Secret history finding the present
In my younger days I had a long-term sub/Dom relationship with an older man I was 17-19 he was 34 when I met him.
I was a virgin when I met him and uncertain of my sexuality and was in hindsight very naive and vanilla.
I was a chance meeting in a bar when I was 17 that would lead to him developing me as in no other terms his faggot.
The details of this relationship could be explained in detail here another time. If desired.
The "highlights" I guess are that he took a sexually naive and uneducated boy and trained him to be a sexual toy for his pleasure, and because of my naivety my pleasure, as I knew no other thing and was totally unaware of anything else.
For various reasons that relationship lasted 2 years and I put it behind me living a life as a straight man , married and succesful .
Completely erasing my past in my mind .
Fast forward to a chance meeting while I was away on business last week. I am 41 . Married .
I saw him across the room in a hotel bar. It was 100% him . Older but unmistakable.
It was like a magnet, I walked up to him before I knew what I was doing and introduced myself asking if he remembered me.
He looked in my eyes and said "oh yes David, you still a good boy?"
I stammered a response of "yes sir"
We went for a drink and he asked all about my life , all the time we were talking all I could think about was how desperate I was to be 17 again and forget myself.
I can't explain his power over me, but I was desperate all of a sudden to feel his power and control again .
Before I could talk myself out of it . I invited him to my room .
He really made me sweat on it , humiliating me as we sat there .
He made me ask him what I wanted him to do if he came to my room with me.
Embarrassed like a school boy again .
I asked him to come to my room so I could be his again .
Please come to my room so I can suck your cock
Please come to my room so I can kiss your feet
Please come to my room so I can kiss your ass
Please come to my room to fuck my ass
He smiled, asked what my room number was. Told me to go and get prepared for him and he would join me later .
I went up to my room, had a shower and cleaned myself up .
I knelt naked by the door as was expected .
In the hour he made me wait
I had time to dwell on what was happening, I was nervous and guilty. 20 years of internal denial wether conscious or not was about to be undone.
Damn, I wanna hear more for sure. On past and present. Good fags can run but they can’t never hide of what they are.
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