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~CURRENTLY ON HIATUS~ACCEPTING OOC ASKS/MESSAGES ONLY Hi! My name is Marie Mjölnir. I'm a teacher at the DWMA. I'm also a death scythe. Well, more like Death hammer. *sips tea* Indie Marie Mjolnir from Soul Eater. Multiship, OC-friendly, crossover friendly. Don't be afraid to message me!

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lol I hope it’s a good one at least~

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I’m going through my following list to go follow people on my art blog and it’s so sad to scroll through all the URLS i recognize but they haven’t been on for literal YEARS

anyway if you want a follow from my art blog just let me know 

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I WAS GLAD TO SEE @icronagorgon ACTIVE THOUGH I-

DOES ANYONE EVEN REMEMBER ME JVDBHIGUOSFAHH

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omg so I responded to a later post, but I’ll post here too just in case.

OMG so good to see you still active!! I feel like we’re all so old now, but it’s super good to see some of my old favourite blogs still active. Would love to follow your new blog :)

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// OH MY GODDDDD AJDFHSGHIUDFOSOHIS  

HIIIII <3 IT’S SO GOOD TO ...HEAR? FROM YOU LMAO 

LOL yes so old lemme crack my back 

I’ll go follow you on the new blog :DD ( @sassrah-draws )

edited to add:

ommgggg I’m gonna cry thank youuuuuu ;v;

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AAAAAA HELLO YOU’RE STILL AROUND TOO!!!!! 

HIIIII yes I will go follow you~

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@icronagorgon 

HIIIIIIII I MISSED YOU TOOOOOOOO 

And yeah of all the people i was following that were very obviously SE blogs there was only like,..... 3 active still DDDDx

BUT HEY I AM ALIVE AND WELL AND AM HAPPY TO YELL ABOUT SE WITH YOU OVER ON @sassrah-draws <3 I need to do some more Soul Eater art soon and I think I might paint Crona UvU

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I’m going through my following list to go follow people on my art blog and it’s so sad to scroll through all the URLS i recognize but they haven’t been on for literal YEARS

anyway if you want a follow from my art blog just let me know 

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I WAS GLAD TO SEE @icronagorgon ACTIVE THOUGH I-

DOES ANYONE EVEN REMEMBER ME JVDBHIGUOSFAHH

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I’m going through my following list to go follow people on my art blog and it’s so sad to scroll through all the URLS i recognize but they haven’t been on for literal YEARS

anyway if you want a follow from my art blog just let me know 

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It might be a bit weird for my first post on this blog to be my commissions advertisement, but I hope you don’t mind! I’m trying to raise money to visit my friend in Japan! My inbox is open to any and all questions! 

Even if you can’t commission me, reblogs and follows are appreciated! 

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My heart belongs to EraserMicMight or AllEraserMic, whatever ship name everyone prefers lmao.

This one leans a bit more towards EraserMic but I’m practicing my Toshi drawing skills~

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This is kind of old by now, but I’m still in love with this drawing of Maka from Soul Eater~ I can’t tell which version I like better, actually. I’m leaning towards just the lines. 

~My commissions are open~

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This is my OC Kyle! He’s a sweetheart who is enrolling in culinary school. 

His favorite color is mint green, can you tell?

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wow I am alive

HI!!!!

I know almost no one thinks about this blog anymore but I’m alive and okay!

I’m on antidepressants now, so things have gotten SO much easier to deal with.

I’m sad to call this blog dead but it basically is at this point.

I know some of you might remember my art? I have FINALLY made a dedicated art tumblr! Follow me over here @sassrah-draws  if you’re interested! 

I’ve dived pretty heavily into MHA but I still love Soul Eater with all my heart <3 

I’ll still be checking this blog from time to time but over there is the best place to find me now! I appreciate anyone checking it out <3

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how is it that i drop in on my tumblr for the first time in literal years and the video player is still shit

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Worked on this girl for 9 months. Now this new music video comes out and she’s immensely popular, arguably one of the most popular characters in the LoL universe.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m really glad she’s a huge hit, it’s super exciting to see so many people love the character design and the gameplay, and know that I contributed directly and significantly to the behind-the-scenes engineering that makes it all work. It’s validating.

But it’s also so fucking melancholy to know I did so much work and put in so much time for such a shitty company, run by shitty people, and the reward I got for it was unemployment. 

I threw a lot into this character. I cried at work. I started getting panic attacks, which I’ve never gotten before. I developed persistent heart palpitations from the daily overwhelming stress and had to go to the hospital (this is true, seriously.) I basically dropped all my friends outside of work. My manager (and his manager!) lied to me constantly to keep me working. They said I was doing a great job but to keep it up. Don’t worry, it’s going to turn out great, and it’ll all be worth it in the end – recognition, a raise, probably a promotion in short order. They promised me the world. When she was finally finished, I didn’t even get to go to the release party, they just walked me out. 

I remember a quote from my last day, it sticks out in my mind: “I know you realize this is really hard for me,” my manager said. Yes, in the end, when he awkwardly informed me I didn’t have my dream job anymore – or any job at all – and then stared back at my shell-shocked face, my thousand-yard stare, the only thing he felt was sorry for himself.

She launched with no major bugs and was considered a technical success. Doesn’t matter. Get the fuck out.

I don’t know how I feel. A weird sensation of pride and intense bitterness. I did a good job; at least, I think I did. Unfortunately, internal validation is the only kind I’m going to get.

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Everyone reposting KDA should see this. Riot has successfully distracted everyone into forgetting their culture of sexism, exploitation, and toxicity mere months after it was all revealed.

Look, I get it. Akali is EXTREMELY my type. It’s obvious how much love and care was put into her development. But it makes me furious to see all the free advertising that Riot is getting from people who I thought would know better.  And now? One of the people who is arguably responsible for all that free advertising? Who’s work is undoubtedly making Riot hundreds of thousands of dollars a day? Who was overworked to the point of near breaking? They get nothing. WORSE than the scant bit of credit that most devs can get in a big company like Riot. They got let go.

Fuck Riot Games.

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One thing that I thought really sucked a lot is that the production company who made the KDA video isn’t even credited. They credit a lot of other people on their videos, usually, but the actual animators of the video are hidden; almost a lie by omission. At best it’s a honest mistake, at worst it’s sneakily trying to pass off the video as something made in-house when it’s not. :(

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Hey I stumbled onto your blog. How do I leave

rood

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Mun update.

Depression’s been swallowing me up pretty steadily for a while now.

Every time I get on this site I feel uncomfortable, annoyed, and stressed. 

I run a side art-related blog that seems to be the only thing going well for me on this site. You can ask for that if you like, but I might be picky with keeping my anonymity on it. 

I’m feeling very trapped in my life at the moment, and I feel like it’s been leaking through to everything else I try to do.

I can’t talk to people I want to. I can’t say things I need to. Very few things right now make me happy, or even raise me from that neutral void of… dark. I feel like I’m required to do a lot of things. Of course, that’s not true, but that doesn’t stop me from feeling that way. 

What I’d really love to say is to not contact me because the way my scheduling works out, I won’t have the time to keep in contact the way I’d like.

But I won’t say that, because I know that’d cause more worry than necessary. 

I’m fine. I just need to take a longer break from tumblr than normal. I’ll check back roughly once a week, in case anyone really feels the need to talk to me (and I am still offering commissions, after all), but as you can see I really just… haven’t felt much of a call to be on this blog in particular for quite a while. 

I’ll reblog the commissions post with some updated art, but aside from that (and possible commissions or art posting) you probably won’t hear from this blog for a while.

Reminder that I do have another blog I get on, but because it’s also an OC RP blog I’ll probably just post art of my OCs or reblog Dan Avidan shit. 

That blog found here; @achefandhismeister

Hope you all are doing well. I miss the conversations with my friends on here.

<3

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Mun update.

Depression’s been swallowing me up pretty steadily for a while now.

Every time I get on this site I feel uncomfortable, annoyed, and stressed. 

I run a side art-related blog that seems to be the only thing going well for me on this site. You can ask for that if you like, but I might be picky with keeping my anonymity on it. 

I’m feeling very trapped in my life at the moment, and I feel like it’s been leaking through to everything else I try to do.

I can’t talk to people I want to. I can’t say things I need to. Very few things right now make me happy, or even raise me from that neutral void of… dark. I feel like I’m required to do a lot of things. Of course, that’s not true, but that doesn’t stop me from feeling that way. 

What I’d really love to say is to not contact me because the way my scheduling works out, I won’t have the time to keep in contact the way I’d like.

But I won’t say that, because I know that’d cause more worry than necessary. 

I’m fine. I just need to take a longer break from tumblr than normal. I’ll check back roughly once a week, in case anyone really feels the need to talk to me (and I am still offering commissions, after all), but as you can see I really just… haven’t felt much of a call to be on this blog in particular for quite a while. 

I’ll reblog the commissions post with some updated art, but aside from that (and possible commissions or art posting) you probably won’t hear from this blog for a while.

Reminder that I do have another blog I get on, but because it’s also an OC RP blog I’ll probably just post art of my OCs or reblog Dan Avidan shit. 

That blog found here; @achefandhismeister

Hope you all are doing well. I miss the conversations with my friends on here.

<3

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the rutile twins are my favorite off color gems