#woozi x reader

[bubble-ten]

has anyone here considered a bodyguard!jihoon x reader fic?

(i’m sure someone has and it was probably written 2 years ago and therefore practically impossible to find via tumblrs current seo)

[callisrecords]

PROJECT: KILL SWITCH [PT.1]

pairing: lee jihoon x f!reader trope: cyberpunk au, s2l description: Part of @studiosvt 's Cyberpunk: Reload collab On a trip to the Wastelands, you don't expect to find much that's intact. Definitely not an escape pod or a man still inside it. Lee Jihoon seems to be unregistered, unchipped and jarringly not from this century. In a city held together by a network no one can escape, he is the only thing it cannot read, cannot follow, and cannot override. As details about a mission that predates everything you’ve ever known begin to surface, you realise Jihoon’s existence is more than just an anomaly. Somewhere within the structure of the megacorp that controls the city lies a failsafe: a kill switch tied to an authority long believed dead. Except maybe it isn’t. warnings: cyberpunk dystopia, body modification, loss of autonomy, vomit/nausea, drugs and alcohol, mild body horror, injury, violence, explicit language, human experimentation, torture, grief and trauma w/c: 22k

a/n: first time writing this genre but i couldn't be more excited bcs it's been so fun doing this!! big thank you to the number #1 woozidan @shinysobi for betaing <33 as always comments/asks/reblogs are always appreciated!!!

In the thirty minutes you’ve been in the Wastelands, your respirator has transitioned from rhythmic clicks to irregular, mechanical whirs—dry and grating sounds that suggest the internal fans are choking on the dust they're supposed to filter.  You stop, bracing one gloved hand against the jagged, rusted ribcage of a downed freighter. Using your other hand to tighten the seal around your nose and mouth, you take a slow, rattling inhale, tasting metal, and wonder for the thousandth time why you haven't just shot Vernon yet.

It would be so much easier to just hike to a Sector 4 market and buy a sleek, pre-calibrated arm for Aki. But then you’d be handing Lazarus Tech a direct line into your hideout. Vernon isn't just being a prick. He’s the one who showed you the code—the hidden "sleeper" malware Lazarus bakes into every piece of consumer tech. One wrong handshake with a corporate server and your entire crew becomes a collection of meat-puppets, their locations pinged to a tactical team before the limb is even finished calibrating. “Find me something old but still salvageable,” he’d scowled, eyes bloodshot as he pointed a soldering gun at you.  “And don’t bring me rusted junk this time. Even I can’t do anything with that,” he’d added, like you were doing this for fun and not because Aki couldn’t even hold a cup without the current joint locking halfway through. You shove off of the freighter’s hull with a quiet curse, adjusting the weight of your pack. The metal creaks under the shift, brittle with age, flakes of rust coming away against your glove. “Yeah, yeah,” you mutter to yourself. “I’ll just pull a factory-fresh elbow out of the dirt for you.” The wind drags across the flats from the rain clouds hanging over the inner city. It catches on the broken skeletons of machines and spits dust through the gaps, fine enough to slip through anything that isn’t sealed tight. Your respirator whirs again, a warning this time.  You ignore it. There’s two more warnings, and they’re usually timed to be thirty minutes apart each. There’s a second one in your pack—equally old, but it’ll run for a while if this one gives up on you. You pick your way through the wreckage. Most of what’s left out here has already been stripped down to nothing worth taking, but every now and then something gets missed. A sealed joint or a pre-Link actuator if you’re lucky.  Your boot catches on something half-buried. You crouch automatically, brushing away grit until an old generator comes into view. Vernon could use the copper coil wirings in this, you think as you dust it off and throw it into your pack. You’re about to stand up again when the scrap pile on your right begins to vibrate violently. The tremor that runs through the pile follows into your knees, the sound of metal scraping against metal being droned out by a sudden deafness. You sit still for half a second, tilting your head to listen to the wind before your chest starts to tighten because of an inexplicable force, like a heavy weight is being pushed onto you. Rising to your feet just as the sound of impact follows, punching through the air and almost bringing you down to the ground again, you look up to see a cloud of dust and smoke not much farther from you.

Well, that’s new, you think as you cough, already moving. A fresh fall means untouched, and untouched means you might actually find something Vernon won’t immediately throw back at your face in a stim-induced stupor. You trudge through at a steady pace first, and then faster once you notice that the ground's fallen through where the impact was made. Still unable to see through the cloud, you cross your fingers and hope that it's some of the debris in the planet's orbit. You'd heard that there'd been sightings of remnants of age-old spaceships dropping down to earth because of gravity.  Judging by how much smoke actually surrounds the place, you're not sure if it's all burnt or still intact. By the time you reach the small crater that's formed, the plume has mostly settled. You sigh in relief. You weren't sure if your respirator would make it through and out of that mess anyway. But the sight in front of your eyes makes you pause.

The object is rather too big to be called one. It looks something like a pod, too intact for something that just tore through the sky and slammed into the ground hard enough to shake the bones out of your legs. You slow without meaning to, boots skidding slightly at the edge of the crater as loose gravel shifts under your weight, your eyes dragging over the surface in quick, assessing passes. No scattered pieces or broken plating blown outward. The outer shell still holds shape and sits mostly upright, vents along the sides pushing out thin streams of vapor that curl and vanish into the air.

“Okay,” you breathe out, a grin pulling at your lips before you can stop it. “Okay, that’s—” That’s good. Really good.

You slide down the slope a little too fast, catching yourself against the side of the thing with your palm, the heat still trapped in the metal bleeding through your glove just enough to make you hiss under your breath. Up close, the white coating of the pod is dulled by soot but intact, scored in long, dark streaks where it burned on the way down. You drag your glove across one of them without thinking, clearing a narrow strip.

There’s writing underneath—not the heavily stamped branding you’re used to seeing on anything that comes out of the city. This is smaller and blends into the surface. Embossed in small, cleanly spaced letters are the words HERMES (I) MISSIONS.  You lean in, eyes narrowing as you try to make sense of it. The name doesn’t ring a bell. 

More markings run along the curve of the hull, broken by seams and panels you hadn’t caught from a distance. Arrows, numbers, and small blocks of text that look like instructions. Your attention shifts to the seams instead. There’s one running along the side, faint but continuous, a thin interruption in the otherwise smooth surface. You follow it with your eyes first, then with your hand, brushing away the dust until your fingers catch on the edge.

A door.

You reach for your pack without looking, flipping the latch open and pulling out the slim pry-bar Vernon built for jobs exactly like this. As you work at the door, you think about how Vernon’s going to lose his mind over this. Once you open this thing up and tell him about it, he’ll be coming here in no time to tear the place apart and take what he wants. 

You lean your weight onto the bar, forcing the gap wider bit by bit. The seal holds for a bit longer than you expect, then breaks all at once. Air rushes out of it immediately—sharp, cold, and too clean for this place, hitting your mask hard enough to make you flinch back a step. Your respirator stutters while trying to adjust to the sudden flood, the filters whining as they struggle to keep up.

You turn your head instinctively, letting it pass over you until the pressure eases enough to breathe properly again.

You push the door open the rest of the way.

The inside is untouched.

With clean, padded walls—pale and smooth with no corroded metal or dust settling into the corners—it doesn’t look like something that belongs out here at all. You’d expect something stripped down, maybe a few intact panels if you were lucky, but this is closer to a cockpit than scrap. Narrow and compact, with everything within arm’s reach of everything else. There are panels along the sides, small screens flickering on and off, thin bundles of wiring tucked and arranged neatly.

You step in, slow at first, your boots sounding muffled against the floor, eyes moving over it all in quick glances, trying to figure out what’s worth taking first and what you’re going to have to come back for once Vernon inevitably drags himself out here.

And then you see it.

Set into the center, bolted low and running along the length of the pod, there’s something that looks like a chamber. Or a pod, even. Long and enclosed, the casing curves over it like it’s meant to protect whatever’s inside.

You stop, the earlier excitement turning into caution before you force yourself to move towards it.

The casing seems to be made of glass or some clear material, but it’s fogged over, although not opaque just yet. There’s movement in the liquid inside, disturbed just enough that it doesn’t sit still, and for a second your brain tries to place it as coolant, or some kind of preservation system Vernon would spend hours ranting about.

Then the shape beneath it resolves.

A face.

You jerk back a step so fast your shoulder clips one of the panels, a dull thud echoing in the tight space.

No. No, absolutely not. 

The body—seemingly a man—doesn’t move. 

He’s submerged almost entirely in the fluid filling the chamber, his body held in place by it, and his face tilted just above the surface. His eyes are closed. There’s no visible movement beyond the faint ripple in the fluid.

You stare. 

For a second, you consider leaving—pretending you never saw this, and letting Vernon come deal with whatever the hell this is. You’ve handled a ton of things for him, but a dead body dropping out of the sky is not one of them.

Instead, you step closer.

It doesn’t feel like a good decision, but it’s the one you make anyway, your gaze dragging from his face to the side of the chamber where a small panel sits half-lit, flickering in and out like it’s running on whatever scraps of power the pod has left.

You crouch beside it, wiping a thumb across the surface.

It’s something that looks like a readout. There’s a heart rate monitor, and his pulse is slow but present. The screen also shows oxygen saturation levels, temperature and something else that might be neural activity. 

You lean back slightly, eyes flicking to him again. 

“Great,” you mutter under your breath. “So you’re alive. That’s… good for you.” 

You must’ve pressed something accidentally, because the panel suddenly displays a new message in bright red. 

ACCESS RESTRICTED.

Below it, a smaller prompt blinks at you with a row of empty boxes following it. 

ENTER AUTHORIZATION CODE.

Great. So this is locked too. 

Leaving isn’t really an option anymore, so you drop your pack to the floor and begin to rummage through and pulling out one of Vernon’s toys—a thin, flat chip slotted into a grip the size of your palm, wires branching out from it in short, flexible threads with magnetic tips at the ends. Crude-looking, but you’ve seen it crack locks that were supposed to be unbreakable.

You press the main plate against the panel and let the leads find purchase along the edges, the magnets snapping lightly into place where the casing meets the screen.

The row of empty boxes flickers once before the first digit fills in, the number changing almost immediately, then again and again, fast enough that it stops being readable and turns into a continuous blur of motion. The second box follows, then the third, each one cycling just as quickly, the entire line running through combinations at an aggressive speed.

When the final box fills, for a brief second the entire row stays fixed and just when you think it’s going to reject the code again, the screen flashes green.

ACCESS GRANTED.

The red text disappears, replaced instantly by a flood of new data that pushes the old interface aside, columns of information sliding into place faster than you can process them. 

A controlled hiss cuts through the space as the seal disengages, followed by a series of tight clicks that run along the length of the casing. The fluid inside shifts in response, a heavier movement this time, disturbed by the change in pressure as the top section begins to lift.

You pull your hand back from the panel as the casing opens and wait. But it only opens enough to break the seal and then a little more, so you push it up and out of the way, eyes locked in on the man beneath it.

For a moment, nothing happens.

The silence in the pod is heavy, thick with the sterile smell of the fluid and the dirty air from outside infiltrating the clean air inside the pod. You stay crouched, muscles coiled and ready to bolt if this turns south, watching the way the remaining liquid beads off his skin like oil.

Then, the man’s chest hitches with a jagged, desperate intake of air that sounds like a rusted hinge being forced open. His throat works, a hard swallow that looks painful, and his fingers—pale and pruned—twitch against the bottom of the chamber.

You find yourself holding your own breath as his eyes twitch before they snap open, pupils blown wide for a fraction of a second before they struggle to adjust to the light inside the pod. He inhales again, harder this time, the sound tearing out of him as his back arches slightly, the movement sending what’s left of the fluid sloshing against the sides. 

Your hand lifts anyway, hovering for a second like you’re going to grab him, then stopping short when you realise you don’t actually know what you’d do if he bolts or collapses or starts swinging. You shift your weight instead, bracing one knee against the side of the chamber, close enough to catch him if he tips the wrong way, far enough that you can still move if you have to.

“Hey—” you start, the word coming out sharper than you mean it to, more instinct than anything useful. “Don’t—just—”

He doesn’t hear you.

His head lolls forward as vomits a mouthful of the pale liquid onto the floor. The shivering sets in immediately after, violent enough that it runs through him unchecked, his shoulders hitching, teeth knocking together hard enough to be audible even over the low hum of the pod. His sopping wet clothes stick to him in all places.

You grimace before reaching for your pack again, fingers closing around the spare respirator. He already seems to be struggling and after being unaccustomed to breathing for a while, he’ll find it harder without one of these.

You yank it free, shaking it out once before stepping back in, catching him by the arm as he sways. He’s worse up close like this—skin slick with fluid and cold to the touch.

“Hold still,” you mutter, although you don’t expect him to listen as you bring the mask up and press it over his face, sealing it tight along his nose and mouth.

Your thumb finds the switch and forces it on.

The filter kicks in with a rough, uneven whirr, louder than it should be in the confined space, and for a few seconds you keep your hand there, making sure it’s actually drawing air before you let go.

He drags in a breath through it immediately, sharp and unsteady, before lifting a trembling finger to point at something behind you. You follow the direction of it automatically, your gaze flicking over your shoulder to where he’s pointing. 

There’s an orange box that’s screwed to the walls. You hesitate for half a second, then reach for it.

It opens easily enough. Inside, everything is packed tightly. Folded clothes sit stacked in clean rows along with dried packets of what seems to be food and pouches of water. You reach for the thickest fabric of them all—a towel—before shaking it out once and coming back to wrap it around the man.

He stares at it for a moment like he doesn’t quite recognise what it is, then brings it up awkwardly, pressing it against his face and then his neck. 

You step back to give him some space and take him in properly, now that the initial panic has settled. 

Other than landing from the skies, being asleep in some liquid-filled pod and looking pale and wrinkled up like a prune, there are other things—or rather, the lack of other things that makes him strange.

There’s nothing on the man. No ports, no visible implants or surgery scars or embeds under his skin. Even the usual scarring from old mods—bad installs, cheap replacements, anything—none of it is there. 

You frown slightly, your gaze lingering a second longer than it should as he drags the towel down his arms, wiping off the remaining fluid in shaky motions.

His clothes too. The ones he’s wearing right now, the ones in the box all look different from what you’ve seen before. The fabric is thinner than anything you’d trust out here, softer too, without any embedded mesh or tech woven into it. 

You glance at the man again as he swallows again, his grip tightening against the chamber walls as he steadies himself to look at you properly. 

“Th—thank you,” he manages, the words rough and dragged out of a throat that clearly isn’t ready for them yet, his breath catching halfway through as a cough follows.

His hand comes up to his face almost immediately after, fingers fumbling clumsily over the mask you’ve strapped on him, tracing the edges of it like he’s trying to understand what it is without pulling it off.

“What—what is this,” he asks, voice muffled now, the words breaking slightly as he breathes through it. “Why—”

He doesn’t finish.

Instead, he shifts, bracing one hand against the side of the chamber as if that alone is enough to get him out, his body moving on instinct more than control. For a moment it almost works. He pushes himself upright and tries to swing his legs onto the ground, sending drops of the liquid across the floor.

But his balance fails him immediately as gravity catches up. His knees buckle under him, the rest of his weight pitching forward so quickly, it would’ve sent him straight to the floor if you weren’t already close enough to catch him.

He grabs at you without meaning to, fingers tightening around your arm.

“—sorry,” he mutters quickly, his grip loosening just as abruptly. “I—just—”

He exhales hard through the mask, another cough following, less violent this time.

“…food,” he adds after a second, the word coming out slower, like he’s picking it out through the fog in his mind. “And water. Please.”

The pod is mostly quiet now.

The low hum of whatever systems are still clinging to life runs underneath everything, and the occasional rustle of the food packet breaks through the silence, but neither of you speak.

The worst of the shaking has passed. He sits with his back against the chamber’s walls, one knee drawn up slightly, the other stretched out awkwardly. The empty water pouch sits beside him.

You eye the packet, wondering if it’s the real deal or the lab grown stuff from the lower markets. It looks real enough, and you’re hungry too, but it feels wrong to ask this man about food while he sits looking like that. 

He doesn’t look at you right away.

For a while, his attention stays on smaller things—the food in his hands, the way his fingers still tremble when he lifts it, the slow way he chews, like he’s making sure his body remembers how to. Every now and then his gaze drifts, to the panels along the walls, the flickering screens and strips of light slipping through the hatch behind you.

Then to you. Like you’re the one thing in the room he hasn’t accounted for yet. His brows tighten. You can’t tell if he looks alarmed or suspicious. He glances away again, dropping his attention back to the food. Another bite. Then, like he can’t leave it alone—

“…are you part of the recovery crew?” he asks, throat finally softened by the water. 

“What?” Your brows furrow.  

“The recovery crew,” he repeats, slower this time, like it's obvious and you’re the one missing it. He gestures vaguely around the pod. “Where’s the rest of them? Has mission control been notified?”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

His face twists in confusion too. Great. Neither of you knows what the other's saying.

“This,” he says, knuckles weakly tapping the side of the chamber. “The pod. We were supposed to—” He stops, jaw tightening. His gaze flicks past you, to the door, the sliver of grey sky and scrap beyond it.

“This isn’t a water landing,” he says, more to himself than to you, “We didn’t…”

His eyes lock onto you, running up and down before his lips purse.

“What are you wearing?”

The confusion deepens, tipping into disbelief. “Where did I land? Some kind of… themed zone? Convention or something? Are we at Comic Con?”

You blink at him. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I don’t—” He shakes his head. “I don’t know what else this is supposed to be.”

That’s enough.

You bring your wrist up, the interface flickering to life across your skin in a soft blue, thin lines of light forming a curved display just above your hand.

“Name,” you demand. “Tell me your name.”

He stares at the hologram first with widened eyes and a dropped jaw. 

“Hey!” 

“Jihoon,” he says. “Lee Jihoon.” 

You type it in and the system scans through the city’s registry faster than you can follow.

NO MATCH.

You frown and try again.

Still nothing. 

You lower your hand, the projection still hovering. Jihoon hasn’t moved, his attention still locked on your wrist. 

His eyes move from the display to your face and then back. “We didn’t have—” He stops himself.

A few seconds pass before he speaks again, more careful this time

“The time dilation. If I’m back now, it must have been…” The cogs turn visibly. “About fifteen years? Is it 2047?”

“Are you on something?” you scoff, starting to get annoyed. “if this is some sort of a stim trip, you picked a bad place to ride it out.”

The words come out sharper than you mean them to, but it feels like someone’s pulling a prank on you. 

“No, wait—” Jihoon splutters, raising a hand. “What year is it? How long has it been since the launch?”

“What launch? Lazarus hasn’t sent anything to outer space in decades.” You scowl. 

“What year is it?” He asks again. “Please.”

You exhale sharply, massaging your temple before turning back to him. “Fine,” you roll your eyes, feet tapping on the ground. “It’s 2226.”

There’s a brief pause where he looks at you like he’s waiting for you to follow that up with something else—something that makes it make sense—before a faint crease forms between his brows and his gaze drops, his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek.

“Right,” Jihoon says after a few seconds. He nods multiple times before tilting his head up to look at you again, trying to figure out if you’re serious or just committed to whatever this is. “Okay.” 

You say nothing.

He drags a hand through his damp hair before settling it at the back of his neck. It makes him look casual enough. Maybe even awkward, if it wasn’t for the way his cheeks are hollowed with irritation.

“That’s funny,” he adds, without any real humour. “Did they tell you to say that, or—”

“They?” you cut in.

“The recovery team,” he repeats, making you groan. “Or whoever got here first. I don’t know what the plan was, but this—” he nods faintly toward you, “—this isn’t how you debrief someone coming out of hypersleep, sorry.”

You stare at him, the earlier annoyance settling back in. 

What are you going to do with him?

“Listen, I’m not pulling a fucking prank on you, or whatever,” you start, reaching for your pack. “If you don’t believe me, you can come look for yourself. Or you could stay here and be found by people who aren’t going to be as nice or patient.”

When Jihoon doesn’t move or answer right away, you continue. 

“You’re running out of time. Light drops fast out here. If we don’t move now, it isn’t going to be easy to find your way out of here,” your tone flattens out as you step closer, your eyes dropping briefly to his legs.

He follows your gaze, like he’s only just registering it again, then shifts, bracing one hand against the side of the chamber before pushing himself up.

It goes about as well as before.

He exhales sharply through his teeth, frustration flickering across his face before he tries again, slower this time, like he can force his body into remembering how to stand up or walk.

“Give it a second,” Jihoon mutters, more to himself than you. “It’s just—”

He stops, jaw tightening as he finally stands on his feet, although more than half of his body leans against the chamber. 

“I’ve been in microgravity,” he grunts out, “for—if what you say is true—a long, long time. My body needs time to get used to earth’s gravity again.”

“Are you telling me you can’t walk?” You ask, laughing in disbelief. 

“I can walk,” he says, a little too quick for it to sound convincing, shifting his weight off the side just enough to prove a point. It lasts for all of three seconds before he has to hold onto something again.

“…I can walk,” he repeats, quieter this time and less defensive. “Just not… properly.”

“Great,” you mutter, dragging a hand down your face before letting it drop back to your side.  

“It’ll come back,” he adds after a moment, more to fill the silence than anything else, his gaze flicking briefly to you before dropping again. “Muscle memory doesn’t just disappear.”

“Whatever,” you sigh, jerking your chin at the door. “I’ll help you walk. I’m going to leave, so try to change out of your clothes if you can. It’s going to get cold outside and you seem to have some in that box.”

He nods, and you take it as a sign to move. Stepping back toward the door, you reach for the respirator where he left it and hold it out to him, waiting until he actually takes it before continuing.

“Put that on before I open this,” you add, already walking to the door. “Air out there’s worse than you can imagine.”

He doesn’t argue and fumbles the mask into place, the seal sitting slightly off before he adjusts it with a clumsy press of his fingers. 

You watch for a second, making sure it’s actually running, then nod toward the box. 

Stepping out of the pod, you drag the door mostly shut behind you, leaving just enough of a gap for air to cycle through while giving him some privacy.

The temperature hits immediately.

Colder now, the sharp wind drags across the crater in uneven bursts that carry dust and grit along with it, settling into the seams of your clothes and the exposed parts of your gear.

You take a few steps up the slope, boots slipping slightly against loose gravel before finding stable ground near the edge, your eyes scanning the stretch of wreckage. Then you look back around at the distance you’d have to cover to get him out of here. 

Yeah, that’s not happening.

You bring your wrist up again, tapping the interface twice until it flickers to life, the projection stabilising quickly in the low light. The signal takes a few seconds to connect. The lines are pretty far from the Wastelands, and you try not to use them most of the time.

“Hoshi,” you say, not bothering with any greeting when it connects.

A beat of pure static.

“—you done?” his voice cuts through, rough but clear enough.

“Yeah,” you reply, shifting your weight from one foot to the other as another gust of wind pushes through. “I need a pickup now.”

“Cool. Vernon’s asking if you got everything he asked for.”

“Tell him to shut the fuck up,” you roll your eyes, glancing back toward the pod as a dull thud echoes faintly from inside, followed by the sound of something scraping against metal and what might’ve been a muffled curse. He’s the reason I’m in this mess anyway. “Oh, and bring Wonwoo. Tell him to bring his bike too.”

A pause. “Why? He says he’s busy.”

“Come on! I don’t ask for shit that’s not required, you know,” you shoot back, tone flattening.

Another pause.

Then a short exhale on the other end.

“Give us ten.”

“Sending my location, make it five,” you say, already lowering your wrist before he can argue, cutting the line clean.

“Hey?” Jihoon’s voice calls out, weak and muffled, from inside the pod. “I’m done. I’m sorry, but can you help me out here?”

You let your hand drop fully, the interface fading back into your skin as you turn toward the pod. 

“Yeah,” you call back, already stepping down the slope. “Give me a second.” 

By the time you reach the door and push it open, he’s already halfway there. As he moves, he uses one hand to drag along the wall for balance, the other catching whatever edge he can reach. It’s messy, inefficient, and stubborn in a way that makes you pause for a second at the threshold, watching him close the distance on his own instead of stepping in immediately.

He’s going to fall.

You can see it before it happens but he catches himself again, letting out an exasperated noise as he forces the correction through.

Right.

You step forward then, closing the last bit of space and catching his arm before he can argue, your grip firm enough that he doesn’t have to fight it.

The climb out isn’t graceful, but it works through slow, uneven steps, his weight leaning heavier into you than he probably realises. You don’t comment on it though, and neither does he.

By the time you reach the edge, his breathing’s picked up again. He huffs out in relief before finally looking up.

As evening sets in, the sky is a bruised gradient of violet and burnt orange, but the neon lights in the skyline almost manage to drown out the natural light. The city on the skyline, Jihoon notices, doesn’t sit against the horizon so much as cut through it—tiered and overbuilt, towers stacked into each other in ways that don’t look structurally possible, their surfaces sheathed in glass that no longer reflects the sky so much as advertises over it. 

Massive vertical panels climb the sides of buildings, cycling through ads that stutter and glitch mid-transition, faces stretching and reforming, text bleeding into symbols before snapping back into place. Entire sections of towers are wrapped in moving light, brands crawling up their surfaces. 

Thin lanes of traffic cut through the air in streams, vehicles reduced to streaks of light that thread between towers in intersecting paths, some dipping lower toward the shadowed base, others climbing higher into clearer air. 

None of it makes sense. 

Jihoon stares wordlessly, breath catching behind his mask. 

“Where are we?” He asks, a few moments later.. 

“The Wastelands,” you say, already starting forward again, forcing him to move with you. “Outside Phoenix.” 

“Phoenix,” he repeats, brows furrowing. “Like the American city?”

You glance at him, frowning. “What?”

“Phoenix, Arizona,” he means to state it, but it comes out like a question.

“No,” you sigh flatly. “Just Phoenix. We’re in Asia.”

“Asia…? How is this possible?” Jihoon mutters to himself. “If I was gone for—” He cuts himself off with a harsh exhale, before he begins to ramble, rerunning the calculations with different variables. 

“If recovery failed and I stayed in orbit… no, decay wouldn’t—two centuries is too long. Fluid degradation alone would—unless they compensated, but that would require—” his hand lifts slightly, fingers flexing like he’s trying to grab hold of the thought and keep it from slipping. “Or drift, but not at this scale. That doesn’t—”

He lets out a loud groan. “Doesn’t make sense. None of this does.”

Behind you, the low, familiar hum of an engine builds gradually under the wind, cutting through the open stretch of the Wastelands. You turn your head slightly this time, already knowing what you’re going to see.

Two bikes roll up along the ridge, the engines tuned low enough that the noise doesn’t carry far. The frames are mismatched in that way everything out here is, with reinforced plates welded over older builds, exposed wiring running along the sides where casing’s been stripped back and never replaced. Thin light strips run under the chassis instead of headlights, casting a narrow glow across the ground instead of lighting up the whole area.

They stop a few feet away. 

Hoshi swings off first, helmet coming off with him, his expression already set in something between expectation and impatience, until he looks at you and then at Jihoon, and his face falls.

“Where’s the rest of the haul?” He asks.

You nudge Jihoon lightly. “Here.”

Hoshi shoots you a look, one eyebrow cocked. “You’re joking.”

Wonwoo pulls his helmet off too, still sitting on his bike, eyes moving over Jihoon slowly, over his face, his clothes and footwear. Then, he glances at you.

“Who is he?”

“Don’t know,” you say finally, “Found him in that thing.”

Hoshi follows your line of sight to the pod, then back to Jihoon, his expression flattening further.

“That’s not helping.”

“That's all I’ve got. Nothing he says makes any sense.”

There’s a brief pause where neither of them look convinced.

Jihoon’s grip tightens on your arm slightly before he pushes off and tries to stand on his own, which he manages to do for a good few seconds before he reaches for you again. He opens his mouth to speak, but Wonwoo beats him to it.

“Why’s he holding onto you?”

“He can’t walk properly,” you sigh, using your free hand to massage your temple. “I found him in some weird sleeping pod, man. He’s apparently been in space for a long time.”

Hoshi lets out a short exhale. “You believe that?”

Jihoon exhales through the mask, sharper this time, like he’s choosing whether to argue or not.

“I’m not—” he starts, then stops, eyes scrunching closed before he corrects himself. “I’m not from here.” 

“Sure, bud. You’re from the Upper City then, huh? One of Lazarus’ stupid experiments maybe?” Hoshi laughs humorlessly.

Jihoon ignores him.

“I was part of a deep space expedition mission,” he says instead, forcing the words out. “It was called the Hermes Missions. There was a problem and we had to abandon it and return to earth. It would take a while, so we went into hypersleep, but the time dilation…” he trails off, voice cracking behind the mask.

“What is that? You keep saying it, but what does it mean?” you groan.

“In space, time doesn't work the same way,” Jihoon explains, his voice thin and strained. “To put it simply: the faster you move out there, the slower time passes for you compared to everyone else. For me, it’s only been a few years since I left. To you…” He looks at the glowing skyline, his eyes wide and hollow. 

“Listen,” he continues, glancing at the three of you. “This may be hard to digest, and it’s hard for me too. But I left earth in 2026. I was supposed to be back in around fifteen to twenty years, not—”

“Two hundred?” Hoshi shakes his head slightly like he’s already decided what to do with all of that. “Yeah, no. I’m not buying it.”

Wonwoo finally speaks again. “I don’t think he’s entirely lying though. Look at him. He doesn’t look like he’s from here.”

“That doesn’t make the rest of it true.”

“No,” Wonwoo agrees. “But it makes him a problem either way.”

“And he’s unchipped too,” you add. “Got absolutely nothing on him. Either way, I think it’s best to take him back home and then have Vernon or someone look at his pod. I didn’t recognize most of the tech, but maybe he could.”

Hoshi lets out a quiet scoff, dragging his hand down his face as he looks between you and Jihoon again, like he’s trying to decide which part of this is worse.

“You’re serious about this,” he says, more a statement than a question.

“How can we leave him here? He’s pure.”

The wind cuts through again, kicking dust up around your boots and along the sides of the bikes. For a second, no one says anything. 

Wonwoo moves first. 

He steps closer, his attention still fixed on Jihoon as he reaches out and takes some of his weight from you without asking. 

“I’m Wonwoo,” he tells Jihoon as they trudge over to his bike. “We’ll take you back to the city and you’ll probably be questioned, but it’s safer than being out here.”

Jihoon nods faintly, like the words take a second to land but he understands enough of them. 

Hoshi exhales sharply behind you. 

“Get him on,” he mutters, already turning back to his bike. “You can get on mine.”

Up close, it’s even more obvious.

No seams under the skin. No faint glow at the wrists. No embedded lines running along the neck or spine. Just unmarked skin, making him stand out more than any modification ever could.

Wonwoo notices it too, but he doesn’t comment on it.

“You need to hold tight.” He says instead.

Jihoon hesitates for half a second, then does as instructed. Wonwoo waits a beat, making sure he’s steady, then reaches back to pull his helmet on, the visor sliding down with a soft click. 

You step back, rolling your shoulders once before moving toward Hoshi’s bike.

He glances at you as you swing on behind him, one eyebrow lifting slightly.

“You better be right about this,” he says.

“I am.”

“You don’t sound convincing.”

“Hoshi, stop being a bitch about it and just drive.” you grumble. 

The engine hums louder under you as he kicks it fully to life, the vibration settling through the frame and into your leg. Ahead of you, Wonwoo’s bike shifts first, turning cleanly toward the path that cuts back through the wreckage.

Jihoon turns his head slightly, looking back at the pod and the crater, like it might still hold some answers, but he turns forward again when he finds none.

The skyline burns brighter now that the last of the light has dropped out completely, neon bleeding into the dark, stretching higher than it has any right to. 

As the bikes pull out in one smooth motion, cutting back across the ridge and into the open stretch of the Wastelands, the wind picking up immediately as they move, Jihoon wonders if there is anything that still anchors this world to his, or if it’s all truly gone.

The first turn into the city is where it starts going wrong again.

Whatever little sense of direction Jihoon had held slips the moment they leave the open stretch behind. The lights come first, sharp and immediate, cutting through his vision in painful streaks. They flare and disappear and flare again from different angles, too bright, too close, and layered over each other until he can’t look at them directly.

He tries to observe his surroundings. He really does, but the glare burns at the back of his eyes, forcing them shut halfway before he can stop it, his grip tightening instinctively as the bike moves again, faster than his body can keep up with. The turns come without warning.

The air feels wrong too. It’s thicker, warmer and every breath he pulls through his mask feels more suffocating than relieving. It tastes like burnt chemicals, a sharp contrast to the sterile air of his spaceship and the pod. 

Every time the bike leans, Jihoon feels his stomach lurch. 

By the time the roar of the engines finally dies down, Wonwoo shifts, the kickstand hitting the pavement with a sharp clack that vibrates right through Jihoon’s bones.

"We’re here," Wonwoo says, his voice flat. "Get off."

Jihoon doesn't move. He can't. His fingers are locked in a death grip around the jacket in front of him. It takes a second for his brain to send the signal to let go, and when he finally manages to swing a leg over the seat, the world tilts to the left.

His boots hit the wet asphalt, and for a moment, he thinks he’s standing. Then, the ground seems to surge upward. He barely manages to stumble two steps away from the bike before he lunges forward, hands wringing the respirator off, and retches.

He vomits a string of thin, bitter preservation fluid and bile, the sound of his own gagging echoing off the narrow alley walls.

"God," Hoshi’s voice cuts through the dark, sounding more annoyed than concerned. "He’s getting that shit everywhere."

You wince, stepping over to Jihoon and placing a firm hand on his shoulder. He’s cold—so cold it bleeds through your gloves. Up close, his skin looks like translucent parchment under the flickering red sign above you.

"Easy," you mutter, though you’re looking at the alley entrance, checking for scanners. "Just get it out. We need to move."

Jihoon doesn’t respond.

He stays bent forward, one hand braced weakly against the wall, the other hanging uselessly at his side as his stomach keeps trying to turn over on nothing.

He drags in a breath. It doesn’t help much, but it’s better than the respirator. 

Swallowing hard, Jihoon squeezes his eyes shut for a second longer before forcing them open. His head throbs, the pressure behind his eyes pulsing in time with the flickering lights.

The alley comes into focus slowly.

It’s narrow and closed in, the walls on either side rising higher than they should for how little space there is between them. Water drips somewhere above, running down along exposed wiring before disappearing into the cracks in the ground.

The move from the alley to your safehouse is a blur of dragging feet and muffled curses. Wonwoo doesn’t complain when you ask him to hold up the man again, taking on most of his weight as you try to get him past the door as quickly as possible. The door seals shut behind you with a pressurized thud that vibrates through the floorboards, cutting the city's roar down to a dull, distant thrum. 

“Take him to Vernon,” Hoshi exhales as he moves past the three of you to throw himself onto the sofa. “Let him check the guy again.”

The tone of Hoshi’s voice ticks you off, but you let it pass for now. You can see where he’s coming from, and his instructions are only logical. 

Jihoon doesn’t lift his head fully, but he sees enough.

Work surfaces line one side of the room, cluttered but not disorganised, tools laid out in a way that suggests they’ve been used recently and will be used again soon. Wires run along the walls without being hidden, bundled together in places and left exposed in others, disappearing into panels that have been opened and closed too many times to sit flush anymore. There’s a smell here too, different from outside, less sharp but just as present, something metallic and faintly burnt.

“Vernon,” you call out, not raising your voice but letting it carry.

There’s a pause.

Then the scrape of something being moved, followed by a low, irritated response from somewhere deeper in the room.

“What?”

You don’t bother answering him. Instead you signal Wonwoo to move, not checking if Vernon’s preoccupied.

“I’ve got someone for you,” you say as you walk Jihoon in.

There’s a sound, something dragged across a surface, then a dull clatter. A second later, Vernon steps into view.

Jihoon doesn’t look at him properly at first.

He’s too focused on staying upright, on getting his feet to land where they’re supposed to, on the way the floor doesn’t quite feel stable under him yet. His grip tightens against Wonwoo’s sleeve as they move. The lights inside aren’t as bright or hard to look at, but they’re still overwhelming.

“What do you want me to do?” Vernon asks, eyes trained on Jihoon. He steps closer, tilting his head to look around. “Who is this?”

“We’ll tell you later,” you shake your head, dragging Jihoon to what looks like a surgical table in the middle of the room. “Hoshi wants him cleared first. Check for everything. Biomods, chips, sleepers—specifically anything linked to Lazarus. I doubt you’ll find anything, but still.”

Vernon lets out a short, sharp huff of air that might have been a laugh if he didn’t look so frayed. He wipes his hands on a rag that’s more grease than fabric and gestures toward the table.

“Get him up,” he says. “And try not to let him bleed on the scanners if he’s got any open wounds. I just recalibrated the sensors.”

Wonwoo hoists Jihoon up, seating him on the edge of the cold alloy. It’s a sharp bite that seeps through Jihoon’s clothes and makes his spine stiffen.

Jihoon finally forces his head up.

Vernon is standing right in front of him now. He’s younger than Jihoon expected, with features that might have been soft if they weren't sharpened by the jagged energy of whatever stimulants he's running on. His hair is a washed-out, synthetic blonde, messy and catching the overhead light in a way that makes it look like spun glass. There are thin, glowing lines under the skin of his temple.

You watch as Vernon reaches for one of his devices, his fingers twitching before he flexes them once. He starts at Jihoon’s head, his touch clinical and detached as he tilts Jihoon’s chin up. He’s thorough, his fingers pressing into the soft dip behind the ears, then tracing the vertebrae at the base of the skull. 

Vernon looks for the tell-tale seams of a Lazarus link—a clean metallic chip that should be fused to the bone—first. If the man’s got it, he’s got to go. His thumb digs into the ridge at the base of Jihoon’s skull, a heavy, probing pressure that forces Jihoon’s head forward. 

Jihoon winces, the cold of the probe finally making contact with his skin. It hums in a high-pitched, irritating whine that vibrates against his teeth.

“What are you guys doing to me?” Jihoon gasps out before his eyes land on you. “You said this would be safe.”

“Keep quiet,” Vernon grunts from behind him, gaze fixed on a small monitor to his left. 

The screen shows a flat green line. Nothing.

“He’s got no link,” he lets you know, stepping away from the table before you stop him.

“Check his whole body.” 

“Well, you’re going to have to tell me something at least, before you want me doing all that,” Vernon rolls his eyes. “Maybe you can start with why he looks so clean.”

Jihoon’s eyes stay locked on yours, his chest heaving under the thin fabric of his suit. He’s a long way from the quiet safety of his pod, and being handled like a machine by a twitchy stranger wasn’t a part of the deal.

You glance at him. “Tell him.”

Jihoon lets out a sharp, jagged scoff. The annoyance is starting to burn through the exhaustion now. But if he’s going to trust what his eyes are seeing, then they deserve an explanation.

“I’m not from here,” Jihoon recites, the words sounding practiced by now. “I mean, I am from Earth, just not from this time. I was on a spaceship. A research vessel, if you’d like to call it that.”

Vernon lets out a laugh. “Right. Lazarus hasn’t sent—”

“—anyone to space in decades?” Jihoon cuts him off, his voice sharper than intended. He feels done with this already. “Yeah, I heard. I don’t know what Lazarus is. I wasn’t sent by them.”

“He says he’s from—” you start, turning to him. “Which year are you from, again?”

“2026.” Jihoon sighs. “Listen, I don’t expect you to believe me. I’m having a hard enough time believing any of this is real myself.”

Vernon scoffs, shaking his head before he looks away. “Yeah,” he says, like that answers something for him instead of raising more questions. “That would do it.” 

Jihoon frowns. “What does that mean?”

“Means you’re either the cleanest Lazarus plant I’ve ever seen,” Vernon replies, already turning away from him to grab something else off the work surface, “or you’re exactly what you’re saying you are.” 

“So just do the check, won’t you?” You ask.

“Fine,” Vernon agrees. “Have you looked into him on the NetLink?”

“Yup,” you nod. “Doesn’t exist anywhere.”

Vernon pulls a heavy, ring-shaped scanner from its housing above the table, the joints of the mechanical arm screeching in protest.

“Lie back,” he orders.

Jihoon hesitates, glancing at you with a look that’s becoming increasingly weary, before he lets Wonwoo guide his shoulders down onto the metal.

The scanner ring begins to move, a slow, methodical crawl from his head down toward his feet. For a long time, the only sound is the hum of the machine and the frantic tapping of Vernon’s fingers on a glass keyboard. The screens are a wash of blue and green, mapping out details Jihoon can’t make out clearly.

“His lungs are pristine.” Vernon mutters, his brow furrowed. “No heavy metal deposits, no carbon scarring... it’s like he’s lived in a filter.” 

The scanner reaches Jihoon’s left leg, just above the ankle, and suddenly a sharp, high-pitched ping echoes through the small room. A section of the monitor flashes a warning in amber. 

From the corner of his eye, Jihoon sees the man named Hoshi walk up too. 

Vernon taps the screen, pulling up a 3D render of Jihoon’s tibia. Bolted to the bone is a thin, slightly oxidized plate held in place by four surgical screws. “Old-school compression plate and nails. Titanium, maybe?”

“It was a fracture,” Jihoon lets out almost sheepishly. 

Hoshi leans over Vernon’s shoulder, his eyes narrowing at the skeletal image on the screen. The annoyance that had been written across his face earlier shifts into a sharp, piercing curiosity. He looks at the metal bolts and then back at Jihoon’s face.

"A fracture," Hoshi repeats, his voice lacking its previous bite. "You broke your leg and they just... put nails in it?"

"It’s what we did," Jihoon mutters, feeling exposed under their gazes.

Vernon reaches out, his gloved fingers hovering just above Jihoon’s skin where the plate is hidden underneath. He almost looks fascinated.

"It’s not even smart-alloy," Vernon whispers, tapping a key to zoom in on the screws. "No bio-syncing. No neural feedback. It’s just dead weight. How do you even walk with these?”

"I just do?" Jihoon says, but it comes out like a question, the simplicity of his own words sounding ridiculous even to him. 

Vernon straightens up, the frantic energy around him somehow amplifying. 

"Aside from that antique in his leg, there’s nothing,” he confirms, nodding toward the monitor. “No trackers, no sleepers. His blood chemistry is... well, it’s perfect. It’s actually kind of disgusting how healthy he is." 

“He’s pure,” he adds before turning to Jihoon. “More than us, too. So you weren’t just making shit up, were you?”

Vernon leans back slightly from the console, eyes still scanning over the data as if it might rearrange itself into something more useful if he stares long enough, his fingers hovering just above the interface before dropping away with a faint click against the glass. 

He turns to you. 

“So you found him in the wastelands after he—let me get this right—fell out of the sky?”

“Yes.”

“And he’s telling us he’s from two hundred years ago.”

Jihoon lets out a tired sigh. “When you say it like that, it sounds ridiculous.”

“It is ridiculous,” Vernon replies, but he sounds more interested than dismissive like he was before. “But it’s not ignorable.”

You shift from one foot to the other, folding your arms across your chest as you consider Jihoon for a second longer, like you’re deciding how much to say and how to say it without losing him halfway through. 

“Out there,” you start, nodding vaguely toward the direction you came from, “everything that still functions has already been stripped, rebuilt, repurposed, and patched together more times than it was ever designed to handle, and that’s just the machines.”

“And people?” Jihoon asks, the question coming quicker this time.

Wonwoo answers without hesitation. “Same principle.”

“You mean—what, prosthetics?” he asks, searching for a familiar concept to hold onto.

“Not just prosthetics,” Vernon cuts in, pushing himself off the console and stepping closer again, one hand gesturing vaguely toward Jihoon. “Replacements, reinforcements, integrations, whatever keeps things running. You lose something, you replace it. Something starts failing, you patch it before it takes something else down with it.”

“Organs, nerves, sensory inputs, structural support. Doesn’t matter what it is as long as it works.”

Jihoon recoils slightly, a wave of revulsion passing over his face as he looks at Vernon’s glowing temples. He swallows hard, trying to anchor himself against the insanity of this conversation.

"You keep using that word," Jihoon mutters, his voice tight. "Lazarus. What the hell is a Lazarus?" 

Hoshi lets out a quiet scoff, running his tongue along the inside of his cheek. “They’re a megacorp. They own the city, or close enough that the official wording doesn't even matter anymore. If a light switch flips, a train moves, or a hospital bed turns on, Lazarus takes a cut. If it draws power, they have their hands on the switch.” 

“The chips too,” Vernon adds absently, already half-turned back toward his console as he drags windows across the screen with quick, twitchy movements. “Lazarus Link. That’s what everyone’s carrying around in their heads.” 

Jihoon’s brows pull together faintly, his hands instinctively tracing up to the back of his bare neck.

“It interfaces with the nervous system,” Wonwoo explains before Vernon can answer in the most irritating way possible. “Originally it was marketed as medical support. Helps monitor your health, synchronising other implants and what not.”

“Cheap too,” Vernon mutters. “That’s how they got everyone.”

Jihoon’s gaze flicks between all of you slowly.

“And people just…” He hesitates. “Agreed to that?”

“At first?” Hoshi shrugs. “Yeah. Why wouldn’t they? It worked.”

“There were already biomods before the Link became standard,” Vernon adds absently. “The problem was compatibility. Different manufacturers built different hardware. Implants would reject each other, and your systems would lag trying to process the conflicting codes. Lazarus solved all of it.

“And now the problem is,” you continue, “that they’re making everyone meat-puppets now by making the Link mandatory.”

Jihoon shakes his head. “What does that mean?”

“To put it simply, they can override humans.”

Jihoon goes quiet after that. Not because he’s accepted any of it, but because there’s only so much horror a person can react to at once before it all starts flattening into numbness.

The scanner continues its low mechanical hum somewhere beside him while lines of data drift across Vernon’s monitors, casting pale blue light across the room. Jihoon stares past them without really looking, his eyes unfocused for half a second before he blinks hard and forces himself back into the conversation.

“And you people?” he asks eventually, voice rougher now. “Who exactly are you supposed to be?”

“That’s complicated.”

“Well, that’s reassuring,” Jihoon mutters.

You catch the way he presses his fingers harder into the edge of the table afterward, like he’s afraid the room might tilt again if he lets go.

Honestly, it might.

He still looks awful. The colour still hasn’t returned to his face, and his damp hair sticks unevenly against his forehead beneath the harsh overhead lighting. Even sitting still seems to take effort now, like he’s holding himself upright through sheer stubbornness.

That is, until Vernon suddenly steps forward again.

At first, Jihoon thinks he’s reaching for the scanner beside him, or maybe adjusting something on the monitor, but then Vernon catches Jihoon’s wrist in one gloved hand with surprising ease and presses something sharp into the inside of his arm before anyone fully registers what’s happening.

Jihoon jerks violently.

“What the fuck—”

Vernon lets go immediately, already stepping back again as he discards the empty injector into a nearby bin like this is perfectly normal. 

The room goes still.

“You injected him?” you snap.

Vernon shrugs before glancing at Jihoon. “You might wanna lie down.”

Jihoon stares at him in open disbelief for half a second before the sensation actually starts spreading through him.

The warmth hits first.

It isn’t painful, which somehow makes it worse. It slips through his bloodstream almost gently, slow heat curling up the inside of his arm before settling heavily behind his eyes and at the base of his skull. 

“Did you just drug me?” Jihoon rasps out, his brows pulling together as he blinks hard.

You sigh, tired. “Vern, seriously?”

“He’s exhausted and overloaded,” Vernon says, sounding almost bored now that the decision’s already been made. “I’m doing him a favour.” 

Jihoon’s thoughts begin slipping strangely against each other, the room around him softening at the edges every time he blinks. 

“You should’ve given him a heads-up, at least,” you say, “ease him into it or something.”

“I literally told him to lie down.”

“That was after you stabbed him.”

Jihoon tries to respond to that, but the words never fully form. Instead he fights the awful sensation of the room drifting sideways again.

His expression goes blank for a few seconds, like his brain has finally stopped keeping up with the rest of him, and before you realize what’s happening his entire body tips forward.

He hits the floor face-first with a heavy thud.

“I told him to lie down,” Vernon sighs, making the three of you glance at him in irritation. “Great. Now we can actually decide if we’re believing him entirely and what we’re going to tell him.”

By the time Minghao and Aki arrive, Jihoon’s already unconscious on your sofa with a fresh scrape across his cheekbone and one shoe half hanging off his foot.

Aki stops short the second she sees him.

“…that’s him?”

“The space guy, yes,” Hoshi replies from across the room. “Try not to sound so disappointed.”

“I’m not disappointed,” Aki says slowly, still staring. “I didn’t know what to expect, but it wasn’t this.”

You barely glance up from where you’re crouched beside the sofa, dragging antiseptic carefully across the scrape on Jihoon’s face while he remains entirely unresponsive to it now except for the occasional faint twitch in his brow. The bruise underneath is already beginning to darken beneath his pale skin that still looks absurdly clear under the lights.

“He hit the floor pretty hard,” Wonwoo says from somewhere behind you.

“That was because Vernon drugged him like a psycho,” you reply.

“He’s asleep now instead of having a fucking breakdown in my workspace. I take that as a win.” Vernon says distractedly as he tinkers with the prosthetic he’s put together from the parts you brought. “Aki, let me put this on.”

You press the gauze on Jihoon’s cheek. He flinches faintly when the antiseptic hits the scrape properly this time, his brows tightening for a brief second before smoothing out again immediately. 

Aki drops onto the sofa opposite to you, holding her arm out for Vernon, wires and exposed plating glinting as he reconnects something near the elbow joint in practiced moves. 

Her gaze drifts back to Jihoon.

You peel the backing off a synth-skin strip with your teeth before pressing it carefully against Jihoon’s cheekbone. Up close, the injury looks even more unfair against his face somehow, the redness standing out sharply beneath skin untouched by chemical scarring or interface seams.

“So we’re going to believe him fully?” Aki asks as Minghao drops onto the floor to sit beside you.

Vernon sticks his tongue out slightly, turning a screwdriver into the plates of her prosthetic. “You know how bad the lower orbits are now?”

Aki shrugs. “Bad enough that nobody goes up there anymore.” 

“Yeah, because everything up there’s dead.” Vernon gestures vaguely upward. “Half the satellites crashed decades ago, the rest got taken out by debris collisions. Every time something breaks apart it creates more debris, which breaks more shit apart, and now the entire atmosphere is basically wrapped in a field of metal moving fast enough to cut ships in half.” 

She grimaces faintly. “Right.” 

Vernon nods once toward Jihoon. “So unless Lazarus somehow launched a fake ancient pod through a collapsing graveyard just to trick six disconnected idiots hiding under Sector 17, I’m leaning toward him being real.” 

Then Minghao speaks.

“When we were younger,” he says slowly, still staring at Jihoon, “didn’t there used to be stories about somebody like this?”

Hoshi frowns immediately. “What, like wasteland conspiracy crap?”

“No.” Minghao’s brows furrow. “Not exactly.”

“There was some woman Lazarus wanted brought in alive,” he continues after a moment. “People used to talk about it all the time in the lower sectors. Said she talked about old Earth and missions and space stations and whatever.” 

Aki squints. “I vaguely remember people talking about some old drunk in the market levels.”

“No, it wasn’t like that,” Minghao says quietly. “People were actually scared of her.”

Hoshi snorts. “People in the lower sectors are scared of everything.”

“I’m serious.” Minghao’s tone finally pushes the room into silence.

He shifts slightly against the sofa, face set in concentration, like he’s reconstructing the memory piece by piece.

“I don’t remember where she came from, or if anyone even knew. I just remember hearing people say she’d been caught somewhere outside the city after talking about old missions and stations and coordinates and shit nobody understood.”

Wonwoo’s gaze lifts from where he’d been standing near the window.

“And Lazarus wanted her alive?”

“Yeah.” Minghao nods. “That’s why I remember it. Because it was weird. Lazarus usually just erases people.”

Aki folds her arms loosely. “You sure it wasn’t some scavenger making things up?”

“Maybe,” Minghao admits. “But there were bounty notices for her for a while.”

“What kind of notices?”

“I don’t know.” Minghao exhales. “I was a kid. But I remember people talking about how much Lazarus was paying to bring her in alive instead of dead.”

Hoshi frowns. “So she was important to them.”

You glance back toward Jihoon instinctively. 

He still hasn’t moved beyond the slow rise and fall of his breathing, one side of his face pressed deep into the worn-out sofa cushion.

Minghao turns to you. “What did you say the name of his mission was?”

“Uh,” you rack your brain. “Hermes. Some old Greek thing, I think. Why?”

“I can look into it,” he replies, glancing at Hoshi. “The chances of finding those bounty posters must be near-zero because Lazarus might’ve made sure to burn them off the planet, but it doesn’t hurt to try. We could see if they’re related.”

Everyone stays silent for a good minute or two. 

“None of this matters until he wakes up anyway.” Vernon finally gets up from the sofa with a loud sigh. “Does this mean you guys are going to tell him the truth about us?”

“Yes,” you answer immediately.

Hoshi’s head snaps toward you. “Come on!”

You look back at him flatly.

“He already knows enough to realise something’s wrong. And if he’s really disconnected like Vernon says, then hiding who we are from him doesn’t actually help anything.”

Hoshi opens his mouth again, shoulders tightening like he’s about to argue properly this time, but whatever he sees on your face makes him stop halfway through it. His jaw clenches once instead before he exhales and looks away toward the kitchen.

“Fine,” he mutters. “Whatever.”

Aki watches the exchange silently before glancing toward Jihoon again.

“He’s gonna lose his mind when he wakes up.”

“Nothing’s new,” Vernon almost laughs. “He’s done that already.”

You ignore him and reach down to pull the blanket back up where it had slipped off Jihoon’s shoulder. 

“You should check the pod soon,” you say eventually, looking toward Vernon. “If Lazarus hasn’t found it yet, that is. You might know what’s in it.”

“Yeah. I think I should wait for sometime, actually.” 

Hoshi frowns slightly. “Why? You think it’s tapped already?”

“No,” Vernon shakes his head. “I think if it’s a part of a space mission then he might have information that could be important. I wouldn’t want to go in there and fuck it up. It’s old tech after all.”

And so, you wait.

Jihoon wakes a few hours later, and before he knows it, the next two days pass too fast to be properly processed.

Every time he thinks he’s finally caught up to one revelation, somebody drops another one into his lap before the first has even settled. 

Your people who are hiding beneath the city call themselves pure, which initially makes no sense to him considering Vernon has glowing circuitry in his temples, Aki can peel the skin off half her forearm to expose the articulated mechanics underneath, and Hoshi’s spine has been reinforced so heavily that metallic plating flashes beneath the skin at the base of his neck whenever he moves the wrong way under bright lights. Even Wonwoo’s eyes aren’t fully human anymore, his left pupil occasionally catching and refocusing a few seconds too slowly.

And then there’s you.

You’re less obvious than the others until he notices the thin lines—similar to Vernon’s but fainter—disappearing behind your ear whenever you tie your hair back, delicate enough to pass for jewellery if someone wasn’t looking closely.

“That’s different,” you’d told him eventually after watching him stare at all of you in visible confusion.

“How?”

“Because none of us are linked anymore.”

That explanation somehow raises even more questions than it answers.

He learns quickly that disconnected people rarely survive long unless they know exactly how to disappear. Lazarus systems track almost everything automatically now through the Links: movement, transactions, transport access, medical scans. Most people can’t function without it because the city itself isn’t designed to work without it.

People like you exist anyway.

Hidden underneath it all in dead districts and abandoned maintenance levels and old transit routes nobody monitors properly because there’s nothing profitable left there.

Ghosts surviving inside blind spots.

“Like you,” Minghao offers, like that would make him feel any better. 

All Jihoon can think about is how nothing about any of you actually feels human in the way he understands it anymore.

He would’ve liked more time after that.

Time to sit still long enough for the panic to properly catch up to him, maybe. Time to think through the fact that every single person he has ever known is dead, that the world outside no longer functions according to rules he recognises, that corporations apparently control entire nervous systems now and people discuss it over dinner like weather.

Instead, Vernon changes his mind and decides the pod needs to become the immediate priority.

“If Lazarus finds it before we do, we’re fucked,” he says flatly the morning after, already dragging equipment apart across the workshop floor before Jihoon’s even fully awake. “So unless you want your ancient space coffin dissected by scavengers, start making a list.” 

And that becomes Jihoon’s next reality.

Sitting at the low apartment table half-dressed and still exhausted while trying to reconstruct the contents of a spacecraft from memory fast enough for people he met less than seventy-two hours ago to retrieve them before a megacorporation does.

At first, the list stays practical—medical kits, power cells, thermal blankets, atmospheric analysers, all his mission data. But soon enough, it wanders into territory he’s not sure he should go.

Jihoon thinks about the personal storage compartments in the pod. Photographs, journals, his phone which are thingsa thing they don’t seem to have anymore. There are coffee sachets tucked somewhere in the lower food drawers, sour candy and other stuff he’d carried from home. 

Things that suddenly matter more now than they ever did before because somewhere between launch and impact they went from being ordinary belongings to the only surviving pieces of an entire life nobody else on Earth remembers anymore. 

Vernon reads over the list once and immediately asks how exactly he expects them to carry all of that back through the wastelands. 

“A vehicle?” Jihoon suggests tiredly. “You don’t have cars?”

That earns an actual laugh from him.

“Yeah,” he says. “Let me just go buy one with my completely legal identity.”

Jihoon stares at him blankly.

It takes several more minutes for someone to explain that people disconnected from Lazarus systems don’t exactly get to make large purchases without immediately attracting attention from the very infrastructure that thinks they’re dead.

After that, the group descends into another argument about transport logistics while Jihoon sits there increasingly aware that he became part of this situation without really agreeing to it.

Eventually they agree on the bikes again.

“If it’s that necessary,” Hoshi mutters while looking over the list, “then we can make multiple trips.”

Jihoon doesn’t miss the way everybody’s eyes linger slightly longer on the mission data section than the rest of the page.

The disguise becomes another problem immediately afterwards. You let him know that he’d stick out like a sore thumb if he went out right now, with his jet-black hair and plain, oversized cotton clothes. 

Clean, pure, unmarked. He’s starting to get tired of hearing those words.

The suggestion of actual biomods gets shut down so quickly it almost startles everyone.

“No,” Jihoon says immediately the first time Vernon even vaguely brings it up. “Absolutely not.”

“It’d make this easier.”

“Anything but that.”

The refusal is so sharp and stubborn that he gives up entirely. Instead, they settle for imitation.

Aki makes him wear different clothes first. Layered fabrics, oversized jackets, and dark synthetic pieces stitched into the shoulders and chest to bulk out his silhouette until he stops looking so painfully out of place beside everybody else. Then come the fake external modifications—decorative plating adhered near his throat, metallic wraps around his fingers, and a hideously coloured wig that he’d only ever seen on himself through a filter while playing around with his niece.

When he walks out of the room, Hoshi doesn’t have the decency to hide his laughter. 

Jihoon ignores it though. Thinking of his niece was a bad decision. 

The memory hits him like a blow to the chest, knocking the breath out of him. He can still picture her sitting cross-legged beside him on the couch with one of those stupid face-filter apps open on his phone, laughing herself breathless every time it changed his hair into something increasingly ridiculous while he complained about looking like an unemployed SoundCloud rapper. 

But his eyes fall onto the interface opened up above your wrist and the thought falls away immediately, a strange feeling taking over him.

Vernon goes through the route for what feels like the tenth time, marking dead surveillance zones across a cracked projection screen with irritated precision. Hoshi checks weapons Jihoon still hasn’t fully gotten used to seeing lying casually across kitchen counters, while Aki sits cross-legged on the floor modifying one of the bike storage racks to carry more weight.

Jihoon mostly watches all of it happen around him with the detached feeling that his life has started moving too fast for his mind to follow.

At some point while everyone’s distracted, his gaze drifts toward you instead.

You’re crouched beside one of the bikes tightening something near the fuel line, sleeves shoved up past your elbows. His eyes flicker up to the metallic, glowing lines on your ears.

Human. Not human. 

Safe. Unsafe.

He hasn’t figured out how you manage to be both at once yet. 

“You’re not coming?” he asks eventually.

You glance up briefly. “No.”

“You’ll move faster with fewer people,” you continue. “And somebody has to stay here in case things go wrong.”

Half an hour later, Jihoon finds himself climbing onto the back of Hoshi’s bike with his heart beating so hard he can feel it in his throat.

The ride out into the Wastelands feels shorter this time. 

The city falls away behind them in layers of neon and noise, swallowed gradually by dead land and rusted wreckage stretching endlessly.

Vernon’s bike cuts ahead through the dust, headlights flashing briefly whenever the terrain shifts unevenly beneath them. The cold gets worse the farther they move from the city, sharp wind slicing through the gaps in Jihoon’s jacket until his fingers ache around the sides of the seat. 

Jihoon thinks it was hot the day he landed. Maybe the weather’s unpredictable too.

And then the crater appears again. Even from a distance, Jihoon recognises it immediately.

Something inside him tightens so fast it almost hurts.

The pod still sits half-buried where it landed, pale against the dark wasteland.

For a second nobody moves after the bikes stop.

Jihoon stares in silence as dread crawls up his spine. This is the last thing that belongs to his world, and once he’s done retrieving his things, he’s going to let these men ransack it. 

“You coming or what?” Hoshi calls out.

Jihoon blinks hard once before climbing off the bike. 

Up close, the pod looks smaller than he remembers. Smaller and more damaged too.

The heat scars along the outer shell stand out darker beneath the wasteland dust now, while sections of the hull plating have started cooling into warped shapes. Jihoon reaches out once he gets close enough, fingertips brushing across the surface fondly.

Silently, he thanks it for bringing him back alive, although he’s not sure if it’s a good thing anymore.

Hoshi helps him pull the hatch open again, and the smell of sterile air is enough to make tears prick at the corners of his eyes. For one awful second, it feels like he’s simply returned from maintenance and everything outside the hatch is still normal. Like if he turns around quickly enough he’ll hear mission chatter through the comms again or catch somebody laughing somewhere down the corridor. 

But there’s no time to stand there pretending.

Vernon’s already climbing inside behind him before the hatch has fully opened, eyes darting greedily across the walls and control systems while muttering under his breath.

“What the fuck?” he whispers once, almost reverently.

Jihoon moves before he can think too hard again.

The storage compartments come first.

He works quickly now, throwing sealed ration packs into the bags Hoshi brought. Vacuum-sealed meals disappear into dark backpacks one after another alongside emergency medical kits, thermal blankets and stacks of old power cells Vernon nearly rips out of his hands the second he sees them.

“These aren’t linked,” Vernon says, stunned, turning one over in his hands. 

Jihoon barely hears him.

His movements slow only once he reaches the lower compartment beneath the sleeping chamber. The personal stuff.

He stares at it for half a second too long before grabbing it anyway. 

The old plastic casing of his cassette player looks almost embarrassingly fragile sitting in his hands now, absurd-looking against the sharp glow of the pod systems around him. He runs his thumb once across the scratched surface before placing it carefully into one of the padded bags instead of tossing it with the rest.

His phone goes in next, a dead little brick carrying an entire lifetime inside it.

Hoshi watches him shove another handful of belongings into the bag before frowning slightly. “You seriously kept all this?”

Jihoon lets out a breath that almost becomes a laugh. “We were millions of miles from home. You gotta keep something to get you through all that loneliness.”

After that, he forces himself toward the control systems.

The monitors flicker weakly once he reactivates power, pale blue light washing back across the cockpit in uneven pulses while old diagnostic systems drag themselves awake around him.

The familiarity of it makes his chest ache. These controls he remembers. This he understands.

His fingers move automatically across interfaces while Vernon hovers close enough, practically vibrating while watching every input like he’s witnessing alien technology.

“What are you doing?” Hoshi asks eventually.

“Saving what matters.”

Jihoon slots a transparent sapphire disc carefully into the optical bay beneath the console before opening the archival systems. The pod responds sluggishly at first, old data directories unfolding across the screens in layers of telemetry, mission logs, crew recordings and navigation records stretching back years. 

There’s too much to encode onto it and he only has one disc. So he starts cutting pieces away. Research records and mission data stay. He scribbles as many of the important coordinates as he can onto a notebook, but that’s it.

Jihoon operates the pod’s laser manually, jaw tightening in concentration while microscopic lines begin etching themselves silently into the sapphire surface inside the chamber.

Permanent storage that’s untraceable and inaccessible unless someone physically holds it.

Vernon watches the process with undisguised fascination. “You’re burning the data into glass?”

“Sapphire composite,” Jihoon corrects absently.

“That’s insane.”

“Do you reckon you’d be able to build me a machine to read this?” Jihoon asks without looking away from the console. “I can help, but I can’t source materials.” 

“…Probably,” he says after a second. “Might take a little time.” 

“I’ve got time,” Jihoon mumbles. “Not like I have anyone to report to now.”

Vernon glances at him but doesn’t comment on it. 

Jihoon keeps working while it encodes.

There’s still too much left.

The crew logs pull up next across the monitor, years of recordings stacked beside one another in neat chronological rows, and suddenly the pod feels suffocatingly small again.

He stares at the directory before pulling an old tablet from beneath the console storage to transfer the files. He can keep most of it, but he realises that there will still be a few recordings that he has to give up.

Jihoon’s fingers move faster after that, selecting and deselecting folders almost desperately while the transfer bar crawls across the screen in uneven increments. Crew video logs, audio journals, and messages from Earth. Small useless clips captured during transit because they were bored and lonely and millions of miles from home. 

“This one?” Vernon asks quietly, pointing towards a file. 

The preview frame shows four crew members floating upside down near the galley ceiling with a bright, sparkling light behind them. 

Jihoon instantly recognises it as the first time they’d seen the sun in space. 

Seokmin had spent the next few hours breaking into song—Here Comes The Sun by the Beatles—because nobody could get him to shut up once he got emotional. 

If he tries hard enough, Jihoon can almost hear his clear voice singing along to the track.

Vernon notices the way his expression changes and lowers his hand from the screen without opening the file.

“Keep it?” he asks quietly.

Jihoon swallows once before nodding. Yes.

[The screen is black, but there’s laughter. 

The camera swings too fast at first, catching streaks of amber light and dark wooden walls before somebody nearly drops it onto a sticky table littered with empty glasses.

"Careful!" someone yells immediately from across the booth. "If you break that before launch day I’m actually leaving you on Earth. It was expensive."

Rain lashes softly against the windows behind them, turning the city outside into smudged streaks of colour beneath signs and passing headlights. The pub itself glows warm underneath hanging gold lights strung lazily across the ceiling, the air thick with music and overlapping conversations while terrible karaoke echoes from somewhere deeper inside the building.

The camera swings sideways again.

Jihoon’s sitting crushed between two other crew members in the booth, one arm shoved awkwardly over Seokmin’s shoulder, who laughs hard enough to spill beer onto the table.

“Man, stop it!” he complains immediately.]

Vernon gets the projector to work after spending nearly twenty minutes swearing at file formats older than anybody there besides Jihoon. The projector itself sits disassembled beside the television now with half its wiring exposed, humming loudly every few seconds like it resents being alive.

The holograph flickers softly across the apartment walls, warm gold light spilling through the dim room in a way that almost feels unnatural against the cold blue neon usually leaking through the windows. 

Hoshi and Minghao have taken over most of the sofa while Aki sits cross-legged against one of the armrests with her chin propped in her palm, and Vernon remains crouched beside the projector in case it stops working again. Wonwoo leans against the kitchen doorway further back, arms folded loosely across his chest.

Jihoon ends up on the cold floor, shoulder to shoulder with you. 

He sits with one knee pulled close to his chest, eyes fixed on the video, unsure if this is to sate him or the curiosity of the others.

[A woman behind the camera laughs quietly while panning across a massive room packed with monitors and screens, a huge screen at the front of it displaying multiple tabs of telemetry, mapping and images. 

Rows and rows of people move between terminals carrying coffee cups and stacks of paper while conversations overlap into indistinct noise.

“Say bye to the mission control room!” She murmurs. “We’ll see you soon.”]

“You had these many people working on your mission?” Vernon asks.

Jihoon barely looks away from the holograph. “More than this.”

Aki squints. “For how many people?”

“Four.” He purses his lips. “The one holding the camera is Aera. She was our Chief Systems Architect and a senior mission specialist. The men sitting beside me in the first video are Seokmin, who was our astrobiologist and physician, and Jeonghan, who was our Life-Support Systems engineer.”

The others only nod in response, and the room falls into an awkward silence.

You watch as Jihoon laughs on screen, eyes scrunched as he throws his head back in response to something Jeonghan does as they float around somewhere. It looks strange, but he looks… happy.

You break it first. “And what did you do?”

He glances at you once before his eyes flick down to the floor. 

“I was the Mission Commander,” he mumbles. “And the astrodynamicist.”

Jihoon doesn’t have to elaborate because the implication arrives on its own. 

The holograph flickers softly across the apartment walls again.

[The camera jolts violently before stabilising upside down.

Jihoon groans somewhere behind the lens.

The aircraft cabin is chaotic.

Bodies drift weightlessly through the air while loose straps and packets float toward the ceiling in slow motion. Aera crashes directly into Jeonghan hard enough that both of them spin sideways out of frame immediately afterward.

Seokmin desperately grabs one of the overhead handles while laughing so hard he can barely breathe.

“I hate this,” Jihoon says, although the look on his face suggests otherwise.]

The recordings continue unfolding one after another across the apartment while the room grows steadily quieter around them.

Mission briefings, rain against apartment windows, someone filming city traffic through a taxi windshield late at night, the crew eating takeout containers on the floor surrounded by stacks of paperwork, and Earth still ordinary enough.

At some point Hoshi gets up for water and leaves with Wonwoo. 

Then Aki disappears toward the bedrooms after nearly falling asleep against Minghao’s shoulder halfway through a recording. Vernon lingers the longest besides you, crouched near the projector absentmindedly, but eventually even he drifts away too after muttering something about checking the sapphire decryption machine.

The living room quietens once the doors close.

Jihoon doesn’t seem to notice, and if he does, he doesn’t seem to have the energy left to acknowledge it anymore.

You don’t really know what you’re supposed to do with him anymore. 

In the four days you’ve known him, every expression you’ve seen on his face has belonged to somebody overwhelmed, disoriented or grieving in ways too large to process all at once. He looks confused, guarded and exhausted all the time.

But the man sitting beside you now couldn’t be more different from the man on screen.

You wonder if calling him a ghost has really seemed to make him one, because the man on the screen is alive and the one beside you looks far from it.

Jihoon looks as pale as the day you found him, the dark circles beneath his eyes fixed in place. You can’t remember the last time you actually saw him sleep properly instead of just passing out from exhaustion somewhere for a few hours at a time.

He barely eats either.

Not your food. Not anything from here.

Every meal has come from those vacuum-sealed ration packets he dragged back from the crash site, dry preserved food he consumes more out of necessity than appetite while insisting his body still needs time to adapt to whatever people eat now.

You’re not even sure if that’s true or if he simply can’t stomach the thought of letting go of one more familiar thing yet.

And somehow, despite knowing him for less than a week, despite the fact that he technically fell out of the sky and brought enough problems with him to destroy all of your lives if Lazarus finds out, you still catch yourself watching him out of the corner of your eye wondering what the hell’s going through his head.

Slowly, you let your eyes fall back to the videos.

[Darkness fills the screen at first.

Then slowly, Earth turns into view beyond thick observation glass.

Deep blue oceans, white clouds stretching endlessly across the curve of the planet.

The only sound comes from the low mechanical hum of the ship itself somewhere behind the recording.

Then, very quietly, a voice full of awe:

“Oh.”]

It takes Jihoon a second to register that it’s also coming from beside him. 

He smiles a little despite himself. 

“It’s beautiful,” you gasp out. “Is it still like this?”

“I—” he glances at you. “I’m not sure. Maybe not.”

It’s not meant to come out so bleakly, but he doesn’t have the heart to correct himself.

For a second Jihoon can almost trick himself into believing he’s there again.

Not here beneath layers of rusted infrastructure and failing power grids and neon signs that never properly turn off, but there instead, suspended somewhere above Earth with sunlight bleeding across the observation glass while Seokmin argues with somebody in the background and Aera keeps filming things nobody else thinks are important enough to preserve.

The thought hurts too quickly to hold onto for long. He drags one hand slowly across his face before leaning back against the couch.

Footsteps cut through the silence, fast enough for the two of you to glance up immediately, just as Minghao reappears around the corner. He looks more awake than he did when he left.

“There was a woman on your mission!” he exclaims before either of you can speak. 

Jihoon’s brows pull together. “Huh?”

Minghao looks toward you instead of answering immediately, like he’s only now realising he probably should’ve led into this differently.

You straighten, glancing at Jihoon with slight concern. “Maybe this can wait until tomorrow—”

“The woman I was talking about before.” Minghao ignores you, gesturing vaguely toward the holograph still glowing across the room. “The one Lazarus wanted alive.” 

You try again anyway. “Minghao.”

“What?” he groans. “You don’t think he deserves to know?”

“That’s not what I’m saying.”

“Aera? What about her?” Jihoon asks, holding up a palm to interrupt you guys.

Minghao steps into the room fully, hands slipping into his pockets. You throw a warning glance which he ignores again. 

This can’t possibly be the best information to give Jihoon. Not right now, at least. But the usually perceptive Minghao doesn’t seem to understand that today.

“When we were younger,” he starts, “people in the lower sectors used to talk about some woman Lazarus had been hunting for a long time. Nobody knew where she came from exactly, but there were stories about her showing up outside the city talking about missions and stations and things nobody understood properly. Like you.”

Jihoon straightens.

You suppress a sigh immediately.

“At first everybody thought she was insane,” Minghao continues, “but Lazarus apparently wanted her brought in alive, which made people start taking the stories seriously. There were bounty notices for a while.”

“Notices?”

“I don’t remember.” Minghao shakes his head. “I was a kid. I just remember hearing that Lazarus was paying absurd amounts for information on her.”

You finally cut in before this spirals any further. “Hao, we don’t even know if it’s the same person.”

“I know that,” he replies immediately. “I’m just saying—”

“Do you—” Jihoon interrupts, glancing around once he realises how loud his voice has become. “Do you know if there are any of them left? The notices. Could you find them?”

Minghao hesitates.

“I don’t know,” he admits eventually. “Lazarus wipes things constantly.” 

He leans one shoulder against the doorway, frowning the more he thinks through it. “But if there were physical posters or old bounty boards instead of just digital notices, there’s a chance something survived somewhere underneath everything else. Old markets still have abandoned walls nobody’s touched in years.”

Jihoon nods immediately, like even the possibility is enough for his brain to latch onto before logic can interfere.

“I’ll try,” Minghao says more firmly this time. “I’m not promising anything though.”

The projector crackles softly behind all of you while another recording shifts uselessly across the walls unnoticed now.

Minghao studies Jihoon for another second before speaking again, quieter now.

“I still don’t really understand why Lazarus would care so much,” he mumbles. “If that woman really was from your crew… what would they even want from her?”

Jihoon thinks for a few seconds, eyes scrunching shut. 

“I don’t know. From what you’ve told me, I don’t see what they’d get from our mission.”

“What was it, anyway?” You ask.

“In layman’s terms, we went to the edge of the solar system, right where the sun’s magnetic shield ends and deep space begins,” Jihoon explains. “The goal was to see how that boundary protects us from cosmic radiation, and to sample frozen comets out in the Kuiper Belt to see if the chemical ingredients for life existed before Earth did.” 

“We did a lot of things,” he concludes. “It would be hard for me to tell you everything, but I don’t see how Lazarus would make use of any of the data we compiled.”

“So your mission was basically scientific research.”

“Purely.”

“And none of it had anything to do with…” Minghao gestures vaguely toward the city outside. “Whatever this is.”

Jihoon lets out a tired breath through his nose. “No. Hermes was backed internationally. We weren’t military.”

Minghao lingers in the doorway another few seconds before finally pushing himself upright again with a tired sigh.

“I’ll see if I can find anything tomorrow,” he says.

Jihoon nods immediately. “Thank you.”

Minghao only waves him off before disappearing back down the hallway for real this time, leaving the apartment quiet again.

Jihoon stares ahead for a long moment without moving, elbows resting loosely against his knees while the light continues moving faintly across his face in soft colours. 

Possibility, or rather hope, is a cruel thing. He knows. 

But the thought of someone familiar is exciting. It’s comforting. 

So against all logic, he lets himself feel it. 

Time passes strangely after that. 

Nobody says it out loud, but everyone seems to collectively decide to give Jihoon space after the conversation about his crew, as though they instinctively understand that there are some things a person has to survive privately first before other people can start pulling at them again.

So for the most part, they leave him alone.

Jihoon spends most of his time beside Vernon after that, buried deep inside the workshop corner of the apartment while they work through optical storage designs together surrounded by wires, dismantled parts and sheets of calculations scattered across every available surface. Vernon seems fascinated enough that he asks questions almost half the time, content to absorb whatever Jihoon mutters absently while focused on the sapphire disc.

The rest of the time, Jihoon drifts through the space, only half-present.

He sits on the edge of the sofa, staring into the screen of his phone that he’s somehow managed to charge up. You catch him staring at photographs for long stretches when he thinks nobody’s paying attention. Sometimes the old recordings flicker silently across the walls late into the night after everybody else has gone to sleep, filling the apartment with low voices and warm colours while Jihoon sits on the floor beneath them unmoving for hours. 

He barely sleeps too. 

The hammock near the window sways at almost every hour of the night now whenever you wake up, and sometimes you’ll find him standing silently beside the blinds at dawn watching the city outside with the same unsettled expression he’s had since arriving here.

The food becomes a problem too.

At first you try not to push him about it because you understand, at least logically, why he reacts badly to most of what’s here. Modern food barely resembles what it used to anymore unless you’re rich enough to afford organic produce from upper-sector cultivators, and Jihoon already looks overwhelmed every time Hoshi cooks something synthetic enough to smell faintly off-putting under the spices.

Still, you’ve peeked at his rations and they won’t last for long.

It gets to a point where even Hoshi notices, talking to you one night with the closest thing to concern you’ve heard from him.

“This is ridiculous,” he mutters after Jihoon disappears back toward the workshop carrying another unopened ration packet. “At this point he’s basically haunting the place.”

“Hoshi,” you warn tiredly from the couch.

“No, seriously.” He gestures toward the hallway. “The guy barely talks, barely sleeps, barely eats anything from here and every time somebody mentions taking him outside he looks like we asked him to amputate a limb.”

“That’s because the fake mods make him uncomfortable,” Aki points out quietly.

“Everything makes him uncomfortable.” Hoshi complains. “I’m sick of it.”

He isn’t difficult, but he seems determined to stay frozen exactly where he is. 

He shuts down actual modifications immediately anytime Vernon even jokes about them, and he’s wary enough around the fake external ones that nobody’s pushed him into the city properly yet. 

And annoyingly enough, you understand both sides. You’ve tried to be patient. You’ve forced yourself to remember the two-hundred-year gap every time he flinches at something. But patience is a luxury that runs out faster than clean water, and yours has worn down to a thread. 

Two nights later you find Jihoon awake again.

For a moment you stand outside your bedroom, watching him stare down at the city below, shoulders hunched beneath one of Vernon’s old hoodies. 

You don’t think he notices you at first.

Or maybe he does, and neither of you says anything because this has quietly become routine now.

“You know,” you mumble eventually as you head toward the kitchen, “normal people usually attempt sleeping before sunrise.”

Jihoon glances over from the hammock. “I did sleep.”

“For what, twenty minutes?”

“A whole hour, actually.”

You snort softly despite yourself while reaching for the kettle.

The apartment’s quieter tonight than usual. Vernon finally passed out in the workshop sometime earlier, and even Hoshi’s stopped grunting about the pain through his spine. 

Behind you, the hammock creaks again. 

You lean against the counter waiting for the water to heat, studying him more carefully now that he’s not looking at you directly.

Hoshi wasn’t wrong.

Jihoon’s gotten thinner. Not dramatically, but his cheeks have started hollowing out and his face looks sharper by the day. Even the clothes Aki had found for him initially are a little too big on him now.

“Did you eat anything other than the dried meat today?” you ask. 

“Some fruit earlier.”

“Anything other than the ration packs?”

You don’t get a reply.

The silence drags on just long enough for irritation to flare low in your chest again.

“You know that isn’t normal, right?” you ask, turning around fully now. “People can’t survive off protein strips and powdered fruit forever.”

Jihoon’s gaze stays fixed outside. “It’s food.”

“Sure, but they’re emergency supplies.”

“They were designed to sustain us for years.”

“Jihoon, stop it.” You grit out. 

That finally gets his attention. He looks over slowly from the hammock, exhaustion written so heavily across his face that you almost falter.

“I’m eating enough.”

“You’re visibly losing weight.”

“I said I’m fine.”

The response comes quicker this time, flatter too, and something about it immediately grates against nerves that have already been worn raw for days now.

“Okay, well, maybe stop acting like everything here is poison then.”

Jihoon’s brows pull together. “I never said that.”

“You don’t have to.” You gesture vaguely toward him. “You barely touch anything anybody makes. You pick apart food like you expect it to kill you.”

For a second he just watches you quietly. 

“The stuff you guys bring in... I've seen the textures. It's all weird and synthetic. It’s far from actually being food. Not real.”

He has a point. You know it. You remember the days where you ate normally grown food too. But maybe it’s the four hours of sleep you’ve gotten, or the fact that you’ve spent your morning dodging Lazarus scanners to buy components for a machine that reads his stupid ancient glass, but you snap.

“The world moves on, Jihoon,” you say, pushing off the counter. "We eat what we can find, take what we can, and what won't ping a chipping team to our front door. Sorry our local cuisine isn't up to your international space mission standards, but this is what reality looks like now." 

"I didn't say—" 

"You don't get to sit here looking down your nose at this world just because it isn’t the one you came from,” you continue before he can interrupt properly, frustration finally spilling over after days of forcing it back down. “You think any of us like this? You think we enjoy eating synthetic garbage and hiding underground and pretending half our bodies belong to corporations?”

“And honestly, your crew is gone. Your mission is over. There is no recovery team coming down from the sky, Jihoon. We may have built a shit ton of tech, but a time machine isn’t one of them. You need to get used to this world, because you can’t go back.”

The second the words leave your mouth, you know you’ve gone too far, and the silence that follows is heavy and suffocating. 

You shouldn’t have said that about his crew. 

The sharpness drains out of you almost immediately, leaving behind nothing except the ugly claws of guilt creeping up your throat. He doesn’t rise to it and turns away from you, his face twisting into an unreadable expression.

“Jihoon,” you call out, softer now. 

No response.

You push a hand back through your hair roughly before exhaling hard through your nose.

“Listen, that came out wrong.”

“I’m not saying you should just magically stop caring,” you continue more carefully, “I just… You’ve been here almost two weeks and you barely sleep, barely eat, barely leave this apartment. At some point you have to actually let yourself exist here.”

You wait for him to answer. To say something equally mean to you maybe, because it would make you feel better. But Jihoon simply doesn’t. 

“...Sorry,” you mutter eventually. “That was rude.” 

Still nothing.

Rubbing your eyes tiredly, you walk out of the kitchen to head back towards your room, the tiled floor cold beneath your feet.

You pause at the door, letting out a quiet sigh before looking back. “Try to sleep.” 

Jihoon thinks about what you said for longer than he'd like.

Not because he enjoys it, but because there isn't much else to do at four in the morning besides stare through the blinds and watch the city cycle into another day.

The apartment begins waking around him eventually.

The first sign is the bathroom door opening somewhere down the hall, followed by the familiar sound of running water. A little later, somebody drops something in the kitchen. Vernon emerges briefly from the workshop looking exhausted before disappearing again. By the time the advertisements outside begin dimming, enough people have moved through the apartment that pretending to sleep would feel ridiculous.

He waits.

The bathroom door opens and closes several more times before the apartment finally settles into the familiar noise of people making breakfast, hunting for missing tools and arguing over things that probably do not matter.

Only then does he swing off his hammock.

The mirror above the sink is small, scratched in one corner and slightly warped around the edges, but it still reflects enough.

He stares at himself for a while.

His hair is longer than he normally keeps it, hanging into his eyes and curling awkwardly around the back of his neck. Stubble shadows his jaw. 

For a moment he feels irrationally irritated by it.

You had a point, whether you knew it or not, and that irritates him too. There is nothing waiting is going to accomplish. There is no version of this where he sits long enough for everything to return to normal.

Jihoon exhales slowly and reaches for the razor. 

By the time he's finished, the sink is littered with dark hairs and his jaw feels strangely bare beneath his fingertips when he runs a hand across it.

The shower comes afterwards.

He stays under the water until the bathroom fills with steam and the noise of the apartment disappears completely behind it, letting it beat against the back of his neck while he tries not to think about anything at all.

When he finally steps out again, the mirror has fogged over. He wipes part of it clear with the side of his hand and pauses.

The difference isn't dramatic, but it is enough.

His dark circles haven't gone anywhere, and neither has the hollow feeling sitting beneath his ribs. But the face looking back at him is at least familiar now.

His hair, unfortunately, is another matter entirely and without the stubble distracting from it, it somehow looks even longer than before.

Jihoon stares at it for another few seconds before dragging a towel over his head and giving up.

Ten minutes later, after changing into clean clothes and making a half-hearted attempt to flatten it back into place, he finds Minghao sitting cross-legged on the floor near the couch sorting through documents.

"Do you know how to cut hair?"

Minghao glances up.

His eyes move over Jihoon once, taking in the damp hair, the freshly shaved jaw and—judging by the slight lift of his brows—the fact that Jihoon appears to have made a genuine effort to look like a functioning human for the first time since arriving.

"I do, actually."

"You do?"

"My sister used to make me do hers." Minghao shrugs. "Then Hoshi got impatient with barbers a few years ago and that turned into my problem too."

From somewhere in the kitchen comes an immediate protest. "I can hear you."

“So you won’t butcher it?”

“No promises,” Minghao shrugs.

“Hey.”

The grin that appears suggests he's enjoying this far more than necessary.

"I'm kidding. Let’s go."

Minghao drags a chair into the bathroom and sets it inside the bathtub, cringing at the lingering stuffiness from Jihoon’s shower. The floor of the bathtub is wet too, but Jihoon tries to ignore it as he steps over the ledge to sit down.

Minghao disappears for a moment before returning with a set of clippers, a pair of scissors and a towel that has clearly seen better days. 

Jihoon clears his throat before Minghao can touch his hair. “No offence to him, but I’d appreciate it if you didn’t cut my hair as short as Hoshi’s.”

"Don't worry," Minghao laughs. "Hoshi likes looking like he's about to fight someone. You don't have the face for that right now.”

He drapes the towel around his shoulders before combing a hand through Jihoon’s hair.

The first thing Jihoon notices is that he's actually paying attention. Minghao works slowly, separating sections of hair between his fingers before cutting them, occasionally stepping back to study the shape of it before continuing.

"Where'd you learn?"

"At home."

Minghao reaches for another section.

"My sister used to cut hers in the bathroom because it was cheaper than paying someone to do it. Then she got sick of cleaning up afterwards and decided I should learn instead."

Jihoon huffs quietly. "Convenient."

"For her, definitely."

Minghao works in silence after that, occasionally turning Jihoon's head with a hand against his jaw or nudging his shoulder when he needs a different angle. Dark strands continue falling onto the towel and collecting around the bottom of the bathtub.

Eventually he sets everything down and steps back, crossing his arms over his chest.

“There. You’re done.”

The towel comes off, making Jihoon cringe at the hair falling over his feet before he shakes it off and steps over the edge while Minghao starts gathering everything up behind him. 

The mirror is still faintly fogged around the edges so he wipes a clear patch into it and looks up.

The hair no longer hangs into his eyes. The sides sit neatly against his head while the top falls naturally forward, longer through the fringe and crown without looking overgrown. The back has been cut short enough that it doesn't curl against his neck anymore.

Jihoon reaches up automatically and pushes his hair back. “You—”

“Hmm?” Minghao glances towards him. 

Jihoon looks at him through the mirror. "You cut it the same way?"

He looks like he's been asked a slightly ridiculous question.

"Well, yeah,” Minghao sighs, sounding tired. “You watch those vlogs like a hundred times a day. I've seen you and your friends’ faces projected onto our living room wall enough times that I could probably draw it from memory.”

"At some point I stopped seeing you and started seeing Mission Commander Lee Jihoon from 2026," he continues in a deadpan voice.

For the first time since he’s woken from his two centuries of hypersleep, Jihoon laughs.

Outside the bathroom, the sole of your shoe squeaks against the tiles. You freeze immediately, mentally cursing the worn-out things on your feet. 

A second later, the door swings open.

Minghao steps out first with the towel bundled under one arm, stopping briefly when he notices you standing there before continuing past without much thought. 

You glance at Jihoon behind him, who has the remnants of a smile on his lips. Something shifts across his face when he notices you. Not quite embarrassment, and not quite surprise either. 

For a moment neither of you says anything. 

You break the silence. “It suits you.”

His brows furrow. “Huh?”

Awkwardly pointing at his head, you mutter, “The haircut.”

His gaze flicks briefly toward the mirror before returning to you. “Oh. Yeah, thanks.”

For a moment it looks like he might say something else.

Instead, he reaches up, runs a hand through his hair again and shakes his head lightly to himself. Then he walks past you.

The smell of shampoo follows him out into the hallway.

Maybe he’s finally made a normal morning for himself. Or at least as close to one as any of you get.

Jihoon sits on the edge of the couch while you lean over him trying to secure one of the fake mods behind his ear. 

The clasp refuses to cooperate. Every time you think you've managed to hook it properly into place, it slips loose again and forces you to start again. He doesn’t complain, however. Maybe because the outing’s for him. 

Across the room, the damaged glasses sit folded on the coffee table beside his notepad.

Vernon breaks a lot of things on the daily—cups, plates, doorknobs, and some of the things he tinkers with in his workshop. It isn’t surprising when you see the way he hoards his things in there, stacked high in piles that are navigable to only him. 

But it’s pretty inconvenient when he breaks the one thing he can’t repair. 

The man in question walks into the room, glances at the two of you and throws a guilty grimace towards Jihoon.

“You’re leaving soon, right?”

“Yes, Vern. As you can see.” You roll your eyes before turning back to Jihoon, biting your tongue in concentration.

“Jun closes early on Fridays.” 

You finally manage to secure the clasp. 

"I know."

"Just saying."

"You've mentioned it four times already.”

Jihoon’s head lifts from the notebook balanced on his knee. “Who’s that?”

“Ah,” Vernon exhales, “She’ll tell you. Sorry for that, dude. If you wanted me to fix your eyes, I probably could, but old-school glasses aren’t my thing.”

“My eyes are fine—” Jihoon starts, but the man waves him off before disappearing back into his corner, making him sigh. 

“You use them for reading, then?” you ask, brushing off your knees as you stand. 

He nods, his face disappearing beneath the wide hood of his jacket for a second. “Makes it much easier. Otherwise, my eyes start hurting.”

You tug your boots on beside the door while Jihoon studies the collection of jackets hanging from hooks nearby.

Then he reaches for the handle.

The movement catches him off guard more than he'd like.

He’s been here almost three weeks now, and he’s only been outside once—to the crash site, which barely counts. 

Most of Phoenix only exists as fragments in his mind. Things he’s managed to piece together from what he hears from Hoshi and Aki, and what half-finished explanations he gets from you and Wonwoo. 

Jihoon doesn’t know what he expects, but as he pushes the door open, he’s glad that he’s doing it on his terms.

The alley is quiet and empty apart from a few overflowing crates stacked against one wall and a maintenance drone sitting motionless in a charging dock near the far end. 

You fall into step beside him.

For a while, neither of you says anything.

The city is loud enough even from here. The distant hum of traffic bleeds between buildings while advertisements flash intermittently against the walls whenever something bright enough passes on the street beyond.

“So who are we going to?” Jihoon asks eventually. 

You step around a puddle, coming to a halt at the end of the alley where it meets the main road.

People crowd the walkways in both directions while transport vehicles glide overhead between buildings layered so densely together that he can't immediately tell where one ends and the next begins. Advertisements stretch several stories high across entire facades, shifting constantly between products, announcements and faces he doesn't recognise.

You catch his attention drifting almost immediately.

"Eyes forward."

His gaze snaps back to you.

“Wen Junhui. He’s good with lenses and stuff. Whatever you’re going to need, basically.” You tell him. “It’s a dying art, in his words. He’s stubborn and unwilling to let go of the family business, so you’re in luck. You’ll find exactly what you need.”

You start walking again before he can ask anything else, forcing him to follow. 

“See, Jihoon—the thing is, we’re not the only disconnected group in Phoenix.” 

People part around you as you move through the crowd, some carrying crates, others balancing bags slung over their shoulders. Nobody pays either of you much attention.

"There are disconnected people all over the city," you continue. "Some keep to themselves. Some don't. Jun's group over in Sector 13 is one of them that is in contact with us."

Jihoon frowns. "So, what, you just look out for each other?”

A laugh escapes you. "That’s a part of it."

The crowd thickens slightly as you merge fully onto the main walkway, forcing the two of you closer to the edge where the traffic barriers separate pedestrians from the streams of vehicles moving below.

"People trade information. Supplies. Safe places if somebody needs to disappear for a while." You shrug. "Depends on what's needed."

“And that’s what you do too?”

The question makes you glance at him. "What?"

"You and the others. What do you do when you go out?”

“It’s—” you start, throwing another look at him before the two of you get separated by a passerby. “It’s not that easy to explain.”

Jihoon cocks an eyebrow. “Can’t be as hard as mine, can it?”

You sigh, tugging on his arm to pull him closer before you lose him in the crowd. “You know just how important information can be, don’t you?”

When he nods, you continue, “Some of us didn’t disconnect simply because we wanted to disappear. Vernon and Sora—Jun’s person—spent years figuring out how to break the Link without alerting Lazarus. The solution they came up with was to ‘kill’ us.”

“What?”

“Here, I can show you,” you shrug. 

When you search your name on the interface you used on him, Jihoon doesn’t expect to see your face pop up with a bright red DECEASED banner stretching across the top of the screen. 

You shut it down as quickly as you’d brought it up. No one pays attention, but it’s best to stay safe. 

"If somebody's Link goes inactive unexpectedly, Lazarus notices. They investigate. People start asking questions. It’s easier to be dead." 

Jihoon nods again, but his brows knit together and his gaze drifts to the ground for a few seconds before he looks up at you with a slight frown.

“I don’t understand what this has to do with your job, though.”

You breathe in deeply, looking away as he almost bumps into you while trying to avoid a group of delivery bots. 

“People who officially don't exist can go places they're not supposed to. It makes it easy for us to dig around, Jihoon,” you admit. “There’s something wrong with Lazarus and their links, and every time we dig into it, we find something that doesn't make sense.”

“And what makes you think that?” Jihoon prods. “I mean, the entire concept of the link is a bit too dystopian for me, but couldn’t it simply be what it promises to be?”

“You forget that the link can override—” you pause, exhaling with slight exasperation. “This is not a conversation we should be having outside. I’ll tell you more when we go back home. We’re almost at Jun’s shop anyway.”

Jun’s shop is wedged between a repair kiosk and a noodle stall, the entrance so narrow that Jihoon would’ve missed it if it weren’t for you pointing out the sign above the door. The E in ‘Wen Optics’ flickers intermittently, and the LED glow is so dull that it looks out of place. 

You push the door open, and the small tinkle of the bell overhead takes Jihoon by surprise.

A voice calls out your name. “Is that you? Gimme a minute.”

The shop is deeper than it looked from outside.

From the street, it had seemed impossible that anything substantial could fit between two businesses crammed so tightly together, but the space stretches far beyond the narrow storefront. Shelves climb all the way to the ceiling, packed with boxes, spare lenses and equipment that looks old enough that Jihoon can identify, or at least assume what some of them are.

A thud echoes from somewhere behind him. 

Jihoon glances toward the sound just as a figure emerges from behind one of the shelves, still focused on tightening something small between his fingers. 

“Hey,” he greets Jihoon before glancing at you. “He doesn’t look as old as I was told he was.”

“Haha.” You roll your eyes. “Do your thing, please.”

The visit ends up taking less time than Jihoon expects.

The shop itself is far more interesting than the examination. Jun spends most of it complaining about Vernon while sorting through drawers full of lenses and frames. The rest passes in a blur of measurements and scans.

By the time it's over, the broken lenses have been replaced and the frames straightened enough that they sit properly on his face again.

“There,” Jun says, stepping back. “Better.”

And it is better. 

Not that it matters much. The moment the two of you step back outside, you make him take them off again before anyone notices. 

They’ll have to wait till you get home.

The rain starts just as you and Jihoon turn onto the main street leading back to Sector 17. 

At first, neither of you pay much attention to it. A few drops strike the pavement, and the ones that fall on you are a reprieve from the humid weather of the last few days. 

The vendor nearest to you mutters under his breath and starts covering his stall. Somewhere overhead, water begins dripping from the tangled mess of pipes and cables crisscrossing between the buildings.

Then the sky opens.

"Shit.” You look up instinctively.

Within seconds the street descends into chaos. 

People rush for cover as the signs blur behind sheets of rain. Water splashes over the edges of overflowing drains and races down the road in shallow streams. Across the street, a food cart owner is already dragging down metal shutters while cursing at anyone who gets in his way. 

"Come on!”

Jihoon barely gets a chance to react before you're grabbing the sleeve of his jacket and steering him across the street.

The rain is already soaking through the shoulders of your clothes by the time you reach the entrance. Water drips from your hair as you shove open the door and step inside.

The difference is immediate. Once the door closes behind Jihoon, the rain is reduced to a distant drumbeat against the windows, buried beneath overlapping voices and the low hum of music coming from somewhere deeper in the pub. 

The air is warmer too, carrying the familiar mix of alcohol, fried food and too many people packed into too small a space. Around you, half of Sector 17 seems to have had the exact same idea. Every table is occupied. Damp jackets hang over chair backs. Puddles gather beneath muddy boots near the entrance while a server weaves expertly between customers carrying a tray loaded with drinks.

You pause just inside the doorway and glance back through the window.

The rain only seems to be getting worse.

"Looks like we're staying awhile."

Jihoon follows your gaze before looking back towards the room. His eyes move slowly across the crowd, taking in the mismatched furniture. The walls are panelled with dark wood that he hasn’t seen here before, and the lighting hangs low and amber above crowded tables. Even the smell is familiar. Something fermented and slightly sour underneath the smoke. 

Jihyo spots you before you've even fully made it through the crowd. She's already pulling a glass down from the rack above the bar, mouth curving slightly as you slide into one of the stools, Jihoon following close behind you.

"Didn't think I'd see you twice in one week."

"What can I say? I seem to miss you,” you joke, throwing a grin at her.

She rolls her eyes as she sets the glass down and leans her forearms on the counter, gaze moving to Jihoon with curiosity. She's seen enough of your crew cycle through here over the years that she's stopped asking, but this is a new face.

"He’s—" you start. A friend? Or one of your crew? 

You glance at Jihoon, who raises an eyebrow, waiting. “—with me.”

"Okay," Jihyo nods and turns to pull your usual.

She slides the glass over to you before attending to somebody else at the opposite end of the counter. You wrap a hand around it before pushing it toward Jihoon first. 

"Try it before you decide what you want."

He looks at the glass. "I didn't say I wanted anything."

“You sure?” you ask, eyeing him. “Oh, you don’t drink?”

Jihoon clears his throat. “I mean, I do. But rarely.”

"So try it," you say, nudging the glass closer. "Then decide." 

He hesitates for another second before he picks it up and sips. It tastes familiar. He sets it back down and slides it toward you.

"Okay," he says.

"Okay yes, or okay you’ll have something else?"

"Okay yes." He nods toward Jihyo without looking up. "I'll have this."

You motion to her to slide another one over for you. Jihoon takes another sip and turns slightly on his stool to look at the room. Every time the door opens someone comes in looking like they've walked through a wall of water.

"Do you come here a lot?" he asks.

"Friday nights mostly. Sometimes midweek if Hoshi's being unbearable." You lean an elbow on the bar. "It's close enough to walk and far enough from the apartment that it feels like leaving."

"And the others come too?"

"Sometimes. Mostly it’s just me, or Wonwoo tags along, but he’s no fun. He'll sit here for two hours, nurse one drink and not talk to anyone.”

Jihoon sets his elbow on the bar and rests his chin briefly on his hand, looking out at the room. A group near the back has gotten louder in the last few minutes, something escalating into laughter.

"How did you all end up together?" he asks. "Your group."

“Hoshi and Wonwoo grew up in the same sector as me. We went to school together,” you hum, picking at the edge of a splinter on the counter. 

"And the others?"

"Vernon and Aki knew each other already and Minghao came with them." You drink. "The three of them showed up basically as a package. Vernon was a coworker of mine, so I knew I could trust him."

Jihoon nods. "And now you're just—"

"Yeah," you say.

He takes that as the whole answer, which it is.

"What about yours?" you ask. "Your crew." 

You expect him to lock up, ignore it maybe or just redirect the conversation. But Jihoon smiles softly, glancing down at his glass.

“We didn’t choose each other,” he scoffs lightheartedly, glancing up at you once he realises that you might not know how it works. 

"We were all selected separately," Jihoon explains. "You don't just pick your crew for something like that. There's a whole process—evaluations, compatibility assessments, months of it." He turns the glass on the counter. "By the time we actually met each other we'd already been told we were going to spend years together in a metal box millions of miles from home."

"So you had no say in it."

"None at all." He says it without any bitterness. "Aera and I got along immediately. Seokmin took about two weeks before he stopped being weirdly formal about everything." He pauses. "Jeonghan was never formal about anything, which was its own problem at first."

“But it worked out in the end. You also don’t really have a choice when the alternative is making it difficult for yourself for however many years.”

You nod slowly. 

Jihoon watches you for a second before turning back to the bar.

"Do any of you have family here?" he asks. "In Phoenix."

It comes out of nowhere but not really, you think. He's been here over three weeks and nobody's mentioned parents or siblings or anyone outside the six of them. You'd probably wonder too. 

“We do,” you sigh. “All of us. But it’s safer for them to just believe that we’re dead too.” 

Jihoon pauses, sipping from his glass before he sets it down. He looks at you from the corner of his eye. “Well, that’s bleak.”

"Little bit, but we’re used to it.”

After that the conversation stops being about anything in particular, which is how you know it's going well. You ask how someone ends up studying astrodynamics and he gives you an answer that's more interesting than you expected. Then somehow you're talking about the bar snacks Jihyo sets down between you without being asked and how the concept of it has survived two centuries. Jihoon says some things are just too good to disappear, which you think might be the most optimistic thing he's said since arriving.

At some point you notice the door has been propped open and the air coming through is cool and dry.

You glance at the windows. The rain has stopped.

He looks toward the door too, then finishes the last of his drink and sets the glass down. You leave enough on the counter and pull your jacket on and he follows you out.

The streets are quieter than usual. Water sits in puddles at the low points of the road and drips steadily from the cables strung between buildings overhead. Jihoon walks beside you with his hands in his pockets.  The building comes into view at the far end of the street. Vernon's window is lit up, which means he's still awake, which means he'll have something to say about how long you’ve been gone.

Jihoon glances at it before his attention drifts back to you.

"Did you grow up around here?" he asks casually. 

"No." You step around a puddle. "I moved here a few years ago. Upper sectors before that."

He glances at you. "Upper sectors?"

"Five, mostly." Five. Jihoon runs the number against what you told him earlier in the pub—the lower the number, the higher up you are, the better the air and the infrastructure and everything else. Five is well off. Not the top, but well off enough. He looks at you for a second, at the worn jacket and the boots that have clearly done some miles and the easy way you navigate these streets, and thinks that you don't particularly look like you grew up anywhere else. 

But then again, what would he know? "What did you do?" Jihoon questions. "For work, I mean. To afford to live there." You're at the door now. The keypad glows faintly beside it. His question catches you off-guard enough to momentarily forget what you were about to do. But you press the code in and push the door open before glancing at him. “I worked for Lazarus.”

The file sits buried in the queue that none of the higher-ups bother scrolling through, tagged under Atmospheric Anomalies and marked as auto-cleared. It would’ve stayed there indefinitely if the sweep hadn’t landed on it by pure chance this week.

Audits happen twice a year at Lazarus Tech. A random batch is pulled from Security’s cleared files, checked against the raw data to make sure nothing slipped through that shouldn’t have. Most of the time, nothing has. The system doesn’t miss much. 

This time however, an issue is found seven files in.

Atmospheric Anomalies aren’t supposed to go further than the ten desks occupied by the Aerial Security department. That’s why it makes the room go quiet the second the door opens without a knock first. 

The Director doesn’t sit in on audits. She doesn’t explain why she’s here today either, not with the way she crosses the floor and drops a single printout in front of the analyst who signed off on it three weeks back.

“Talk me through this one.”

The analyst clears his throat, glancing at the two other people seated near him like it might help, but neither of them look up from their screens. Nobody wants to be involved in this more than they already are. 

“It’s a bloom,” he says. “Thermal signatures that are very common with re-entries. We get these constantly, ma’am—from the Wastelands. There’s junk falling out of orbit every other week, and it matched the previously recorded debris catalogues, so it got cleared automatically.”

“And you are sure that it matched the records?” she questions, raising an eyebrow. 

The analyst shifts uncomfortably in his seat. “It was within variance, ma’am.”

She doesn’t say anything to that, and instead pulls up the raw footage on his monitor, turning it so the rest of the desk can see it too, and scrolls through the shots of the descent slowly enough that the silence in the room starts to feel like its own kind of pressure. 

Debris doesn’t behave like this. Everyone in Aerial Security knows what a decaying fragment looks like, the way it tumbles and sheds speed unevenly, nothing about it deliberate. 

The footage cuts off before it lands, but it’s obvious enough. 

“That is not orbital debris,” she points out, her voice as cold as the sweat beading down the analyst’s neck. “There were corrections in speed and angles as it came down. None of you thought this was worth flagging?”

“The system cleared it,” the analyst tries again, weaker this time. “It's not really built for us to be double-checking every single—” 

“It's not built for you to be careless either.” Her voice doesn't rise, but it doesn't need to. “You had a signature that didn’t match the pattern it was compared against, and instead of escalating it, you let the automatic clearance stand because it was convenient.” 

She straightens up and looks around the room properly for the first time, at the rest of the desks that have gone quiet, at the people who’ve stopped pretending to work and are just watching now. 

“I want every flagged entry from the last six months pulled and reviewed. Not run through the system again. I want actual eyes on it this time.” 

Someone near the back starts to say that footage from before would’ve cleared the last audit cycle, then thinks better of it.  “Six months,” she repeats, like she’s already annoyed at having to say it twice. “I want to know if this is the only one we missed.”

She turns back to the analyst last. “You’re done here.” He looks up properly for the first time since she walked in. “Ma’am—” She’s already pulling her wrist up, tapping through something on her own display without waiting for a response. “Clear out your desk. Someone will walk you out.” 

She’s almost at the door when she stops. “Oh, and—” she doesn’t turn all the way around, just enough that her voice carries back across the room. “I want that object identified. Whatever it was, I want to know what it is, where it came from, and where it landed exactly.”

Nobody answers right away. “Send a team to the Scraplands,” she adds. “I don’t care what it takes to get there. Find it.”

[kazumx]

⊹₊ ˚‧︵‿₊ Be Good

Brat tamer!Woozi x subfem!reader headcanons

Notes/warnings: 18+, mean dom jihoon, jealousy, begging, calling him ‘sir’, calls you a good girl, oral, tying reader up, jihoon also records reader in the act.

- Jihoon is a man that knows what he wants

- This man sets boundaries REAL quick

- No matter who it is

- Even you

- So when youre pushing his boundaries more and more of COURSE he has to handle you

- He doesn’t like being touched as much

- We all know

- He only wants to be touch when he wants to

- So after a long day of putting up with you theres only one thing to do

- Absolutely no touching him when he has you sprawled out on the bed using his fingers to make you crazy

- No amount of begging could get you out

- Even the slightest amount of moving your hands from above your head is forbidden

- Edging you until he feels satisfied

- Imagine begging so much that he gives in

- Only for it to be a cruel lie

- He doesn’t feel bad either

- Your tears just fuel more

- And when you finally get to touch this man

- He’s pressing you into the mattress so you can scratch on his back all you like

- Imagine bothering this man while hes at the studio

- As hes trying to focus?

- As hes trying to do his job?

- And he has some brat nagging him.

- Blowing up his phone.

- When he comes home its over

- Honestly he enjoys his your bratty behavior

- Especially after such a long day

- Oh and dont dare let this man jealousy slip a bit

- You’re using that to your advantage so fast

- Jihoons so hard to read

- But as you purposely do too much with a friend

- If anyone can tell hes bothered its you.

- Cue to him making you grind on his fingers just to get off

- Taking it all out on you is just perfect

- alot of “yes sirs”

- especially when hes inbetween your legs

- asking if you knew what you did was wrong

- demanding that you respond to him even if he has you going crazy

- “Cant talk? But you seemed to be doing fine with your little friend earlier.”

- calling you a good girl when he has you on your knees

-honesty if we’re getting overly nasty

- if you let him he’ll tie you up and press record on the camera

-def something for him to listen to later

- lwk would randomly play the video

- telling you to look without you knowing what it is

- you being so shy and embarrassed is just so funny to him

- but in the end this man is amazing at after care

- the best part where you can touch him all you like

- Someone how with this mans size he knows how to dominate you in the most compelling ways

Authors note: who else is remembering that video where he says his height is the only small thing about him?? Sir??

[callisrecords]

PROJECT: KILL SWITCH [TEASER]

pairing: lee jihoon x f!reader trope: cyberpunk au, s2l description: Part of @studiosvt 's Cyberpunk: Reload collab On a trip to the Wastelands, you don't expect to find much that's intact. Definitely not an escape pod or a man still inside it. Lee Jihoon seems to be unregistered, unchipped and jarringly not from this century. In a city held together by a network no one can escape, he is the only thing it cannot read, cannot follow, and cannot override. As details about a mission that predates everything you’ve ever known begin to surface, you realise Jihoon’s existence is more than just an anomaly. Somewhere within the structure of the megacorp that controls the city lies a failsafe: a kill switch tied to an authority long believed dead. Except maybe it isn’t. warnings: cyberpunk dystopia, body modification, loss of autonomy, vomit/nausea, drugs and alcohol, mild body horror, injury, violence, explicit language, human experimentation, torture, grief and trauma teaser w/c: 900

The pod is mostly quiet now.

The low hum of whatever systems are still clinging to life runs underneath everything, and the occasional rustle of the food packet breaks through the silence, but neither of you speak.

The worst of the shaking has passed. He sits with his back against the chamber, one knee drawn up slightly, the other stretched out awkwardly. The empty water pouch sits beside him.

You eye the packet, wondering if it’s the real deal or the lab grown stuff from the lower markets. It looks real enough, and you’re hungry too, but it feels wrong to ask this man about food while he sits looking like that. 

He doesn’t look at you right away.

For a while, his attention stays on smaller things—the food in his hands, the way his fingers still tremble when he lifts it, the slow way he chews, like he’s making sure his body remembers how to. Every now and then his gaze drifts, to the panels along the walls, the flickering screens and strips of light slipping through the hatch behind you.

Then to you. Like you’re the one thing in the room he hasn’t accounted for yet.

His brows tighten. You can’t tell if he looks alarmed or suspicious before he glances away, dropping his attention back to the food.

Another bite.

Then, like he can’t leave it alone—

“…are you part of the recovery crew?” he asks, throat finally softened by the water. 

“What?” Your brows furrow.  

“The recovery crew,” he repeats, slower this time, like it's obvious and you’re the one missing it. He gestures vaguely around the pod. “Where’s the rest of them? Has mission control been notified?”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

His face twists in confusion too. Great. Neither of you knows what the other is saying.

“This,” he says, knuckles weakly tapping the side of the chamber. “The pod. We were supposed to—” He stops, jaw tightening. His gaze flicks past you, to the door, the sliver of grey sky and scrap beyond it.

“This isn’t a water landing, is it?” he asks, more to himself than to you, “We didn’t…”

His eyes lock onto you, running up and down before his lips purse.

“What are you wearing?”

The confusion deepens, tipping into disbelief. “Where did I land? Some kind of… themed zone? Convention or something? Are we at Comic Con?”

You blink at him. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I don’t—” He shakes his head. “I don’t know what else this is supposed to be.”

That’s enough.

You bring your wrist up, the interface flickering to life across your skin in a soft blue, thin lines of light forming a curved display just above your hand.

“Name,” you demand. “Tell me your name.”

He stares at the hologram first with widened eyes and a dropped jaw. 

“Hey, answer me!” 

“Jihoon,” he says. “Lee Jihoon.” 

You type it in and the system scans through the city’s registry faster than you can follow.

NO MATCH.

You frown and try again. Still nothing. 

You lower your hand, the projection still hovering. Jihoon hasn’t moved, his attention still locked on your wrist. 

His eyes move from the display to your face and then back. “We didn’t have—” He stops himself.

A few seconds pass before he speaks again, more careful this time

“The time dilation. If I’m back now, it must have been…” The cogs turn visibly. “About fifteen years? Is it 2047?”

“Are you on something?” you scoff, starting to get annoyed. “If this is some sort of a stim trip, you picked a bad place to ride it out.”

The words come out sharper than you mean them to, but it feels like someone’s pulling a prank on you, and it's been a long day.

“No, wait—” Jihoon splutters, raising a hand. “What year is it? How long has it been since the launch?”

“What launch? Lazarus hasn’t sent anything to outer space in decades.” You scowl. 

“What year is it?” He asks again. “Please.”

You exhale sharply, massaging your temple before turning back to him. “Fine,” you roll your eyes, feet tapping on the ground. “It’s 2226.”

There’s a brief pause where he looks at you like he’s waiting for you to follow that up with something else—something that makes it make sense—before a faint crease forms between his brows and his gaze drops, his tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek.

“Right,” Jihoon says after a few seconds. He nods multiple times before tilting his head up to look at you again, trying to figure out if you’re serious or just committed to whatever this is. “Okay.” 

You say nothing.

He drags a hand through his damp hair before settling it at the back of his neck. It makes him look casual enough. Maybe even awkward, if it wasn’t for the way his cheeks are hollowed with irritation.

“That’s funny,” he adds, without any real humour. “Did they tell you to say that, or—”

“They?” you cut in.

“The recovery team,” he repeats, making you groan. “Or whoever got here first. I don’t know what the plan was, but this—” he nods toward you, “—isn’t how you debrief someone coming out of hypersleep, sorry.”

You stare at him, the earlier annoyance settling back in. 

What are you going to do with him?

[saku4u]

|svt m.list|Navigation|Requests - Open|

Pairing - Idol!Woozi x Fem!Reader

Genre- ??? to Lovers, Fluff and Angst, Mutual Pinning, Jihoon is YEARNING

Synopsis(Pt.2) - You thought the hardest part was losing him. You were wrong. The hardest part was finding out the person who made you feel seen was someone you never truly knew.

Months after the late-night conversations, the convenience store lights, and the goodbye he never gave, he comes back with no excuses—only a promise to be honest this time. But forgiveness isn’t the same as forgetting, and love isn’t enough without trust.As he slowly lets you into the world he once hid from you, you have to decide if the boy you fell for was real… and if you’re willing to let him stay.

Word count - 5k+

Playlist - Who Knows(Daniel Caesar)

Pt.1(Can be read as a stand alone)

The first thing he noticed when he came home was that everything looked exactly the same.

And somehow, that made it worse.

The streets he had passed hundreds of times still looked familiar. The city lights still reflected against the windows of passing cars. The convenience stores still stayed open through the night, their bright signs glowing against the darkness like little reminders that somewhere, someone was still awake.

Everything was the same.

Except the one thing he wanted to find.

You.

He stood outside the convenience store, his hands buried deep into the pockets of his hoodie as he stared through the glass doors.

Three in the morning.

The same time.

The same place.

The same stupid routine he had built his entire life around without realizing it.

For a moment, he let himself believe that when he walked inside, you would be there. Maybe you would be sitting at the table outside with a drink in your hand, complaining about work like you always did. Maybe you would look up, roll your eyes, and ask where the hell he had been.

Maybe you would laugh.

Maybe you would forgive him.

But deep down, he already knew.

You wouldn’t.

Because he wasn’t the only person who had been waiting.

You had waited too.

And he had been the reason you stopped.

The bell above the door rang softly as he entered.

-

The convenience store looked exactly how he remembered it. The shelves were still lined with snacks neither of you ever bought, the lights were still far too bright for three in the morning, and the cashier still looked half asleep as they sat behind the counter. Everything about the place felt almost painfully familiar, like he could walk outside and see you sitting at the small table waiting for him like you always used to.

But when his eyes moved toward the corner, reality settled in.

The table was empty.

It was the same table where he had spent months learning every little thing about you. The table where he had laughed more than he had in years. The table where he had slowly forgotten about the pressure of being someone everyone else expected him to be.

It was the one place where he had been able to exist without pretending.

And now it was just a table.

His chest tightened at the realization, and he hated himself for being surprised. Deep down, he knew you weren’t going to wait forever. He knew that after disappearing without an explanation, after leaving you to wonder what happened, he didn’t deserve to walk back in and find you sitting there like nothing had changed.

Because if he was being honest, he had done the exact same thing to you.

He had left you waiting.

-

Before Jihoon met you, he thought he understood loneliness.

He thought loneliness was being surrounded by thousands of people and still feeling like nobody actually knew you. He thought it was standing in front of a crowd, hearing everyone call his name, and still feeling completely alone when the lights turned off.

He thought he had gotten used to it.

Then you came along.

Somehow, a random conversation at three in the morning with a stranger became the only time he felt normal. The irony was that you had no idea who he was. You didn’t know the name people screamed at concerts. You didn’t know the songs he spent months writing and rewriting. You didn’t know his face was on advertisements or that there were thousands of people who thought they knew him.

To you, he was just a tired guy in a hoodie who complained about the coffee being too bitter and always forgot to bring a spoon.

And he loved that.

More than he probably should have.

The first time someone asked him what his favourite thing about being famous was, he gave the answer everyone expected. He talked about performing, about music, about the fans who supported him, and he meant every word.

But when he thought about the moments that actually stayed with him, they weren’t the ones under bright stage lights.

They were the quiet moments sitting across from you at a cheap plastic table while you complained about your day. They were the nights where you laughed at something stupid he said. They were the moments when you looked at him and didn’t expect anything from him.

You didn’t need him to be perfect.

You didn’t need him to be anyone other than himself.

You just wanted him to show up.

And that was the one thing he failed to do.

-

He started coming back every night.

Not because he thought you would appear. He wasn’t that naïve. At least, he tried not to be.

He came because he didn’t know where else to go.

The table stayed empty, and the seat across from him remained untouched. The world kept moving around him, people walking in and out of the store without knowing that this place held the biggest mistake he had ever made.

And still, he kept coming back.

Because this was the last place where he felt close to you.

His members noticed, of course.

They always noticed.

“You’re going to that store again?”

He looked up from his phone to see Soonyoung standing in the doorway of the studio, arms crossed and clearly not buying his excuse.

He sighed. “It’s just a store.”

Vernon looked up from his phone and raised an eyebrow.

“No. It’s the store.”

He didn’t answer because there was no point pretending otherwise.

It wasn’t just a store.

It was where he met someone who somehow became more important than he ever expected. Someone he never told the truth to. Someone he lost because he was too scared to let himself be known.

“You should talk to her.” Soonyoung said and Vernon nodded in quiet agreement.

Johoon’s fingers tightened around his phone.

“I don’t even know if she wants to see me.”

“Do you?”

He looked away, annoyed by how quickly he knew the answer.

“Yes.”

“Then go.” He pushed.

He let out a quiet breath.

“It’s not that simple.”

His friend’s expression softened slightly.

“No, it’s not.”

They paused before continuing.

“But avoiding it is exactly what got you here.” Vernon pitched in.

The words stayed with him long after the conversation ended.

Because they were right.

He had spent his entire life controlling every part of himself. His image. His emotions. His words. Every mistake was calculated, every action carefully thought out.

And somehow, the one person who never asked him to be anything was the person he couldn’t be honest with.

-

You found out about him on a random Tuesday.

Which honestly felt pretty fucking unfair.

You always imagined that if you ever discovered who he really was, it would be something dramatic. Something obvious. Something that made sense.

Not you sitting on your couch after work, eating dinner and barely paying attention to the television playing in the background.

A performance came on, and at first you ignored it.

Until you heard his voice.

Your fork stopped halfway to your mouth.

You looked up.

The face on the screen was familiar, but somehow different. Not physically. It was still him. The same eyes. The same smile. The same expressions you had memorized without even realizing it.

But there was something else there.

Confidence.

A version of him that belonged to a world you didn’t know existed.

The crowd screaming his name felt distant, almost unreal.

Because you knew him.

You knew that voice.

You knew that smile.

You knew the tired expression he wore when he thought nobody was paying attention.

No.

Your mind rejected the thought immediately.

There was no way.

But then the screen showed his name.

And suddenly everything made sense.

The late nights.

The disappearing.

The way he avoided talking about himself.

The way he always seemed exhausted but never explained why.

You sat there frozen, trying to process the fact that the person who knew your coffee order, your worst coworker, and every tiny thing that annoyed you was someone you didn’t actually know.

You grabbed your phone and opened your messages.

Just to be hit with the same thing that happened last night, and the night before that, and the one before that.

You didn’t even have his number.

And that hurt more than you expected.

Not because he was famous.

Not because he was an idol.

But because suddenly you questioned everything you thought you knew.

Were those nights real?

Did he actually look forward to seeing you?

Or were you just an escape from the life he actually cared about?

A small break from the pressure before he went back to being someone else?

The thought made your chest ache.

Because the worst part wasn’t the anger.

It was that you still missed him.

You hated that after everything, you still remembered the way he laughed. You still remembered how he looked at you when you spoke. You still remembered how the world felt quieter whenever he was around.

You hated that you cared.

-

For a while, neither of you spoke.

The convenience store continued around you, completely unaware of the tension sitting between two people who had once spent hours talking about everything and nothing. The refrigerators hummed softly in the background, cars passed outside, and the cashier continued scrolling on their phone like the world wasn’t currently falling apart at the small table in the corner.

He looked at you carefully, almost like he was trying to memorize every reaction on your face.

Like he was afraid you would disappear again.

And maybe that was the part that bothered you most.

Because you understood that look.

You had worn it too.

You had spent weeks staring at the entrance of this store, convincing yourself that every person who walked in could be him. You had checked the time. You had waited longer than you wanted to admit. You had pretended that you weren’t disappointed every time the bell rang and it wasn’t him.

So you stopped showing up.

But one day months later it was 3 AM and work had eaten you alive. So you stopped by, just for something small.

You skimmed through the noodles section like you had that night, then the bell above the door rung. But you knew better, you had waited until the sun rose and until your body had given up on you, falling asleep—cheek pressed against the cheap plastic tables.

You knew better than to turn around.

You knew better than to expect anything.

And yet you still, for some reason had hope… so you turned.

But as if fate was mocking you itself he was already looking at you, if you hadn’t been so sleep deprived you would have seen the way his breath hitched.

You hated that you still recognized the exhaustion in his eyes.

You hated that you noticed how tired he looked.

You hated that after everything, your first thought was still wondering if he was taking care of himself.

Because you still cared.

And that made being angry so much harder.

Before you knew it you found yourself sitting, like the day it all started.

“I should’ve told you.”

His voice was quiet.

You looked back at him.

“I should’ve told you everything.”

You crossed your arms, looking away.

“Yeah.”

The answer was simple, but the weight behind it wasn’t.

You weren’t trying to punish him. You weren’t trying to be cruel.

You were just tired of pretending that everything was okay.

“I should’ve told you my name,” he continued. “I should’ve told you what was happening. I should’ve trusted you enough to let you decide what you wanted to do.”

That made you look at him again.

Because that was the first time he admitted it.

Not that things got complicated.

Not that his schedule was busy.

That he chose.

“I don’t understand why you didn’t.”

Your voice was quieter now.

“Why didn’t you just tell me?”

He looked down at his hands.

For once, he didn’t seem like someone who had an answer ready. He looked like someone who had replayed this conversation in his head a hundred times and still couldn’t find a version where he didn’t hurt you.

“I was scared.”

You let out a small breath.

“Of me?”

His eyes immediately lifted.

“No.”

The answer came too quickly.

“Never you.”

He paused.

“I was scared of what would happen after.”

You didn’t say anything, so he continued.

“Everyone already knows a version of me. The version they see on stage. The version that’s supposed to always be happy, always be confident, always know what he’s doing.”

He gave a small laugh, but there was no humor behind it.

“And then there was you.”

Your expression softened slightly.

“You knew nothing about me.”

He looked at you.

“And somehow, you knew me better than people who have known me for years.”

The words sat between you.

Because you understood what he meant.

You just weren’t sure if that made things better or worse.

-

“I didn’t want you to look at me differently.”

You stared at him, almost unable to believe that was the reason he had given you. After everything, after months of wondering if those nights had meant anything to him, that was the explanation he had been carrying around this whole time.

“And instead, you decided for me.”

He went quiet, because he knew you were right. That was the part you hated most. You wanted him to argue. You wanted him to give you some explanation that would make everything hurt less, something that would allow you to believe maybe you had misunderstood him or maybe the situation was more complicated than it seemed.

But he didn’t.

He just stood there and accepted it.

“I know.”

His voice was barely above a whisper as he looked down at his hands.

“I know I took that choice away from you.”

The anger you had been holding onto for months suddenly felt heavier. It had been easier when you convinced yourself that he didn’t care, because then you had something simple to be angry at. It was easier to believe those nights had only mattered to you, that you had been nothing more than a temporary escape from the life he actually belonged to.

But seeing the guilt in his expression made it impossible to keep believing that.

And somehow, that hurt more.

“I spent months thinking I mattered to someone who didn’t even fucking trust me enough to tell me the truth.”

Your voice cracked slightly, and you immediately looked away because you hated that he could still affect you like this. You hated that even after everything, even after you had spent so long convincing yourself you were done caring, he could still make you feel like your heart was sitting right on the surface.

“I kept wondering if I was just some escape for you.”

His expression shifted instantly, and something about the way he looked at you made your anger falter. It was like the idea that you believed that hurt him more than your anger ever could.

“You weren’t.”

The answer came immediately.

“You were never that.”

You looked away, swallowing the ache in your chest.

“Then what was I?”

For a moment, he didn’t answer. He looked down like he was trying to find the right words, not because he didn’t know how he felt, but because he knew words weren’t enough anymore.

Then he finally looked back at you.

“You were the person I looked forward to seeing every day.”

Your chest tightened at the honesty in his voice.

“I don’t want you to say things just because you feel guilty.”

“I’m not.”

The certainty in his response made you look at him again.

“I’m not saying this because I’m trying to fix what I did or because I want you to forgive me faster. I’m saying it because it’s true.”

And that was the hardest part.

You believed him.

-

You didn’t forgive him that night, and he didn’t ask you to.

That was the first thing he did differently.

Before, he would have tried to find the perfect words or the perfect apology, something that would erase the hurt and make everything go back to the way it was before. But he finally understood that you weren’t something he could fix with one conversation.

You weren’t a mistake he could apologize away.

You were someone he hurt.

And if he wanted any chance of being part of your life again, he needed to prove that he understood the difference.

So he started small.

The next night, you walked into the convenience store and saw him sitting outside at the same table. For a moment, you considered turning around and leaving because you weren’t sure if you were ready to deal with him again.

But then you noticed the second drink sitting across from him.

You stopped.

His eyes lifted, and you caught the brief look of uncertainty on his face.

“I didn’t know if you wanted one.”

You glanced at the drink before looking back at him.

“You remembered?”

A small smile appeared.

“Of course I remembered.”

It shouldn’t have affected you as much as it did. It was just a drink, something small and almost meaningless, but that was always how he had been. He remembered things you didn’t expect him to. Your favourite snack. The songs you hated. The little habits you didn’t even realize you had.

The smallest details that proved he was paying attention.

You sat down slowly, not because everything was okay and not because you had forgiven him, but because some part of you still wanted to hear what he had to say.

-

The weeks after that felt strange because you had to get to know him all over again. Not the version of him you thought you knew before, and not the idol everyone else saw, but just him.

This time, you asked questions.

And this time, he answered.

“What’s your favourite song you’ve written?”

He looked surprised, and you immediately noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You looked surprised.”

He smiled slightly.

“I guess I just wasn’t expecting that question.”

“Why?”

He looked down at his drink, thinking.

“Most people ask about the songs that did well or the ones everyone likes.”

His fingers traced the edge of the cup.

“Not many people ask which one means the most to me.”

You softened slightly.

“So?”

He thought for a moment.

“Probably the one I haven’t finished.”

You frowned.

“That’s such an annoying answer.”

A quiet laugh escaped him.

“Why?”

“Because it sounds like something someone says when they’re trying to be mysterious.”

He shook his head.

“I’m serious.”

You watched him carefully.

“Why isn’t it finished?”

His expression changed slightly, the playful look fading into something quieter.

“It’s about someone.”

The air shifted between you.

You looked away, pretending not to be affected.

“Someone important?”

His eyes stayed on you.

“Yes.”

You didn’t ask anymore, and he didn’t push.

Because he was learning.

This wasn’t about getting you back as quickly as possible.

It was about proving, slowly and consistently, that he could become someone you trusted again.

-

Little by little, he did.

Not through huge gestures or dramatic apologies, but through the small choices he made every day. If he was busy, he told you. If he couldn’t come, he didn’t disappear. If something was bothering him, he tried to talk about it instead of shutting you out.

And you noticed.

You tried not to.

But you did.

Because the version of him you remembered was still there. The quiet humor. The way he listened. The way he looked at you like every word you said mattered.

Slowly, the wall you had built around yourself started to come down.

Not all at once.

Not completely.

But enough.

-

The first time he showed up without hiding under a hoodie, you realized something you hadn’t expected.

He still looked like him.

That was the strange part. You had spent so much time building up this image in your head of the person he was hiding, that you expected seeing him without the disguise to feel like meeting someone completely different.

But it didn’t.

He was still the same person who complained about terrible songs on the radio, stayed awake far later than he should, and drank convenience store coffee at three in the morning like it was the only thing keeping him alive.

The only difference was that now you understood.

You knew why he disappeared.

You knew why strangers recognized him.

You knew why there had always been this invisible distance between the life he lived and the life you knew.

And somehow, knowing the truth didn’t make him feel further away.

It made him feel more real.

“I’m sorry.”

You looked up from your drink.

He was staring down at his hands, his fingers lightly tracing the edge of the cup in front of him.

“For what?”

He hesitated.

“For making you feel like you only knew half of me.”

You didn’t answer immediately because, honestly, you didn’t know how to explain how accurate that was.

That was exactly what hurt.

The months you spent together weren’t fake. The conversations weren’t fake. The laughs, the late nights, the way he remembered every little thing about you—none of it felt like something someone could pretend.

But at the same time, it felt incomplete.

Like you had been given a piece of someone without ever knowing there was an entire world attached to it.

“I don’t know how to do this.”

His eyes lifted.

“Do what?”

You looked at him, trying to find the right words.

“Trust someone who has a whole life I don’t understand.”

For a moment, he didn’t say anything.

Then he nodded slowly.

“Then I’ll let you understand.”

-

For a while, neither of you talked about what would happen next.

You existed somewhere between what you had been and whatever you were becoming.

You weren’t strangers anymore, but you weren’t exactly the same either. There was still a distance between you, something neither of you wanted to acknowledge but both of you could feel.

Trust didn’t magically return just because you both wanted it to.

Some days, you still thought about those nights you waited for him.

You still remembered staring at the convenience store door every time the bell rang, wondering if maybe that would be the moment he finally walked back in.

Sometimes you wondered how someone could become such an important part of your life while still keeping such a huge part of themselves hidden.

But then he would show up.

Not because he expected anything from you.

Not because he thought one conversation would fix everything.

He just showed up because he said he would.

And slowly, that started to mean something.

-

You learned more about him in the months after that than you had during all the time you originally knew him.

Not because he suddenly decided to tell you everything.

Because this time, you asked.

And he answered.

You learned about the parts of his life that weren’t shown online. The exhaustion that came with constantly being watched. The pressure of knowing every mistake could affect more than just himself. The fear that came with disappointing people who depended on him.

You learned that sometimes he stayed late because music was the only way he knew how to organize his thoughts.

You learned that he wrote lyrics when he couldn’t sleep and kept unfinished songs because he hated forcing emotions before they were ready.

Sometimes he would sit alone with a notebook for hours, staring at words he couldn’t finish because the feelings behind them were still too complicated to explain.

One night, while the two of you sat outside the convenience store, you noticed the notebook beside him.

You nodded toward it.

“Is that another song you refuse to finish?”

He looked down at it before smiling slightly.

“Maybe.”

You rolled your eyes.

“You’re impossible.”

A quiet laugh escaped him.

“I’ve heard that before.”

You took a sip of your drink, glancing back at the notebook.

“Is it about the mysterious person again?”

His fingers stopped moving.

For a second, you thought you had made things awkward.

Then he looked at you.

“It’s about you.”

The words were simple, but they changed the atmosphere between you.

You had suspected it, in a way.

The way he remembered everything.

The way certain lyrics sounded familiar.

The way he sometimes looked at you like he was trying to memorize the moment.

But hearing him actually say it was different.

“You wrote about me?”

He nodded.

“Not exactly.”

He looked down.

“I wrote about how I felt around you.”

Your expression softened.

“What’s the difference?”

He thought about the question for a while.

Then he answered honestly.

“I don’t know.”

A small smile appeared.

“I guess that’s why I couldn’t finish it.”

-

The closer you got to him, the more you started realizing something.

You had spent so much time focusing on the parts of him you didn’t know that you forgot about the parts you did.

You knew the person who always asked about your day, even when he was exhausted.

You knew the person who remembered when you had a bad meeting at work and checked in afterward.

You knew the person who could tell when you were pretending to be okay before you even admitted it yourself.

You knew the person who once told you your laugh was the first genuine thing he had heard after a terrible day.

That version of him was real.

And maybe that was what scared you.

Because if everything had been fake, if every moment had been an act, then moving on would have been easier.

But it wasn’t.

He was complicated.

He had made mistakes.

He had hurt you.

But he was also someone who was trying to become better because of them.

And as much as you hated admitting it, you could see that.

-

The conversation about his life finally happened on a night when the convenience store was quieter than usual. The rain tapped softly against the windows, and the two of you sat underneath the small awning outside, watching the streets blur as the water reflected the city lights.

“You know this isn’t going to be easy.”

You looked over at him, but he wasn’t looking back. Instead, his attention stayed on the rain as his fingers tapped lightly against the cup in his hands.

“What isn’t?”

He took a slow breath before answering.

“Whatever this is.”

You didn’t respond right away because you knew exactly what he meant. The feelings that had been growing between you, the closeness that had slowly returned, the thing neither of you had been brave enough to acknowledge out loud.

“If we actually do this,” he continued quietly.

“But?”

His eyes finally moved toward you, and you noticed the uncertainty in his expression. It wasn’t the confidence people saw when he stood on stage, and it wasn’t the carefully controlled image he showed the world.

It was just him.

“But I don’t want to pretend it isn’t happening.”

You looked down at your hands.

“Your life is complicated.”

He nodded.

“I know.”

“You’re an idol.”

Another quiet nod.

“And I’m not.”

The words came out softer than you intended. It wasn’t because you thought less of yourself, but because you understood the difference between your worlds. His life existed under bright lights, surrounded by thousands of people who knew his name.

Your life didn’t.

He studied you carefully.

“Does that bother you?”

You hesitated before answering. But after everything, after the months he spent proving that honesty mattered, you knew you couldn’t hide behind a lie anymore.

“Sometimes.”

He didn’t look offended.

He didn’t try to argue or convince you that you shouldn’t feel that way.

He just listened.

“I don’t know what dating someone like you would mean,” you admitted quietly. “I don’t know if I could handle everyone knowing. I don’t know if I could handle strangers having opinions about me, or feeling like I’m sharing someone who was never really mine.”

His expression softened, and for a moment, you saw the hurt in his eyes.

Not because he thought you were blaming him.

Because he understood why you felt that way.

“You were never competing with anyone.”

His voice was calm.

“You never had to compete with my fans, my career, or anyone else.”

You looked back at him.

“But your whole life is built around other people.”

He nodded slowly.

“It is.”

For a moment, neither of you spoke.

Then he looked at you.

“But the person I am with you isn’t.”

-

That was the thing you couldn’t stop thinking about.

Because when he was with you, he wasn’t an idol. He wasn’t someone thousands of people expected things from. He wasn’t someone who had to constantly worry about how he looked or what he said.

He was just the person who complained about terrible coffee and acted personally betrayed when his favourite snacks were sold out.

He was the person who got genuinely excited when he found a song he liked, who remembered small details about your day, and who looked happier when you noticed something about him.

He was the person who was scared you wouldn’t forgive him.

And maybe that was why you fell for him.

Not because he was famous.

Not because he was talented.

Because he was human.

-

The confession didn’t happen dramatically.

There was no perfect moment or grand gesture. No carefully planned speech where everything suddenly became clear.

It happened the same way everything between you had started.

Three in the morning.

A convenience store.

Two people sitting across from each other, pretending their feelings weren’t the reason they kept coming back.

The rain had stopped sometime before, but the pavement was still wet, reflecting the convenience store lights in small puddles. The city felt quieter than usual, almost like the world had decided to give the two of you a moment where nobody else existed.

He was quieter than normal.

You noticed immediately.

“You’re thinking too much.”

His eyes lifted, and a small, surprised smile appeared.

“Am I?”

“Yes.”

You leaned back slightly, studying him.

“You’re doing that thing.”

He tilted his head.

“What thing?”

“The thing where you stare at your drink like it personally offended you because you’re trying to avoid saying something.”

A quiet laugh escaped him. It was small, but real.

“I didn’t know I was that obvious.”

“You are.”

He shook his head slightly.

“You always notice everything.”

The words sounded simple, but there was something behind them that made your expression soften.

Because you did notice everything.

Even now.

Even after everything that happened.

You noticed when he was tired. You noticed when he was worried. You noticed when he was pretending he was okay.

And maybe that was the problem.

You still knew him.

-

He looked down at his hands, and for a while, neither of you said anything. You waited, not because you were impatient, but because you knew him. You knew if you interrupted, he might retreat into himself again.

And after everything, you knew how hard he had worked to stop doing that.

“I don’t know how to say this without making it sound like I’m trying to fix everything.”

Your eyebrows pulled together slightly.

“What do you mean?”

He looked up at you.

“I know saying sorry doesn’t erase what happened.”

Your expression softened.

“I know telling you how I feel doesn’t suddenly make everything okay.”

He paused, taking a breath.

“But I also know that if I keep avoiding this, then I’m doing the same thing I did before.”

Your chest tightened because he was right.

The old version of him would have avoided the conversation. He would have waited for the timing to be easier, for the fear to disappear, for everything to somehow solve itself.

But this time, he was sitting across from you, clearly terrified, and still choosing honesty.

“I don’t want to hide from you anymore.”

The words were quiet.

But somehow, they carried more weight than anything else he had said.

-

You looked down at your hands, trying to figure out how to explain everything you had been carrying around since the night he disappeared.

“Do you know how hard it was?”

His expression softened immediately.

“What?”

You swallowed, your fingers tightening slightly around your cup.

“When you left.”

The words sat between you, heavy with everything you had kept inside for months. He didn’t interrupt, and he didn’t try to defend himself. He just listened, letting you say everything you had never been able to tell him.

“I spent weeks trying to convince myself that I was being dramatic. That maybe I shouldn’t care because we weren’t technically anything.”

You let out a quiet breath, looking away.

“But I did care.”

His eyes stayed on you.

“And I hated that.”

There was a sadness in your voice that surprised even you.

“I hated that someone I wasn’t even supposed to miss was the only person I wanted to talk to.”

His expression fell slightly, and you could see how much your words affected him.

“I’m sorry.”

You looked back at him.

“I know.”

The answer seemed to catch him off guard because you weren’t saying it angrily. You weren’t trying to punish him or make him feel worse than he already did.

You were just tired.

“I know you’re sorry,” you continued. “But that doesn’t change the fact that you hurt me.”

He nodded slowly.

“I know.”

“You don’t get to disappear and then come back expecting everything to be the same.”

“I don’t.”

His response came immediately.

“I don’t expect that.”

You studied him carefully.

“Then what do you expect?”

For a moment, he didn’t answer. His eyes moved back toward the street, like he was trying to find the courage to say something he had already known for a while.

Then he looked back at you.

“Nothing.”

You blinked.

“Nothing?”

He nodded.

“I’m not asking you to forget what happened. I’m not asking you to suddenly trust me again just because I’m sorry.”

His voice softened.

“I just want a chance to show you that I can become someone you trust again.”

And that was what made it harder.

Because he wasn’t asking you to forgive him because he felt guilty. He wasn’t trying to make you responsible for making him feel better.

He was just asking for the opportunity to prove that he meant what he said.

And somehow, that felt more dangerous.

Because part of you wanted to let him.

Part of you wanted to stop fighting the feelings you had spent so long trying to bury.

Part of you wanted to admit that you had missed him every single day.

But you were scared.

Not of him.

Not anymore.

You were scared of everything that came with him.

“You know this isn’t simple.”

His eyebrows pulled together slightly.

“What isn’t?”

“This.”

You gestured between the two of you.

“Whatever this is.”

He stayed quiet.

“You’re an idol.”

He nodded.

“And I’m just…”

You stopped yourself because you didn’t know how to finish the sentence.

Just what?

Just someone normal?

Just someone who didn’t belong in his world?

He noticed immediately.

Of course he did.

“Don’t do that.”

You looked at him.

“Do what?”

“Make yourself smaller because my life is bigger.”

The words caught you off guard.

He leaned forward slightly, his expression serious.

“You are not less important because people don’t know your name.”

You looked away.

“That’s easy for you to say.”

“Yes.”

He nodded.

“It is.”

A small pause followed.

“Because I know what it feels like.”

You looked back at him.

“To be surrounded by people and still feel invisible.”

His voice became quieter.

“And you were the first person who didn’t make me feel like that.”

Your chest tightened because that was the thing you kept forgetting.

Everyone knew him.

Everyone knew the idol.

The performer.

The person under the stage lights.

But you knew the version of him nobody else got to see.

The tired one.

The quiet one.

The person who didn’t have to pretend.

“You really mean that?”

He didn’t hesitate.

“Yes.”

His eyes stayed on yours.

“I don’t think you understand how much.”

The honesty in his voice made you look away because, somehow, you did understand.

Maybe too much.

“I think I started falling for you before I even realized it.”

You froze.

His fingers moved slightly against the table as he looked down.

“I think it happened slowly.”

A small smile appeared.

“Like when you started bringing an extra drink because you knew I’d forget.”

A quiet laugh escaped you.

“I did that once.”

“You did it every time after.”

“Because you were always forgetting.”

“I know.”

His smile grew slightly.

“You always complained about it.”

“Because you were annoying.”

“Still am.”

“Very.”

For a moment, everything felt normal again.

Almost like you were back at the beginning, before the hurt and the distance and everything that had complicated things.

Then his expression softened.

“But I love that.”

The words were quieter.

“I love that you saw all of that.”

The silence that followed wasn’t uncomfortable. It was full.

You looked at him, really looked at him.

The person you thought you had lost.

The person who hurt you.

The person who had spent months trying to prove that the version of him you cared about was real.

“I’m still angry.”

He nodded.

“I know.”

“I’m still scared.”

“I know.”

You swallowed, your eyes dropping toward your drink.

“But I don’t think I ever stopped loving you.”

For a moment, he didn’t move. His eyes widened slightly, like he hadn’t allowed himself to believe those words were possible.

“You don’t have to say that because you feel bad.”

“I’m not.”

Your voice was steadier this time.

“I’m saying it because it’s true.”

For once, he didn’t have a response.

He just looked at you like he was trying to understand how he had gotten a second chance after everything.

“I don’t know what happens next.”

You looked down.

“I don’t know if I can handle everything that comes with you.”

He nodded slowly.

“Okay.”

You looked back up.

“Okay?”

A small smile appeared.

“Okay.”

You frowned slightly.

“That’s it?”

He laughed softly.

“What else am I supposed to say?”

“I don’t know. Maybe argue a little?”

He shook his head.

“No.”

His expression softened.

“I spent too long thinking I had to convince you to stay. I don’t want to do that anymore.”

The words settled between you.

“We’ll figure it out.”

“You say that like it’s easy.”

“It’s not.”

His thumb brushed lightly against the edge of his cup.

“But I’d rather deal with something difficult with you than go back to a life where I’m pretending I don’t feel anything.”

And that was when you finally understood.

He wasn’t choosing you because it was the easiest option.

He wasn’t choosing you because you were convenient.

He was choosing you because you mattered.

The next few weeks didn’t suddenly become perfect. You still had doubts, and he still had fears. There were still moments where his schedule got complicated, where the reality of his life reminded you that loving him would never be simple.

But the difference was that he didn’t disappear anymore.

He communicated.

He explained.

He let you into the parts of his life he once kept locked away.

And slowly, you stopped feeling like you were standing outside of his world.

You weren’t just the girl from the convenience store anymore.

You were someone he chose.

Someone he fought for.

Someone who saw him before the world did.

And when he finally finished the song he had been writing all those months ago, he didn’t show it to you immediately.

He waited.

Because he wanted you to know he wasn’t giving it to you as an apology.

He wasn’t trying to turn his feelings into a performance.

He was just sharing something that was always yours.

The song was simple.

No dramatic promises.

No perfect ending.

Just a story about two people who found each other at three in the morning when they were both lost.

And at the very end, the last lyric was the one thing he never got to say back then.

I’ll see you tomorrow.

And this time, he meant it

a/n - AHHHHH its finally done!! I really hope you all liked part 2. It's mentioned at the top of the post and I edited it onto part 1 as well but I personally think that you can read part 1 as a stand alone, but I was genuinely go grateful to see so many people like it and want a part 2. Thank you so much for reading and have a good day/night.✌️✌️

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Pairing- Idol!Woozi x Fem!Reader

Genre- Strangers to Lovers, Fluff and Angst, Mutual Pinning

Synopsis- At three in the morning, the world feels a little quieter. For you, it’s the only time you can escape the exhaustion of your job and the expectations that come with the day. For him, it’s the only time he gets to exist without being watched.

Word Count- 3k

Playlist- Plastic Palm Trees(Tate McRae)

Pt.2 (Part 1 can be read as a stand alone)

The world was a bitch.

A bitch that poked, nagged, and worked new hires to the point where they could collapse from pure exhaustion.

It was around 2:40 AM when you finally looked up from your computer, only to be met with the sight of an office that was completely deserted and almost pitch black. Everyone had gone home hours ago, but for some ungodly reason, you—the new hire of only two weeks—had been left with the workload of three managers and a deadline that could honestly be considered workplace harassment.

You leaned back in your chair, letting your muscles finally relax after hours of being forced into the same uncomfortable position. Even then, they continued to scream in protest from the sheer physical strain they had been under.

Slowly, you stood from your desk and dragged yourself toward the break room, remembering the lunch you had brought with you that morning. A lunch you had packed with the foolish thought that you would actually have time to eat at some point during the day.

Your stomach ached with hunger, but even it seemed too exhausted to complain anymore.

Something else that should be mentioned was that the majority of your office—despite working for a high-end company that paid fairly well—were somehow the biggest group of cheapskates to ever grace an office building.

Which, of course, included the mysterious disappearance of anything remotely edible if you left it unattended.

And unfortunately, by the time that thought crossed your mind, it was already too late.

Your lunch was gone.

Along with whatever small amount of sanity you had left.

“Oh my god… this is it. This is where I die,” you whispered dramatically to yourself as you made your way back to your desk, grabbing your things and preparing to finally leave in a fit of anger.

The amount of rage running through your bloodstream was almost impressive. You were so annoyed that you barely even registered where your feet were taking you until you found yourself standing outside a convenience store at 3 AM, a few blocks away from your apartment.

The bright artificial lights of the store burned your tired eyes, almost as if they were mocking you.

You couldn’t even remember why you had come here in the first place.

Seriously, you should be at home sleeping. Resting. Recovering before waking up and doing the exact same thing all over again—only to get ignored when you asked if anyone knew where the stapler was.

You covered your face with your hands and let out a long, defeated sigh.

“What am I doing with my life?” you questioned out loud, staring at the glowing store in front of you.

You stared at the convenience store for a few more seconds, debating whether going inside was even worth it. The rational part of your brain reminded you that you had work in a few hours and that standing outside a convenience store at three in the morning while having an existential crisis probably wasn’t the healthiest use of your already limited sleep schedule.

But the louder part of your brain—the one that had just worked a fourteen-hour shift, survived purely on caffeine, and lost the only thing keeping it alive —won.

With a tired sigh, you pushed open the glass doors.

The small bell above the entrance chimed, and the warmth from inside immediately hit you. It wasn’t anything special, but after spending hours under the cold, lifeless office lights, the soft glow of the convenience store almost felt comforting. It was simple. Quiet. Normal. Something your day had been missing.

You dragged yourself toward the instant noodles, staring blankly at the options in front of you like choosing between different flavors was somehow the most difficult decision you had ever faced.

“You look like you’re about to fight the ramen section.”

The sudden voice made you freeze.

You turned around to see a guy standing a few feet away, a drink in one hand and a small look of amusement on his face. He had a hoodie pulled over his head, covering most of his face, but you could still see the tired expression in his eyes.

You blinked.

“Sorry?”

He gestured toward the shelves.

“You’ve been staring at those noodles for like five minutes.”

You glanced back at the noodles.

Then back at him.

Then back at the noodles again.

“Wow.”

You placed a hand over your chest dramatically.

“Not only am I sleep deprived, but now I’m being judged by a stranger at a convenience store.”

The corner of his mouth lifted slightly.

“I didn’t say anything about judging.”

“Your eyes did.”

“My eyes?”

“Yes.”

He looked genuinely confused.

“That’s impressive.”

You narrowed your eyes at him.

“Are you making fun of me?”

“Maybe a little.”

For some reason, that made you laugh.

A real laugh.

The first one you’d had all day.

The guy looked slightly surprised, like he hadn’t expected to actually get one out of you. Maybe he wasn’t used to people laughing at his jokes, or maybe he just didn’t expect someone as exhausted as you to still have the energy to.

After a moment, his expression softened.

“You okay though?”

The question caught you off guard.

Not because someone asked.

Because nobody had.

Not your coworkers. Not your manager. Not even yourself.

You opened your mouth, ready to give the automatic response. The easy one everyone used when they didn’t want to explain how they were really feeling.

I’m fine.

But for some reason, under the bright lights of a random convenience store at three in the morning, you couldn’t bring yourself to lie.

“No.”

Your voice came out quieter than expected.

“No, actually. I’m really not.”

His expression changed slightly, becoming softer.

You immediately looked away, suddenly embarrassed.

“Sorry. I don’t know why I said that. I don’t usually trauma dump on random strangers.”

“You didn’t.”

He shrugged casually.

“Sometimes it’s easier to tell someone you’ll never see again.”

You looked back at him.

“Are you speaking from experience?”

There was a pause.

Then he nodded.

“Maybe.”

The two of you stood there in comfortable silence, and somehow, for the first time all day, the silence didn’t feel heavy.

It felt peaceful.

A few minutes later, you found yourself sitting outside the store with a cup of ramen between your hands, the steam slowly disappearing into the cold night air. You didn’t even remember agreeing to sit with him. It just happened naturally, like the universe had decided you both needed a moment away from everything else.

“So,” he said, leaning back slightly. “Do you always come here at three in the morning?”

You looked at him.

“Are you asking because you’re judging me?”

“No.”

“Because you’re here too.”

That made him laugh softly.

“Fair.”

You smiled slightly.

“I guess we’re both losers who can’t sleep.”

He looked down at his drink.

“Maybe.”

The two of you didn’t exchange much personal information that night. Not names. Not jobs. Not anything that could make things complicated.

Just small things.

Favourite snacks.

Songs you hated.

Things that annoyed you.

Random thoughts that only made sense at three in the morning.

And somehow, it was enough.

When you finally stood up to leave, you realized you felt lighter.

Not fixed.

Just lighter.

The guy watched as you grabbed your bag.

“See you tomorrow?”

The question slipped out before he could stop it.

You smiled.

“Are you saying you want to see me again?”

He immediately looked away.

“No.”

A small pause.

“Maybe.”

You laughed.

“See you tomorrow.”

And you did.

Every night.

-

It became a routine.

Three in the morning.

The same convenience store.

The same little table outside.

The same two people pretending they weren’t waiting for each other.

You learned little things about him.

That he liked quiet places.

That he worked late.

That he loved music.

That he hated talking about himself.

You never asked too much.

And he never offered.

It was strange.

You had known him for months, but you didn’t even know his full name. You didn’t know what he actually did, why his schedule was always so unpredictable, or why he sometimes disappeared for days without explanation.

You just knew that when three in the morning came around, you looked forward to seeing him.

Until one night, you waited.

And waited.

The clock on your phone changed from 3:15 to 3:30.

Then 4:00.

The convenience store lights stayed on, glowing the same way they always did. The doors opened and closed. People came and went.

But he never walked through them.

You told yourself he was probably busy.

Or tired.

Or maybe something had come up.

So you came back the next night.

And the next.

And the next.

Each time convincing yourself it would be different. That eventually he would show up with that same tired expression and a drink in his hand, acting like he hadn’t made you worry.

But he didn’t.

The seat across from you stayed empty.

Slowly, you stopped looking at the door every time the bell rang.

You stopped checking the time.

You stopped buying two drinks.

Until one day, you realized you had finally stopped waiting.

And somehow, that hurt more than you expected.

-

The first thing he noticed was the silence.

Not the peaceful kind, but the kind that felt heavy. The kind that only existed after everyone had left the studio and the only sound filling the room was the quiet hum of the computers still running. He stared at the screen in front of him, the same eight lines of lyrics sitting unfinished for the past hour while the melody played softly through his headphones. It was good, at least he thought it was, but something about it felt incomplete. Like there was a missing piece he couldn’t find.

He leaned back in his chair, rubbing his tired eyes as he looked around the empty studio.

Everyone else had gone home hours ago. The other members had tried convincing him to leave too, telling him he was going to sleep in the studio again and that it wasn’t healthy. He remembered laughing it off, pretending it didn’t bother him, but the truth was that sometimes he didn’t even realize how late he stayed until everyone else was gone.

Everyone knew he worked late because he cared about music. They knew he pushed himself because he wanted everything to be perfect. They knew the version of him that stood on stage under bright lights and performed in front of thousands of people.

But knowing someone and understanding someone were two completely different things. Sometimes, after the lights turned off and the cheers faded, he was just tired. Not physically, but in a way that sleep couldn’t fix.

His eyes returned to the lyrics on his screen, and he almost laughed when he realized what he had been writing. A love song. He hadn’t even noticed it at first. He had started with a simple idea—a late night, a quiet place, someone who made the world feel less overwhelming—and somehow it had turned into something else entirely.

He eventually closed his laptop and grabbed his things, deciding that staying any longer wouldn’t help. His phone buzzed beside him with another reminder about tomorrow’s schedule, another recording, another meeting, another thing he needed to do. His life was planned down to the minute, and sometimes he wondered if there was any part of it that belonged only to him.

Instead of going straight home, his feet carried him somewhere else.

A convenience store.

Three in the morning.

He didn’t know why he came there. Maybe it was because it was the only place still awake with him. Maybe because nobody looked at him twice. Here, he wasn’t an idol, a producer, or someone people expected things from. He was just a tired guy buying a drink in a store that was too bright for the middle of the night.

The bell above the door rang as he entered, and that was when he saw you.

You were standing in front of the instant noodles, staring at the shelves with the most exhausted expression he had ever seen. It looked like you were having a serious argument with them, and for some reason, it made him smile.

Before he could stop himself, he spoke.

“You look like you’re about to fight the ramen section.”

You turned around, clearly caught off guard. “Sorry?”

He pointed toward the shelves. “You’ve been staring at them for a while.”

Your expression immediately changed. “You were watching me?”

He froze slightly.

“Wow,” you said, placing a hand over your chest dramatically. “Not only am I having the worst day of my life, but now I’m being judged by a stranger at a convenience store.”

He stared at you for a second before laughing quietly. He didn’t expect you to be funny. He didn’t expect you to make him laugh at all.

“I wasn’t judging.”

“Your eyes were.”

“My eyes?”

“Yes.”

He tilted his head, genuinely confused. “That’s impressive.”

“Are you making fun of me?”

“Maybe a little.”

He expected you to be offended, but instead you laughed. And something about that sound stayed with him.

Later, when the two of you sat outside the store eating ramen, he realized something strange. He didn’t feel completely exhausted anymore. The stress was still there, the schedules and expectations still existed, but for a little while, they felt far away.

You didn’t ask him questions he didn’t want to answer. You didn’t ask about his life or why he was awake at three in the morning. You just talked. About your awful day, your missing lunch, your coworkers, and all the little things that somehow felt important in the quiet of the night.

When you finally stood up to leave, he found himself asking without thinking, “See you tomorrow?”

The words slipped out before he could stop them.

You looked back at him with a small smile. “Are you saying you want to see me again?”

He looked away, suddenly embarrassed.

“No.”

A pause.

“Maybe.”

You laughed.

And then you left.

But the next night, he went back.

And you were there.

-

It became a habit.

Three in the morning. The same convenience store. The same little table outside. The same person waiting for him.

The girl from the convenience store.

He never understood how someone he barely knew could become such an important part of his life. You didn’t know about his schedules. You didn’t know why he sometimes disappeared for days. You didn’t know why his phone constantly went off or why he looked so tired.

You just knew him.

And somehow, that was the part that scared him.

Everyone else loved the version of him he showed them, the version that performed and smiled and always seemed to have everything together. But you liked the person he was when nobody was watching.

He started writing more after meeting you. At first, he told himself it was because he needed inspiration. Because he was a songwriter. Because music was what he did.

But eventually, he had to admit that every song somehow became about you.

The warmth of the convenience store lights at three in the morning. The sound of your laugh. The way you complained about everything but still smiled. The way you seemed less tired when you were with him.

He even started remembering small things, like your favourite drink and the snack you always bought.

And the worst part?

He liked it.

-

Then the announcement came.

Tour.

Months of schedules, different cities, different countries. Everyone congratulated him. Everyone was excited, and he was too. He loved performing. He loved music. But there was one thought he couldn’t get rid of.

You.

He sat in the studio after everyone had left again, but this time he wasn’t writing. He was thinking back to the last thing you said to him the night before.

“See you tomorrow night?”

His chest tightened.

He should tell you.

He knew that.

He should explain that he wasn’t just someone who worked late, that his life was more complicated than what you saw at three in the morning. But every time he tried, he didn’t know how.

How could he explain that the person you knew was only one part of him?

He told himself he would tell you the next night.

Then the next.

Until suddenly, there was no next night.

The day of the flight came too quickly. Everything moved at once—staff, members, luggage, schedules, cameras. Before he knew it, he was gone.

The first night away, he expected to miss the convenience store.

He didn’t expect it to feel like something was missing from him.

He looked at the time.

3:00 AM.

His first instinct was to grab his hoodie and leave. Find somewhere quiet. Go back to the place where everything felt normal.

But he couldn’t.

He was thousands of miles away.

And you were probably sitting at that little table.

Waiting.

The thought made his stomach twist.

He opened his phone and searched for your name, only to realize something painful.

He never asked for your number.

He knew your favourite snack. He knew your coffee order. He knew the name of the coworker who annoyed you most.

But he didn’t know how to reach you.

He had written songs about someone whose life he didn’t even have access to.

So he waited.

Thinking he would see you again.

Thinking he would explain.

Thinking there was still time.

Until he came home.

And when he finally returned to that convenience store…

The seat across from him was empty.

a/n - Life is unpredictable, enjoy everything you have in the moment to its fullest

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[mymegrokosmos]

hii i was wondering if u cld make a cute little woozi fic where hes very clingyy after work n reader takes care of him :3

ofc! woozi is always a fun little challenge to write haha. I hope this is what you had in mind.

cozy clingy woozi x reader, domestic fluff, babying, jihoon is very sleepy.

It's nearly seven when Jihoon steps into the apartment and the sun is still finding its place in the sky. You don't hear the door at first, so busy making a second cup of coffee that you miss the sound of quiet footsteps dragging along down the hall. It's not until he steps up behind you, chin resting on your shoulder, that you register he's home.

"Hi baby."

Woozi just presses a kiss to your cheek and steals the mug of warm caffeinated goodness from your hands. It's his sleepy form of greeting. You watch as he shuffles over to the sofa, sipping coffee the whole way.

"Have you slept?"

He grunts as you follow, setting the empty mug on the coffee table and tugging you onto his lap. "Soonyoung interrupted my nap."

You do your best to stifle your laugh, but the way he narrows his tired eyes at you says you haven't completely succeeded and holding back the smile. Your amusement must be contagious because he just sighs and pulls you closer. You squeak, arms slipping around his neck, and watch as he leans his head against the back of the couch.

"He has been known to do that."

"Hmm."

Jihoon's eyes flutter shut and you take the opportunity to reach up and run your fingers through his hair. It's a mess, escaping the tie he had it pulled up into at some point and floating around his face. He hums contently and leans into the soft touch. You give it a few minutes before shoving at his shoulder and trying to get up. Trying being the imperative word because Jihoon's arms tighten around you until you can't move.

"Hoon..."

He peels one eye open to regard you suspiciously. It reminds you so much of a grumpy cat being woken from their nap. You sigh and shake your head, leaning in to kiss his nose. He scrunches it but doesn't pull back.

"Let me go please."

"I like you here, it's comfortable."

You wiggle in his grasp. "Too bad, you need a shower and I was in the middle of making breakfast. Food first, then you can sleep."

He huffs but considers this. "Does this sleep come with cuddles?"

"As many as you want."

He's going to hold you to that. He always does when he's clingy like this. He's adorable when he's tired but you'll never tell him that or he'll stop seeking out your affection just out of principle. He groans as you climb back to your feet and drag him up off the couch, using the excuse to pull you into his arms and sway back and forth for another few minutes before letting you go again.

"More coffee?" You ask as he shuffles off down the hall.

"Can I have two please?"

"That bad huh?"

"Soonyoung spent three hours making me record a song about how he stole Seungcheol's hat."

You whistle. That might be a new record. It's not exactly unexpected but you're starting to understand why your boyfriend is feeling extra clingy today. Soonyoung is lovely, but he can also be a lot. Jihoon's social battery is probably in need of a recharge.

"I'll make a whole pot."

When he emerges from the bathroom again your boyfriend looks much more alive. His blonde hair is still damp and he's thrown on his comfiest t-shirt and shorts. It takes about two more cups of coffee to get actual words out of him and he spends the whole time you're cooking pressed against your back with one arm looped around your shoulders silently tasting everything you pass him without question.

The sleepy cat behaviour continues as you eat, Jihoon reaching over to tug your chair closer to his when you sit too far away but protesting when you try to feed him even a single bite. He lingers close while helping you with the dishes, cheek resting against your shoulder, and when you finally declare it's time for a nap he can't shuffle you along to the bedroom fast enough.

"Lee Jihoon," Your attempt at scolding doesn't really land because you can't seem to keep the smile from creeping into your tone. "what's the rush? I'm not going anywhere."

"We have like half an hour before someone needs something from me, if we're lucky." He mumbles against the back of your neck.

"Tell them to bother Cheol."

He grunts. "Scoups hyung is tired."

"So are you."

He doesn't reply to that but he does slow down just a little.

"Here, hand over your phone. I'll put it on silent and if someone needs something urgent they'll ring through and I can talk to them while you get some rest."

He doesn't hesitate. The phone ends up on your bedside table and your boyfriend's head nestles into your lap as you lean back against the headboard, fingers carding through his hair. Woozi lets his eyes drift closed. You sit in silence for a while until you think he's fallen asleep and his soft murmur makes you jump a little.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"Making sure I rest."

You laugh softly and lean down to press a soft kiss to his forehead. "Your members do that too."

"It's not the same."

"So what you're saying is my cuddles are better?"

"Yes." Silence for a minute as he adjusts his position a little, leaning further into your touch. "I'm not dealing with them sulking if you bring it up in front of them though. You can handle that."

"Deal."

You think you can live with that.

[orbitingaroundearth]

𝘑𝘪𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 (+𝟣𝟪)

𖤐𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝖺 𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖭𝖲𝖥𝖶 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖨 𝖽𝗈 𝗈n 𝗂𝖽𝗈𝗅𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝖺𝗋𝗄 (𝖺𝗄𝖺 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖽𝗋𝗈𝗈𝗆) 𝖨'𝗆 𝖽𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗈𝗍, 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗆𝖺𝖽𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖽𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 (𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌) 𝗅𝖾𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖽. 𝖨'𝗆 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗂𝖽𝗈𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆𝗌𝖾𝗅𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖽𝗈 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗈𝗎𝗌𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗏𝗂𝖻𝖾𖤐

-𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘴, 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘴, 𝘌𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴, 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘯, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘵, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦.

𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘶𝘮 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘵. 𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘉𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘯𝘰-𝘯𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴.

𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘪𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘶𝘯, 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦, 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵. 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢 "𝘴𝘶𝘣-𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦" 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦...𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘦. 𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦. 𝘋𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘺𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭, 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘰𝘯. 𝘛𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘱 𝘵𝘰𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘥𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵. 𝘏𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦, 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘹 𝘵𝘰𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘺, 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘻𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘰𝘴, 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘦𝘸𝘥 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘫𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦.

𝘉𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥, 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦...𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘚𝘶𝘣𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬, 𝘔𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬, 𝘗𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘚𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 (𝘛𝘰𝘱,𝘉𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘮), 𝘗𝘦𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘍𝘦𝘮𝘋𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘢 𝘔𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬. 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘭.