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[depressedafsstuff]

Until you have crawled in the ,

Darkest,

Deepest,

Dirtiest,

Corners of my mind,

You'll never know,

How I really feel,

But it is what it is,

Life is a despair,

Never ending agony,

Some say it's a blessing,

But it's a curse,

We all are walking coffins.

#poem #poetry #queued #dark #depressed #sad #sadpoetry #shortpoetry

[depressedafsstuff]

Red were the roses, the ones I left on your casket,

Orange were the leaves, the ones in your tree,

Yellow were the bruises, the ones that covered you head-to-toe,

Green were the stains, the ones on the hems of your jeans,

Blue were your lips, the day you were found in your noose,

Indigo was the night sky, that night that you died,

Violet was the bruise, the one you wore around your neck.

#shortpoem #darkpoem #depressed #poem

[depressedafsstuff]

[richarddmadden]

So fucking close. So fucking close. Oh…and there’s a woman. Yeah…a woman who I love and I got close. I nearly got fucking everything!

[stellaswift1389]

Taylor, forgive me.

A few days ago I made a post where I promised you I would overcome my anxiety and panic attacks if you ever came on tour in Italy. I’m a fool.

Earlier I was watching a famous italian singer live on TV. There were plenty of people, all standing up so closely to one another in the dark, with the music blasting. What would happen if someone fainted? What if someone wants to get out? I would die there. I cannot do this and I cry desperately because my biggest dream to see you live can’t come true. I’m very sorry. I’ve nothing left to do other than keep on thinking and dreaming about you.

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

[starsbythepocketfulll]

💜 @taylorswift @taylornation

would love to see more accessible design at concerts, for example:

designated quiet spaces to calm down from a panic attack or sensory overload, meltdown, etc.

maybe even “calm seating” where there is room to move around a little or where the speakers are quieter/not right above you

clear information about what will happen during the entrance and security experience

clear information about when to expect fireworks and other loud sounds

information about the timeline of events

information about emergency procedures

the ability to opt-in to receive an access-focused email about the events when you get your tickets

not to mention clear instructions about buying tickets, getting extra time while purchasing (the process can be so overwhelming!)

and obviously that using any of the access pieces wouldn’t take away from the experience (e.g., using the quiet room shouldn’t exclude you from the chance to get a meet and greet opportunity)

I just feel really strongly that these events need to be more accessible to disabled people, specifically thinking of invisible disabilities here but definitely overall too

@stellaswift1389 thank you for sharing your experience with us and I hope you have as lovely an experience as possible this era 😘

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

[revengeoftheswift]

@taylorswift

Lewis Capaldi is doing this for all his biggest shows I think, it would be amazing to have something like this in every big venue!

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[stellaswift1389]

Please, take me to @taylorswift or take her to me. I need her…her voice (I want to sing with her)…her eyes lookin’ into mine…her beautiful smile…But especially her hugs. I need her more than oxigene. She is everything for me: my life, my world, my best friend, my medicine… And I love her to the 🌙 and 🔙. I just want a joy in my life. I have anxiety, nobody loves me, I don’t have a job so no money… It’s hard. Everyday is like a battle… (🎶)

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation

[stellaswift1389]

Even if I could have been able to go to Paris (which is not so far from Italy) for “City of Lover”, I wouldn’t have been able in any case to stay on the queue with all the people and for that much time. I would have panicked. So I guess I will never meet Taylor, there’s nothing I can do about it. 😔😢😭💔

@taylorswift @taylornation

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

[muziklysound13-deactivated20200]

We don’t know if Taylor is going to do stadiums for her tour again or if she is going to do something smaller. There’s still work that needs to be done for those with disabilities, but in MetLife Stadium for example, I came across this:

This is a step in the right direction, and other stadiums are offering support like this. I hope that if Taylor does play “smaller” venues that services such as the one listed above will be available. I hope that other services would at the very least include:

Accessible Seating

Assisted Listening Devices

Bathrooms

Closed Captioning

Companion Seating

Elevators

Interpreting Services

Mobility Assistance

These are only some of the things I can think of off the top of my head. The tour should be an enjoyable experience for everyone. I realize maybe all of these requests can’t be filled, but at least I know she’ll try.

[stellaswift1389]

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine

⚠️ PLEASE EVERYBODY REBLOG THIS. IT’S SO IMPORT FOR MANY PEOPLE! ⚠️

[pessimisticfvck]

letter to my parents

you tell me you want what’s best for me, that you guys are going to help me feel happy again. i believed both of you. i really did at one point. but now im scared to show how much im suffering, i just try to put a smile on my face and not make you guys see how much im actually hurting inside. because when i do, all i get to hear is raised voices, disappointment and words that make me feel worse, that make me feel guilty. dad, please don’t pull the card “i feel sad too when you’re doing all of this, think about how we’re feeling”, i’m sorry but i can’t even think about how these things i do makes me feel, i’m numb and i don’t know how to get better for you guys, i can’t even get better for myself. please don’t fight over me, i can hear you guys yell downstairs at each other and every time you slam the door dad, and get in the car and drive away for hours make me scared and angry, it makes me not wanna talk to you because im scared you’re gonna get too mad at me. it’s been 3 days since we’ve seen each other now, you don’t even wanna talk to me on the phone and you leave early for work so you don’t have to see me.

i’m not gonna apologize anymore for something i can’t control. i’m not gonna apologize anymore because you’re angry at me for hurting myself. i’m not gonna try to get better for you guys, i have to do it for myself or it’s not going to last in the long run.

[surviving-life-with-bpd]

[coltre]

goodnight to all the ones who never receive a goodnight

[danieljlayton-deactivated202002]

…I usually don’t reblog this kind of thing, but…for some reason, this really hit me.

[probablymetarpgideas]

Let those who feel unloved rest easy, i see you, and i care

[quietvoiced]

[skyofauroras]

I think one if the saddest things is when you don’t want anything anymore. You’re not in despair, you know you’re not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You’re just tired of living. I’m not sure if anyone can really help at that point.

[fuwaprince]

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[n-n-e-b-u-l-a-a]

Seriously thank you.

[hisvulcanboyfriend]

Please reblog. I love every single one of you. You’re not alone.

[depressedafsstuff]

It sucks that my country doesn't have one lol.

[besitoschris]

consume.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[depressingmadness]

[averageblackteen-deactivated201]

Reblog if Black Lives Matter to you

Where are those woke white people at!?

[neesie09]

The amount of notes this doesn’t have bothers me…

[tangdynastie]

Tumblr has 30-50 million active users. Why does this not even have 1 million notes?

[gayngelofthelordlovesdean]

I have over three thousand followers and so far only two reblogged this I’m disappointed

[badass-dora-milaje]

✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿#BLM

[some-textposts]

If I don’t reblog this, assume I’m dead. And if I’m alive and I don’t agree with this, please punch me as hard as you can to make me come back to my senses.

[the-moon-whisperer]

[cupid-in-love]

What is keeping you?

[depressedanxietydeath]

Can someone break my skull so the light can finally come into my dark soul and mind.