I haven’t posted in a couple of years, but I figured I’ll make one more post:
I started this page because I noticed a lack of memes or generally humorous posts related to DM. I was and still am glad to see that others started to post their own and continue to do so. I started to gain momentum on this blog, but the increased momentum came with increased pressure. I stopped suddenly, not necessarily because I lost interest, but because of my mental health. I was using tumblr a lot as a way to escape from reality, basically. I found myself not only using social media as an escape, but I also found myself not enjoying the escape due to internalized pressure.
Since then, I decided to finally get off my ass and do something about it. I managed to leave a toxic religion and sought treatment. I have a long way to go, but I’m much happier than I was in my previous post. I’ve grown a lot in the past year than I ever did in the past ten.
If any of you are feeling the same thing that I felt or anything else that might cause you to feel depressed, it gets better. It’s tough. Really tough. Some of you may have a harder time than I did. But the harder it is to overcome trials, the more it’s worth it.
I don’t use social media as much to focus on other aspects of my life, but I still use it and it’s only one account. You can follow me at alanwilders.cork on instagram. I don’t post very often, but I do post.
Have fun and stay safe.
