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If you're not wanted in your family and you know it cry yourself to sleep

You know, the worst thing is when your therapist is shocked

Pain is inevitable

Some days you're just ~too~ sad

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Wow, imagine having parents who care about you

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Or friends

Wow, imagine having parents who care about you

You make me feel all different kinds of good

Everyone always too busy to care

You know it's bad when even your best friends don't want to hang out with you on your birthday

Funny how everyone wants to let out their anger and pain on me, funny how everyone says that I don't deserve to be treated like that and not even 24 hours later they treat me like that. It's like I don't matter to anyone, right? It hurts

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Why don't you care

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I fucking hate myself ugh

Maybe I really am a loser

How i feel? Hurt but it's fine

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I'm so afraid of hurting you and everytime I do i hate myself for it. It just makes me realise that I'm an idiot who doesn't deserve you because, oh babe, you don't deserve to be treated like this. You deserve love and sunshine, happiness and laughter, you deserve to feel every ounce of affection and at times I worry I can't give you enough. So here, take my soul, take everything I have, I'll even try to give you more than that. I love you, I love you, I love you.

My mother scares me

I hate being around her

I always feel unsafe around her

I am afraid of her

I wish I could leave but I can't

I'm trapped

It's a nightmare

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