you've been holding it for a while now. i made sure of that. made you drink glass after glass while i kept you close. kept touching you. kissing your neck. running my hands over you. getting you worked up slowly while you got fuller and fuller and couldn't do anything about either.
watched you start to squirm on my lap. watched you press your thighs together. watched you try to be subtle about it and fail.
"you okay?" already knowing the answer.
shifting against me. not answering. just pressing closer.
"i know." pressing a kiss to your temple. hand running slow up your thigh. feeling you tense immediately. "not yet."
a small desperate sound. hiding your face in my neck.
"i know baby." cooed at you. "just a little longer."
by the time i pushed you back onto the bed you were a complete mess. squirming before you even hit the mattress. grabbing at me. hands pulling at my shirt. at my arms. needing me closer. needing something.
"please..." barely coherent already. "mommy please..."
"i know." pressing a kiss to your jaw. your neck. taking my time. running my hands over you slowly. feeling you shiver under them. "i know sweetheart."
pulling at me harder. hips already shifting.
pressing another kiss to your collarbone. your chest. making my way down slowly. taking my time.
"mommy—" whimpered out. trying to pull me back up. needing me closer.
"i've got you." not rushing. pressing a kiss to your stomach. feeling you tense under my lips. "i've got you baby. i'm right here."
sliding my hand down finally. feeling how wet you are before i even get there.
"look at you." so soft. "you're soaked already sweetheart."
hiding your face. a small embarrassed sound.
"don't hide." gently. fingers just barely there. "let me see you."
whining. hips chasing my hand immediately.
starting slow. just my fingers. barely. feeling your whole body react all at once. feeling how sensitive everything is. how full you are making every sensation more intense. more overwhelming.
grabbing at my arm. a desperate sound.
"i've got you." keeping the same pace. watching your hips roll toward me. "breathe. i've got you."
squirming. thighs trying to press together out of habit. fighting so many things at once.
not stopping. curling my fingers slightly. watching you gasp. feeling you clench.
nodding. barely. eyes shut. another small sound slipping out.
working you slow. taking my time. watching your face. the way your lip keeps catching between your teeth. the way your hands keep flexing against my arm. the way you're losing the battle against all of it slowly and beautifully.
"you're doing so well." stroking your hip. "so well baby."
a shaky breath. trying to hold it together.
"mommy—" just that. just my name. voice cracking on it.
"i know." so gentle. not stopping. "i know. i've got you."
tears sliding down now. not from pain. just from how much it all is. too full. too turned on. too sensitive. all of it compounding into something overwhelming.
"please—" barely a whisper. "please i need—"
"yeah." pulling my fingers away slowly. watching you whimper at the loss. "i know what you need."
reaching for the strap. taking my time with it. watching you watch me. chest heaving. thighs shaking. bottom lip caught between your teeth.
lining up. pressing in slow.
"i know." pressing in deeper. so slow. hand warm and steady on your hip. "i know baby. just breathe. i've got you."
starting to move. slow and deep. watching your face try to process all of it at once.
finding your clit with my thumb. slow easy circles.
your whole body arching up immediately. a broken gasp.
"stay with me." not stopping. keeping both rhythms steady. "just feel good. i've got you."
squirming. hips moving on their own. leaking slightly and whimpering about it.
"hey." so soft. not stopping. "you're okay. i've got you. just feel good for me."
nodding weakly. tears sliding down.
speeding up slightly. watching you lose the last bit of composure you were holding onto.
hips chasing me now. not fighting anymore. taking every inch of me.
"that's it." so warm. leaning down to press a kiss to your cheek. still moving. "that's it sweetheart. just feel good. i've got you. i'm right here."
"please—" the way you say it. completely gone. not a word anymore. just a sound.
"i've got you." not slowing down. "let go. i'm right here. let go for me."
feeling you fall apart. the sound you make. the way your whole body gives in all at once. the way everything releases at exactly the same moment.
staying right there. working you through every second of it.
pulling you close the moment you come down. arms around you before you've even caught your breath. pressing kisses to your hair. your temple. your cheek.
"i've got you. you're okay. i've got you."
holding you through all of it. rubbing your back. keeping you close. pressing soft kisses to your face while you come back slowly.
after. when your breathing evens out. when the grip on my shirt loosens into something softer.
stroking your hair back from your face.
"you did so well." so soft. pressing a kiss to your forehead. "so well baby. i'm so proud of you." pressing another kiss to your cheek. your nose. watching your eyes flutter. still dazed. still soft. "my good girl. so perfect for me."
tucking your face back into my neck. arms around me loosely.
keeping you there. rubbing slow circles on your back.
"i've got you. i'm right here."
