how do you consistently write such bangers?? i need to know ur process. do you just sit down and knock out 2k words???!!!!
also what do you think proffessor anderson would do in the apocalypse? does she stay with ruby or does she disappear into the woods? 😭
so yes i do just get an idea and i sit down to write. I woke up at... 10? and i got up and sat down at my computer and started creating the post and editing lol
i actually don't think any of my work is good... like at all. if im being honest im shocked my account has almost 2k people here. i promsie when i say this im not fishing for compliments, i actually just started writing to distract me from harming myself. i never truthfully thought i was any good.
i am overly critical of everything i do tho.. you wouldnt think id be a perfectionist with out messy i am but when it comes to artistic things and my body i am a disgusting perfectionist.
i wrote that chapter like... a couple weeks ago? i saw someone post about obsession ellabs and i was like HELL YEAH. but then it stayed in my docs for a while cause i thought it sucked.
theres another fic ive been writing that idk if ill post. its seraphite reader x abby and its a huge slow burn. it dives into the seraphite culture a lot. uhm but everytime i come back to it i feel like it sucks.
that happens with my other fics too. if you ever notice im taking a long time to post a fic its because im being overly critical about myself and im rewriting over and over again.
then if you see me post a bunch of chapters at once its because I've gotten really frustrated and just said fuck it.
i also rewrite sections three or four times but ill leave them in paragraphs so i can come back and compare.
its lowkey kind oif frustrating. i dont know. if you guys saw my process youd be like wtf.
but since writing my novel i have started creating outlines that i follow... sometimes.
this was long but uhm... i havent updated my phone so i cant see that emoji. ill need you to pick another
