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Ah yes, it finally went through!! I was able to create my new song. I thought for sure it was either gonna tell me that the system is still unavailable or that I’m out of credits, but in fact, I got to generate the song twice and I got it on the second try. The first try was good, but the second try was better. I’m glad I didn’t rush this song this morning. I guess when I get excited it’s like I want the finished product right away, but oftentimes good things come to those who wait!!!
So what is “Bus Stop“? You know, about a month ago when I was deep in meditation, I saw like nine song titles, and this was one of them. Of course, as I wrote it down, I was laughing in my head like, "this is so silly, I feel crazy in this moment," you know what I mean? I thought, "why in the world would I think of this title that sounds so juvenile?" and I thought about it off and on, wondering what in the world it could mean.
Until eventually, it all hit me that this song is the literal version of “trusting the process”. Your healing is not late. It’s not early. It’s right on time. You are becoming. You are doing the inner work, and you are surrendering and seeing the progress a little at a time. Although there are times you feel like you’re waiting on this potential “bus” to show up, it’s like you’re waiting on transformation and manifestation. You are building the architecture of your brand-new Life.
There is so much power in this waiting period. You might feel like the waiting is holding you back, but it’s not—it’s making you solid. It’s creating a foundation underneath your feet that is stable. You are becoming a more secure version of yourself. You are not rushing ahead of the process.
When I realized what "Bus Stop" meant to me, the song became alive to me, and I’m sorry that I almost rushed it this morning. I know I don’t have to perform or prove myself. I am worthy of love, I am going to embody love, and I am healing every day. I’m growing. I’m not the same girl I used to be. I’m continually changing, and I’m not becoming someone new or someone else—I’m just grounding myself securely.
Yes, I get in my head all spiritually, and I get excited when I see spiritual signs in life, but the universe has continually been telling me that I’ve been so busy with my head in the sky looking at all these “signs” that I’m missing what is actually happening inside of me. I’ve been retraining my nervous system, and I survived days that I wouldn’t have survived when I was younger.
I am not just retraining my nervous system; I’m working on the relationships around me as I do the work. I can see it changing on the outside because the outside world is a mirror of what’s inside of you. It’s all crazy, I know, but this whole entire album, “Luxury in Love,“ is the manifestation and the architecture of my brand-new Life of healing—Life after doing all the hard inner work. The younger me would not recognize this version of me because I did not have the understanding or the tools back then, but now I have all I need.
It’s not just impacting me; it goes around me. Because as I am learning to be safe, learning to get out of survival mode, and trusting myself again, I can begin to build trust with others. I am impacting others because I am not just protecting my well-being, I am protecting theirs too. I’m creating those healthy boundaries every day because I do love people. 2026 is the year that I love people correctly. It’s the year that I am trying to be a healthier and happier version of me.
I want to build a legacy of healing for future generations so they can see that healing IS absolutely possible, and that trusting the process is not crazy—it works. Whoever you are, whatever you’re healing from, don’t give up, and take your Life one day at a time. 💫
Please enjoy my new song, ”Bus Stop”. 🛑🎶
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