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have u ever felt on ur better days that u have to read about bpd symptoms just to be sure u still have ur disorder and didnt just fake it coz you'd feel like crap and in a few mins u just sitting there like yepp i still have and still feel like crap

definitely, all the time angel. this is a relatable feel

me: *comes up with fictional situations where people are insulting me and being terrible towards me*

me: *gets angry and wants to fight everyone*

me: *realizes it's just in my head*

me: *still angry and wants to fight everyone*

bpdcommie

Everyday I battle between “tell everyone everything!” And “never socialize again”

thinkphilo-unactive

I have this awesome talent to where I can detect the smallest change in the way someone talks to me and then automatically think I’m annoying them and have it completely ruin my whole day. :)

thesadghostclub

skeebydoo

I wish bpd stuff didn’t all sound so relatable to non-bpd people bc talking about the symptoms with someone often just goes the “oh me too” route and it’s like no….u don’t understand…..u might experience this in a mild and normal way but u do not experience it dialed up to 900,000,000 accompanied by a siren blaring the sound of ur own self-hatred

depresseddemise

When you’re in the middle of sobbing and you start dissociating so you’re like “okay I’m done now” and turn into an emotionless zombie

frightvale

melodyhansen

Can’t reply to your text right away because I’m too mentally tired to make sense.

welp-what-now

tbh most of “recovery” from borderline disorder amounts to controlling your actions and words regardless of what is going on inside your head. You don’t exactly get ‘better’, but your relationships get more stable and your life gets more stable and all of it feels tremendously fake because you are basically acting, but it makes life more tolerable.