To cuddle with you while watching a movie and feeling you laugh, hearing your heartbeat as my head lays on your chest my arms wrapped around you. To be fully relaxed by you. My life is finally feeling something stable. Got a good stream of things coming in finally, a full wallet, tank, new wheels and fridge these days God is really real and keep praying for better things even have a tree full of presents underneath for everyone this year life is a blessing after all and I get to take care of those who took care me for so long it feels like the river in my life finally thawed out and is flowing forward once again! I'm joyful, happy, content with everything going on right now! Yes of course a few hiccups here and there but honestly nothing to be to dramatic about just wake up and say thank you everyday every chance I get life is glowing, flowing and growing and I feel like this is just the start of major things to come. I'm just really missing you though that one person to really celebrate with! That hug that truly makes all the past hurt heal in one split second. The moment I see your eyes and hear your voice I know I am Gods girl. I miss you though so much it still aches even when my life is healing and starting to be healthy I only want to share it with you and to hear your voice is my trumpet blasting to rejoice
