre going to Tokyo.â
oh my godd! more of them are joining! itâs the way cheol sees something between Jihoon and Soonyoung like the love is there omgomg I bet the next person theyâll meet is Wonu after Mingyu loll
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, mc isn't here again, cursing, there are feelings evolving (and feelings that already evolved?), everyone is confused, uhm i think there's not much warnings here, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Seungcheol stared at the paper as if it might vanish if he blinked too hard. It didnât, and he doesnât know if thatâs fortunately or not.
It just lies there beside his pillow, the edges frayed, handwriting so delicate, the words sinking into him slowly.
His heart had jumped when he first saw it â a genuine spike of fear shooting up his spine â but after the initial panic, something almost embarrassingly calm settled in him. It was like his heart decided on its own that this is fine. That this is normal. He isnât sure if that is comforting or terrifying.
He flips the paper over and over and over again. The list looks like a tired author had started writing but then gave up halfway. Everything is smudged. The ink is dragged out, the letters are either missing or half-erased, except for one line that was inexplicably clear.
Lee Jihoon
No other name was readable. Just that one.
Seungcheol exhales, his fingers tightening slightly around the paper. He canât comprehend everything that has happened over the last 10 hours and every time he forms a question, another one pops up.
Who is this Lee Jihoon? Who wrote this paper? Why is this beside my pillow? Why is their handwriting so good? Why did a scary figure pretending to be Hyungwon tell me to find them? Who are âtheyâ? Is Hyungwon even real? Am I even real?
His prefrontal cortex tried. It really did.
This is insane, it said. I have work. I have deadlines. If I disappear for days, Iâll get fired. I need my job. I need my paycheck. Iâm not some main character in a fantasy manhwa doing a quest run-
But there was a big, deeper part of him that refused to listen. He was going to find this Lee Jihoon. Even if he didnât fully understand why. Even if, for some inexplicable reason, the name alone made something in his chest shift.
Finding Jihoon, ironically, was not as impossible as he expected. A quick search online told him enough: music producer, composer, works under a big entertainment label. There werenât much photos of him online, only those from a few award shows. Seungcheol can tell that he must love his job with how heâs always holding a trophy in every picture. Seungcheol can apparently also tell that this guyâs really cute as he stares at the images and feels his heart skips a bea- Wait, what? That is besides the point, weâre not doing this today.
Anyway, that shouldâve been the end of it â message him, meet up, talk this out.
Except Jihoon didnât respond.
Not to the email, not to the DM, not to the follow-up DM when Seungcheol tried to rewrite it to sound less like a scammer. He considered messaging again, but heâs thankful that he still has enough dignity to stop him. Which meant he needed another way.
After completing another hellish Monday at work, Seungcheol tries to rack his brain to think of another solution right as he gets home. Thankfully it worked as thatâs when another memory gradually resurfaces. Months ago, during one of their Thank God Itâs Friday nights out, Hyungwon had mentioned a friend. It was offhand, a background detail in a story about rehearsal, probably something he shared while shoveling food into his mouth. Something about a performance director working in the exact same label as Jihoon.
Soonyoung.
Theyâd met only once, a chaotic, too-bright dinner after one of Seungcheolâs overtime shifts. He remembered being exhausted, practically sleepwalking beside Hyungwon, who insisted he âneeded real food before he died.â Soonyoung had joined them midway, bursting into the restaurant like a highly catnipped cat, or well, a tiger, apparently. Seungcheol remembered thinking, Oh. This is what raw energy looks like when it grows legs.
Soonyoung was loud, yes. Like really, really loud. But he was also warm, genuine, and very, very passionate about the things he loves. Seungcheol couldnât keep up, but he didnât hate it. No, in fact, it made him like him more. Honestly, how could he hate it when, for some reason, all his heart felt was giddy and warm as Soonyoung spent a full five minutes explaining why the 30-degree angle of a hand in a 0.5-second dance step was âemotionally crucial.â Heâd chalked the warmth up to exhaustion, but really⌠he wasnât so sure. Talking to Soonyoung felt oddly easy. Natural. As if heâd known him far longer than one chaotic dinner.
And then heâd said, grinning through a mouthful of noodles, âIf you ever need anything related to the industry, just hit me up! I basically live at the company anyway.â
Back then, Seungcheol had laughed, because why would he ever need anything ârelated to the industryâ? And now, he clung to that line like it was a divine intervention.
So he opened his phone.
Found the chat.
Typed. Deleted. Typed again.
And sent the message before he could lose his courage.
Barely 3 minutes later, the reply came in with a: âHyungwon told me ur not weird so okay, what do u need??â
There are so many questions he wanted to ask about that sentence, but there is no time.
On the afternoon of the next day, Seungcheol finds himself power-walking across the city, clutching his coat against the cold while silently negotiating with the universe. The wind is sharp and every step he takes feels like heâs venturing deeper and deeper into something that he wasnât ready for.
He spotted Soonyoung immediately in front of the company building. Well, rather, Soonyoung spotted him, waving both arms as if he was signaling a ship.
âHey! Wow, yeah, you look stressed. Are you stressed? You definitely look stressed.â
âIâm fine,â Seungcheol lied in the flattest tone possible.
âGreat! So, uhm, Lee Jihoon, yeah?â Soonyoung leans closer. Something about the proximity made the back of Seungcheolâs neck warm. âIn all our years of being friends, I havenât seen anyone look for Jihoon outside of work relations. This is a first. Iâm kind of honored to witness it.â
ââŚThat might be the worst reassurance Iâve ever heard.â
âHeâs not scary. Just⌠uh, intense. Music goblin energy.â What is that even supposed to mean? Then after a beat, âOkay, maybe a little scary. But donât worry! Youâll be fine.â
Before Seungcheol could back out, Soonyoung had already grabbed his hand and guided â no, smuggled him into the building. He moved with the confidence of someone who had illegally snuck many people into many places before.
âSo, uhm⌠If I may ask, why are you looking for him⌠urgently? Do you like him?â That definitely caught Seungcheol off guard as he choked on his own saliva, âU-uhm, nothing of that sort⌠I thinkâ
âOh, alright, cool! Anyway, I asked him yesterday about his schedule today. Right now, he should be done with a meeting and is probably all locked up in his studio again.â
Seungcheol didnât miss the little softer shift in Soonyoungâs voice when he mentioned Jihoon.
They finally stopped after navigating a maze of hallways and elevators and a strict set of rules (âDonât look suspicious. If someone asks, weâre doing a âquick evaluation,â whatever that means.â) Soonyoung knocked on a door, where there was a sign that said Universe Factory.
âJihoon! Are you busy? Please say no. Someoneâs âurgentlyâ looking for you!â
A muffled, irritated, âno.â
Soonyoung grinned, whispered âHeâs always lying,â and opened the door anyway. There was a fondness there tooâa fondness that didnât really match the exasperation in his words.
The first thing that Seungcheol sees is the sea of stars projection illuminating the whole room. The room has a couch with some pillows on it, a coffee table, and some chairs. The rest of the space was filled out with a bunch of instruments and musical extravaganzas that he canât exactly tell what their purposes are. And then his eyes dropped to the man himself.
Lee Jihoon looked exactly like the photos. Or maybe more tired and significantly more done in life. He was surrounded by a computer, a music sheet, an empty ramen cup, and what looked like three unfinished thoughts scattered across his desk. He glanced up, eyes immediately going to Soonyoung first, a soft gaze flickering in his expression for half a second before he looked towards the stranger in his studio. â... Who are you?â
Seungcheol instinctively straightened, suddenly aware he was standing in the lair of someone else. Someone who probably had better things to do than listen to a story that sounded like a conspiracy theory. Still, he managed to force out the only words that popped up in his head. âHi. I know this might sound strange, but, have you⌠been having dreams?â
That got Jihoonâs attention more than anything else could have. His gaze sharpened, shoulders stilling like an animal sensing a shift in the air. ââŚDreams,â he repeated, carefully blank. âDonât everyone have dreams?â he mumbled, eyes questioning Seungcheol.
âNot normal ones,â Seungcheol said. âDreams that feel⌠too real. The kind that stay with you when you wake up. Dreams with only the voices of children. Dreams that have⌠things you shouldnât know.â
Jihoon inhaled slowly, almost imperceptibly. âHow do you know that?â he asks after staring at the other for a few seconds.
Before the weight of that could settle, Soonyoungâwho had been idly picking at the sleeve of his hoodie, leaning on the wallâjerked upright. âHold on,â he said, staring between them. âYou guys have those dreams too??âÂ
Seungcheol spun toward him. âWait. You have them as well?â
âYeah!â Soonyoung replied, baffled. âI just thought my subconscious was being dramatic again. You know. Artist problems.â
Jihoon stared at his friend for a while, squinting his eyes, âWhy donât I know this?â he murmurs, as if he didnât want anyone to hear, but Soonyoung did. âWell, you didnât ask. And why am I supposed to spread that Iâve been having the same dreams for years now? Besides, you didnât say anything as well.â
While the two were bickering, Seungcheol pulled out a paper from his pocket. The list. He hadnât looked at it since earlierânot with the same clarity he saw it now as he flattened it against Jihoonâs desk. The brown paper crackled softly, like something ancient waking up again. His breath caught as the other two moved closer to him to see what it was. Their shoulders brushed. And something in him steadied, quiet but certain. Like the three of them fit together in a way he didnât yet understand.
âWhat in the worldâŚ?â he hears Jihoon mumble.
Their breaths were caught up as they witness how the lines were forming on the paper, like the letters were writing themselves as if someone from Hogwarts had waved their wand and enchanted a spell on the paper. What was only one name written had now been multiplied by 3.
Choi Seungcheol
Lee Jihoon
Kwon Soonyoung
âWait, wait⌠WAIT,â Soonyoung said, pointing aggressively at his name. âWhy am I there? Why are you there?? Why is he there?? What is this, a ghost roll call?!â Jihoon wasnât any calmer. He was staring at the page like it had personally insulted his mixing skills.
âExplain,â he said, voice low. âAll of it. Now.â
Thatâs how they ended up sitting in the studio. Jihoon in his battered office chair, Soonyoung sprawled on the couch with the posture of a man who didnât fully understand boundaries, and Seungcheol perched on the edge of a stool like someone expecting the floor to give way beneath him.Â
He started from the beginning. He told them about the dreams that had haunted him for yearsânot nightmares, not fairytales, but maybe something in-between. Vague children running through corridors he didnât recognize. A world that flickered like a half-forgotten memory.
He explained how, over time, things in his waking life began shifting. People obeying his accidental commands. Strangers reacting to him as if he holds authority that he didnât ask for. Instructions slipping out of his mouth and embedding themselves into someone elseâs mind.
He told them about the dream of the burning castleâthe way the heat licked at his skin, the sound of collapsing stone and screams, the panic that didnât feel like fear⌠but grief. And then he went to the other dream. The pastry shop. Someone wearing his friendâs skin like a disguise, speaking to him in riddles, urging him toward something, or someone, that he didnât understand. They had to briefly calm Soonyoung down as he shrieks âHyungwon isnât real?!â after hearing about it.
And then waking up to the paper beside his pillow.
When he finally fell silent, it felt like the room itself was holding its breath. Jihoon leaned back, brow furrowed, processing everything with so much intensity. Seungcheol couldnât help noticing how pretty Jihoon looked when concentrating. He immediately hated himself for the thought. Now was not the time. Soonyoung looked overwhelmed for exactly two seconds before curiosity overtook him again.
âThatâs⌠a lot,â he says. âSo youâre saying your voice has, like, Jedi powers? Mind tricks?â
âI donât want it,â Seungcheol mutters. âIt just happens.â
âSo,â he looks at both of them. âHave either of you experienced anything like that? Not dreamsâsomething physical. Weird but real.â
Jihoon shakes his head immediately. âNo. Just the dreams.â
Then, Soonyoung lifts his hand, âI mean⌠I donât know about telling people what to do with your voice,â he said, âbut I can do this.â
A spark flicks above his palm. Small at first, then it blooms into a soft flame that danced just above his skin. Not burning him. Not even touching him. It was obeying him.
The firelight reflected in Jihoonâs wide eyes as Seungcheolâs mouth fell open. Soonyoung looks down at the flame like it was an old friend. âIt started happening recently. Freaked me out once. Well, more than once actually. Then it looked cool, so I practiced until I figured it out.â The flame curled around his fingers like it was alive. Jihoon watches him with this soft, almost helpless expressionâgone in an instant when Soonyoung looked up again. Seungcheol didnât miss that though. Oh. Oh.Â
Interesting.
The flame eventually dims, folding back into Soonyoungâs palm as if it was bowing before it disappears. The three of them stares at his now-normal hand, the air still warm with the faint smell of something electric. For a moment, nobody speaks.
Then, ââŚI feel like I should clap,â Seungcheol mutters. Soonyoung beams. âRight?! Itâs cool, right?â
Jihoon smacks the back of his head. âYou couldâve burned the couch, idiot.â
âYou say that like you donât sit in here eating ramen with paper towels as coasters,âÂ
Jihoon glares. Soonyoung glares back. Seungcheol watches the exchange, faintly dazed. Not by the bickering, but by the strangely gentle way Jihoonâs irritation softened the longer he looked at Soonyoung. And how Soonyoungâs smile, despite pretending to be offended, always grew a little brighter when Jihoon spoke to him.
Okaaay. Really interesting.
He pushes that thought aside quickly, though. Because now Jihoon turns back to him with sharp, evaluative eyesâeyes that somehow made Seungcheol straighten his posture like he was being graded.
âSo,â Jihoon said slowly. âWeâre connected⌠somehow.â
âI guess so,â he replies. His chest tightens with that same sinking feeling he kept getting around both of them. Like a string tugging him toward something he didnât know yet, but instinctively wanted.
Soonyoung hums thoughtfully, crossing his arms. âWell, three of us are having the same dreams. Two of us have weird powers. And now our names magically show up on some⌠supernatural group chat list. So, what now?â
That was the question Seungcheol had been avoiding. He looks at them and something inside him clicked. âWe keep going,â he said. âWe find whoever else is supposed to be on this list.â
Neither of them argued.
Jihoon leans back in his chair, fingers tapping restlessly against the armrestâa habit that Seungcheol realizes feels familiar, almost comforting, even though they'd just met. Soonyoung had flopped back onto the couch, legs spread, head tossed over the armrest as if heâd claimed the entire studio as his personal throne. He looks oddly content for someone whose name was magically written on a cursed piece of paper ten minutes ago.
Seungcheol tried to shake off the weird thoughts stirring inside him. He really did. But Jihoonâs quiet presence felt like gravity. And Soonyoungâs laugh made his chest warm too fast. And Seungcheol wasnât stupidâhe noticed the way Jihoon kept glancing at Soonyoung when he thought no one was looking.Â
If this isnât a cosmic disaster waiting to unfold, he doesnât know what it is.
Still, the room slowly drifts into something almost calm. Comfortable. A strange, unspoken bond weaving between them while they sat in the soft glow brought upon by the faux stars.
Jihoon suddenly sits up straight. âWait,â he said, frowning at the paper still lying open on the table. âEarlier, you said other names were smudged, right?â
âYeah,â Seungcheol answers cautiously.
Jihoon leans closer, squinting. âThen why does this part,â he points at a section under Soonyoungâs name, âlook darker now?â
Soonyoung shoots up from the couch, nearly tripping over his own foot. âIs someone else joining the group chat?? Did they pay the membership fee?!â
The paper trembles slightly as the ink shifts like something is awakening. A new line began emerging. Slowly, the letters formed.
Kim Mingyu
Seungcheolâs breath stalled in his lungs. âKim Mingyu?â
Soonyoung blinks. âHuh. I know him.â Seungcheol turns to him sharply. âYou know him?â
âSort of,â he says, scratching his cheek. âHeâs a fashion model. Tall, pretty, the type stylists cry over because he can wear anything without trying. We worked together once. I choreographed for a fashion film he modeled in.â He swipes through his phone until he finds a clip. âThis shoot.â
Jihoon squints at the video. âWow, heâs tall.âÂ
âThatâs your takeaway?â Soonyoung sighs. âWell true, heâs tall. And stupidly photogenic. Look at his face, bro. Thatâs genetic cheating.â
âBut do you have his number?â
ââŚNo. I didnât save it. The whole thing was rushed. Most communication went through the director.â
âSo how do we reach him?â Jihoon asks, crossing his arms. Soonyoung lifted his phone like a man accepting his fate. âWhat do you think? Iâm sliding into his DMs like a civilized stalker.â
He opens Instagram, types a message, deletes it, types another one, and deletes that too.
âWhy are you nervous?â Jihoon asks flatly. âBecause he has seventeen million followers, Jihoon. Heâs not going to see this unless God personally delivers it.â
âGod seems to be involved already.âÂ
Finally, Soonyoung types, Hey, Mingyu! Itâs Kwon Soonyoung. Sorry if this is so sudden but I need to talk to you about something important. Are you free?
It isnât until the afternoon the next day when Soonyoung came barging into Jihoonâs studio. Not without almost tripping on an amp cord.
âHe replied-â Jihoon jumps, âWarn me next time! I almost threw my laptop at you!â
âYou wouldnât dare,â Soonyoung says, already shoving his phone into the otherâs hands.
Sorry for the late reply! Iâm in Tokyo for schedules right now, so things are hectic. Whatâs up?
âTokyo?â
Soonyoung types quickly, Itâs better to talk in a call.
Five minutes later, they got:
Sure. Call me tonight. Around 9PM? Iâll be in my hotel by then.
The trio gathered at Soonyoungâs house. If Seungcheol had to describe it, heâd say itâs half-clean, half-chaotic, smelling faintly of takeout and fabric softener. The mysterious paper rested on the table beside them, its edges curled slightly like it had been waiting.
When Soonyoung hit âCall,â the silence that followed was tense enough to crack. Mingyu answers with a soft, slightly breathless, âHyung? Soonyoung-hyung?â If theyâd listen closely, they would hear that he sounds tired.
âWhatâs up? You sounded serious.â
Seungcheol introduces himself and Jihoon, then begins explaining everything:
the strange dreams, the castle, the voices, the unexplained power incidents, the paper.
He talked for a long time, longer than he meant to. The story spilled out of him like a stream finally finding its path. Mingyu didnât interrupt once. When Seungcheol finally finished, the line was quiet.
âIâve been having dreams too,â they hear him mutter softly from the other end.
âI donât remember all the details,â Mingyu admits. âBut⌠the emotions feel real. Sometimes I wake up shaking. Sometimes it feels like I know the people in the dream, even though Iâve never met them.â
Soonyoung rubs the back of his neck. âYeah. That sounds familiar.â
âAs for powers,â Mingyu continues, âI donât think I have any. I mean, Iâve never made anything weird happen.â
A beat later. ââŚExcept once.âÂ
The three of them sits up straighter. âIt was a few days ago,â he says. âI was outside the hotel. There was a lot going on in my head because of work. I was staring at a little pile of rocks near the walkway. And they⌠moved.â
âMoved?â Seungcheol echoes.
âJust a small shift. Like something nudged them. I thought I imagined it or that I was just exhausted.â
The three decided not to keep Mingyu for too long after he told them that he still has a week worth of schedules to do in Japan before heâs able to go home, so they ended the call around half an hour later. As they sit in silence after the call, surmising what kind of anime-shit is happening in their lives right now, Seungcheol realizes something.
âEvery person we find seems to have some link to the next one. You guys work under the same company, while Mingyu did a project with Soonyoung. Maybe itâs not random?â
Then they all turned to the paper, but the bottom remained blank. They stared at it, as if a fairy godmother would take pity on them and wave her wand for the next name to appear. Sad to say, it didnât happen.
For minutes. Hours. Overnight. By evening the next day, it hadnât changed at all.
Jihoon drums his fingers thoughtfully. âMaybe the next name wonât appear unless Mingyu is physically with us. The paper reacted before only when all of us were in the same place.â
âThat⌠makes sense,â they admit.
On the phone, Mingyu groans, âHyung, I want to help, I really do, but Iâm stuck here. My schedules in Tokyo are packed for the next few days. Thereâs no way I can fly back yet.â
The three exchanged looks. Resigned looks. Tired looks. Then, like a light switch, Soonyoung straightens.
âWell,â he declars with the certainty of a man who makes reckless decisions regularly, âthen we go to Tokyo.â
This made the other two choke, âHuh-â
âWe go to Tokyo!â Soonyoung repeats, already pulling up flight websites on his phone. âI need a break. You need a break. Seungcheol definitely needs a break.â
âI wonât deny that.â
He picks up the paper again, staring at Mingyuâs name etched in dark ink. âIf the next name wonât show until weâre all gathered,â he says, voice low, âthen we move toward him!â
Jihoon crosses his arms but didnât argue. After a while, he nods his head which made Soonyoung clap loudly. âGreat. Perfect. Pack your bags. Weâre going to Tokyo.â
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, heavily cheol centric (like literally), only a few mentions of mc and other members, cursing, small descriptions of violence (there are bad guys already), yes that is hyungwon of monsta x, seungcheol thinks he's crazy, maybe he is, he is confused throughout the whole chapter pls save him, i promise the rest of the chapters would be longer than this lmao i just cut it there for the suspense, if i missed anything that should be here do tell me !
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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âSeriously, a few more days of these and Iâm really going to see a professional.â
Seungcheol never even thought this day would come, but he genuinely believes heâs going crazy.
âMan, if I were you, I wouldâve gone to a doctor years ago. Seriously, the random occurrences part could just be some really cool coincidences that the universe thinks would be a good prank for you, but dreaming voices ever since you were a teen? I would go insane,â his friend, Hyungwon, said, voice easy like he was talking about the weather. He flipped through the menu without really looking.
Seungcheol can only vaguely remember the first time a dream like that occurred, since it was so long ago. At first, only darkness was seen. Within that void were various voices, those of children. There were too many voices for him to even bother to count. Among these voices, the one where he was most intrigued with was the faint voice of a girl. He thinks that might be the only girl among the children. The dreams were like that for a while until light slowly crept in. It wasnât dark anymore â hey, at least there was improvement â but they were all blurry, all happening in a very grainy perspective, up until now.
They all also seem to be different scenarios, from what he could understand. Most of the time, the children would be playing. Sometimes, eating. Sometimes they would even fight with each other. There were even talks of royalty and even magic between these voices. Seriously, is my body switching to another dimension while Iâm asleep? Seungcheol thought one time.
Somehow, the universe mustâve seen him as a walking comedy film. Because if that wasnât enough, he has been noticing some strange coincidences in his life lately. Everything around the world seemed to unconsciously follow his words. It was yesterday that he realised how many of the pieces fit together. Thatâs what sent him to the pastry shop on Sunday, instead of staying home and doing nothing on the only day off he had. He invited Hyungwon because he needed someone to laugh at him or tell him he was losing it. Hyungwon was good at both.
The first time it happened was actually with Hyungwon himself. Both of them were part of their companyâs Product Management team, with Seungcheol being the Department Head. They were chattering about the companyâs new app, and it escalated into an argument as they quarreled about their differing opinions.
âForget it. Letâs not dwell on it much.â Seungcheol had muttered, feeling slightly lightheaded.
â⌠on what?â he heard Hyungwon mumble.
âHuh?â
âLetâs not dwell on what?â
âThe launching of the new app..?â
It started to escalate from there. Small incidents at work: he told an intern to âtake a break,â and the intern pushed his chair back and walked away ten minutes later like it was a command heard from authority. He half-joked to a junior about finishing a report in a day, and it appeared the next morning, neat and formatted, like someone strapped motivation on and ran. Brainstorming sessions turned his offhand comments into direction. People agreed. Things lined up when he said they would.
âOh, were we talking about that?â he genuinely hadnât felt more mortified in his life.
Someone in HR once told him, serious and a little awed, âYou have this voice that makes people listen.â He laughed it off at the time. It sounded flattering, awkward. But after the printer untangled itself, the morning he banged it with the edge of his hand and muttered âwork,â and after a red light turned green right as he thought come on, nothing felt funny anymore.
Just remembering all these is making his head throb. Hyungwon can only watch his friend in pity, not really knowing how to actually help him with this. The slowly increasing noise inside the shop is definitely not helping as brunch time starts to come. People were in small clumps, phones out, laughing. The noise felt like it was pushing on his skull.
âToo loud,â Seungcheol muttered, automatic, more to himself than anyone. Hyungwon blinked. Conversation dropped a notch, then another. It wasnât silent, but the whole room shifted into easier tones. Hyungwon glanced around, surprised in that way that made his eyebrows lift.
Later that night, Seungcheol closes his eyes and rests, anticipating yet another vague vision and the bubbly giggles of the children, which, as much as he tries to deny, he has grown quite fond to.
Seungcheol swallowed and felt like crying and laughing at the same time.
However, this night was different.
This time it wasnât the usual soft grain. When he opened his eyes, there was smoke. Thick, hot, the kind of smoke that makes a person cough even just remembering it. The smell sat in the back of his throat and made his eyes water.
He was small again â small and hollow-eyed and hiding behind something carved and too shiny for kids to touch. The place felt like a house and like a palace at once: polished wood, heavy curtains, high ceilings. It didnât look like the city he knew. It looked older, older than the oldest building downtown.
âSeungcheol!â a voice called. It cut under the other noises, a child's call, urgent and familiar.
Wait⌠Seungcheol?
His name was being said in that voice. In a place heâd never been. The voice was one of the others from the dreams. For the first time, the names matched words in a dream meant for him.
The voice from outside the doors calls out again. The voice was familiar, and he surmised that it must be one of the children in his dreams. Suddenly, the door burst open. In came a middle-aged woman dressed in the most expensive-looking silk Seungcheol has ever seen. She was holding two crying children with him, a boy and a girl, with a few knights scattered around them.
âSeungcheol?â the woman muttered worriedly once she saw him. He couldnât control himself as he felt his body stand up, running towards them.
Just as he was about to reach them, a big explosion was heard, and from outside of the shattered windows of the room, in came a horde of people in black cloaks. Their clothes sucked in shadows, or they carried smoke with them. They moved differently; there was no hesitation. He remembers thinking, They arenât human, before the pain arrived.
Everything that followed that was a blur. It all felt like a haze when Seungcheol felt an agonizing pain coming from deep within him. His little knees trembled as he fell down. Beside him, the other children seem to feel the same as they all wail in torment.
âJun! N-no, the princess-â
âAh, there she is. The princessâŚâ a deep, spine-chilling voice echoed across the hall.
âNo..â the woman mumbled as he gazed at the man.
âThe divinity is now in our control, and the king and queen have fallen. No more use keeping you lot then, huh?â he then turns to his men, âGet the princess. You know what to do with the rest.â
âJ-Jun! Y/N!â Seungcheol hears himself shout, although very childlike.
âSeungcheol!â was the last thing he heard before everything started to fade.
Y/N!
Y/NâŚ
He snapped awake back in the pastry shop. Light and clink and the familiar roar of the coffee machine filled the world. He sat up too fast and his head spun.
Y/N?
âHello? Earth to Seungcheol?â Hyungwon is in front of him, waving his hand around.
⌠what the fuck?
âWhatâs going on?â Seungcheol mutters, more to himself.
âWhat was that?â
âWas I sleeping?â
âYou were spacing out.â
That definitely did not help at all.
He looks around. Something doesnât⌠feel right. He glanced around the shop, searching for something unusual, and yet he failed to do so. Same pastries in the case, same barista moving with practiced motions, the same couple in the corner pretending to be smug about their date. But he couldnât shake the lingering feeling around him.
Something is definitely wrong.
âYou seem troubled,â Hyungwon asks him calmly.
âWell thatâs one way to put it,â he mumbles as the other just chuckles in reply.
Did I just imagine all that?
âHey, this isnât a dream, right? Youâre real, right?â he asks worriedly. Hyungwon watched him for a beat and chuckled in reply, âWhy do you ask?â
âItâs just⌠I was already in bed, or well, at least I thought I was, and then I had a dreamâŚâ
âLike your usual dreams?â
âNo- I mean, yes. But this time⌠This time, everything was clear. And it was like I was actually experiencing it. I was a child, and another boy called me my exact name⌠Itâs as if I were in-â
âA memory?â
âExactly.â Seungcheol sighs in bewilderment.
Hyungwon sipped his coffee, his gaze wandering to his friend. The way he watched now had a tilt to it, like he was trying to guess which direction a glass would fall before it slipped.
âWere you able to smell the fire?â
âYe-â Seungcheol suddenly froze.
âŚhuh?
âSorry, what was that?â
â⌠I said, were you able to smell the fire?â
To say that Seungcheol was confused is an understatement. It didnât register at first. Then the word landed, and he felt his stomach drop.
âI never said anything about a fire, Hyungwon.â
He feels the air around them has shifted. He looked at Hyungwon; the manâs smile was the same smile heâd seen a hundred times. But when the smile didnât reach the eyes, something in Seungcheol tensed.
Seungcheol stared at him. âHow do you know about that?â
Finally, Hyungwon met his eyes, too calm, too certain. âYouâve been dreaming of them for years. You just never really realized.â
His throat went dry. âHyungwon, what are you-â
âFunny thing about memories,â he cut in, smiling faintly. His voice was soft, but there was an edge. âYou think they belong to the past. But sometimes, theyâre just waiting for you to catch up.â
As if on cue, everything around them became silent. Seungcheol looked around.
No one was there. No customers, no baristas, even the hands of the clock were frozen. Just him, and the man across the table, watching.
He turned back.
âWho are you?â he asked quietly. It was the only question he could think to utter.
The âpersonâ in front of him chuckles, âWho I am does not matter, child. The more befitting for this question is you. Who are you, Choi Seungcheol?â
Seungcheolâs pulse quickened. His name sounded strange coming from that mouth. He bristled at the word child. He is not a child. âWhat do you mean, who am I?â
The figure tilted their head, watching him with something unreadable in their expression. âItâs strange, isnât it? Living a life that doesnât quite feel like yours. You go through the motions, say the right words. But somewhere deep down, it still feels like youâre just⌠not where youâre supposed to be. Like a worn glove not meant for your hand.â
He frowned. âWhat are you talking about?â
Hyungwonâor whoever it wasâsmiled faintly. âYou keep thinking itâs the world acting strange, but itâs you who keeps bending it. A word, a thought, even a whisper, and everything listens.â
âListens?â Seungcheol repeated quietly. âWhat do you mean?â
âThe air. The people. The silence between your thoughts.â Their tone was calm, too calm. âYouâve always had a way of making things happen just because you said so.â
This was starting to sound like nonsense. But he couldnât say it without feeling the truth in a dozen moments replaying in his head. The little coincidences that had leached into his life and stuck.
His throat tightened. âYouâre not making sense.â
âIf I werenât, you wouldnât be so afraid,â they murmured.
The city outside the cafĂŠ window was still frozen, mid-motion, mid-sound, mid-life. The spoon in his untouched cup of coffee floated faintly, as if weightless.
âWhy are you showing me this?â he managed.
âBecause you keep hearing them.â
Seungcheol blinked. âWhat?â
âThe voices,â they said. âThe ones that follow you into sleep. The laughter. The crying. The children calling out to someone who never answers.â
His breath caught.
They didnât answer, only watched him with that same calm certainty that made his stomach twist. âYou think theyâre just dreams, Seungcheol. But dreams donât call your name. And voices that persistent, they donât belong to strangers.â
Their words lingered in the air, almost too heavy to breathe in.
âThen what do they want from me?â he asked hoarsely.
âTo remember,â they said simply. âThatâs all theyâve ever wanted. Thatâs all she has ever wanted.â
He blinked. She? He didnât know for sure, but the word skidded into place with the rest. The girlâs voice. The small presence in the dreams.
A fissure ran a half second across the manâs face, like a bad video feed. For a moment, âHyungwonââs features rippled and something under his skin glowed faint and warm, then snapped back.
âW-wait!â he felt stupid and childish saying it, but it came out anyway, âAre you⌠Y/N?â
This seems to make âHyungwonâ pause, as they stare right through him. Then, they chuckled, âYouâre good at perceiving⌠Close, but wrong.â
âWant to know the answers to your question? Listen closely, child,â they murmured as the world around them began to fade. âIf you wake with the weight still in your chest, look beside where your dreams rest. Youâll find those that are meant to stay. Bon voyage, child. Find them, and may you all fulfill your long-awaited fate.â
He woke up panting in his bed. The apartment smelled like the detergent he left in his sheets, not smoke. He lay there for a second, hands splayed, heartbeat trying to find normal. The headache had crawled back to the base of his skull.
And before Seungcheol could respond, the shop dissolved into darkness.
He sat up and glanced around like anyone whoâd just had an acid flashback. Nothing seemed different. The blinds let in light. A stray towel from laundry hung over a chair. His phone buzzed somewhere, but he didnât reach for it.
Then he saw it. A folded piece of paper, sticking out just beside his pillow.
He frowned, blinking at it. He didnât remember putting anything there. Carefully, he pulled it out. It looked old, as if it had been burned at the edges and pieced back together. The texture was strange, soft like cloth but fragile like dried leaves.
And the handwriting. Elegant, looping strokes that didnât belong to any modern pen. It read:
The days blur together now. The moon rises and falls, and still, the tower stands silent. Iâve long stopped counting how many mornings Iâve greeted with trembling hands.
Sometimes I think I hear their voices. Faint, like echoes caught between worlds. I wonder if they remember me, or if time has swallowed me whole. It hurts. Everything hurtsâŚ
Still, I wait. Even when hope feels thin, I wait. Because if I stop, then what else is left?
To my dearests⌠wherever you are, please, donât forget me. PleaseâŚ
He stared at the words. Dearests.
Something in his chest tightened. He didnât know why, but the word felt⌠familiar. He turned the page around. There was something written faintly on the back, like the ink hadnât fully decided to stay. Only one name stood clear, as if it was freshly written.
Lee Jihoon.
The rest were barely visible, scattered shadows of letters that refused to form.
Seungcheol blinked hard, his pulse quickening. He didnât know anyone by that name. But even just reading it out loud made his throat feel tight, like he should.
The page hummed faintly in his hand. Just for a second, he thought he heard it â a distant voice, soft and far away.
just wanted to say that i honestly didn't expect soulbound to have like more than 50 notes since it's my first work lmaoo y'all eating it up fr (i love it pls keep going). prologue is up, expect chapter 1 to be within this week! lovelots
âŕż notes from the florist: fem! reader, this part is just short lore explanation basically so no warnings yet, the creator's a woman fr
âŕż summary: 13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow. Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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Once upon a time, long after the formation of humans and the mortal realm, a great goddess had an extraordinary idea in mind. She wanted to create a duplicate of the mortal world, a world that is the exact same, but also, completely different. Sky spun from her breath, land molded with her hands, and life kindled from a single spark in her chest.
But what made this world different from the other one? Magic. The creator wanted to make different beings that are all made based off of her magic. Mages, thatâs what she called them. And to watch over this new realm, the creator took off a fragment of her own divine essence, a piece of her power, and sealed it within the first being of magic: the First Mage.Â
The First Mage, a woman born of light and will, became the realmâs heart. Through her, magic flowed freely, pure and untamed. Her power kept every spell in harmony, every creature in balance. And when her time came, that divine fragment was passed to her heir: a daughter. Born not of command, but of affection.Â
For only love could carry the Creatorâs light.
Generations passed, and with each First Heir, the magic of the world endured. As long as one lived, the supernatural realm would never fall to chaos.
But peace is never eternal. When envy grew, darkness rose against the empire. They came not to destroy the princess, the newest bearer of the Creatorâs gift, but to claim her. And the palace fell.
Her protectors, the destined soulmates, were thought to be dead as they vanished without a trace. And the princess, too young to fight and too sacred to kill, was imprisoned in a tower, a cage that fed upon her light.
Years have passed, and the empire remains in the hands of the ill-minded. Meanwhile, in a different dimension, thirteen hearts begin to stir, their souls echoing with names they can vaguely remember.
13 souls scattered around the mortal world, all with that empty feeling that a big part of their life was missing. They don't know when it started, but suddenly, they all noticed very mysterious patterns in their life. Until one of them, Seungcheol, woke up to a torn paper beside his pillow.
Across realms, a girl locked up high in a tower is trying her best to wait, but is starting to lose hope.
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đ˛đ˘ fluff, mystery, angst, supernatural, fantasy, soulmates au, depictions of violence, death (no mc deaths), comfort, fem!reader, (mostly) set in a made up fantasy world, no plans of making it nsfw for now but we'll see
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
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