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Jayde, she/her, 22 Addict & beauty queen

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I tried to kill myself and I still woke up this morning fuck.

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Please help me.

I’m going to keep pushing this because there’s literally no escape for me. After years of abuse is over I am still left with some issues. The bailiffs turned up today, they’ve now increased the debt to £2,200. I am lost. I don’t have £2 nevermind £2000+ 

If anyone can donate PLEASE I’m literally begging you to donate to my GOFUNDME HERE

I am desperate for this to be over.

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Please read this.

In 2016 I entered a relationship with a man I thought the world of, he would take care of me and always make sure I was happy. Until about 6 months in everything was beyond perfect, he started drinking heavily and becoming moody. I found out he had been cheating on me, when I confronted him. He beat me. I should have left him, but I stayed. The beatings continued and he cut me off from family and friends, lost me my job and took out loans in my name and has left me financially ruined. He’d fill me with drugs and alcohol and lock me away and invite his friends round to have sex with me. Eventually, I did it, I called the police. On the 19/7/2018 he was arrested and charged. But my life is just beginning. I am in £2000 worth of debt that I have no way to pay since I am still shaken, depressed and feel too worthless to even go outside. I can’t afford to eat, drink, and am typing this from the local library. If anyone could help me, financially at least, so I can begin to regain my life I would be endlessly grateful. I was a bright, bubbly girl with a future, now I don’t see that. But would like to try. Thank you for reading. Please Reblog.

Donate to my GoFundMe 

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Any help would be nice, I’m still not in a great place right now. I’m still scared about the debt, it’s all my fault.

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Once upon a time we were ‘happy’. This was taken in March, I thought I was okay, I thought this was love. 

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Please read this.

In 2016 I entered a relationship with a man I thought the world of, he would take care of me and always make sure I was happy. Until about 6 months in everything was beyond perfect, he started drinking heavily and becoming moody. I found out he had been cheating on me, when I confronted him. He beat me. I should have left him, but I stayed. The beatings continued and he cut me off from family and friends, lost me my job and took out loans in my name and has left me financially ruined. He’d fill me with drugs and alcohol and lock me away and invite his friends round to have sex with me. Eventually, I did it, I called the police. On the 19/7/2018 he was arrested and charged. But my life is just beginning. I am in £2000 worth of debt that I have no way to pay since I am still shaken, depressed and feel too worthless to even go outside. I can’t afford to eat, drink, and am typing this from the local library. If anyone could help me, financially at least, so I can begin to regain my life I would be endlessly grateful. I was a bright, bubbly girl with a future, now I don’t see that. But would like to try. Thank you for reading. Please Reblog.

Donate to my GoFundMe 

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Please reblog this guys x

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Please help guys im desperate and begging I really really need help. I hate feeling like a charity case but at this point I don’t know what to do. I’m so depressed that I can’t see anyway out. Please help if you can, even just reblog please. 

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Please read this.

In 2016 I entered a relationship with a man I thought the world of, he would take care of me and always make sure I was happy. Until about 6 months in everything was beyond perfect, he started drinking heavily and becoming moody. I found out he had been cheating on me, when I confronted him. He beat me. I should have left him, but I stayed. The beatings continued and he cut me off from family and friends, lost me my job and took out loans in my name and has left me financially ruined. He’d fill me with drugs and alcohol and lock me away and invite his friends round to have sex with me. Eventually, I did it, I called the police. On the 19/7/2018 he was arrested and charged. But my life is just beginning. I am in £2000 worth of debt that I have no way to pay since I am still shaken, depressed and feel too worthless to even go outside. I can’t afford to eat, drink, and am typing this from the local library. If anyone could help me, financially at least, so I can begin to regain my life I would be endlessly grateful. I was a bright, bubbly girl with a future, now I don’t see that. But would like to try. Thank you for reading. Please Reblog.

Donate to my GoFundMe 

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Please reblog this guys x

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Suicide is so tempting.

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Please read this.

In 2016 I entered a relationship with a man I thought the world of, he would take care of me and always make sure I was happy. Until about 6 months in everything was beyond perfect, he started drinking heavily and becoming moody. I found out he had been cheating on me, when I confronted him. He beat me. I should have left him, but I stayed. The beatings continued and he cut me off from family and friends, lost me my job and took out loans in my name and has left me financially ruined. He'd fill me with drugs and alcohol and lock me away and invite his friends round to have sex with me. Eventually, I did it, I called the police. On the 19/7/2018 he was arrested and charged. But my life is just beginning. I am in £2000 worth of debt that I have no way to pay since I am still shaken, depressed and feel too worthless to even go outside. I can't afford to eat, drink, and am typing this from the local library. If anyone could help me, financially at least, so I can begin to regain my life I would be endlessly grateful. I was a bright, bubbly girl with a future, now I don't see that. But would like to try. Thank you for reading. Please Reblog.

Donate to my GoFundMe 

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person: u act older than u are me struggling w years of trauma & having to be the adult in situations that i shouldnt be in: i get that alot