blurb: you decided to go off on a whim and spend the summer with your cousins at some bougie resort in the hamptons called Herring & Co. known for their phenomenal smoked red herring dish and their beautiful new york coastal sights. thinking that you were going to be surrounded by a bunch pretentious assholes, you kept your excitement to your yourself. but, on this expense-free-trip your expectations are exceeded rather than met with the undercover raunchy nightlife and the people you meet along this month-long trip. but thatâs not all⊠when the partner of the resorts hunkiest dance instructor makes a dramatic fall, your trip begins to get a whole lot more interesting.
warning: +18 minors dni â vulgar language, dirty dancing relations, bumping n grinding, sexual tension, eventual smut, steve being patrick swayze level sexy, slight classism, tommy h, lumax, and erica sinclairâs mouth.
note: i watched dirty dancing and my mind went to immediate WORK. itâs not going to be exactly like dirty dancing but itâs heavily inspired. HEAVILY!
now playing⊠Johnnyâs Mambo
COMING SOON!
001. Bodies, Bodies, Bodies (Bumpinâ and Grindinâ)
for some reason my pisces sun and gemini MH is being super potent rn... iâm in the mood to manipulate and make someone fall in love w me đđđ
summary: requested; when the knight in shining armor realizes heâs in love with his clumsy girl
warnings: best friends to lovers, talk of injuries
word count: 2.1k
Beauty can be found in repetition. In the comfort that comes with it, the assurance that life is going exactly as it is supposed to. That all the pieces are falling into place without fuss or feathers. That is what life felt like for Benedict Bridgerton.
     There was nothing quite like coming home to a life that revolved around and around like a pretty little carousel after a long day of tedious painting, worrying over the works of his own mind and hand. Predictable life was so beautifully mundane and peaceful at times.
warnings: regency courting etiquette, gender roles/sexism, use of âladyâ and âshe/herâ and âwomanâ, flirting, benny being absolutely in love with you, improper smooching, few innuendos, a smidge of heavy petting.
word count: 5.6k
blurb: where you care too much about what your mother thinks, much to your siblings dismay, it almost guides all of your decisions. but when you rely on what you want... you find it to be rather rewarding â starting with a simple game of fencing. En Garde.
a/n: iâve written so many drafts, but i think im really gonna post this one lol. i havenât written goodies about men in a WHILE so forgive me if itâs bad you guys :((
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âMama is going to have more than a word with you when she finds out about this, Antoine.âÂ
âWouldnât you rather participate in an activity youâre actually good at, than just⊠Promenading around the yard?â He scoffed, using an overdone posh accent.Â
The mama you shared was very particular when it came to the season of your debut. You happened to be the first daughter of the Sinclair Household, out of two, to debut into society. Which meant, all eyes were on you â technically. Coming from a well-renowned family, many people held many expectations for you. And, the Ton couldnât wait to deliberate about someone who slightly strayed from tradition and normalcy. That could easily dampen the reputation your family built through years of networking.
It should also be mentioned that your father is the ultimate source for how the Ton perceives you â heâs a Marquess, anointed by the Queen. So, maybe it wasnât only high society you had to look out for.Â
It was the lovely lady who governed, her grace.Â
Which makes this rendezvous, with your favorite suitor, all the more complicated. Antoine was very adamant about ensuring your happiness. As your brother, that was his job â so he claims. Antoine, is a very generous elder brother â honestly, better than most. Better than his own friends who happened to share the title. The season had only begun a month ago, but heâd noticed that you hadnât caught the eyes of anyone in particular. Your family was high enough in society to at least attempt a love match â he knew you deserved that much.
So, he examined the pool of eligible men around him. Choosing to ignore their overbearing sexual history, since he himself was questionable in that department. His character was separate from his reputation with women â which wasnât that thick of a book, by the way. Antoine was a good man who just so happened to love the company of beautiful women. He was simply a product of what society enabled â and there were more like him.Â
He didnât want to be biased, so he began with Mr. Lumley. He was an attractive young man whose record was clear. Mr. Lumley had already called for you, offering you flowers and such. But, you werenât completely sold. You accompanied him to a ball hosted by the Abernathyâs, but no flutters were felt. And, you were determined to feel those flutters.
Next, he jumped to his closest friends â the Bridgertonâs. Whom of which you met on plenty of occasions. Antoine didnât care to consider the Viscount, being that he was familiar with how he desired his future. His first consideration was Colin. He was kind and harbored that love for adventure that you did. However, he notice a subtle glance he gave to Penelope Featherington and decided not to tread on that territory. Finally, the artist of the family, Benedict. Antoine had noticed the two of you got on nicely â more than nicely. Thatâs when he began to plant his seeds of love â he calls it.Â
When your brother found a trashed sketch of your face⊠He knew his meddling worked.Â
Antoine is more than positive heâd helped you find your match. So it didnât matter what your mama thought, or even the Ton. He was a genius.
In a little over forty-eight hours, Lady Bridgerton is planning to host a ball at Aubrey Hall. You were invited as a noble guest, being that you were being courted by her second eldest. And, there you were standing walking down the backyard steps of the manor with your brother â complaining. He had proposed a date to your potential lover. A date that isnât very ladylike of you to participate in â even if you were fantastic at the art of it. Your mother had come a day later than the two of you, and sheâll be in Kent sometime this day. If she saw youâŠÂ
âThis isnât an activity for a future wife, Antoine.â You may have been quoting your mother, but her words often rang true. And, even if it wasnât itâs not like you had the reigns, as a woman, to tempt fate. Spinster age was around the corner.Â
Fencing. What a lovely sport. If only you could proudly proclaim your love for it.Â
You were wearing the same beige frock you wore when playing with your siblings. It had long billowing sleeves, but the bodice was still firm to your bust. Stylishly laced at its edges. âSince when did you care what future wives did?â He grumbled, dressed in his white fencing attire, holding both of your swords. âYou knew Benedict before your debut-â
âAnd he wasnât interested until my debut!â
âThat changes nothing, y/n. If he didnât like you we wouldnât be here now. And, we most certainly wouldnât be walking across a field to go fencing behind bush-lining.âÂ
A nervous sigh fell from your lips, as you waddled across the grass. The pair of you were meeting Benedict and his brothers a little ways from the back of Aubrey Hall. âThe one thing you can trust is my word, sister. I would never steer you wrong.â He patted your shoulder, sliding his arm along them to pull you closer.Â
The sun was blinding your eyes as you approached the shaded area, fortunately, shaded. One of your arms slides around the middle of his back, leaning on him to gather your strength. Youâve never been the type to be insecure â maybe this season was messing with you. Not once have you ever been hesitant to show off your skills. The stress of being a debutante, even while officially courting, was changing you. Was this the path to becoming a woman â watering down your passions, or feeling bad if you didnât?Â
Smile.
âLord and Lady Sinclair,â Anthony spoke, bowing his head shallowly, while the pair of you approached. The two other brothers do the same.
âAnthony,â Antoine boyishly grinned.
âViscount Bridgerton,â You disconnected from your brother to dip coyly. âMr. Bridgerton⊠Mr. Bridgerton.â Your eyes flickered from Colin to Benedict â the artist that held your heart between his hands. Antoine joked about with the boys, patting their shoulders playfully.Â
Benedict leaned down to speak lowly near your ear. âHow come you didnât tell me you knew the art of fencing?â He raised an eyebrow. The sensation of his warm breath on the side of your neck and the shell of your earlobe. A dry giggle left your lips, looking up at the tallest brother. In truth, it was because of your motherâs nagging voice in your head. But, you couldnât share that. Of course, not.Â
âIt simply never came up â slipped my mind, forgive me.âÂ
âNo need to ask for forgivenessâŠâ Benedict leaned closer to your ear once more. âI already knew. You can thank your brother for that.â Â
In response, exhaled forcefully, glaring at the back of Antoineâs head. Thanks a lot, now I look like a liar. Rolled your eyes, stalking towards him with a bit more ferocity than you walked in with. Anthony nodded his head in your direction, causing him to turn around with an absent mind â looking directly above your head. âAntoine!â You sharply called. He immediately looked down, meeting your height. âAre we fencing or not â we do not have all day.â You pull the fencing sword from his hand, turning on your heels.Â
âAh, my bad, sister. We shall begin⊠Benedict.â Antoine looked at the man standing back behind you, a smirk curling on his lips. He prepared to step forth, but you held your hand out. Your palm hovering over his chest.Â
âNo, not yet. AntoineâŠâ You pointed with your dulled sword. âYou first.â Benedictâs eyes never leave your frame, watching as you command his attention. He takes a few steps back, wandering to sit on the bench along with the other Bridgertons.Â
Antoine inhales, hanging his head briefly with a mischievous smirk. âAh⊠Thereâs the y/n I like to see.âÂ
âEn Garde, brother.â
You place your non-dominant hand on your hip, using the other towards your opponent. Your eyes were carefully trained on Antoine, squinting intimidatingly, positioning your feet. He readies, doing just the same. Your brother and you had been in this position plenty of times, and often they ended with him laying in the grass. Rarely ever you. âAntoine, remember, this is your sister â she is a lady. Take it easy on her.â Anthony teasingly called, glancing over towards you.Â
A scoff fell from your lips as you lunged toward your brother, colliding his sword with yours. âSave the insults for when youâre on the end of my sword, Lord Bridgerton.â Antoine lunged toward you, but you jumped back avoiding the contact of the dull sword. You hummed, cockily swinging your weapon. The sound of the swords clashing filled the space, with little grunts from the both of you. Antoine managed to get two taps against your waist, and you managed to get one on his. However, as per, he ended up kissing the grass.Â
You laughed in victory, bowing to the small audience. âWhoâs next?â
Minutes flew by as you tackled both Anthony and Colin Bridgerton â successfully knocking them to the ground. You actually had to go against the eldest brother thrice before he completely gave up. Which only earned giggles from Benedict as he lounged on the bench.Â
âDo not laugh yet, brother. Laugh when you prevail that storm of a woman â Lady y/n, I mean. My apologies.âÂ
âYour mistake was purposeful, Lord Bridgerton.âÂ
You responded, as your eyes followed Benedict as he positioned in front of you â sword in hand. A competitive twinkle glimmered in his blue eyes as he straightened his posture. âI do apologize for my brotherâs â theyâre not known for challenging their opponents.âÂ
âLies! Lies, you tell!â Colin exclaimed, pointing at the artist.
With a chuckle, you circled that vertically gifted man. âAnd⊠You are?â You raised a single eyebrow, hitting his sword with your own. The trace of a smile being left on your lips, batting your eyelashes at him. âA gentleman shall never go back on his word. Are you going to challenge me, Mr. Bridgerton?âÂ
âOnly if you wish, my love.âÂ
A beat.Â
Your eyes widened, lips parting in awe. But, easily your eyebrows deepened in determination. He was playing dirty. Using his sparkling eyes and boyish smirk to dismantle your throne. âCharm â a devilish trick. Donât let his advances disturb you, y/n.â Antoine supported, leaning on his knees intently.Â
âWouldnât dream of it.âÂ
Benedict lunged, but you dodged. Your eyes were glued to his eyes. Honestly, if your families werenât near â youâd probably toss the dull weapons to the side and pounce on the man. Benedict didnât have to speak to charm you. A simple glance was all you needed. âOuch.â He placed a hand on his chest, feigning pain. âI would hope that my charm disturbs you a little.âÂ
You raise your eyebrows, tapping your swords again. âDisturbs me or flatters me?âÂ
âPerhaps, both.â He pauses, as you lunge toward him. Barely grazing his arm with the thin blade. You curse under your breath, biting the inside of your mouth. âTo leave you utterly enamored is, in fact, a goal of mine.âÂ
Hm. You hum, smiling with your bottom lip stuck between your teeth. Technically, heâs met that goal on many occasions â he just couldnât know that for sure. âIs it, now? Howâs that working out for you?â He lunges towards you, the sounds of your swords clashing multiple times. Your non-dominant hand gripped the skirts of your dress as you backed up into the treeline.Â
Benedict shrugs, backing up and gathering his breath. âFairly well, I believe.âÂ
âYou think?âÂ
âI know-âÂ
His voice was cut off by the pinched tone of a stressed mama. You immediately freeze, pivoting and holding the sword behind your back. There she was stomping across the grass, with your younger sister following behind, begrudgingly. âMama,â You fought a frown with a smile. Benedict had slowly walked behind you, taking the sword from your hands. Thankfully, you sent him a smile.Â
âMama, youâve arrived in Kent! Welcome.â Antoine tried, standing from the bench.Â
âMarchioness Sinclair, it is truly a pleasure,â Anthony spoke, elbowing his brother to speak. âTruly.â Colin co-signed, bowing his head.Â
Your mother was fuming, smoke was practically coming from her ears. âWhat is the meaning of this nonsense, y/n?â She questioned, deliberately. You adjusted how you stood, looking back at Antoine. He shrugs, trying to think of something on his feet that could save the both of you.Â
Then, he stepped forward â Benedict, not your brother. âI asked her to join my brothers and I for a roundâŠâ He glanced down at you. âOr two. I heard she was quite a force to be reckoned with when it came to fencing, and I was only curious.â His eyes gleamed whenever they were set on you, examining your uncomfortable stature.Â
She eased, sighing. Her scrutinizing eyes softened at the words of the young man. Even so, her presence spoke loudly for her. She was a Marchioness. âIs this true, y/n?âÂ
âYes! Absolutely!â You may have answered too quickly. âMr. Bridgerton graciously thought to include me, based on mere hearsay⊠Very polite of him.â You nodded, sharing a tight-lipped smile with your mother. She crossed her arms over her satin bodice, squinting her eyes â glancing from you to Antoine.Â
âHm. Very well.â A beat.Â
Her eyes landed on each party, suspiciously.Â
âIâll be waiting to hear of your victories, y/n.â She turned around, gliding back towards the manor. Your sister hesitantly turns with her. She sent vibrant thumbs up, and a theatrical wink in her wake before then. Once sheâd gotten to a legitimate distance, you groaned, stuffing your face in your hands.Â
Antoine shut his eyes tightly, pinching his nose. âMama has perfect timing. Absolutely perfect.â You nodded, running your hands down your face.Â
âAbsolutely perfect.â You mutter, allowing your arms to slap by your sides. Hesitantly, you turned towards Benedict, offering an energyless smile. âThank you for stepping inâŠâÂ
He nodded, holding his hands behind his back gallantly. âOh, I would do it a thousand more times if needed. Of course, Lady y/n.â His eyes glanced around the area seeing the damper her motherâs arrival placed on the group. Anthony scratched the back of his head, whispering to Colin. âWhy donât we resume our game later? I can see that your mamaâs interruption has compromised the mood.âÂ
You chuckled, pushing a piece of your curls behind your ear. âDidnât she⊠Yes, we may resume at a much later time. I mightâve worked up a bit of an appetite, to be honest.âÂ
âAppetite, you say? Iâm beyond famished!â Colin began stalking past everyone, heading towards the house. You suppressed a laugh, holding your fingers over your lips. Anthony and Antoine followed after him, nearly forgetting about both you and the artist.Â
Benedict offered his arm, sharing a charming smile. âHow does cucumber sandwiches with classic English tea sound?âÂ
âSplendid, of course!â You marveled, sliding your arm through his. Adoringly holding his gaze, as you approached the large manor behind the boys.Â
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Julianne, your sister, sat in the room you shared flipping through the pages of the books Eloise lent her. âUgh, canât I have a love like Mr. Bingley and JaneâŠâ She pouted, wiping fake tears from her cheeks. You snickered, taking the remaining pins from your hair, and placing them in the bowl on the vanity.
 Turning in the plushy seat, you leaned on the back of the chair. A wistful expression adorning your face. Julianne shuts the book as she couldnât help but feel the emotions leaking from your pores. âWhat happens to be on your mind, sister?â She adjusts herself on the bed, where she turns her feet to where the pillows are.Â
You shake your head, pursing your lips. âIâm not sureâŠâÂ
âAh, well, thatâs believable.â She remarks, kicking her feet back and forth. âYouâre not sure whatâs on your mind.âÂ
Abruptly, you stand from the chair, walking to the long window that serves a view of the grand backyard of the manor. âI am realizing, I think, that I am past merely liking Mr. Bridgerton.â You paused, blinking as you were slowly coming to terms with your unruly emotions. Sure, youâve said before that he held your heart â but, he may really be holding your heart. Delicately, to add. He was a very gentle man. âI may be in love with him, Julianne.âÂ
She gasped, holding her hands intertwined under her chin. âHeâs your Mr. Bingley!â Julianne cheered, swinging her legs off the bed.Â
âNot literally. But, yes â if that makes me the prettiest Bennett sister, Jane.âÂ
âYouâŠâ She narrows her eyes, before slightly glancing out the window. Then, her eyes widened tremendously, pointing quickly at the figure wandering in the dark. You were still looking at her harboring a teasing grin, but her attention elsewhere caught your eye. âOh, Blast! Is that Mr. Bridgerton just there?âÂ
He held a candle as light, but he slowly wandered the field and garden. Palming some of the bush fixtures. You gasp, pushing her to the side of the window, while you stumble to the other side â where youâre out of sight. âYou must meet him down there.âÂ
âI mustnât! If mama catches me-âÂ
ây/n, you are about to be a married woman â who cares what mama thinks, good God.âÂ
You inhale, furrowing your eyebrows. The opinion of your mother has grown since your debut. Feeling as if you had to succumb to this unattainable role. Your sibling had more faith in your betrothal than you did â which was odd considering your situation. You pondered â should you really go down there? What were you going to say? âI will keep watch for you.â Julianne offered, with a spreading smile. âJust donât do anything too scandalous.âÂ
Smiling, you grabbed the thin blue robe that went over your white nightgown. âNo promises,â
That was a jest. Total jest.Â
Grabbing a candlelight, you scurried down to the back. Managing to be as quiet as a mouse on your mild journey through the manors. Your eyes caught the sight of the back of his disheveled hair, slowly maneuvering around. Hesitantly, you stepped onto the low vibrant grass. Glancing over your shoulder for any prying eyes â praying your mother didnât catch you in this position. You wanted to be married organically, when he asks your father for your hand.Â
When youâd gotten closer enough to him, you called his name. âMr. Bridgerton,â You stated, holding out the candlelight. âItâs quite late, is it not?âÂ
He slowly turned around, as if he was expecting you. A smile grew on his lips. âIt is quite late⊠I just desired fresh air â nightly fresh air.â
âAh, yes. Nightly fresh air â the best form of air on the market.âÂ
He was wearing loose-fitting clothes, just as you were since it was after hours. His eyes donned your frame, examining the length of your hair and how different it was compared to your daily looks. The effortlessness of your beauty rendered him shocked â enamored. Perhaps, even disturbed. âTurn down your light.â He spoke.Â
Your eyebrows deepened, confused by his words. âHuh? Itâs dark, Mr. Bridgerton.âÂ
âWould you want to risk your mama seeing you and me unchaperoned⊠At night?âÂ
Chewing on your bottom lip, you considered his words. That was the last thing you wanted. âPerhaps, not.â You took in a hefty breath, blowing out the candle with an innocent expression. Benedict chuckled, doing the same, then holding out his hand for you. The sound of your heart thumped in your ears, almost making you dizzy. And with a courageous inhale, you placed your hand in his.Â
He could take you anywhere and you wouldnât dare complain. But, you couldnât help but question.
A toothy smile graced your lips, his hand gripping yours bare. For the first time without some sort of glove. âWhere are you taking me?â His long legs were no match for yours. Long strides quickly pulling you to wherever the destination may have been.
He looked over his shoulder. âDo we not have a round to finish?â Your lips gaped open, your other hand reaching toward his arm. Halting your steps, you pulled him to a stop. The grin on your lips was impossible to wipe off.Â
Breathily, you inhaled. âDid you plan this, Mr. Bridgerton?â The candlelight was being held by your pinky, aching from the weight. But, the contact of your hand against his firm arm was so comforting. He was so comforting.Â
âI did not, My Lady. However, I did wish to see you tonight.â
His wishes came true.Â
âAnd, I also wished for you not to be so formal with me. Please, call me Benedict.â His much larger hand, squeezed yours, pulling you closer to his tall frame. Your pointer finger tapped along his bicep, batting the long eyelashes your mother gave you â sincerely.Â
You grinned, with your bottom lip stuck under your teeth. Trying to resist the size, but it was impossible. His light eyes glistened with something that was unfamiliar to you, but you failed to fully catch it. All you noticed was that his gaze gave you a bodily reaction. Your chest and cheeks grew hot, where his hand met yours, a sensation tingling from the contact. âOnly if you call me y/n and nothing else.âÂ
Benedict chuckled, as your chests touched, looking down into your mind-controlling gaze. âAnd nothing else? So⊠My love happens to be off the table?â He raises his eyebrow, eyes glancing towards your lips.Â
âIf it isnât true. But if it is â call me that however many times you please.â Your eyes glanced toward his lips, but you stepped back, glancing in the direction he was taking you. âI believe you were taking me somewhereâŠâÂ
His lips parted, but he quickly recovered. Nodding, and following through with his original plan â which was warping as time progressed. The pair of you had been attracted to each other since the moment you met. More so, Benedict than you. He just assumed that it would never happen, considering his closest friend was your brother. He didnât expect Antoine to be so helpful to both of you.Â
But, now, his attraction to you has skyrocketed. From being around you so much, studying your face, spending long nights thinking about your face⊠And body. Benedict is nearly spent. While he wasnât trying to rush, he genuinely wanted you. All he needed was a few minutes aloneâ
âDid you really set all this up⊠All for hopes?â You inquired, seeing all the swords poked into a holder and gloves for the sport set beside them.Â
âAll for hopes⊠All for you. I mean a game is not finished until-âÂ
âIt is finished.â You mused, releasing his hand and approaching the weapons. With a giggle, you pulled the glove that was for your dominant hand on. Plucking the dull sword from the holder. âYou are a thoughtful sort. Iâll say, you may have met your goal, Benedict.â You walked backward, watching as he gathered his gear. âConsider me utterly enamored.âÂ
You were fluttering. It was the flutter.Â
He pulled his glove on, taking his sword and taking a few steps back. âAs am I, my love. I only hope that doesnât damper the competition.â
Benedict truly had you swooned. If you were willing to give in completely, the competition would be over. Or, at least you would've wanted it to have been over. You did have, unfortunately, one more man to defeat. âAnd risk my ultimate victory? Never!â You pointed your sword towards the man, smirking excitedly. Chest rising with anticipation. âEn Garde, kind sir.âÂ
He tapped your sword with his twice, before lunging. The game between the pair of you had gone on longer than it had with the others. Sparing longing glances, causing either one of you to stumble. The both of you attempted to dismantle one another with flirtation, but you deemed yourself to be much stronger than expected â the both of you. It surely was torture, though.Â
Then, all of a sudden, Benedict threw his sword to the ground. His chest heaving up and down â eyes stuck to you, unable to look away for even a second. You dropped your arm, letting it hit your hip still clenching your sword. The competitive sneer dropped from your lips, a look of expectation adorning your face. It seems he has reached his peak of keeping his distance from you.Â
âYouâre an insufferable opponentâŠâ He muttered, but it was already so quiet. Something in particular leaking from his words. You were so stunned that you could only stand there â in utter shock.Â
A breath flew from your lips. âWhyâd you stop? You mightâve stolen my victory.âÂ
âI wouldnât ever want to steal your victory.â He approached you, resorting you to backing up. Choosing your steps carefully. Your hand rose, the corner of your lips curling weakly. He stopped advancing, holding his hands near his head. âGo on⊠Take me, y/n.âÂ
Something in your gut told you his words had meant something else. His body language told you his words meant something else. Uncharted territory for you. The tip of your sword prodded at his abdomen. âI win.â You whisper, fluttering in places that have yet to be explored. He pushed the blade away with two fingers, resuming his approach. Remaining in your place, your arm drops, still holding the sword in your hand.Â
He had entered your space, his hand drifting down your clothed arm. Leading to the gloved hand that held the dull weapon. Your breath hitching in your throat. Benedict pulled the handle from your fingers, keeping his striking gaze on you. He tossed it to the side carelessly, then pulled the leather glove from your hand. âYou win.â He whispered, aligning your hand with his.Â
This touch was different â more intimate than you ever experienced. It set your skin ablaze, it made you⊠It made you really want him. This feeling of want was different, nothing youâve ever felt before. His other hand found solace at your waist, pulling you closer to him. You had no choice but to oblige, stumbling forward. âI must apologize,â He began, darting his eyes in an upside-down triangle. ây/n, I simply cannot contain myself anymore.âÂ
Neither can I.Â
âYou have convicted my soul. You have since the moment I laid eyes on you â that evening, only a year ago, where your brother introduced us.â Benedict enunciated, his thumb caressing your ribcage through your thin nightgown. You gasp, gripping the hand that was in yours. It couldnât be true. Benedict Bridgerton pining after you before your debut. He was an adventurist â a rake, who also did art. Youâve heard whispers about him and his brothers⊠And your brother. How they wanted to push off marriage until theyâve made themselves useful, some more than others.Â
Were you being bamboozled? How on Godâs green earth were you getting this close to this⊠Unattainable man. Convicted. You have convicted his soul â sounds like the words of a true poet.Â
âWhen Antoine and your father granted me the blessing in pursuing you wholly and completelyâŠâ He shook his head sincerely. âI have never felt so honored.â Wow. Your eyebrows furrowed, eyes watering â the experience seemed to be too real. And, he continues. ây/n, you have bewitched me. There has not been a day where youâve been absent from my mind. Not a second.âÂ
âBenedict,â You spoke, your tone in utter surprise. He was sharing more characteristics with Mr. Darcy than with Mr. Bingley. He mustâve been doing this on purpose, he has indulged in the works of Jane Austen nearly as much as you.Â
His hands caress up your arm, leaving your hand, finding comfort on your jaw. His thumb grazes your cheek lovingly. The artist struggles â tempted to just crash his lips against yours, but he couldnât just yet. You blinked slow, wishing heâd lay himself upon you. Itâs not like you could really formulate your words eloquently. You placed your hand on his elbow, leaning into his touch with need. It felt exhilarating to be touched by him â you wanted more. âBenâŠâ All you could do was repeat his name, dripping with unfathomed desire. You both breathed heavily, the sounds coming together as a union â nearly breathing each otherâs air. His nose brushed yours, just before his lips plotted on the tip of it. A whine pulled from your throat in anticipation.Â
ây/n,â He spoke your name like a prayer, wistful â snagged from his diaphragm.Â
Slowly, he leaned down to her hovering his lips over yours. As if youâd done this before, your lips parted. The tip of your tongue grazing your bottom lip. You couldnât help but hold your breath, breasts swelling from your loose bodice.Â
Pulling you flush to him by your waist, he finally and gently, places his lips upon yours. You release air from your nose, sliding your hand around his neck, your fingertips touching the shorter curls of his hair. Flutter. Flutter. Flutter! He kissed you with no matter of haste, he was savoring your touch. His hand remains in the divot of your waist, barely threatening to leave that spot.Â
Fireworks were exploding in the skies of your mind. Lips moving along with his, slowly drifting into a mode of passion. His grip intensified on your waist, wishing he could push you closer to him â as if you werenât already touching. All it took was a hum to release between your lips for him to walk you back into a tree. When your back hit the bark, you yelped in surprise. Your attention is still completely on him, hands running through his dark shiny hair. Being overcome with impulse, you gripped his hair from the root â cousin a groan to erupt from his throat.Â
Benedict pulled back, the ends of his lips curling. âYou⊠You are something.â
âCome here,â You party whine and demand, tugging him back to your lips.Â
He wouldnât dare deny you, meeting your lips feverishly. His hands had grown to be more bold groping at your body. His intimate touch was beginning to make you heat up in nether places. Sounds erupting from your vocals that you have never heard in full. This would be quite the circumstance to be caught in â face-making with the man you are courting. Rather compromising.Â
But, it felt so good.Â
This is why it took a lot for you to pull away.Â
Breathing heavily, placing your hand on his chest â desperately wanting to tear the loose shirt from his body. âThis⊠This is improper.â You heaved, a coy smile stretched on your lips. Benedict breathed just the same, his thumb wiping the corner of your lips adoringly.Â
âIt is⊠But to hell with decorum.âÂ
You laughed, caressing the back of his neck â wanting nothing more than to be entangled with him for all eternity. âMind your tongue, Benedict.â You playfully scolded, looking up at him through your thick eyelashes. The softness of his untamed strands comforted you, subsiding â not erasing â your unbearable coil of desire.Â
â I am minding my tongueâŠâ He leaned forward, wanting to kiss you once more.Â
âWe should get some sleep. Iâm sure we are going to need as much energy as possible to bare my mother.â Your hand feels the strength of his throat, accidentally running over her adamâs apple as you descended. âAnd without sleep, that is impossible, my heart.â The man paused, both of his hands on either side of your face, lightly squishing your cheeks.Â
âMy heart, is it?â Your face heated up, embarrassment flooding your hazy irises. You tried to flee his hands, but he wouldnât let you. âI adore it. Just like I adore you⊠My love.âÂ
His words and gaze make it impossible for you to leave. Your sister had to have been awaiting you or is asleep by now. She reminded you not to be too scandalous â whatever that meant. âI must go, despite how difficult you make it.â Your eyes jested, bashfully. Hands gripping his forearms lightly, urging him off â yet, not desiring his lack of touch. âYou make it very difficult, might I add.â
âAs do you, but you are right.â He slides his hands from your face, down to your shoulders. âI have to put this equipment away, and get a good nightâs rest for-â
âMy mother.â
âYes, your mother â and whatever the day will bring.â
You look down to the grass, chuckling. Taking one of his hands in yours, you draw little hearts with your thumb on the back of his hand. âThen, I will leave you to it. Good night, Benedict.â A part of you was sad as if you werenât going to see him in the morning for breakfast. The hours were too long â you wished you could stay beside him all night. He leans down, to kiss the back of your hand. Holding his lips against your skin, savoringly.Â
âGood night, y/n. I wish you heavenly dreams.â
You walk backward, slowly sliding your hand from his grasp. A beat passes, eye contact being the pair of yoursâ main source of communication â so it seemed. âI love you, y/n Sinclair.â
Thump, thump, thump. A grin spreads on your lips, broad and silly, yet just as beautiful. âI love you, Benedict Bridgerton⊠Wholly and completely.â
summary: growing up with the Bridgertons, you became a part of their tender, close-knit family and with that came your brewing feelings for Benedict. initially keeping your intimacy under lock and keyâŠor so you thoughtâŠemotions grow stronger and the love you and Benedict have for each other envelops the season đ
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âYou are insufferable,â you huffed despite the broad smile pulling at your lips.
Benedict Bridgerton blanched over-dramatically, pressing the palm of his hand against his chest. âThat is no way to speak to the one who was tending to your every needâŠand more,â he wriggled his brow. ââŠjust last evening!â
You gasped, glancing around to make sure Lady Bridgerton hadnât overheard. If she had, she made no note of it while she continued her embroidery.
You clasped your hand around Benedictâs wrist discreetly. âMind your tongue, Benedict,â you told him in a hushed tone.
âOh, I was most certainly minding my tongue last night,â he smirked deviously.
You knew your cheeks were staining a deep crimson yet you smiled thinking back on your prior evening with Benedict. How you both managed to sneak away and not get caught stunned you both. But you were grateful for it. So very grateful.
Summary: You're in the library late at night sketching when a certain Lord that you have been trying to avoid comes your way.
Author's Notes: Finally I'm back and with a Bridgerton piece! This was requested by the lovely @burnthoneymint, love you bestie! Hopefully I'll be posting more content throughout this week, love you all so much!
Warnings: Suggestive themes but nothing explicit.
Word Count: 0.7k
âItâs not usual for pretty ladies like you to be drawing.â
She gasped when she heard the distinct voice that belonged to someone who she knew deeply.Â
âIâm not just a pretty lady. And youâre well aware of that.â Without looking up from her work, she spoke with a soft voice, trying to hide the fact that her heart was beating wildly.
âIâm aware of many things,â Benedict whispered and took the empty seat right beside her.
When she lifted her head, she saw that his face was softly illuminated by the candle that was flickering impatiently in the silent library. Aubrey Hall was such a riveting place in the day time, but at night, the place seemed to come alive.
A small sigh escaped her lips and she returned to her sketch. A feeble attempt to ignore him. But it was difficult, for he shouldnât be here beside her, unchaperoned, and he definitely should not be so close.
It was dangerous.
And she meant it for whole other reasons than someone catching them and being hustled into a forced marriage. No, whenever he was close, she had thoughts that had her wandering away from her deepest slumbers only to be caught into a spiral of madness.
âI like your lines,â he tried and leaned over her paper. His strong scent travelled towards her, encompassing her senses as she watched the side of his head.
It made her want to draw him.
To create Lord Benedict Bridgerton in the way she perceived him.
Seeing that she didnât answer, Benedict tilted his head ever so slightly that they were mere inches away.
Face to face.
Amongst the shadows that promised to hide them.
âMaybe you should teach me a thing or two.â The smirk on his face made her want to kiss him right there and then. And she hated it.
âYou should leave, my lord.â Her voice was hard but she was sure her eyes would give her away.Â
With his two fingers, he mocked the act of walking along the table and when they reached her arm, he trailed them up step by step.
He stopped when he reached her shoulder.
âI have to object to that, my fair Lady. I have no intention of leaving, and I believe you donât desire that either.â He started to explore the soft fabric that covered her shoulder and it was maddening with her chest heaving up and down.
âYou wouldnât know what I desire.â It was her voice that betrayed her this time, as it cracked and strained.
He smirked. âOh, I do. I know exactly what you desire.â His fingertips left her dress and the moment they touched the soft skin that covered her clavicle, she felt her whole world that she had known up until that moment tilt completely upside down.
âMy Lord,â she breathed out.
He scrunched up his face, âDonât call me that.â
Wanting to concentrate on the reactions he was eliciting from her body, she closed her eyes when she felt his wandering hand reach below her jaw. âThat is the only name I can call you by.â
Because if she did call him by his given name, there would be no distance left between them. The only thing that kept them apart would be gone.Â
And they would be lost forever.
âPlease,â he begged and she felt his breath ghosting her temple. If she had once assumed that she would open her eyes, all those assumptions had disappeared as she waited with her lids tightly shut.
When his lips scorched her fragile skin that felt as though it would fall apart at any given moment, a shiver broke its way from her core to her very being.
âNo.â She shook her head from one side to the other.
âPlease.â He kissed the corner of her eye, where it would crease when she laughed.
âMy Lord.â Her voice was indistinguishable from her breath.
âPlease.â His lips were planting a thousand small kisses down her cheek. And when they finally found their way to her lips and scorched her heart, ripping her lungs as they searched for air she knew there was no way they could be the people that they once were.
âBenedict,â she gasped into his mouth.
Benedictâs hands flew up and cupped her face, âI am never, ever, letting you go.â
He didnât even wait for her response when he lifted her up onto the table. Her sketch, long forgotten, being pushed aside.
benedict bridgerton x fem!reader ~ mention of children, mention of pregnancy, reader is a tiny ball of energy
word count: 1.1k
Spending time at Aubrey Hall was your favourite time of the year. After enduring the social season in the city, having to act submissive and genteel, the country provided you with some much needed space to breathe.
You and Benedict spent a lot of time at his ancestral home, instead of staying at your own country house not so far away. And now that the two of you had children, it was nice for them to spend time with all of their aunts and uncles as well as their grandmother.
Your son was just 3 years old, having been born a year into your marriage with Benedict, and your little girl followed at just nine months old. They were the most beautiful children you had ever met, although you may have been biased.
And now you had brought them to Aubrey Hall once more for the annual Bridgerton pall mall game. When Benedict brought you for your first ever game with the family, that was when he realised truly how well you fit in with his family.
He remembered so clearly the glint in your eyes and the way you had jumped up and down with glee each time you hit your ball through a wicket. He also remembered the look Anthony gave him when he caught Benedict staring at you with a small smile on his face; it was one of approval.
This year, however, your family was joined by the Sharmas, Lady Mary, Miss Kate and Miss Edwina, accompanied by Lady Danbury, who was rather a large fan of yours after quite a few drinks in her den of iniquity.
You and your husband, in-laws and guests all stood about preparing for the game after Kate had taken Anthonyâs so-called âmallet of deathâ. You placed yourself in front of Benedict, the hand not holding his mallet snaking around your waist as he rested his chin on your shoulder.
âI like this one,â you announced smirking in Kateâs direction, âsheâs feisty.â
âIâm sure she would be no match for you, my love,â Benedict replied, his tone teasing. âI have after all been on the receiving end of your rather⊠spirited nature many a time. I should know.â
You gasped playfully and spun around in his arms to face you husband, lifting your mallet in the air with a mock-threatening expression.
âTake mercy on me!â your husband exclaimed, pretending to shield himself from your wrath.
âHmmmâŠâ you contemplated. âI suppose I must yield if I am not to leave our children fatherless. What a shameâŠâ
It was a favourite pastime of yours to tease your husband so, and it had become an integral part of your marriage. The playfulness between you served you well.
âWhere are the little devils anyway?
You thwacked Benedictâs chest with the back of your hand at him calling your darling children âdevilsâ.
âWilliam is inside playing with Gregory and Hyacinth. Hyacinth is rather fond of him now that he is old enough to run around with them. And Ada is napping with Grandma Violet.â
âI suppose if the children are not here to watchâŠâ Benedict began, a smirk forming on his delectable lips. âIt means that I am free to do this.â
He caught your lips in his, engaging you in a sweet kiss that grew more passionate as his tongue worked its way into your mouth. With two children it was hard to find time for each other during the day.
But that simply meant that your romance continued during the night, only hoping that Ada would make it through the night without being brought to you by her nanny to be fed or calmed, as you had opted not to seek out a wet nurse.
âOi! Lovebirds!â Eloise called, causing the two of you to break away from each other with cheeky smiles gracing your slightly swollen lips. âAre you going to play or not?â
You chuckled at your sister-in-lawâs impatience, grabbing Benedictâs hand and dragging him along to join the rest of your family.
The game of pall mall went along as it always did; Colin bashing everybodyâs balls out of the way, you and Eloise teaming up defeat her elder brothers, Anthony not being as solid a shot as he thought himself. And while her sister was very much enjoying the game, Miss Edwina did not seem to be having as much fun.
âYou seem to have lost your good aim, Y/N,â Colin said, after your ball had gone just wide of the wicket.
You gasped dramatically, holding a hand to your chest in offence.
âI can assure you, Colin, that I have not lost anything.â
âNot yet.â
âIt is these blasted gloves,â you replied, tugging at the blue garments on your hands. âThey do not allow me to get my grip correctly.â
âOf course not, Y/N,â Anthony joined in, leaning his elbow on the top of his mallet. âI am sure that your win four years ago was not accomplished by mere chance,â he teased.
âI shall have you know that Daphne only pipped me to the last wicket last year, and i was in my sixth month of pregnancy with Ada.â
Anthony held his hands up in surrender and Kate chuckled beside him. You sent her a wink and returned your focus to removing your gloves.
âAllow me, my love,â Benedict said as he dropped his mallet and got down in one knee in front of you. He gently took your gloves from your hands and began to leave gentle pecks up along your arm.
You giggled at his actions, but you could hear Eloise groaning behind you.
âWould you two stop being so sickeningly in love?â she asked incredulously. âI cannot possibly fathom how any of us have withstood witnessing your affections for the past four years.â
You took your gloves out of Benedictâs hands and left a small kiss on his lips before you hurried along to join Eloise and find where you had hit your ball.
Benedict watched you go with a lovesick smile on his face as he sauntered over to Kate and Anthony who were stood together, Miss Edwina off to the side with Daphne
âYou make a beautiful couple, Mr Bridgerton,â Kate told him, as they watched you cheer on Eloise as she hit her ball through the wicket.
Benedict smiled and was about to answer with thanks but he was interrupted by Anthony.
âYou say that nowâŠâ
Benedict smacked his brother round the back of the head ready to retort when the three of them heard your cries of joy. As they looked over to the sound, they saw you and Eloise spinning around and your ball just past the last wicket.
âI look forward to dinner with those two,â Kate chuckled.
âą đđđđđđđđ; the night you give your love and body to your husband.
âą đđđđđđđ: Anthony Bridgerton x fem!reader
âą đđđđđ: fluff + smut (best friends to lovers)
âą đđđđđđđđ/đđđđ: loss of virginity, multiple orgasms, oral (fem receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, breeding / impreg kink, size kink, soft!dom Anthony & sub reader, missionary, doggy style, hair pulling, dirty talk. Anthony has a big dick idk if this should be tagged but... yeah. he also gets off to the fact that the reader is smaller/less tall than him. lots of overstimulation, morning sex. soft/rough sex. praise kink. lots of pet names. daddy kink.
âą đ/đ: god⊠my first bridgerton fic⊠pls be kind to me đ„ș also english isnât my first language so I hope this is good. I hadnât seen something like this yet, so I thought Iâd write it !
âą I donât want minors to interact with any of my mature posts! thank you very much!
Youâve been Anthonyâs best friend ever since you were both teenagers, both of your parents being close friends so it was inevitable for you to become close with the Bridgerton children.
You never thought that Anthony would be the one youâd grow closest to, considering heâs a couple of years older than you. Youâd think Daphne or Eloise would be your best friend. While youâre close to every Bridgerton, nothing could ever be as strong as your bond with the Viscount. Itâs funny, you think, how life can bring you things and people you didnât know you needed. People like Anthony, who became so important, it makes you question how youâve spent your life so long without them.
But your feelings for the Viscount blossomed into something more than platonic after only a few months of knowing him.
You both fell in love with each other, fast and hard. Anthony was the first person youâve ever fallen in love with. Whenever he would look at you or say your name or talk to you, your stomach would erupt with butterflies. Youâve never had any strong feelings for anyone before him and you knew he'd always be the one to be on your mind at all times.
Anthony was there for everything, heâd seen you grow older, he was there when you learned how to dance, or how Benedict taught you everything he knew about art, over the years he saw you become an even more beautiful woman. He was there when you debuted into society, he was there when multiple men tried to court you only for him to be overprotective and tell you they would never be good enough.
You never understood why heâd be so overprotective, but youâd be lying if you said you hated it. Youâd always welcome any type of attention or care you received from him.
The Viscount has always loved and cared for you even before he could name the feelings he has for you.
He can speak about every inside joke you both have, tell everyone what your favourite colours are - because yes, you didnât have just one favourite colour, he knows all your favourite books, knows how much you loved stargazing. He knows your favourite flowers. He knows that youâre very sensitive and have some occasional sensory issues.
He knows how much you love the arts and that you have a soft spot for animals and children. You love creating art yourself. He knows how you love with your whole heart, or hate something like your life depends on it. You like to read books during your free time, getting lost between the pages. Just like his sister Eloise. You love sunsets and sunrises, even if youâre not really a morning person.
Anthony likes to think that he knows everything about you. Except he was pretty oblivious to your feelings you had for him for many years.
Everyone knew about your feelings for each other, for so long, except for yourselves.
Until one evening, when Anthony once again refused you to accept a courtship from a potential suitor. Telling you once again that no one is ever good enough for you. That evening something snapped inside you, with tears in your eyes you asked him if thereâs something wrong with you. You truly thought that one day heâd care for you too but to you he seemed like he only saw you as one of his sisters.
Or so you thought.
That evening he confessed how much he cares for you, how youâre always the one thatâs on his mind. How youâre the only one he wants but couldnât seem to admit it to himself and his family for so long. He said that the reason he kept telling you no one would be good enough for you, is because he wants to be the one to marry you. He told you how much he loves you with so much emotion that you were too stunned to speak for a while.
With tears in your eyes you eventually explained to him how much he means to you and how youâve loved him since the first time you both met. Soon enough he enveloped you and kissed you with so much passion that every time you think about it, chills go down your spine.
Nostalgia cascades through you as you continue thinking about your relationship with Anthony. Youâve lived twenty-five years, and throughout the vast majority of it - the Viscount has been your only constant.
You always knew that Anthony would be the one for you. But being married to your best friend is truly something that you never thought would happen. For so long you thought that it would only stay in your fantasies, yet here you are on your bed on your wedding night, daydreaming about your husband.
Sighing, you pull your knees to your chest, wrapping your arms around your knees and stare at the lit fireplace in front of you.
A small shy smile plays on your lips as your thoughts continue to drift towards your husband.
Youâre all alone in your newly shared bedroom when you finally notice how much youâre sweating and heating up. All that dreaming about Anthony made you nervous and warm. You know heâll join you in your bedroom soon and knowing this makes you blush harder. Itâs your wedding night, the night that would change everything forever.
Why are you so hot all over? Itâs so silly, you feel extremely feverish, and your heart canât find peace and quiet, nor can your trembling limbs.
Youâre warm. Tingling, like anticipation but threaded into your nerves, and heat. And you feel your body throbbing, all at once, whenever you think of Anthony.
âGod,â you whimper as your thoughts keep wandering towards him and what you would do tonight.
Youâre biting your lip nervously as you continue to stare off into the fireplace, until you hear the door creak open, revealing the man of your dreams leaning against the doorway.
It still feels so surreal that youâre both able to say that you belong to each other now. You donât think youâll ever get over how good he looks, how beautiful his heart is and how caring and loving he is.
Heâs smiling as he takes you in, youâre wearing one of your night gowns that were specifically made for your honeymoon nights. His eyes continue to stare at you as you feel yourself grow even more nervous. The warmth inside you continues to rise, your cheeks becoming more hot as you look at him.
âMy dear wife,â he says softly, his voice low. You start biting your bottom lip once again and his smile grows as he notices you becoming more shy at his words.
Slowly, he pulls himself away from the doorway and makes his way towards you. You gulp as you notice several buttons being undone from his shirt, showing you some skin. Heat travels to your cheeks once again once you realise youâre staring. You quickly try to avert your eyes from him but it is useless once he stands in front of you.
You could feel one of his hands reaching up to cup your face, tilting it towards his, making you look up into his eyes. The way his brown gentle eyes look into yours make you feel all hot over again. You would get lost into them forever if you could.
âItâs okay to stare, Iâm all yours now.â He whispers with a small teasing smile. âYouâre so beautiful.â He says as he caresses your face with fondness.
You feel yourself blush at his words, you lick your lips before clearing your throat. âYouâre not so bad yourself.â You say with a shy smile.
He chuckles softly as he reciprocates your smile. His eyes continue to gaze into yours before his eyes move to your lips.
Your eyes widen slightly as your eyes catch his. âI think youâre beautiful too, the most handsome man that Iâve ever seenâŠâ you whisper shyly. Your breath hitches in your throat as you feel his thumb trace your lips softly.
âDo I make you nervous, my love?â He asks teasingly as he leans his head down. He brushes his nose against yours gently before he grabs your face in both of his hands.
âI-I guess you do.â You answer softly.
âWhy is that?â Anthony leans closer to your face. You can feel his breath on your lips, his nose touching yours once again.
You can feel your heart beating like crazy, feeling butterflies in your stomach. You wonder if he can hear your loud heartbeat as well. Your mouth feels extremely dry still you tried to swallow âItâs because,â your eyes shift from his eyes to his lips constantly âI-itâs our first night togetherâŠâ
And with less hesitation and more neediness than you were expecting, Anthonyâs lips are on yours. Your bottom lip slots between his while his hand moves to your jaw where he brushes his thumb against it delicately.
All your thoughts overwhelm your brain, disabling any rational understanding of what is going on. Eventually you lean closer against him and you move your hands around his shoulders as you kiss him back.
Anthony sucks lightly on your lips and then he slowly pulls away from your lips to kiss your cheek. His lips travel all over your face and neck. You whimper as his mouth presses kisses all over your neck, your hands travelling to his hair and tugging lightly.
âI have been thinking about this moment for so long.â He rasps, kissing your throat softly. Your body trembles against his as he continues to cover your face and neck with kisses.
Your brain is all over the place, eyes heavy and clouded as you try to tell him how much youâve been wanting him. âI have as well.â You finally whisper.
âHow long have you wanted this?â Anthony whispers against your skin.
He groans and stops kissing you when you donât reply to his question yet. Anthony stares at you, waiting for you to reply. Not realising your eyes were closed, you slowly open your eyes, looking straight into his eyes.
You swallow dry at the intensity behind his eyes, your heart beating madly in your chest. A flare of heat rushes to your cheeks as you decide to tell him the actual truth, too anxious to even try and lie to your husband when he is looking at you like that. Like heâs about to devour you.
âFour years?â you answer, hesitant eyes jumping between his. âEver since you told me about pleasure in the first placeââ
Anthony groans and almost jumps at your lips. Kissing you full of passion, with everything that he can offer. You feel his tongue tracing your lips slowly. Knowing what he wants you open your mouth slightly for him. He slips his tongue past your parted lips and swirls it around yours.
You take all of his passion in, the warmth of his body, him being so close to you. The feel of his rough yet soft hands holding you close to his. You feel so lightheaded as he continues to kiss you.
After some time he slowly pulls away, finally giving you the chance to breathe in some air. Your whole body feels even more hot after the kiss, leaving you needy for his touch once again. You open your eyes as you take him in. His hair is a bit dishevelled from the way your hands were playing and tugging at it. He licks his lips as he gazes into your eyes.
âYouâre so beautifulâŠâ he whispers as his eyes travel all over your body. You feel breathless as he continues to look at you, looking at you with so much love and you suppose desire.
He slowly moves to sit next to you, he pats his thigh as he looks at you with a small smile. You blush furiously and your body trembles more as you move your body to sit on his lap. You wrap your legs around him and nuzzle your head in the crook of his neck, pecking his neck softly, too shy to look at him. Your heartbeat is beating so fast and your head is swimming. He chuckles as he wraps his arms around you, one hand comes to cradle your head as he presses a soft kiss on the top of your head.
âI would have never thought you'd be this shy.â He says teasingly and you continue to nuzzle your head in the crook of his neck at his words.
He lifts your head with one of his hands and your eyes catch his, his lips finding yours in a deep kiss; not wasting any time with slipping his tongue past your lips. The atmosphere in the room changes within seconds. Anthony is wrapped around you completely, a hand coming to cup one of your breasts, the other holding your ass. You never wanted and desired someone more.
A string of moans are slipping past your lips as Anthony drops his head down to press open mouthed kisses against the skin of your neck. Your hands rest on his stomach against his buttoned shirt, his abs warm underneath your palms. You could feel him grow underneath you, making you whimper against him.
âAnthonyââ you gasp after he licks the place he sucked a mark onto your neck.
He moves his head away from your neck, quickly leaning forward to press his lips to yours in a gentle but deep kiss. âYour lips are so heavenly,â he murmurs against your lips.
Your head is clouded with lust and you feel so much love for him. Your brain is quite literally mush and you canât seem to hear what he says to you.
âHuh?â You whisper dreamily.
Anthony chuckles lightly as he takes in your state.
âI asked,â he whispers as he leans his head back down to your ear, âif I could undress you.â
It takes your brain a moment to wrap around what heâs asking, right now, to you, and when it sinks in you feel yourself heat up even more.
You want him so badly and youâre extremely turned on but you would be lying if you werenât nervous right now. Everything seems even more real when he asks you that question. Considering that youâre a virgin, youâre very inexperienced and it makes you a bit anxious. You want to be the best lover for him.
Anthony quickly senses your discomfort and pulls his head away from your neck, only to look at you.
Youâre biting your lip as you try to look away from his intense but gentle stare. His hands come to cup your cheeks, turning your face towards his once again.
âPrincess,â he whispers as he looks at you with so much love and patience. âI know this will be your first time and I promise Iâll be gentle with you. I want to take my time with you tonight and I want to make you feel good.â He says as he holds your face in his hands. Anthonyâs fingers caress your cheeks and you slowly close your eyes as you enjoy his touch.
You open your eyes again to look at his eyes. His eyes were filled with lust a couple of minutes ago but now you could see more than that. Love. It makes your heart feel warm as you gaze into his eyes.
You bite your lip nervously once again and you see his eyes move to your lips. You sigh contemplating whether you should tell him about your insecurities or not. Deciding to be honest with him, you speak up finally. âI want this, I want you so bad. You have no idea how much I love and need you. I justâŠâ you sigh as you look down at your hands, âI want to be a good lover to you.â
Anthony looks at you with so much warmth and care that it makes your insides melt. He smiles as he leans down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. âI promise, youâll always be a good lover to me. Youâre literally perfect to me, youâll always be good enough in every way.â
A soft smile grows on your face at his words and you lean up to kiss him gently. âOkay,â you whisper against his lips.
âOkay⊠what?â He questions with a playful smile. âI need to hear you say it.â
âI want you to undress me.â You whisper against his lips with a smile as you look deep into his eyes, âI want you.â Seconds later his lips press against yours.
The kiss is like velvet against yours, and thereâs still no hurry when he tilts his head a millimeter to fit against you better. His lips are so soft, swollen from all the kisses youâve shared. All your previous nerves slowly go away as Anthony kisses you so full with love. His mouth moves, delicate and slow. He kisses you like he has all the time in the world.
All you can taste, all you can feel, all you can see, all you can think about is him.
The whine that comes out of you only drives Anthony to seek out more of those sounds, they are potentially the most amazing sounds heâs ever heard. Your arms wrap around his neck, in an attempt to bring him closer to you. Your hips accidentally move against him making him groan against your lips at the action.
Anthony peels his lips off yours, about to say something, when you launch forward, chasing his lips. He groans softly and moves his hand around to hold your face in his hands. Heâs trying to pull away, determined to say what he needs to say, but everytime he does he goes back in, like his lips canât be away from yours for more than a second. After leaving a few short kisses, he pulls back fully, eyes glazed over and lips a little swollen. Youâre both taking your time to catch your breaths as you both stare into each otherâs eyes.
You try to catch your breath, and when your lips part and you inhale and taste him and only him and nothing but him and the oxygen refilling your lungs. Everything about it makes you drowsy, something sweeps across your bottom lip and your breath turns into a gasp. His tongue wraps itself against yours, hot and slick as he tastes you deeply and what had been a gasp is now a loud embarrassing moan.
The way he kisses you, you are convinced that heâs the best kisser ever. His kisses are so sensual, so passionate and so full of love.
âLord, I need you so bad babyâ he groans against your lips. You shudder against him and feel the sensation pool down low between your thighs. You know your underwear is ruined by now. Youâre so wet and turned on. Heâll always be the only one able to do this to you.
âM-more, please please,â you whine against him.
âYou know when you beg like this I canât say no to you, my love.â He says with a big grin.
Fingertips find the hem of your nightgown and you lean back a bit. You raise your arms quickly to help him get rid of your white lacy nightgown.
You donât know what to do with your hands at all. Theyâre trembling like crazy, and your core is, too, as he drops the piece of fabric to the floor and leans down to start kissing along the crook of your neck.
His large hands find the curve of your waist where it meets your hips and clutches to it, holding you tight as he works his way with kisses and nips to your shoulders and any skin along the way down to your breasts.
You can feel your heartbeat picking up as his hands reach for your hips, holding them and pressing your body closer to his. His lips move to ghost over your neck, slowly moving below your ear. âYouâre so⊠beautifulâ He whispers into your ear.
Immediately, you feel a chill go down your spine, the warm sensation pool down low and more wetness forming between your thighs.
You feel his tongue licking up a stripe of your neck, your eyes are fluttering shut and you tremble against him as a moan escapes your lips. You feel him pull away and you open your eyes slowly seeing him look at you as if heâs trying to hold himself back from jumping you.
His eyes wander all over your chest, youâre bare from the waist up and you canât help but feel so desired as he looks at you. Feeling your cheeks heat up as he licks his lips as he stares you up and down.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he mutters again in a very raw tone, his voice strained. Anthony breathes in through his nose, you blush harder at that comment and shiver when he exhales warmly through his mouth and onto your nipple. âGod. Youâre so gorgeous. I canât get enough of you. Your very being consumes me.â
Thatâs all youâre given before he wraps her lips around one nipple, teeth just skimming your skin as he sucks passionately.
âMy lordâ you whimper, nails grabbing at his white shirt or something to cling to, and you feel the warm vibrations of a chuckle against your flesh. His tongue begins licking, long licks with the flat of his tongue over your hard nipple as his other hand goes up to squeeze your other breast.
You whine as your core starts clenching around nothing, begging for attention. Instinctively you start moving your hips against his making him groan against your skin. His lips leave your breast with a wet pop and he looks at you intensely as you try to catch your breath. Youâre panting, barely able to think straight as he pushes your hair back and kisses the corner of your lips lovingly.
His lips come to kiss your lips deeply once again. He both rolls you over so that youâre underneath him instead. So lost in the kiss already, you moan as you enjoy his touch on your hips.
âAh!â You gasp as you feel his head lean down to lick and suck your neck while one of his hands comes to squeeze one of your breasts. You feel yourself aching, the feeling in between your legs feels almost unbearable as you could feel yourself dripping against your underwear.
âSo beautifulâŠâ he murmurs as he kisses your chest.
The tone of his voice makes your body feel like itâs blazingâlike the fire of a warm fireplace on a cold winter night. It burns, but it warms every single inch of you from the inside out.
âItâs unfair,â you whine as he continues to kiss you.
âWhat is?â He whispers as he takes your other nipple into his mouth, coaxing a loud moan out of you.
âT-that Iâm almost naked and you arenâtâŠâ you whisper as he brings his head up to look at you.
He chuckles before leaning down to kiss your forehead lovingly. âMy wife wants to see me naked?â He teases as he wiggles his eyebrows at you.
âAnthony!â You gasp before he leans down to kiss your bare shoulder. âThatâs improper!â
âWhat?â He laughs at your reaction. He shakes his head as he continues to stare at you. âEverything we have done up until now tonight hasnât been proper.â He whispers as he leans up to brush his nose against yours.
âIâll ask again, do you want to see me naked?â He smiles as he looks at you.
You pout as your cheeks heat up at his question. âWhy do I have to say it? Obviously I want to see you.â
Anthony chuckles before leaning down to peck your lips again. âWasnât so hard was it?â
You huff playfully before his hands come to grab yours, moving them towards his chest.
Your hands slip onto his bare chest, pushing the sleeves of his shirt off. His skin is hot, and so firm. He feels like a dream. You feel like you could wake up any moment, as if all of this is a dream. He helps you unbutton his shirt as he stares down at you. It comes off easily and you gape at the artwork that is his chest.
âOh lordâŠâ you gasp.
He smiles softly as he lets you admire him, enjoying your shameless gaze.
âAll of this is for you,â he murmurs gently âand itâll always be only for you.â He whispers as he takes one of your hands in his, bringing it up to his lips to kiss your knuckles.
Butterflies erupt in your stomach at the action, making you blush even more. You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him down for a kiss. You love him so much. His mouth is like heaven to you. Youâre convinced this is a dream still. Heâs everything you could ever ask for. The kiss gets more heated the more you kiss each other. Your hands wander to the back of his head and you pull at his strands softly making him moan into your mouth.
The feel of his desire pressed against your heated skin is heavenly, and you roll your hips up into his to feel some friction against your core. You moan softly against his lips as you rub yourself against him.
He groans as you continue to grind up against him, grasping your hips into his hands to halt your movements. You whine as he pushes your hips gently against the mattress, so desperate to feel him again.
You gasp openly into his mouth, desire growing, and his hand moves down to your heat, into your underwear. His mouth falls from yours to unleash a heavy groan into your neck at the first slip of his fingers between your parted lips.
It's very, very wet; more wet than you'd honestly ever been and certainly more wet than he could've imagined in his wildest dreams.
Thereâs a smile on Anthonyâs face as he slides a finger inside of you, watching the way your body squirms at the sensation.
"You're so wet for me, kitten. I absolutely love it." You whimper at the nickname he gave you and you buck your hips up towards his hand in response, silently begging for more. He notices and slips a second finger in, his pace speeding up with the addition. Your hands clutch the off-white bed sheets as you move along with the pace of his fingers, feeling him both curl them and spread them.
You gasp, his lips make their way to yours, kissing you with everything that he has. "That feels good doesn't it love? You like it when I touch you like this?" Anthony groans and rubs your clit faster. You buck your hips and nod quietly. "Use your words angel," he taunts.
"Yes, yes, oh my god, yes please. yes," you moan loudly.
âGood,â he says, a smug smirk playing on his face. Itâs incredible how easy it is for this man above you to turn you on and make a mess of you.
Anthony leans down to trap your lips in another deep kiss. You can feel him smile against your lips as you whimper against his mouth.
You feel your legs spread even more open for him at the feeling of his finger pleasuring you. His tongue slips into your mouth after another gasp falls from your lips. You canât help but moan and whine as he continues to pleasure you. Your hands wander to the back of his head pulling at hair softly making him moan into your mouth.
âGod, I want you so bad.â He groans as his hand shifts, thumb settling against your clit to work it smoothly, and he thrusts another finger inside you slowly, curling his fingers forward with every penetration until your thighs shake.
âYou have me, always.â You whimper as your body trembles underneath him. So overwhelmed with the arousal and emotions youâre feeling right now.
His eyes are burning holes into yours, lust and love written all over them. When he fastens his motions inside you, you moan out again and squeeze your eyes shut. That burning intense feeling, a tight coil in your lower abdomen making your back arch beautifully.
âOpen your eyes for me my love, please look at me.â
You open your eyes slowly, looking straight into his eyes. His intense gaze is what it takes to make the dam break. The hot feeling spreads all over your body, your body tingling, your hips moving on their own against his hand.
âYouâre doing so well for me baby girl,â He says as his fingers slow down, slipping out of you to rub your slit softly, still helping you ride out your orgasm.
As you feel your consciousness finally come back to you, you feel his fingers slip away from your heat. He slowly and gently pulls your underwear off your body leaving you completely bare for him. His eyes canât seem to stay in one place as he admires how beautiful you are.
Standing up he slowly makes work of the rest of his clothing, leaving him naked in front of you. Your eyes widen as you take him in. You canât help but wonder if he is going to be able to fit inside you. Heâs huge. A chill goes down your spine as he licks his lips while he looks at you. Heâs so handsome, his body is truly beautiful.
He slowly moves towards the bed and gently spreads your thighs apart as he fits himself between them. He positions his body against yours, you feel his hand come up to your face to caress your cheek again as you feel one of his hands wander all over your body making you breathless already.
You feel his member momentarily against your wetness which makes you thrust against him.
He pushes your back up against the bed, pressing himself flush against your body. He brings his lips down against your own once again, stealing your breath and making you whine needily in his mouth. He groans in response, his hands slowly drifting down from your waist towards your hips.
âI need you,â you pant against his lips, but Anthony pulls his hips away slightly with a small smirk on his face. âPleaseâŠâ
You need him so bad. You feel him press kisses all over your face, he starts pressing tender kisses everywhere on your face and body. Panting you feel him slowly go down your body. He momentarily wraps his mouth around one of your nipples and sucks lightly making you arch your body against his. You feel him caress your arms softly, comforting you. Eventually you feel his lips move lower down your body. Littering your body full of love and affection.
You feel yourself dripping down the sheets, whining helplessly. You need him so bad.
He travels all the way down until he is face to face with your heat. Anthony gently spreads your legs further apart for him with his strong hands. You can see his arousal showing in his eyes. Licking his lips he leans down to press a kiss on one of your thighs, so close to where you need him the most.
A loud broken moan leaves your lips as his lips finally meet your wet heat. He dives between your legs, licking a stripe up through your folds and teasingly dipping his tongue into your entrance before he travels up to your clit, spreading your lips with his wet tongue and sucking your button into his mouth.
You practically scream at his actions, arching your back slightly off the bed. You feel your body trembling and you try to grind your wetness slowly against his lips.
Strong arms are locked around your thighs, he secures your hips with his biceps, holding you still despite your attempts to grind your pussy against his lips.
You can feel Anthony chuckle against your heat making you feel even more hot all over. His tongue is lapping at your lower lips. Squeaky, senseless noises come out from your throat. Youâre squirming and he just sighs like thereâs nothing in the world heâd rather be doing than this right now, eating you out on your shared bed, and itâs so good you can barely even figure out what heâs doing with his tongue.
Anthony moans into you, the vibrations full and hot, and you splutter.
âA-ah t-this is too muchâ you squeak, your voice sounds strangled and full of desperation. Youâre so close to the edge âI c-canât this is too-too much.â
âEasy my love,â he whispers as he places a soft kiss on your right thigh. Your whole body is trembling from the new sensations he just gave you.
âMy lordâ you mumble softly.
âItâs okay Y/N, I know, Iâve got youâ he coos again, teasing. âItâs a lot. Will you let me continue?â
âY-yeah, just uh wait a secondâ you whine.
âAlright.â
But after a couple of seconds waiting it feels too much. It feels like hours are passing by. Youâre already tired of waiting and he is, too. When he leans down to dip his tongue between your folds once again.
You sigh at the same time he does, except yours is high-pitched and his sounds so dreamy. Anthony is lapping at you with determination, taking care not to be too rough or too fast this time and push you over the edge only when youâre ready for it.
âOh, my god,â you whimper, trembling digits sinking into his brown hair and the other against your teeth, trying to silence yourself. âMy-my-my gooooohdâŠâ
âI knowâ he mumbles, his lips sealing around your clit and you almost jump out of your skin at the action. âGod- you taste good. You feel so good. Youâre everything.â
Youâre a mess of his name, you chant his name over and over again. Eyes are squeezing shut to the point of tears, his arms press into your hip bones to pin you in place as you buck into him again, trying to get closer to that feeling of his tongue lapping on your clit and urging him to do more.
âAh Anthony baby, oh my gooooodâ you cry out loud. Youâre sure the rest of the people in the house have heard you by now. He sucks lazily at your clit while he moves to curl his fingers into you. Anthony eventually sucks harder on your clit, still occasionally swirling his tongue around your little bud while moving his fingers inside you a bit faster. You keep crying out his name between moans as you now hold onto his hair with both of your hands.
You are so so close. Suddenly you feel his fingers retreat from your core and you whine at the loss of his fingers. This makes Anthony chuckle. He leans down again. Slipping his tongue into your entrance, he curls the muscle upward to brush your walls, the sight of your fingers bunching the fabric of the sheets in a tight grip encouraging him to do it again.
You feel so dizzy from his ministrations. Moaning and whining, you writhe underneath him. âFuck, Anthonyyyy.â You whimper when he begins thrusting his tongue in and out of you just as his fingers had been doing moments before, hips bucking uncontrollably into his mouth as you repeatedly whine his name. You were this close to coming on his face, but your body needed one more little push.
âCome on, kitten, come for me.â
You gasp loudly as you feel your whole body trembling even more and then you feel your body tense as you come against his mouth. Your whole mind feels like exploding and all you can see is stars. You feel so overwhelmed by the amount of pleasure and emotions you were experiencing. Your body is still trembling as you feel yourself come down from your high.
You feel Anthony still licking up your wet heat, his mouth is heavenly. Heâs now licking every last remaining wetness coming out of your entrance, moaning at the taste.
You whimper because you feel so overstimulated. You tug at his hair softly trying to signal him that you canât take it anymore for now.
âSuch a good angel,â he whispers as he retreats his mouth from your heat and he wipes your juices off his mouth with a small smile while looking at you âYou did so well my love.â
Anthony presses a kiss on your hip bone, then slowly moves his body, finally facing you. Youâre still trying to catch your breath, trying to keep your eyes open. He smiles down at you with so much adoration, it makes your insides melt.
He leans down to press kisses down your neck to your shoulders making you giggle as he litters your body full of kisses.
âMake love to me, Anthony,â you sigh, and he groans against your neck. He pulls back just enough to look at you, stroking your hair back from your face as his eyes look deeply into yours.
He surges forward and kisses you so passionately, taking your breath away. You sigh into it, your eyes sliding shut as you bury your fingers in his hair. Anthony groans low, as your fingernails rake against his scalp. You melt into him as his arms hug you closer to him. You moan against his lips as you feel him massage your back and neck just slightly. This gave him the opportunity to swipe his tongue against your bottom lip, slipping it inside your mouth.
You let out more moans and whines against his lips as you both dance your tongues against one another. You whine as he pulls away smiling at you with a tender look in his eyes.
âYou know I love you right?â He says as one of his hands reaches to rest against your cheek, stroking your soft skin. You feel yourself melt instantly as you look into his eyes and his soft touch.
âOf course I do, I love you too, so much.â You whisper and smile shyly as you lean up to him and you both meet in a soft kiss. The two of you kiss languidly for a moment, treasuring the heat of each other's bodies as your lips slot together with ease, but soon enough the kisses become deeper, and hands start to grip tighter and legs tangling together.
It's like you're both starved, this insatiable hunger for each other.
You canât help but roll your hips against his to feel his cock. It turns slick as you keep grinding yourself against him, and he has no trouble gliding his hips against you and rutting it into your clit.
âOh, fuckâ Anthony rasps, and itâs because heâs reaching down and grasping himself to line up between your lips and slide. He keeps rubbing the head of his cock from your entrance, up to your clit, circling until you squirm underneath him, and back down. He loves the sounds you make as he spreads his precum around your slit, where you are still dripping for him.
You gasp openly into his mouth, desire growing quickly. Youâre still so so wet. Anthony swallows your whines with his lips against yours, hips rolling against you. He kisses you full of fervour, his grip on you intensifying heatedly.
Youâre trembling against him, full of anticipation. His body covers your whole body with his. You writhe against him, wishing he was just in you already and filling you up and making you see white.
âAre you ready my dearest? Let me know if I start to hurt you or if you want to stop.â He whispers as he looks deep into your eyes.
You bite your lip and nod, too shy and excited to talk.
âIâll try to go slow at first, okay, angel?â He says before leaning back down to kiss your lips again, he reaches down and grasps himself to line up between your lips and slide. He is rubbing the tip firmly over your swollen clit and your mind is all over the place.
âP-please, Anthony,â you stutter, your body trembling even more âp-put it in, please?â
He rubs himself up and down your slit for a while longer before one of his hands lean down to spread your outer lips sliding his dick teasingly around your core. You arch your back slightly and whine loudly out of frustration.
The moment you want to beg him again to put it in he leans down to line it up with your entrance. Your legs tremble underneath him, a mix of nerves and excitement. Anthony slides in so slowly itâs agonizing. Heâs careful, like heâs afraid you might break. You let out a long broken whine as he gradually pushes more of him inside you. Heâs so big. He leans down to kiss your lips gently as he moves more inside, hoping the sweetness of the embrace will soften the sting.
Once heâs fully inside you, you sigh against his lips. You feel so full, as if he is made for you, and only you. The feeling of him filling you up so completely has you seeing stars and digging your fingernails into his shoulders.You feel one of his hands finding your hand, lacing them with yours as the other one reaches up to your face.
âYou okay?â He asks worriedly.
âY-yeah, I just need a moment.â You murmur.
âAnything for you, my love.â He smiles as your eyes are drifting close.
You feel yourself gradually adjust to his size and you bite your lip as you open your eyes again to look up at your handsome husband on top of you.
âP-please move.â You beg.
He nods quietly and starts by fucking you slow and deep, one hand reaching down to play with your clit, while the other holds your hand tightly. The sting hurts you for a while, but it easily changes to a more pleasurable feeling as he moves against you. Youâre so overstimulated from all your previous orgasms that the sensation heâs giving you is mixed between pain and pleasure.
He grunts as he drops his head to your ear to kiss and lick at the sensitive skin there and to whisper sweet nothings as he sets a pace.
âSo tightâŠâ he groans.
The angle is so good, but when his pace picks up he finally leans down to wrap his arms around you, that it makes you gasp and you grab the sheets around you, to fuck you harder and faster.
âYouâre taking me so well, kitten. Doing so so, good for me. Y-youâre so perfect.â
You whimper as his lips, move back up to your lips, enveloping them in a passionate kiss.
At a certain point you feel the end of his strokes slide into a pressure point in your core that has you clenching like a vise around his dick. Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head from the pleasure heâs giving you. A loud noise like nothing youâve ever made escapes your throat, a strange cry of his name.
âM-mmhmm fuck! Anthonyyyyyâ!â
He leans down to whisper in your ear. âF-fuck youâre so loud for me princess, are you close?â
âOh myâ you moan, hot tears filling the corners of your eyes in pleasure, âI aaaaaam⊠I t-think so o-oh, fuck please!â
âLook at you, so desperate to comeâŠâ
The air is stuffy all around you, each harsh breath released only thickening it up, leaving your skin hot and your mind fuzzy. Another precise thrust has you whimpering, wrapping your legs around his hips, pushing him closer.
His mouth covers your own to swallow your mewls, you can feel the tightness return in your belly, the tight coil that pulls tight, tight, tighter. His lips slide away from yours, wet and swollen and his breathing harsh as he tries to suck in air again, and everything is too much. Itâs just too much for you to handle.
Heâs quickening his pace, hips snapping to a fast tempo. âThis pussy was made for this cock, isnât it kitten?â His hands canât get enough of you, sliding around your hips and lower back, wanting to feel all of you, touch you everywhere. You moan at the feeling of his speed, your third orgasm of the night, coming so close. Your arms wrap around him and your nails dig in his back making him groan. The feeling of the coil tightening in your belly, tingling down to your legs, ready to snap any second now.
âAlways, so beautiful,â he whispers, cursing under his breath when you purposefully tighten your walls around him. âYou look so pretty when youâre stretched around my cock, god, bet you look pretty full of my cum too.â
âPleaseâŠâ you whine as you think about him filling you up and you tighten your walls around him once again. âYes, yesyes please. Fill me up Anthony⊠please.â
Those are the golden words he needed to hear, groaning he buries his face into your neck as he fucks into you, making the whole bed rattle, the wooden headboard slamming into the wall.
âFuuuffuuucck⊠Iâm g-gonna⊠I-Iâm g-gonâŠna⊠A-Anthony-y⊠I-I love you I love you I nneeeeddd yyouhhh h n-nnno I wwaaant mooorrre, I-Iâm gonnaââ
âCum for me, pretty. I got you. Show me that Iâm the only one who can make you cum like this. Cum all over me, princess.â
You come with a loud cry, your body squirming underneath his as you hold his body closer to yours, your nails digging in his back, scratching it. This orgasm felt more intense than the others, youâre feeling so overwhelmed by the pleasure youâre feeling. Anthony groans in your ear as your walls spasm and pulse around his cock, begging him to cum inside, desperate for him to fill you up the way he promised.
âAh fuckââ he moans, pushing himself up as he thrusts deeper into you, the head of his cock hitting your cervix repeatedly. âAre you gonna take my cum like a good wife? Let me fill you up until my love is messy, hm?â
You nod vigorously at his words, whining even more at the sensitivity. âPlease⊠please put a baby inside me.â
He groans loudly at your words, heâs a stuttering mess and his hips are jerking wildly without his permission and heâs cumming inside of you deeply. The warmth of his seed fills you up and spreads within you. He looks so beautiful coming undone on top of you.
Youâre both trying to catch your breaths as he leans his forehead against yours. Eventually you feel him slowly roll off of you and he lays down next to you while he wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer. You turn to your side towards him as he pulls you against him, his body hot and slick from sweat.
âI love you so much,â he says, his voice low, with a huge smile on his face.
âI love you too,â you say as you blush at how intensely he looks at you. Youâre giggling softly as he wraps his arms around you, holding you impossibly closer to his body.
âYouâre everything to me⊠so perfect.â He whispers as he leans his lips down to yours to kiss you gently.
âYouâre everything to me tooâŠâ you say against his lips with a smile.
The both of you soon continue to make conversation as you hold onto each other. Laughing and talking until youâre too tired to stay up anymore. The night is filled with touches, kisses and so much love.
When you wake up, itâs the morning, light slips through the partially open blinds and warms the room. You feel all hot, Anthonyâs body wrapping around you from behind, spooning you, holding you close to him. Your legs are tangled together, and both of you are still naked, laying under the covers.
You feel him nuzzle against you, melting against him, still feeling so hot. Barely awake, you whine as you try to kick the thick cover off of your bare body and you sigh into your pillow. After a few more minutes of unsuccessfully trying to get back to sleep, your eyes slid open only to end up squinting at the offending sunlight.
You close your eyes again and yawn, stretching your limbs and a smile plays on your face once youâre done. At your movements, your husband moves closer, groaning and wrapping his arms around you, tugging you even closer to him until your back is pressed up against his warm chest. You could feel his breath on your neck, soft and slow. His morning wood pressing against your ass and you feel your cheeks heat up at the feeling. Rolling over, youâre met with Anthonyâs sleepy face. You smile once again as you take in his soft and peaceful face, you bring one of your hands to trace his lips with your fingertips. Your fingers travel to his messy hair, running your fingers through his hair gently.
Anthony sighs softly before tugging your body closer to his once again. Your eyes start to drift shut again, sleep overtaking you slowly. You feel so content, being able to hold and just enjoy the morning with the love of your life. But before you can fall asleep once again, you feel his lips on your neck.
âHmmm,â you mumble, still very sleepy. âWhat are you doing?â You giggle and try to wiggle away from him. His grip tightens around your waist, tugging you closer to his body once again.
Nuzzling his face against your neck, he responds, âYouâre so warm and so beautiful...â He says as his fingers trace your back so gently and his fingertips feel so soft against your skin.
You giggle as he continues to kiss your neck, before you know it he reaches back to take the covers and pull them over your bodies. Cuddling you once again while holding your naked body against his.
âAnthony...â Your whines slowly turn into soft moans as he continues to kiss your neck. Heâs switching between soft small chaste kisses to wet and deep kisses that you know will leave marks on your skin.
His kisses travel to your jaw, nipping at it gently making you a whimpering mess. He is so warm against you, cocooning you in his arms and making you melt against his touch. You feel more wetness pool down low between your thighs the more he touches and kisses you. Rubbing your legs against each other, to get some friction, you hear Anthony chuckle before one of his hands comes between your thighs, pushing your legs apart for him.
âI can smell how wet you areâŠâ He whispers against your skin making you whine against him.
His mouth moves slowly towards your lips, engulfing your mouth in a deep and slow kiss. Anthony always kisses you like he has all the time in the world. His fingers move from your waist to your upper back, and his skin is so hot and wet against yours and to make things even worse his hands move once again to cup your face gently in his hands, deepening the kiss once again.
You wrap your arms around him as you hold him closer to your body. You feel his dick, so hard against your heat, throbbing against you. Bringing your leg up, you wrap it around his hip, grinding your wetness against him. He groans as he feels your dripping core against him.
âPlease⊠Anthony⊠I need you.â You whisper against his lips. His fingers tighten against your hips as he grunts at your words. He removes his lips from yours, moving his mouth to your ear.
âHow do you want me?â He whispers into your ear, his voice deep. Your body shudders at his words and you whine as you continue to grind against him.
âI-I want you to take me.â You stutter shyly.
âHow do you want me to take you?â He groans as his dick slips between your folds. âI have some ideasâŠâ
Your cheeks heat up as he rolls you onto your stomach. He moves himself behind you, pulling your hips up, ass in the air for him. He stares at your wet heat, clenching around nothing, begging to be filled. Your body trembles with anticipation. Youâre dripping, so soaked for him.
Seconds later you feel his cock rubbing up and down your slit. You grip the sheets as he circles the tip around your entrance and you whimper as you buck your hips against him, wanting him to fill you up.
He grips your hips, holding you so you donât make any movements any more. âBad kitten⊠so impatient.â Anthony groans when you wiggle for him, spreading your legs a bit more for him exposing more of your pussy.
âI want you so badâŠâ you whine, your cheeks heat up at your new favourite pet name he has for you. âD-daddy please⊠fill me up. Make love to me, I want your babiesâŠâ
He growls at the word and youâre glad that pulled a reaction out of him. He continues to circle his tip around your entrance, pulling more desperate whimpers from your lips. Wiggling your hips you try to push back against him but the strong hold that he has on you makes it hard for you to move.
A broken gasp leaves your lips as he finally slides the tip inside you. He gradually slides more of his thickness inside you and you tremble more underneath him. The pressure of his massive dick deep within your walls overwhelms you while you clutch the sheets below you in tight fists.
âFuck kitty,â he groans breathlessly, as his hands trace your body gently. âYouâre taking me so well, weâre almost there.â
He thrusts the last parts of himself inside you, filling you up to the brim, you moan as he halts his movements, finally inside you all the way. âFuck, angel, you look so beautiful like this, so small, taking me all the way underneath me.â He canât control the words that leave his lips as his hips move, quickly pulling himself out of you making you whine at the empty feeling. âMy wife⊠such a needy kitten.â He groans before he thrusts himself all the way inside your pussy again.
âA-Ah daddy⊠oh my godââ you hiccup as he moves his hips slowly against you. You cry out as he thrusts so deep inside you that it has your body slumping against the bed. His hands come to move to squeeze the flesh of your ass while he continues to move against you.
You moan loudly, arching your back and pressing your ass up against him, and he grabs your asscheeks, keeping the angle perfect as he starts rolling his hips deeply into you. The noises that are spilling off your lips drive him insane, his dick throbbing inside you as you start to tighten around him. Heâs so deep, hitting your cervix repeatedly making your eyes roll back in your head.
âDoes my wife love being filled like this?â He moans as he leans down to press kisses against your shoulders.
Your mind goes blank as all you can do is focus on the feel of him stretching you, filling you up, so overwhelmed with bliss already. He thrusts deeper inside you, earning whines and moans as you continue to cry out his name. You try to tell him, breathlessly, about how good he is making you feel. The sound of your pleasure fuels his desire to fuck you better, urging him to do more. Anthony picks up his pace, thrusting into you quicker, harder, hitting the spot that has your body going numb.
You claw at the sheets, burying your face into the pillow to muffle your screams. The air is all stuffy around you as his hips move faster, whining you try to push back your hips against his to take more of his big cock. He moans at the sight, kneading your ass as he tries to bury himself more inside you, his tip hitting your cervix instantly. Your eyes roll back inside your head once again as you dig your fingers more into the bed, you mewl against the sheets at the overwhelming pleasure heâs giving you.
âF-fuck fuck fuck, this feels so goooohhhood my lord, p-please more⊠harder pleaseâ
âYeah? You love being filled with all of my cock donât you?â He grunts as he slaps your ass once making you cry out in pleasure. Your moans grow louder and louder as well as the sounds of your pussy that keep meeting his dick over and over again. The sounds mix along with your desperate whimpers. âYour pussy is so tight and wet around me, begging me to fill you up in other ways⊠begging for my seed.â
You whine as your eyes roll back inside your head.
âWhat do you want, kitten?â He groans while one of his hands reach around you to slip against your clit making you writhe against him as he applies pressure. The pleasure has the tension tightening in the pit of your stomach, dying for your release.
âOh, o-oh m-my⊠please sir, h-harder, faster p-p-pleaaseee.â You squeak out in between moans. The wet noises of him easing into you over and over has your cheeks burning, realising just how wet and needy you are for him.
He growls, gripping your hips tighter as he picks up his pace once more. Your skin is all sweaty and hot. You try to catch your breath but from how Anthony is trusting inside you and the rubbing against your clit it feels almost impossible to do so.
âDoes that feel good princess?â He asks as he leans down his body closer to yours making him hit your cervix repeatedly. You whimper and tremble underneath him as you nod, he moans against your ear as he whispers close to you. âDoes it feel good? That Iâm fucking you like this? Just the way you like it.â
âYes! I-it feels sooooo gooood, Anthonyyyyââ you whine as he continues to hit your sensitive spots inside you. His fingers press down on your little button making you squirm. The tension continues to build up as the pleasure is becoming too overwhelming. You are crying out for him, your moans almost sounding like his name, and he moves his head down once again and licks your neck.
Anthony snaps his hips into you again and again, thrusting deep, causing you to see stars from knowing just how to pleasure you. Feeling like your head is swimming once again, you whine. âIâm so close, my love, pleaseâŠâ you beg desperately. You only need one more little push, a little bit more attention to reach your peak.
âCome for me kittenâŠâ he whispers against your ear. âCum around me⊠let me put my heir inside you.â
His hips never slow down as he massages your clit. The coil finally snaps, pleasure erupts in waves as heat overflows your body as you arch your back. You canât stop yourself from shaking as you come against him. You almost black out because of the intensity of your orgasm, trembling like crazy. You feel yourself gushing against him, you moan as the overstimulation is getting to you.
âFuck!â He grunts as he looks at you and feels you squirting all over him. âI wanna fill you up, my love.â His pace is becoming erratic, with less finesse as he charges towards his own finish line. âGoing to fuck a baby into you, angel. Get you nice and fullâŠâ
Your walls pulse and become tighter around him as he continues to hit your cervix. He groans as his movements become more sloppy. Loud whimpers leave your lips as he finally spills his seed inside you, coating each inch of you with a warmth that pools deep inside you.
Anthony sighs as he finally feels his climax subside. His cock finishes its weak pulses, and he gently pulls out of your spent hole, making you whimper at the loss and he watches his seed drool out of you. Your pussy continues to clench repeatedly and he feels himself harden again at the sight. He wants to take you again but he knows he needs you to recover first.
âHmmm, I think your little cunt needs to look like this every single day, donât you?â He whispers with a smile.
Youâre still trying to catch your breath as you whine every now and then. He moves off the bed, making his way to the bathroom to get a warm, wet cloth and returns to your legs to clean you carefully. Once heâs done he comes back into bed, wrapping his arms around you instantly.
âYou did so well my love,â he whispers as he places soft kisses against your temples. Your cheeks burn at his sweet words. He leans down to capture your lips in another kiss. Kissing each other languidly for a while before you feel him trace your thighs with his fingers. You pull away and you raise your eyebrows at him.
âWhat?â He chuckles, playing coy and tries not to laugh as you shake your head with amusement.
âI know you want more⊠I can practically feel how hard you are against me.â
He hums at your words with a smile as his lips move against yours again. âIâll always want you.â
Heat rises to your cheeks at his words. âMe tooâŠâ you whisper shyly.
âIâve been very nice, very good to you. Maybe you would love to squirt all over me again?â He smiles at you deviously as you gasp, giving him a playful push.
âAnthony!â You squeal before he holds your body close to his, swallowing your noises as he kisses you deeply. Both of your laughs turn into breathy moans as you both continue to touch each other.
As he kisses and touches you again and again, you settle in for a long day, as Anthony intends on wearing you out.
summary : your first time with anthony as newlyweds.
warnings : smut, reader is kind of a prude (can you blame her?), vaginal sex, fingering, swear words, my shitty writing, inexperienced fem!reader, they âhateâ one another. lmk if i missed any! :)
The door closes with a thud mere seconds after you step into your shared room, your husband following close behind.
As you step out of your shoes, Anthony opens his mouth, âI do not wish to interact with you, not now, not ever. I like to believe that you are aware Iâve not wanted this, if it werenât for my motherââ
âIf it werenât for your mother, youâd still be a bachelor yet to the age of thirtyâ you reply bitterly, squinting your eyes, âIâm not sure whoâs doing a favour to whom, my lord.â
Anthony seems quite pleased with your response, much to your displeasure. He doesnât reply, instead, he seems eager to undress. Again, to your displeasure, he takes the neatly folded bed shirt that you believe belongs to him, and places it on his nightstand, only his undergarments covering a very small part of his figure.
As Anthony moves to lay in bed, your eyes widen, and you huff loudly, âAnd what do you think you are doing?! If you think I will be sleeping next to you like this, you are terribly mistaken.â
He breathes out a laugh, closing his eyes as he knows it will anger you further. âNeednât to worry, my lady. I believe we are both to get familiar with each otherâs habits, isnât that so?â
You reluctantly mirror his actions, settling under the fairly cold sheets, Anthonyâs bare leg touching yours slightly, but you donât move it away. âWe ought to, my lordâ you point out, closing your eyes with a sigh.
***
During the night, you find yourself writhing in bed, unable to go back to sleep for some reason. You finally give in, opening your eyes, darkness surrounding you due to the late time.
âWell, I certainly am not dreaming of you, so who could it be keeping you from sleeping?â Anthonyâs croaky voice sounds in your ear, followed by a breathy laugh.
You try to bite back a smile, entirely happy that you donât have to be the only one awake at this hour. âIâm not a believer of legends, Anthony.â
âOh? First-name terms. I see, Y/nâ he hums, and you can very much see the corners of his lips tilting up as he speaks, âWhat else might be disturbing my wife, then?â
You inhale shakily as he refers to you as exactly what you are now, his wife. Clearing your throat, you try to make your voice sound as quiet as possible, âI have a-.. very strange feeling. Ever since Iâve gone to bed last night.â
Your words seem to bring something out of Anthony as he props himself up on one elbow, his head clearly tilted to the side, looking at you. âYou have a strange feeling?â he seems confused, totally unaware of the meaning behind your words. âWhere?â
He doesnât know it, but itâs exactly the one word you were hoping to hear from him. Your cheeks are bright red and you are grateful for the darkness as he cannot see them. âBetween my legsâ you whisper with a gulp, softly clutching the sheets as the thought enters your mind once again. âWhen you were- undressing.. I have never felt this way before... Iâve never seen a man this wayâ you admit softly, âI think we might need another room, being this close isââ
âFrustrating?â he interrupts you, moving to lit up the candle on his nightstand, âThe mere thought of me being here beside you, so close.. Donât you find it the least bit arousing?â
You frown at the word. Arousing, he says.
âIâve never- I donât think I quite understand what you meanâ you finally manage to spare him a glance, his face now visible due to the small source of light, as is yours.
Anthony laughs dryly â heâs never been one to corrupt before, in fact, he never needed to. All the women heâs been with were not to be corrupted, so he has to hesitate when it comes to you, not positive if he would be able to treat you gently, as he believes you deserve.
You take notice on his pensive expression, and you open your mouth, but he is faster. âGo to sleep, Y/n. Mother will surely want to see you in the morning, which is-â he looks at his clock, âin less than seven hours time.â
With a huff, you turn your back to face him, your eyes still open, âI will be going to someone else for help, then. Clearly you cannot use your own words to explain such simple matters.â
You are not sure of what your words actually mean, due to your inexperience, but Anthony knows. With a low grunt, he uses his hands to hold your hips tightly, manhandling you until your knees are digging into the mattress, legs on each side of his waist.
âClearly youâre unaware of what youâre asking me forâ he speaks through gritted teeth, moving to rest his back against the headframe of the bed as he looks into your eyes.
You feel heat rushing up your neck, your sensitive area now pulsing against Anthony. He groans heavily, âOr you do know. In fact, Iâd even dare to say youâre enjoying this.â
âI am, my lordâ your voice turns a bit louder than before, feeling valiant as the unusual feeling rushes through you. âIf youâd just give me a helping hand- Iâd be forever grateful.â
The following moment, your nightgown is ripped from your body, leaving yourself bare on top of Anthony, his hands roaming your bare skin with an eager grin. âYou are gorgeous, my dear. Much too good to be trueâ he admits as he leans in, âMay I?â he looks down at your boobs for a mere second, then back at you.
You feel your chest heave at the nonexistent gap between you two, and whimper slightly, âplease, my lord.â
His mouth falls open as his eyes stay on yours, and he lowers his head so his lips can wrap around your bud, suckling gently. Anthony watches your lips part, and he smiles against your skin at the obscene sounds coming out of your pretty mouth.
âM-my lord, it feels so goodâ you whine as your head drops forward, and Anthony releases your nipple, smiling up at your helpless eyes. âI did this to you, dearest?â
You hum in agreement, arching your back as a sign for him to keep pleasuring you, but instead, he laughs darkly. âNeedy girl.. I can make you feel way better than this. Show me your pretty cunt, please.â
Your eyes widen slightly at the use of that word, having been told by your mother that you were not to use that word, because no respectable lady should. But you understand him, and nonetheless, push your white cotton underwear to the side, revealing your dripping folds and swollen clit.
Anthony feels himself getting worked up at the sight, a guttural moan escaping from his rosy lips. Heâs seen many of these before, but some time ago he discovered that the person he was intimate with mattered more than anything. He loves to say he hates you, when in reality, you do nothing more than to leave him speechless, in the best of ways.
He looks like he is in a trance as he reaches his hand up, a singular finger tracing through your folds, stopping at your clit as he rubbed against it, causing your thighs to quiver at the brand new feeling. With that, he is pulled from his trance, and he smirks widely, and his eyes snap up to meet yours. âSuch a sweet little virgin, arenât you? Moaning already and I have not even fucked you yetâ he teases and you frown softly and your cheeks flush, small hands wrapping around his wrists, eager to feel more, âOh, no need to feel embarrassed, princess. Youâve saved yourself for your husband, and I believe I am your husband, arenât I?â
His sweet words, though taunting and indecent, help you feel better and he then feels you relax on top of him, loosely holding his wrist. âYes, sirâ you nod with a sincere smile.
Smiling back, Anthonyâs fingers drop down to your entrance, prodding at it, making you feel some kind of uncomfortable pressure, but you quickly brush it off, trusting him entirely. He seems to notice, because he quietly says, âItâs okay, lovely. Itâll feel good in no time, I promise.â
He works with both his hands on your cunt â one of them is thumbing at your clit, and the other tries to push a finger inside of your tight hole. When he finally manages, the intrusion makes you cry out in slight pain, but he tries to be as gentle as possible, pushing into you slightly all the way down to the base, not moving the slightest bit as he searches for your eyes.
âHurtsâ you cry as your palms aggressively rub at your eyes, smearing the light makeup all over your face.
Anthony feels his heart shatter at the sight, but if he tries to stop you will probably cry even more.
âI know, honey. Itâll hurt for a little bitâ he tries to consolate you, still rubbing your clit to try and make you feel better, âBut youâre doing so good, youâre my best girl.â
Your hands slowly drop from your face and you look down at him, âI am?â you ask, unsure, and he nods, giving you a sweet smile. âM-move, please. Make it go awayâ you plead with him, and Anthony starts dragging his finger slowly along your tight walls, placing gentle kisses along your jaw and neck.
You tighten around his digit, hoping for the pain to grow dim, and after some time, it does. You feel some sort of wetness dripping out of you, onto Anthonyâs hand and he takes that as a sign to pump another of his fingers into you, not without having his eyes glued to your face.
âOh, Anthony...â you yelp as you hold onto his broad shoulders, bouncing down on his fingers slowly, rolling your hips as they entered you. âI- I have this weird feeling... Pressureâ you admit bashfully as your teary eyes meet his, and his face softens.
âIt means that you need to let go for meâ he assures with a smile, pumping his fingers at a faster pace, ânot to worry, it will feel far better than this.â
You nod absentmindedly, quite afraid of the new sensation you were about to experience, but you let go nonetheless, just like he has asked you to. Your legs shake on top of his, nails digging into his skin as your cunt begins tightening on its own, far harder than youâve managed before. âA-Anthony..â you breathe out, though it comes out as more of a weak whisper, and you fall limp against him.
Anthony shushes you, gently petting your hair as he moves it from your forehead, and ties it around his fingers, not allowing heat to overcome you. âIt is quite alright, my darling. It felt good, did it not?â
âIt didâ you say breathlessly. After a moment of silence and quite the opposite in your mind, and you manage to straighten your back so your eyes would meet his once again. âDo y-you want to?â you ask fearfully, not knowing if this means anything to him.
âDo I what?â he asks, curiously eyeing you.
âMe...â you say and his eyes widen slightly, causing your eyes to as well, âto touch you.. What I mean is- May I touch you, Anthony?â
He breathes out a laugh and you almost immediately regret your words, but he gives you no time to do so. âYou know... I remember laying in bed one day, before our wedding. The door was locked, my hand wrapped around my cock..â he explains and you flush at the obscenity of his words, and he grins. âTrying to imagine that it was you who was doing these things to me. But I was well aware you would grip me tighter than that and make me feel better than that. You see.. I am tired of hands, my love. But I will gladly take up on the offer if that is all you are willing to give to me.â
Your cheeks are burning at this point, and you find yourself unable to utter a single word. You were entirely submissive to Anthony Bridgerton, for the first time in this lifetime.
âAnd when the times come, you shall let him and only him between your legs, my darling. Only he shall be the one to see under your skirts.â
You remember your motherâs words from earlier that week, and your palms begin sweating at the idea of Anthony between your legs, doing the real thing, as your mother calls it.
Anthony doesnât expect it, but next thing he knows, he is in Paradise. You push your underwear to the side, and hurry to take him out of his trousers, his hard cock looking painfully red in your rather loose grip.
âY/n/n, youââ Anthony begins but you manage to interrupt him, sliding down on his cock all at once. âFuckâ he whimpers at the feeling, even better than what he has been imagined over the months of him âcourtingâ you.
You give a high-pitched cry when you feel him thrust up into you, your eyes tightly squeezed shut. âI have not imaginedâ It feelsâ goodâ you gasp as you feel him reach deeper places within you, his balls slapping against your sensitive skin.
âMhm, I bet it does. Tell me moreâ he hums in amusement, though feeling ecstatic himself. For a second, his lips engulf yours for a searing kiss, and when he parts, you notice him looking at you expectantly.
Oh. So he really wants to know more.
Your lips fall open as you think about your words, but Anthonyâs pace only grows faster with every silent second.
âMyâ Anthony!â you cry out as he keeps his relentless pace, humming. âI believe that is the name, yes. My smart girl.â
You gather all of your strength that you have left, determined not to let him make you speechless. âNo oneâ no one could ever fuck me the way you do, my lord. O-Only youâ a groan rumbles through his chest when you finally allow the vulgar words to leave your mouth.
About less than five thrusts later, he lowers his head to your ear, where he whispers laboriously. âYou... You naughty girl. Now youâll have to take my seed, bear my child.â
âPleaseâ you gasp out, tugging him closer to you as his hand came down to thumb at your clit once again. âGive it to me, my lord.â
Seconds after, Anthony felt you twitch and shake underneath him, body jolting with each of his forceful thrusts. Your walls began spasming around him, and with a cry of his name, you let go, pleasure overcoming you as the feeling was overwhelming to say the least.
With your cunt still pulsing with the after-effects of your reached high, you would expect jhim to let go as well, but instead, he pulls out, and he pumps his hand up and down his shaft, throwing his head back as his seed manages to cover all of your lower stomach, and you look at him in amazement.
He looks like a God, his eyes, lips, jaw. He catches you staring and laughs heavily, reaching down to cup your jaw. âDid your mother not tell you it was rude to stare?â
Blushing, you frown softly. âWhy did youââ
âI figured we might need some time... Let us enjoy ourselves for a bit longer.â